Don't worry we all have make homemade diapers out of towels, pins, and yes even used garbage bags as plastic pants. That is how our love starts out before you finally get a place of your own and finally get to use diapers especially if you have nosey parents. My point in this rambling mess is that you are not alone my young friend and you will find many people here that are in the same boat as you. I promise that some day you will get to wear a diaper and it will be well worth the wait. Either way welcome to daily diapers and I hope that you have a fun time and make lots of friends.