Transfusionelle

Making a mess can be loads of fun LOL.

I remember so comepletely just getting married that july of 2001.. Me and my wife were enjoying a quiet morning watching tv when the news reports started. We watched all day and cried so much that day. I had many friends that worked one block away at 11 John street. There were literally thousands of agencies there. I lost so many friends, or never heard from them again. I was supposed to work that night, and many places closed. It was just horrible losing so many friends and not even knowing what happened to their families. That attack on America was just something I could never forget. I pray for everyone that endured this horrible day.. God Bless You All !!

I shower before I leave for work, and then a good bath when I get home to soak all my moving parts. Lay in the tub woth the waterpik and just scrub myself down. Weekends like today are fabulous because I get to take a bath with my lovely wife, and we scrub each other down. I would say shower about twice a day with a bath inbetween. Weekends we spend in bath and shower, just enjoying ourselves.

Make you something sweet and fruity, A strawberry, banana daiquiri, You can have that virgin or with some rum,, and dont worry I know how to change diapers,, lol

Like everyone here I love wearing diapers. Since the age of 20 they made me feel special. I started wearing them for work. Being on my feet and lucky if I had bathroom breaks diapers became my friend. I am also a crossdresser. I have no fantasies of ever being a woman. I am all male, and enjoy my male parts. I married young, and divorced just as fast. I was out in limbo for a good 12 years just looking and searching, and working. I also am bisexual and work as a female bartender at a Latin dance club. I have been at my job for many years, and I meet all kinds of men and women, and in the 12 years I was alone and desperate, I had plenty of one night stands and just meaningless sex. I never divulged to anyone I dated or had sex with that I loved diapers and kept it to myself. I have great friends at work that also wear diapers,, but thats just it we are friends, and not romantically involved. At the age of forty I met a woman, and we fell in love so deeply and so honestly, I think about it and I still cry. She pulled me out of a 12 year slump and showed me what love was all about. She knew of my diapers and she accepted me without ever knowing me. She accepted me as whole. We are married now and our love grows everyday. I watched her come to this site for over a year and help others and how good and happy it made her feel, and she never asked for help. I knew she was very hurt inside from loss. Her first husband had died in action and I felt it everytime I hugged her. I have always been there for her, and if I see her cry and shes alone I know why she is crying and I hug her close and kiss away her tears. She has proven her love for me threefold. I came here to D&D and I came with an open heart to help others that may be in a situation of hurt and ridicule and being shunned. I am bisexual and know what its like being on both sides of the fence. There are many men and women hurting here, We read stories and posts together, and believe me we sit for hours reading to each other, and I know her heart is here to help others and she taught me that I have great qualities as a man, and I too can help. I joined and I wrote and I chatted with many, and like I said I am not here to fool anyone. My profile says it all. I am all male, but I can love as a female and I have given my heart to a woman. There are many men here that hide their crossdressing from their wives or girlfriends or boyfriends, or have been in the closet for maybe their entire lives. I am guilty of that myself. Like I said I am bisexual and I married my first time to cover it up. My wife now taught me how much more I can love and freed me of the closet bisexual I was. So I come here to help guys and gals feel pride and to love yourselves just that little bit more. Nobody here is broken or needs fixing, we just need to get on the path to enjoying our lives. We all need words of encouragement at times in our lives, and I am here to help. Whether you are gay, straight, bi, trans, crossdresser, diaper lover, adult baby, even a carer, you are here for a reason and lets face it society thinks of us as the low of lows, D&D is my society and we are all on top and thats how I want everyone to feel.. D&D has showed me that there are good people, and people that care.. Love you all and I pray we can all help each other and be our own support !!

A partnership is just that. You become a part of that person and they become a part of you. If the cogs arent rolling right you fix it, this is communication. If the oil is too thick, you break it down, this is compromise.. If the power is failing, you check your gas and air mix.. this is LOVE... If my game is low, I have Eve to be my cheerleader. If Eve cries, I am there to kiss away every tear. We made a promise to each other and we took vows, and I for one will not leave her side. Thanks @~Brian~

Eddie Diapers at home is fun and running around in a diaper and tee, sounds like a plan !! What ya waiting for ?

Very nice I love how you have the Latina going on here. Not bad bee, told you I would read it.. hugs and big kisses and keep up the great work !!!!

@Gavin S I have spoken to you a few times in chat and you sound like a very good man and I do appreciate you telling the truth. Theres nothing wrong with you wanting to wear womens clothes. I know we all have our pride. I admit being bisexual scared the shit out of me back in the late 90's, I tried so hard to hide it, but I just couldnt. I married for the wrong reason back in 2000 and I knew it. I tried to hide my bisexuality by marrying, and all that did was open my eyes and heart. I divorced 8 years later and went in search of myself. I was lost in lust, but I truly learned to love myself.. I met a wonderful woman in 2016 and she stole my heart with one kiss, and I never looked back. She taught me that being bisexual was a true plus, and that we can love so much more. Our hearts are open twice as much. I know all about the manly thing, and I did that also. I excelled in sports and boxing and gymnastics, but there was so much more of me I hid. I hope we get to chat more often, and you are a good man, Thanks for your kind words and I wish you only the best.

I have been dressing up for 23 years. I work as a bartender at a Latin dance club. I am married to a wonderful diaper loving woman and we share our love of diapers. I also wear diapers under my skirt. It has been a long journey for me and I do dress out in public and never had a problem. Its been so long since I last wrote here in D&D. I have been busy with school and trying to better myself. Diapers and dressing up like a woman has given me many opportunities in life. I owe it all to my ex wife. She started me out at the age of 19 going to a party for Halloween. We were married for about 8 years until I found out she was cheating and was terribly jealous of my dress code. I looked better than she did in a skirt. So I happily divorced her and she moved out of my apartment. I met another woman 12 years later and she was also a diaper lover and we hit it off from day one. I love dressing as a woman and wearing diapers and with my wife now and, it is that much easier.