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Ash glared slightly at Katerina as she suckled on her bottle as her eyes became more heavy and unfocused. There was no way she would allow herself to fall asleep right now! She just couldn't, she would be completely vulnerable to them! Ashley hated the way Katerina was able to hold her like she was some sort of doll and found herself burping softly a few seconds after surprised at herself that she had done so and worse of all....she had spit up a bit of formula just like a baby would. Ashley's face burned brightly and could see her 'carriage' being brought in causing her wake up slightly as she flinched and grabbed onto Katerina tightly hiding her face in the cheerleader's shoulder as she suckled on her paci nervously, "I don't need a nap," said Ash whispering, "you win, I'll give you As just stop this, please." she whispered begging softly feeling utterly humuliated by Katerina. There was no way she'd live this down if any of the other teachers saw her or if she went outside in public like this, her reputation would be ruined and she'd probably be out of a job, "Please no more, Mommy." she added finally using THAT word to show that she had conceded and hoped that Katerina would just let her be and not follow through with anything she had planned. -
I am not gonna change much anyway. In fact I may have to increase my diaper wearing more and more or order more to be able to deal with the amount that I'm using. I even told the supplier that I get them from that I'm using more and more diapers, so you should be aware that that's happening and that you may end up getting 2 or three months while I order twice, which is allowed. Because of my age and because of my disability, I do not want to worry about using my diaper or wearing diapers, and I'm not worried about the fact that I am wearing a diaper. In a way, it's more comfortable than underwear, and not only that but how cool is it that you can do number ones number twos and number threes in a diaper and you don't even have to put up a sweat because the diaper will hold it and deal with it. Diaper is absorbent and is designed to take care of it. Many people here on daily diapers have helped me to understand why I feel the way I do why I like diapers, and have told me that I'm not crazy or silly or stupid or whatever they say about wanting to wear diapers and liking them. Absolutely nothing wrong with it, so I don't see that part changing. As I said the only thing I see changing is that I may end up using more diapers, and as I do I may have to adjust my wardrobe slightly so that I'm wearing more onesies so that I'm keeping the diaper in position if it starts to be a problem where it's not staying where it needs to stay. I just wish that I didn't wait so long before I understood that there was a reason I wanted to wear diapers and I found out that there is no shame in doing what you're doing. Now that I am incontinent, I don't have to worry anymore, because the people that want to know know the people that have to know know and nobody else does. I've learned a lot over the last five years about how to handle situations, and I believe that it's because of daily diapers that it makes me feel better 'cause I don't have to justify me wearing diapers to any one, and I told the state that I shouldn't have to go to urology to be able to be tested to make sure I will have to use diapers when I have a disability and I know that people with cerebral palsy do use diapers and wear diapers. And I told the state why are you why would you want me to pay with my medical insurance for a urologist when I know exactly what's going on with my body and a doctor can order what I need. I take my health very seriously and I'm not gonna let myself go down the tubes. I can't say what would happen in the next few years but all I do know is that I'm not gonna stop being the person I am and I'm not gonna stop wearing or using diapers. This site has been instrumental in helping me and others who join our ranks to understand what the hell is going on inside of our noggins and why we feel the way we do or why things hurt when they shouldn't hurt or why they don't hurt when they should or something to that effect. The way our brains are wired is unique and that is one reason why when you are an adult baby or a diaper lover or incontinent you're not gonna be able to just turn it off it will. Have to live with it and you will live with it. Not ashamed one bit of me wearing a diaper and if I had a situation where I had to take a diaper off and stand in front of someone I trusted I would have no problem doing that. However, with all the rest of the people around that don't need to see or know that I wear a diaper I wouldn't want that to be common knowledge my dad knows that I wear diapers my brothers know I wear diapers my close friends know that that's about as far as I'm willing to go the letter writer began to put up signs along her bus Brian -
I also don't remember the last time I ran a diaper out that long, but I know that I've done it before. My diapers that I use are the Mega Maxes. They say that they are supposed to work for 12 hours, and I have worn one for almost twenty four one time, but the only thing I can tell you is that if you're not careful you can definitely have a rash or have problems that you need to solve so make sure that you're wearing a layer of protection like barrier cream. The problem that I had was that even though the diaper Was supposed to be a diaper that could last for over 12 hours, I had to take a diaper off when it was like that because of the smell of the urine and the ammonia. I've taken diapers off that are so bad that once you take the diaper off it makes your eyes Water. I like my diapers because if I need to have them last the 12 hours hopefully they will but I'm glad that I have the ability to change them should I choose not to wear it for so long. Whether or not your diaper last 16 full hours is based on the usage that you put it through. I have totally filled the diaper to capacity before, and there are times when I'm continually filling up and I'm just peeing all over the floor and then at that point the diaper isn't absorbing and it's just letting it go all over the place. It also depends on what you are releasing in the diaper and what consistency it is. I'm not sure if people understand what I mean by that but if your diaper is fully used, and as no more room to accept anything then the likelihood that your diaper will last a full 16 hours is not very good. I'd rather have a good diaper like a mega max than any other diaper they make. Idea of having a mega max is due to the fact that I am totally incontinent both ways and I don't care what happens if I need to use the diaper because I really have to use it I don't have to worry and don't want to worry that using it is going to make it blow out all over everything. That you wear a diaper is so that you can contain it within itself, but the diapers that they make so far that I have seen that are not the same quality as a mega max are far inferior to them because insurance companies and other companies won't allow you to have the good diapers so the only thing you can buy are the cheap diapers that only last you a minimum of 2 hours. Because you have to wear a diaper you also have to be careful of your skin. I want a good diaper because what if I have to use it what if I have to fill it up? Is it my fault that I'm incontinent both ways or that I have lost control? But it seems like every time you turn around companies that make these diapers make it sound like the easiest way they can make money is to make things really really cheap. I want a halfway decent diaper then I can count on so if I have to unload I can unload a full load in my diaper and still be able to deal with it. Many people have to understand that diapers are made based on what Medicare or Medicaid decide. I don't know why they decide that everybody has to be changed a maximum of every two hours, and that means that if you are actually changed that often that means that companies can get away with making crappy diapers that can't be counted on and that is a problem. There should be a law that says you get the diapers that you need no questions asked So far I haven't had too many difficulties with my diapers. I've pushed myself to the limit because I need what I have and I want what I need and I'm not gonna try to go cheaper because it saves them money. No reason for them to go cheap I have to watch my skin and I have to keep myself comfortable as well as healthy and if I had one problem and told the doctor that I was having rashes he would automatically see it and help me. Very fortunate to have a doctor that knows that and understands it. The idea of a diaper is that you can use it. Use a bad diaper if it's not made correctly you can't use a diaper. If it continues to leak and cause problems and that's half the reason why I don't like the cheap diapers they're built that way so that companies and insurance companies can save money, because Medicare and Medicaid won't pay for the good stuff unless you actually need it. Have already gone through that and I'll never have to do it again, but it is kind of embarrassing that you have to rely on your diaper if somebody decides that you need the cheapest diaper they make. Hopefully people understand that you need good diapers and you need quality diapers because you're using your bodily functions and you must use the diaper if you are incontinent like me. It will happen I just don't wanna use garbage diapers in order to prove a point. Brian
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@tgrdpr I'm going to base this response on what it was like for me back in the early 90s when I first moved out on my own. 295 I moved out on my own for the first time. Many many many months before that, I had this desire for diapers and for some reason had this weird funny feeling that I couldn't shake regardless of what I did. I would look at these types of sites secretly 'cause I didn't want anyone else to find out what I was doing because I didn't want them to be able to make connections that for some reason I was some sort of a screwball because I was looking at diaper websites. Daily diapers has been around for at least 25 years. When I became a member back in 2019, I already knew many of the members here because of the fact that they were longtime members and they were people that I could trust. There are so many places that were available back then that somebody would put up and then they would put stories and whole bunch of other stuff in there, and there was information on some of these sites, but none of the information that you would find would be as helpful as what you could get here. Some of the information that you find wasn't even believable, while others were as very believable and I know that there are plenty of sites out there where you would have people telling you one thing or another thing and it was different. Some of these sites made it sound like it was normal, while you end up with others that say that it is strange or bad or anything like that. Back then in the 1990s people were looking at websites and looking at Compuserve boards and other things, but web pages that were specifically geared to diapers and infantilism were not as popular and they were just starting to crop up I checked two or three moments. For some reason I would read these things on these boards and then realize that I was not the only person in the world that felt that way, and I found out that it was more popular than I thought and that there should be nothing to be afraid of. Although, back in those days if your parents were monitoring what you were using your computer for and what you were visiting then you would have been dead, but luckily for me I own the computer I paid for the connection and I had the ability to go and look at stuff online. I didn't have to ask my parents for permission to use the computer and all of that so I didn't have to worry about it. I know that I had the feelings I had back in the 90s, and I even had one of my roommates find out that I had those feelings come but she said that she wouldn't let anyone know about it, and it wasn't discussed very much. Don't know exactly what the heck caused me to think the way I wanted to think but for some reason I just wanted to find out what it would be like to pee my pants just like I did when I was a kid and then it just started from there. Little baby doll Christine is exactly right when she says how things happen back in the 90s: everything she said is exactly the way it actually was because I remember going to DPF and looking at different story sites, some of them believable some of them not so believable. Having people that say they enjoy wearing diapers or they wanted to wear diapers and then finding out that it wasn't as kooky as people would think it was. I then found out that there were other sites like daily diapers, and I knew about it for at least 25 years or more, and I was hesitant to join it because I did not want people to think that I was some sort of crazy fool. However, in 2000 and 19 in August, I made the decision to join because I needed the help, and I knew exactly where I needed to be right here on daily diapers. There is no other way that I could describe how I felt: I knew that this place would have the right information or at least more accurate information than some other places. I was familiar with many of the daily diaper stuff moderators and chat mods that were on the system, and I trusted them. I didn't join until 2019 because I was afraid of what would happen. Needed help I knew exactly where I needed to go and I signed on. Me several months to talk to several individuals and I kept talking to those who I trusted and then at the end I feel that I learnt that I shouldn't have to worry about it. Wearing diapers is no big deal having the feelings that you have is no big deal just have to be able to control them in an appropriate way, and that once you are wired that way there is no way you can just get rid of those feelings. I learned from experience that daily diapers is more up to date and more truthful than any other site on the Internet that is not putting things in a negative light This community is a very strong community and I'm proud to be a member of it, I just wish I hadn't waited so long before I realized what the heck was going on, and that I was having the problems I was but at least I don't have to worry about it any more and I can wear diapers because I need them and I don't have to hide it anymore. Hiding this thing was like trying to hide a stop sign in a green forest you just can't do it. Most people would probably think that were crazy thinking the way we think or liking what we like, but daily diapers was different. They opened their hearts and they opened their minds and they can help you understand a lot of things. When you don't understand what the heck you're dealing with, you need to be with people and connected to people that do. I knew that I wore diapers most of my life and that my brother did too, but for some reason I didn't understand why the heck I like diapers at 8 and why they felt so good or something like this, and because of daily diapers I understood that because there were people that were patient with me and answered my questions. Once I ended up getting to the point that I accepted what I was and all the things that I was dealing with, I started helping people on the server. I can say very proudly that I have helped many people in my time here and it has been a pleasure to do so. They say that it doesn't matter how old you are you always learn something new every day. I'm glad that I learned something every day and I'm glad that I understand more about the community the fetish and the reasoning and the feelings and all of that then I did back in 1995 when I first signed on the Internet and started looking this stuff up and was shocked to learn that people like diapers and they don't have to be babies and that adults can act like babies. I found that enticing and very interesting. Thanks to sites like this that tell it like it is and don't lie and don't try to make it sound like it is a crime, it is a lot easier to understand why I felt the way I did and who I felt like, and I'm glad that there are people that understand that there's nothing wrong with wearing diapers i've had people support me for years especially my case management team telling me that and I used to feel embarrassed but I'm not embarrassed anymore. I'd rather wear a diaper and pee my pants and all of that for the rest of my life then go through the hell of not having what I need because the best thing that you can have is a complete picture of yourself unfortunately it took me a long time to get to where I am now, but I'm glad that it kinda turned out that way because now I don't have to hide who and what I am and I can proudly say that I am an incontinent diaper lover. I didn't even know what ABDL was back in the 90s, and as little baby doll christine has stated there wasn't very many sites out there that was doing it because websites were not the the way that most of this was transmitted it was all hard copy through the mail, and websites didn't come into their own until at least the late 90s like 97 or 98. In fact my first website I built in 1998 in February. I opened BBUS in 2008 and there's always been a website on all of my domains since that beginning. I'd like to thank everyone who has helped me over the years because it made me a better person made me be able to understand what was going on and if you understand what's going on you can then empathize and understand what's going on so some idiot that tries to pick on somebody because they're wearing diapers for example you can turn it around and tell them that the worst thing they can do is pick on somebody that's wearing a diaper if they really need it. Because of that I have learned that there are reasons why people wear diapers and you don't have to feel bad about it and you don't have to feel embarrassed about it it's just a fact of life and you should accept it and roll with it. Thanks to the good people here on DD that's exactly what I have done and I always will remember that wearing diapers is one of the many ways that you can deal with incontinence, and that most of the people that wear diapers wear diapers because they need to or because they want to and many of these people are very smart and very very quick witted and I love every one of the people that I have met and made friends with over the years. It really helps when you are part of a community that actually understands why you feel the way you do and all of this and it makes a big difference. Brian @Little BabyDoll Christine
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