Rockies Fan in Diapers

You're with a friend: You: "Excuse me, I Gotta Go Pee." Friend: "But I thought you just went to the bathroom?" You: "I Did. But my IGottaGoPee Device is telling me that I Gotta go again." Lol.

I was abused emotionally as a "kid" & I had a bunch of "adult" responsibilities pawned off onto me while I was a "kid"/teenager. The emotional abuse led to a personality disorder & years of ongoing therapy. While I answered that the abuse led to my being ABDL, I am not 100% sure that this the case, I would say I am 80% sure. I needed a coping mechanism when I was a "kid" & I have always said & felt as though my "childhood" was non-existent. Being ABDL gives me a tiny sliver of that feeling.

Let's just say Enough to likely make you jealous.

Thankfully where I am, I don't see no backpacks in restrooms in signs everywhere (yet). I am not incontinent, however do due a medical issue I urinate more frequently than most people & if I restrict my water intake while out & about, I wind up paying for it later by getting dehydrated & I have to catch up on my water intake. I am considering wearing more when I go out so I can stay properly hydrated & not have to worry about finding a restroom all of the time. Usually the big box type of stores don't have no backpack issues & since I have to use public transit to get around I not ever without my backpack. If they want to look in it to make sure I am not stealing anything, be my guest, I have nothing to hide.

Thank God, then Go to College, then buy a car & go to driving school, then buy a house. Then immediately get my Rockies Season Tickets Back. Save & invest the rest.

What others have said. Like for me the difference between wearing like a Tykables Overnight while it is dry compared to a store brand is like night vs day, no comparison in how different they feel. If you want to check out some of the ABDL ones without buying full packs, I would recommend checking out the site: htttp://wearingclouds.com they don't have samples of every ABDL diaper out there, but they have a lot of ones & you can order individual samples to try them out & figure out sizing, etc.

Hi Baby dandan, man that is a lot of very tough stuff you are going through. I can't relate to any of those experiences, however I can relate to being a private person & bottling things up instead of sharing things with others. I understand how hard it is to do this & I have also come to realize that holding everything in isn't healthy either, I am trying to work on letting others know/help me when times are going tough, but it is a struggle. Just letting you know that you aren't alone & that I know part of the struggle. *Hugs*

Sleep Varies for me actually quite a bit, not because of physical issues but I have like an overactive brain that often won't shut off & stop overthinking that makes sleep difficult. When I sleep, I usually sleep deeply & I love when I do, & when I get less than 8 hours or an interrupted sleep, I am a grouch the next day.

I did it this morning after coffee.

I pronounce it with the silent A here.

Prevail are basically an equivalent of Depends.

The crazy extremes that people will go to nowadays just fathom me...

LOL I laughed at this one, because when I was a chronological "quote" unquote "kid", my "parents" called me "a little whipper snapper" all of the time.

I am single, however I am in therapy for different reasons & yes I did bring it up with a now former therapist who left ;'( & it went well, they were aware of it, I didn't make a big deal out of it, because as I made it clear, it is not a "problem" to me & I didn't & don't want to change it (the wearing diapers as a fetish that is). I don't know if they had other clients with the same issue. Good Luck in counseling, I wish you the best.

I just heard about this today from a friend & I am going to treat myself to my first ever stuffed bear as an actual adult for 32 dollars (My Actual age). As soon as I found out about this I thought of posting it here in case anyone else wants to take advantage. Once again it is this coming Thursday July 12th only. I have included a link to a local news article about it & it is also listed on the Build-a-Bear Website too. www.9news.com/article/news/nation-world/age-isnt-just-a-number-build-a-bear-announces-first-ever-pay-your-age-day/

I am intrigued...Please continue. Rockies Fan.

Wow Bug that is quite a story. Not related to the struggles with diaper thing, however in my experience, once you have come into full acceptance of something (it could be anything that you are struggling to accept) for some reason, a lot of people make the mistake of thinking that just because you are in full acceptance of it, that means that you never struggled with accepting it. I guess this happens because unless someone knows you really well & asks you for your back story, there is so much that is unknown.

I love the Tykables Overnights, they are honestly my favorite followed by ABU Cushies & Bambino Bellissimos.

I wear almost every night. Every once in a blue moon, I will sleep without one on, but that is very rare. I have no incontinence issues, but I do have to urinate more frequently than most due to a medical condition, so being able to sleep through the night without having to get up & use the bathroom is awesome & I love the comfort of wearing & I sleep better that way too.

I don't know if it is more frightening or funny that ads are seemingly getting more personalized, as though the companies behind the ads know what you are buying.

LOL

Hi & welcome to DD. Lots of nice people & I hope you have fun!

I agree in that I enjoy wet diapers, but wet pants I don't like. I wonder if at least for me, this is because a wet diaper stays "warmer" longer against the skin than wet pants do? Just a thought.

I have been diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) Some days are better than others & it takes a ton of work, but I do my best to manage.

Oooh, the start of another thrilling story by you Personalias! I have been a fan of a couple of your other previous stories & now you've got me hooked on this one too. Please continue! Rockies Fan.