PP Rebel

I like to put them on fairly tight ..but don't want to over tighten to cut the circulation of or have problems with the tape & lading strips. I do love it when I've fully used them & they're feeling heavy, bulging & sagging.

Just put some trash out .. went for a walk round the block & messed in my pull up on the way.. 10 Omclock at night & nobody about with lockdown ..Home now feels like a really big firm bulge ..kneeling down at the laptop keyboard ..nice !!

I'm not fully quarantined, just supposed to stay at home as much as possible ..I'm allowed to go out locally for keep fit walks & to buy items classed as essential in the shops.... keeping a safe social distance from everyone in the process. I found it hard last week but on Friday the UK Govt told all the pubs, bars, cafe's, restaurants, clubs, theatres & cinemas to close so there's not a lot to tempt me out anymore. My occupational pension is coming in ..Got lots of jobs to do at home + telephone & internet access. Plus a few cloth diapers & incontinence pants if I run out of disposables ..I'm not a 24 hour user anyway ..so I expect I'll be OK...I'm pretty self reliant & happy with my own company ..My regular partner is a bit older than me & in total lock-down at another dwelling a few miles away .So lack of a sex life is an issue ..but as Confucius say man who has sex problem wakes up with solution in hand LOL!!..old joke

No ..apart from the odd bout of diarrhoea I never messed myself.. it was always forbidden by my folks as something shameful. I had repressed desire to drop a big firm load..thinking & talking about it resulted in my 1st erections & organism I've made up for it now though !!

When I do it I just do it ..Sounds like Zen in the Art if Diaper Wetting to me LOL!!

Neither hard nor runny ...About the consistency of dough or modelling clay

At home ...generally in the front room or the kitchen ..I like doing housework & DIY jobs in a messy diaper.

My advice would be to think carefully about how far you're prepared to meet his current needs...& share your feelings on the matter with him..you may have to say 'it ain't me babe'. Like lots on here I'd love to find a partner who shares my diaper interests but we are quite a diverse group.For instance I'm strictly DL & after I've had a bit of recreational fun & cleaned up just want to put on standard adult clothing & get on with my mainstream life..So for instance the demands of a 24hr AB or Nanny /mummy/daddy wouldn't be at all right for me... but you have to work out whats right for you.

Bought my 2nd pack of pull-ups yesterday ..they're Tena Pants Plus & I couldn't wait to try them out. The 1st pack I bought were supermarket own type brand & I loved wearing & fully using them. They were unisex & I felt the pad was a bit low at the front for a guy.& could have been thicker for my needs. Put a tena on just before I went to bed last night & got up to wee in the night..I'm not a bed wetter ...I was aware bowel pressure had built up & had difficulty getting back to sleep but eventually managed it I woke up again in the morning before the alarm went off with only one thing on my mind & after drinking a few cups of coffee dropped a huge load followed shortly afterwards by a big wetting accident. If feels absolutely awesome, although some of the pee has been seeping a little so my leggings have gotten a bit damp round the crutch.. I've just put a pair of incontinence pants on over the top of my padded diaper cover. Going to do some much needed housework now hopefully add some more poop & pee before finally changing myself.Looking forward to seeing the state I'm in when I strip down to just pull ups. Next time think I'll buy a pack I'll try to get some Tena Pants Maxi for added capacity.. I'm embarrassed about being seen by people who know me buying them, so I visited an out the way pharmacist & quickly grabbed the 1st pair off the shelf which looked ok.

I'll start the topic by saying wearing adult diapers/ pull-ups & using them is a relatively new thing for me. I've been deliberately messing my pants on & off for decades but tended to avoid wetting because of cold chaffing feeling afterwards & fears about leaks making fabrics & furnishings stink of stale pee. But being able to now wet myself more freely & feeling the warmth, weight & puffing out afterwards has been a revelation.. At present I'm loving being taken back to that childhood thing of feeling the need to go but not wanting to stop playing the game I'm immersed in & then discovering my pee has started to flood out all by itself & I can't stop it... but I'm fascinated by what others like to do & would like to try different things.

I've heard many site members describe the different ways they enjoy wetting themselves . I'm wondering which are the most popular & why ?

When its cold or wet weather I'm more likely to go out for a walk wearing when I can put on a coat & people are less likely to want to stand around chatting

I love that waddling feel that comes with a full diaper..although I haven't yet gone out wearing . Reminds me.I once met a guy from another site for chat.as a possible playmate but we really didn't hit it off. He was a pants pooper.but turned out he only really like to drop turtleheads ..everyone to his own... I remember him remarking disdainfully that he didn't want to get into suck a state that he couldn't walk properly. I thought OMG that's the best part of it.... the fun doesn't really start until you can't walk properly !! But maybe the feel of being loaded & the way it pushes against you & interferes with your gait is more noticeable to the wearer that the onlooker. I'll have to check it out in the mirror some time.

I recently bought my 1st pack of pull-ups to experiment with & I've read others comments with interest. They are easy to put on & I'm enjoying the comfortable & cosy sensations of wearing ,wetting & messing in them. However, as others have pointed out the main drawback is they don't seem to hold nearly as much pee as the tena maxi slips I'm used to wearing. 1st time I used pull-ups fully it was a good job I was cautious,. & put extra protective layers over the top. because they leaked a lot. Going forward think I'll just use them for messing in & the odd squirt ..make sure I wear taped disposables if I'm planning on emptying a full bladder.