I tried talking myself out of this kink at least 3 times. It didn't work. First time lasted from age 15 to 22. Second time lasted from 23 to my early 30s, so about ten or eleven years. Third time was from mid 40s, I guess. And that was about the last time.
How long can I wear a diaper? Good question. I've never gone more than 12-14 hours in one. Usually that's about the extent before I feel like a change.
I've experienced that; wetting, messing, having a good masturbate, & done. That feeling of completion passes. And when I'm ready, I'll put on another diaper & wet it to capacity. I take it all in stride.
I wear cloth diapers almost exclusively. I say "almost" because I have tried disposable diapers on occasion.
First of all, I don't have accidents. I wet & mess my diapers on purpose. And with my diapering system, I don't leave stains on my plastic pants.
Hoo-boy! Glad I read the original. I think I'd rather read it in a Scots translation that this whatever-it-is that passes for English. Yeah, I understood it. But there is such a thing as trying too hard to be hip.
I remember that feeling. Early on, I took a walk through the neighborhood in a pretty wet diaper, which was discreetly hidden beneath a pair of sweat pants. That felt like a milestone to me.
I can see your point. And if I wore disposable diapers, I'd do the same. However, I don't wear out of need, but rather for lack of a better word, recreation. So I'll wear my cloth diapers to the saturation point.