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  1. I like to put them on fairly tight ..but don't want to over tighten to cut the circulation of or have problems with the tape & lading strips. I do love it when I've fully used them & they're feeling heavy, bulging & sagging.
  2. Just put some trash out .. went for a walk round the block & messed in my pull up on the way.. 10 Omclock at night & nobody about with lockdown ..Home now feels like a really big firm bulge ..kneeling down at the laptop keyboard ..nice !!
  3. I'm not fully quarantined, just supposed to stay at home as much as possible ..I'm allowed to go out locally for keep fit walks & to buy items classed as essential in the shops.... keeping a safe social distance from everyone in the process. I found it hard last week but on Friday the UK Govt told all the pubs, bars, cafe's, restaurants, clubs, theatres & cinemas to close so there's not a lot to tempt me out anymore. My occupational pension is coming in ..Got lots of jobs to do at home + telephone & internet access. Plus a few cloth diapers & incontinence pants if I run out of disposables ..I'm not a 24 hour user anyway ..so I expect I'll be OK...I'm pretty self reliant & happy with my own company ..My regular partner is a bit older than me & in total lock-down at another dwelling a few miles away .So lack of a sex life is an issue ..but as Confucius say man who has sex problem wakes up with solution in hand LOL!!..old joke
  4. No ..apart from the odd bout of diarrhoea I never messed myself.. it was always forbidden by my folks as something shameful. I had repressed desire to drop a big firm load..thinking & talking about it resulted in my 1st erections & organism I've made up for it now though !!
  5. When I do it I just do it ..Sounds like Zen in the Art if Diaper Wetting to me LOL!!
  6. Neither hard nor runny ...About the consistency of dough or modelling clay
  7. At home ...generally in the front room or the kitchen ..I like doing housework & DIY jobs in a messy diaper.
  8. My advice would be to think carefully about how far you're prepared to meet his current needs...& share your feelings on the matter with him..you may have to say 'it ain't me babe'. Like lots on here I'd love to find a partner who shares my diaper interests but we are quite a diverse group.For instance I'm strictly DL & after I've had a bit of recreational fun & cleaned up just want to put on standard adult clothing & get on with my mainstream life..So for instance the demands of a 24hr AB or Nanny /mummy/daddy wouldn't be at all right for me... but you have to work out whats right for you.
  9. Bought my 2nd pack of pull-ups yesterday ..they're Tena Pants Plus & I couldn't wait to try them out. The 1st pack I bought were supermarket own type brand & I loved wearing & fully using them. They were unisex & I felt the pad was a bit low at the front for a guy.& could have been thicker for my needs. Put a tena on just before I went to bed last night & got up to wee in the night..I'm not a bed wetter ...I was aware bowel pressure had built up & had difficulty getting back to sleep but eventually managed it I woke up again in the morning before the alarm went off with only one thing on my mind & after drinking a few cups of coffee dropped a huge load followed shortly afterwards by a big wetting accident. If feels absolutely awesome, although some of the pee has been seeping a little so my leggings have gotten a bit damp round the crutch.. I've just put a pair of incontinence pants on over the top of my padded diaper cover. Going to do some much needed housework now hopefully add some more poop & pee before finally changing myself.Looking forward to seeing the state I'm in when I strip down to just pull ups. Next time think I'll buy a pack I'll try to get some Tena Pants Maxi for added capacity.. I'm embarrassed about being seen by people who know me buying them, so I visited an out the way pharmacist & quickly grabbed the 1st pair off the shelf which looked ok.
  10. I'll start the topic by saying wearing adult diapers/ pull-ups & using them is a relatively new thing for me. I've been deliberately messing my pants on & off for decades but tended to avoid wetting because of cold chaffing feeling afterwards & fears about leaks making fabrics & furnishings stink of stale pee. But being able to now wet myself more freely & feeling the warmth, weight & puffing out afterwards has been a revelation.. At present I'm loving being taken back to that childhood thing of feeling the need to go but not wanting to stop playing the game I'm immersed in & then discovering my pee has started to flood out all by itself & I can't stop it... but I'm fascinated by what others like to do & would like to try different things.
  11. I've heard many site members describe the different ways they enjoy wetting themselves . I'm wondering which are the most popular & why ?
  12. When its cold or wet weather I'm more likely to go out for a walk wearing when I can put on a coat & people are less likely to want to stand around chatting
  13. I love that waddling feel that comes with a full diaper..although I haven't yet gone out wearing . Reminds me.I once met a guy from another site for chat.as a possible playmate but we really didn't hit it off. He was a pants pooper.but turned out he only really like to drop turtleheads ..everyone to his own... I remember him remarking disdainfully that he didn't want to get into suck a state that he couldn't walk properly. I thought OMG that's the best part of it.... the fun doesn't really start until you can't walk properly !! But maybe the feel of being loaded & the way it pushes against you & interferes with your gait is more noticeable to the wearer that the onlooker. I'll have to check it out in the mirror some time.
  14. I recently bought my 1st pack of pull-ups to experiment with & I've read others comments with interest. They are easy to put on & I'm enjoying the comfortable & cosy sensations of wearing ,wetting & messing in them. However, as others have pointed out the main drawback is they don't seem to hold nearly as much pee as the tena maxi slips I'm used to wearing. 1st time I used pull-ups fully it was a good job I was cautious,. & put extra protective layers over the top. because they leaked a lot. Going forward think I'll just use them for messing in & the odd squirt ..make sure I wear taped disposables if I'm planning on emptying a full bladder.
  15. I only recently found out about the alleged link between cancer & talcum powder containing asbestos, It was last year through a financial advice column recommending sale of Johnson & Johnson shares because of the likelihood of successful claims against the company by cancer victims costing it a lot of money. The company continues to deny the link but 22 women suffering from ovarian cancer successfully sued & were awarded $4 billion in June 2018. It's a sad commentary on the state of affairs in the world when profit warnings appear to be more prominent than health warnings, But, its not the 1st time this sort of thing has happened & I'm sure it won't be the last. I find powder effective to dry between my toes & as a more of a precautionary measure but agree its difficult to tell whats in it from the label which is a cause for concern. For rashes I recommend use of Sudocream in preference to powder.
  16. I know some guys like to deliberately rub poop all over their dick & masturbate in it but I just like my mess to gradually spread out & go where gravity & inside pressures take it. Generally it oozes down between thighs,where I love to squeeze it & rub them together , coming to rest behind my balls. Ending up in a messy state & with poop in my nooks & crannies .. having a shuddering organism over it..then finally relaxing in a good hot bath afterwards is where its at for me as well. xxx
  17. Thanks Nonny ..my thoughts are a closed & sealed plastic bag should deal with the smell so long as I'm able to clean my messy bum up thoroughly in a disabled loo. From the replies received so far it doesn't sound like the thought of disgracing yourself in public & carrying home the weighty evidence in a sealed plastic bag is something too many other people get off on.
  18. You also mentioned 'psychology of humiliation' I've never quite understood this but there's a 'sissy' diaper wearers ,who lives relatively close to me, & I tried to strike up a friendship with was really big on the idea that than he wanted to be humiliated & be made to feel pathetic & worthless ,.This isn't my thing at all but seems to be quite common.. One of the people I came across in the psychoanalytical type field & had ideas about this which impressed me at the time. which you might want to take a look at was ,was Erich Fromm. Although Fromm wrote quite a long time ago now & it seems there are more modern theories built around the concept of co-dependency. As with RD Laing & co I don't know if the theories are correct or not. I think if people decide to check them out its up to the individual to decide if they feel it makes sense & is of any value to them. https://www.outofthefog.net/forum/index.php?topic=61813.0
  19. Actually the ideas I'm referring to here have often been called 'anti-psychiatry' because ,amongst other things, they were opposed to attempts to label people as suffering from various categories of mental illness to be cured which was frequently the case at the time with homesexuality, gender identity issues & various fetishes.. The thread was started by Brudda Voodu who asked' does anyone else think there is a parallel between trans people and abdl' I'm not a trans person but I do have a fetish around people having toilet accidents, messing myself & more recently diapers. Before the advent of the internet it was difficult to identify & talk to people with similar fetishes in the UK so I took it upon myself to read books about psychology & psychotherapy to see if I could find out what was wrong with me & what might be done about it.This was one of the more convincing theories which I came across ..although i don't know if its correct & people are free to reject it if they choose to.. https://www.theguardian.com/books/2012/sep/02/rd-laing-mental-health-sanity
  20. Why yes..there was a school of psychotherapy in the UK fashionable for a while in the late 1960's & early 1970's ..Which was based on studies of people who had been labelled schizophrenics ..& claimed people who grow up with impossible contradictions.. like being told you're a boy & to act that out when you feel like a girl ..have tendency to want to regress to a time when they felt more complete to try & re-grow as a more integrated person getting in touch with aspects of themselves which had been denied & shut off. One of the influential people involved was Scottish born Psychiatrist RD Laing who wrote a number books popular in University's at the time notably 'The divided Self' & 'Madness Sanity & the family' & was influenced by Existential Philosophy, The Interpersonal School of Psychology pioneered in the US by Harry Stack Sullivan in the 1940's & ideas taken from Eastern Mysticism via the Beatnik & Hippie movements about re-birth. There's also a book 'Two Accounts of a Journey through madness ' written jointly by Mary C Barnes a patient who went through the 'pioneering treatment' & Joseph Berke who was one of her carers.
  21. First of all well done for having the courage to discuss it with your girlfriend ..it would have been unfair & a potential disaster for your relationship if you had left it until after you got married to reveal you were a diaper lover. She hasn't thrown her toys out of the pram & said how disgusting you are & walked away from your relationship & has taken it in her stride saying its a pretty straightforward fetish. Perhaps accepting it as a fairly harmless pastime.But at the same time it's not her thing so she doesn't want to participate in it. Given that its a fairly unusual fetish it was probably a long shot to think she would have shared this interest with you if you hadn't met through ABDL community. . Now you may go through periods of your life when you don't feel the need diaper yourself but the chances are the desire will keep coming back particularly when things get stressful & you need a bit of relief & relaxation. I've heard psychologists say a relationship based on 2 people trying to change each other into people they're not & don't want to be is a recipe for a disastrous relationship. So, I think the question is how much do you love your girlfriend & she you? Is say spending periods locked away in a 'man cave' wearing diapers & talking to ABDL friends on the internet going to be an acceptable co-existence & a worthwhile compromise for all the things you do enjoy sharing & want to experience together or not? No two people are exactly the same & in any relationship you have to give your partner space to grow & be & express their individuality. On the other hand is having a partner who is a diaper lover or admirer essential to you. In which case you better get going on fetish dating sites & be prepared for a little bit of long distance travel trying to find a new partner. Ultimately it's your decision & none of us can make it for you.
  22. Following this thread with interest. I've not encountered the notion anal stretching procedures can help relieve problems with hemorrhoids before. I have an intermittent problem with hemorrhoids which sometimes bleed quite a lot when I poo. After attempts to treat them with prescribed off the shelf creams, following a visit to my GP, resulted in a major soreness & inflammation I was referred to a specialist dept of a local hospital. They tried to treat my condition with a banding procedure which only made the problem worse again. I was then told by a consultant the next treatment in line involved a surgical procedure which was 'very invasive' with no guarantee of success.& he recommended me to go away & try to manage the situation the best I could & only come back if it got even worse. Not sure if this was given as sound advice or because the dept was overworked & under resourced so liked to get rid of people with 'annoying trivial problems' like mine, & perhaps understandably prioritise the diagnosis & treatment of cancers. But that's where I am today. I'm arguably anally repressed & find stimulation of this area arousing. But any desires to experience anal play /sex on my part are tempered by the fear its going to hurt a lot during & after resulting in a lot of bleeding When I was young there were lots of lads stories circulating about gays sex causing the participants to become anally incontinent & having to wear tampons or diapers but mostly this type of talk seems to be dismissed these days as an old wives tale & the product homophobia. However, I've heard it claimed any area of the body which is repeatedly damaged runs a higher risk of malignant tumours developing.
  23. The other day I stumbled upon information about disposable diaper recycling plants which have been developed for commercial roll out . We would obviously have to separate out our used diapers & deposit them in dedicated diaper bin points. I guess places like hospitals, care homes & commercial nurseries which will go in for it 1st.
  24. I'd love to be able to sleep in a loaded diaper. I've gone to sleep with full bowels a few times hoping I would wake up in the morning to find I'd messed myself in the night & couldn't remember doing it but this has never happened, except for the odd bout of diarrhea which I don't enjoy.I actually find it quite difficult & a bit of a strain to do a big firm poo when I'm lying flat in bed. Another problem I have is lying there in bed with a full diaper invariably causes me to orgasm & then I loose interest & feel the need to change myself. I recall getting to sleep once but I woke up about half an hour later with a raging erection & came uncontrolably shortly afterwards.
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