diaperjack101

Don't like enemas. Too loose BM's. Just the usual psyllium husk daily. I've become incontinent after a bowel resection. My surgeon removed about 5". I slowly became incontinent over 4 years. Now? Zero control. I love my diaper but using them daily? Well, I'm getting used to it. Typically I have ~3 large BM's per day. Sometimes more. I still use Metamucil everyday. I've got to the point that I have one while sleeping or the early morning, another during the day, and another in the evening. Obviously I have no control. But there's nothing wrong with a little fiber loading. I just have a pretty big (mostly semi-soft) poo. Sometimes I'll be sitting on my easy chair and leaning back while watching TV. Then suddenly I get a strong urge and seconds latter the poo slides out. There's a powerful surge as it spreads up around my crotch. I admit that I love that. Every once in a while I stay with the dirty and wet diaper. After a couple of hours I'll have another. By then my diaper is completely loaded. Of course, it's time for a big poogasm. Then it's time to clean-up, shower, air out my skin and re-diaper. Being incontinent isn't that bad (kinda). Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

I had that resection (diverticulitis) 20 years back. The surgery took ~5" from my large colon.No big deal. And like you I already took psyllium husk (Metamucil) daily. I was fine. For awhile. About a year ago I started having strong urgency problems. Eventually I become fecal incontinent. I have zero control. Sleeping and during the day. The physicians don't know why. I don't have any of the typical bowel issues (IBS, Colitis or Crohn's). I've been for a couple of colposcopy procedures. Nothing. No cancer. They are still looking. In the mean time I'm diaper dependent. I have several pretty large BM's everyday. I know that I've always been a DL member here. But when you have no control, it's a really pain in the ass (dirty diapers all the time). You's think that being a DL, BM accidents would be fine. When you become incontinent, not so much.

I'm diaperjack101 and I've always been a dl member. I had diverticulitis way back and had a small resection for my large colon (~5"). For years I was fine and used Metamucil (psyllium husk) daily. About a year back I started having incontinence issues. In the beginning it didn't really bother me since I've always enjoyed using my diaper (almost daily). But about 6 months I started to have more BM accidents including while sleeping and during the day. Since it became more serious I started having to wear a diaper everyday. So I went to a person who enjoyed my diaper whenever I liked it to someone who actually needs my diaper. Even though I still love my diaper, it became necessary for wearing them. Which at times have become a really pain in the ass. Before I kept my BM's at home (except when I'm prepared before going for shopping or the library). Now that the BM's I started feeling a really strong urgency. The problem is that I now have zero control. I now have several large poops everyday. Which makes me completely incontinent. In the beginning I just liked wearing (and using) my diaper when I felt like it. Now? Not so much. Some of my family and friends, they have noticed and a few of them has commented. Most of them understand and provide support. Still, I never told anyone about my DL, just my incontinence. I retired when I was 50. But I never thought that I might become diaper dependent. So...that's my deal.

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I've had diverticulitis 20 years back. At the time I dodged the bullet because a almost ended with a colostomy surgery. At the end I had a colon resection. My surgeon removed about 5"s. I was in the hospital for 6 days. Really good pain-killer medication. But it sucked. Now? Completely healthy. And I use psyllium husk (like Metamucil) every day. Since using it, I developed a way to include multiple, gigantic poo's. It's what I call as "fiber loading." Psyllium husk makes more bulk. Kind of semi-soft to firm poo. If I was doing some fiber loading, I can have multiple loads in one day. Still, if you are having a colon resection, it's not fun. Even with the pain-killer drugs.

Kind of a funny thing this morning. My neighbor came by and had a leash with his dog. As usual I was wearing a loaded diaper. I always use an internal deodorant (Nullo). It really limits the poo odor. But the dog just couldn't stop sniffing my crotch. Apparently the dog could still smell my dirt diaper. i think I might need a few dog biscuits to keep him off my diaper.

My favorite position is to lay back on my recliner and put my knees up slightly. If I have been doing fiber loading correctly (~ 2 days of heavy psyllium husk [metamucil] every 4 hours), I can expect several gigantic loads. Usually I've been wearing a quality disposable diaper, a pull-on cloth diaper and plastic pants. When the time comes, I simply relax and wait for the urge to grow until I can't stopping. Note : do not push. I try to limit any straining. Naturally the poop will slowly slide out effortlessly. Normally the poop will spread up around my crotch and continue up on my "happy bits" for at least a couple of minutes. Usually I can expect more in every couple of hours. Sometimes I'll have a 2nd or 3rd load while standing or leaning back but squat my knees.Typically I can expect a gigantic load every 2 or 3 hours. By then my diaper is completely loaded. Enjoy. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do what ever I want, all the time.

First, I have been doing some really good fiber loading. Psyllium husk (like Metamucil) is the trick. Healthy food with regular fiber. For at least 1 or 2 days. Second, I'm already wearing a diaper (Abena with the plastic cover punctured with a pinwheel and then a pull-on cloth diaper and plastic pants). They are always wet though not soaking. Just damp. Third, you have to wait for the urgency to grow to the point you can't stop. Then you're ready. I like to get in a comfortable recliner, lean back and get my knees bent while my feet are flat on the recliner. By then the urgency has become extremely strong. By then I know it's coming. And of course, there's no need to push. I can feel a gigantic turd slowly slide out from my ass. There is no straining at all. It's all natural. Within 20 seconds, there's a massive surge as the poop softens. The poop spreads up around my scrotum and I can feel my balls tingle. Of course it's difficult to not move my diaper until I have a poogasm. That's the way to NOT PUSH.

I'm diapered about 4 or 5 days per week. So I usually walk up to the coffee shop, get a cup and read the news on my tablet. For some reason I haven't pooped this morning even though I'd been fiber loading for a couple of days. When I got up I changed the super wet diaper, changed to a new one and decided to walk into the towns coffee shop. I could feel the urgency growing but not enough to mess. Before I left my house I had slid up a biscodyl suppository in my ass. So by the time I was getting a cup of coffee I really have to go. After sitting down I decided to let it go. No pushing at all. But sitting down kept the load inside me. After 15 or 20 minutes I decided to lean back and raise my knees a little. That did it. A gigantic load became moving out. It was hard to not push. The urge was increased and grew stronger. I was determined to not strain at all. So I didn't. Then the poo started to move. It was so slow. Probably because it was so solid. I'd bet it took a good 2 minutes. About a half way through the firm poo softened and I could feel it spread up around my balls. And it just kept going. I felt my crotch and my diaper grew larger. I couldn't believe it was still going. Finally I just couldn't not push. I had too. Just a little push. From that the poo spread every where, back, sides and up around me. Then I felt strong peeing and the warm wetting covered my diaper. Finally. I touched under my pants and I could feel my plastic pants spread slowly warm. I could feel how huge the bulge was. No one could smell anything (I love Clorofresh). I finally left the shop and tried to cover my waddle. That was a few hours back. Now I'm sitting here wearing the same loaded diaper. This my friends, this is the way to load your diaper while sitting in a shop. The key is to wear plastic pants over your diaper and always use internal deodorants.

Today I've had two large loads in my diaper. I'm still wearing the same diaper (a quality disposable and booster, a pull-on cloth diaper and plastic pants). I had the first happened in the morning and the second was in the afternoon. Now it's almost 9:pm and I know I'll be having another before I go to sleep. My diapers are wet but not nearly being soaked. I've been using some fiber loading for a couple of days. The first loads we gigantic and semi-firm. I never had to push. It just slid out slowly and spread up around my privates. The second one was even bigger but a little softer. Still solid. I can feel the urgency growing. Just fight now I had a fart that tickled up around my balls. I love those poo bubbles. They first emerge my anus and then they slowly slide up thru the poo and tickle my balls. I can now feel the third poo start out my ass... Wow! it was even bigger ( a bit softer). All with a couple of poo poo noises. They tickled my balls and my dick. With a big hard-on boner. I think before I cum and have a poogasm I think I'm going to let out a few farts. What fun! Do you like these bubbles? I love it when they slide up around my dick and balls. Do you love tickling bubbles?

OK, this was the biggest poo I had in my diaper. Not like 2 or 3 poo's during a couple of days. Just one poo in my diaper. I had eaten a ton of great food. It was Thanks Giving. A perfect day of football, snacks and eating. I have to note this that I was also using psyllium husk (like Metamucil). That completely loaded my guts. And on the first day before Thanks Giving I started using some Loperamide (anti-diarrhea). Note - don't do this. By the time I got home, I was getting constipated and haven't defecated yet. I diapered myself (Confidry 24/7 disposable, a Kin pull-on cloth diaper and plastic pants). Then the next day I was drop sweating. But this wasn't my first rodeo. I had been using a "bulk strategy." The next day from Thanks Giving, I knew the day was coming. The sensation in my intestines told me I was at the end. So I pushed a liquid glycerin 7.5 ml. suppository in my butt. In about 5 minutes, I knew I was going to poo. My vagus nerve was giving me that beautiful poo-phoria. So I laid back in bed , but my knees up and relaxed. Then I had an involuntary poo. A had a huge turd slowly but forceful pushed out into my diaper. It was a monstrous turd. And it hurt at first. Then I had a mighty surge as it spread up around my ball. What a thrill. The poo had an enormous volume. It just kept going. Then it finally stopped. Like I said, the poo was solid at first and then after that surge, it softened in a semi-firm poo. I had a throbbing erection. An pee'd. Still with my hard-on. That warm wetness spread around my skin. Finally I moved up and down while rocking dick. My skin tickled. You got it...a climax jerking poogasm. I though I'd die. That must have been a 5 minute battle for that 10 pounder. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

Internal deodorants are available. I use Nullo (chlorophyll copper). The tablets take a few during the day. I also use psyllium husk (like Metamucil) everyday. Basically it's fiber. It's healthy. And of course I eat plenty of healthy food with fiber. I have multie loads during one day. Texture is semi-firm to semi-soft. The poo has a sweet pungency. Just a little stink, none of that death smell. I always use plastic pants anyway. For the psyllium husk, I take it ~ a large glass every 4 hours for 2 days before poo. Actually I take it everyday. Just once or twice per day. I have monstrous poo's. But when I'm doing some "fiber loading," I'll do the full monty. On a good day (or 2 days), I'll end up having several gigantic poo's. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

My record was 3 days. Obviously I had to change the outer diaper 2 or 3. I was wearing a good quality disposable and used a pin-wheel to puncture the plastic shield. Then I put on a double cloth diaper and plastic pants. When the cloth diapers get saturated I just change for two dry new ones. I used a ton of zinc oxide (Desitin) and shaved the hair. My usual is to use psyllium husk (Metamucil) about every 5 or 6 hours along with great healthy food. I start that 2 days before and then when I diaper up, I keep using the Metamucil every 6 hours. Over 3 days I have a gigantic poo every 4 to 6 hours. That's about 12 loads. Yeah, a monstrous pile of poo. At least a 3 record. Normally I keep my diapers on for 24 hours. Sometimes I'll keep my diapers up for 1 1/2 to 2 days. But my record was 3 days. Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

Well we know that babies and toddlers push. It's natural. With some incontinent people, they can push or also not have to push. Like they have no control. It just comes out. That's what I like. No pushing at all. Maybe just a little push to start the poo but then sit back and let it just surge naturally. Usually I do this after a couple of days with some good fiber loading (great healthy foods and psyllium husk). I wait until I can't hold it back anymore. It's easier to poo this way. No straining. With a semi-firm poo it comes out pretty slow. Especially when I don't push. After about 10 slow seconds, the poo becomes a little softer and then... bingo! A gigantic surge that slides up around my balls. Now if you can do this while still cumming at the same time, the massive poo makes a strong jerking climax. Poogasm! Now you'll have to excuse me while I go do whatever I want, all the time.

Yikes! I do the same thing. For myself, I love to do some fiber loading for a few days. When I feel that poo comes for that urging to go, I will sit back, lifting my knees up and feeling that gigantic poo spreads around the front of my dick. When I'm rubbing my boner I can feel that poo fill my diaper and have a poogasm. All while I'm pooping at the same time. It's the best to load my diaper while cumming at the same time!