NotToBigForDiapers

(back story) So normally I wear diapers to bed cause I may wet without on a rare occasion. When diapered I usually wet freely only half waking up only occasionally. I prefer this because if I sleep without diapers I wake up an average of 3 times to pee. So I was very very tired when I went to bed so I didn't diaper up. Bad idea as that is normally when I will have an accidents. Well in 3:45 of sleeping I end up getting up 3 times to go potty. Frustrated I diapered up thinking I would sleep through then. Wrong I woke up in a half hour desperate and was like what and let go wetting and went back to sleep. I repeated this twice more only kind of waking up. (Dream time) Then I started to dream. In my dream I was in my thick night diapers. I wore them until I had to go to work. (I do, do that at times) But then in my dream I got brave and wore that same thick diapers to work! (I have never wore diapers at this job and even when I did in the past at other jobs it was just a disposable) So I was waddling around in this diaper with nobody noticing. But in my nervousness in the dream I could not wet myself. I kept trying to find a place to feel safe to wet my diapers but couldn't. I woke up kind of and had to pee bad and had to work at it to wet my diapers. Off to sleep again I was working diapered still. But my diapers were now getting soggy. I kept dreaming I needed to wet but was having trouble peeing, but I made myself do it in the dream an moved on. I was now thinking time to end thisand remove my diapers. As fate would have it my boss now wanted me to do something and he was helping me. Now I had to pee yet again but didn't want to force it. I kept looking for a time to go run to the rest room with a plan to just rip the diapers off and go commando. But in my dream it was not happening. It was hurting trying to hold it and as we all know you can only hold on so long. I wet a little here and there but my diapers started to swell huge beyond reality. Now I was paranoid he would notice. Then he wanted to show me something else and as I got up I flooded my diapers thus making the diapers swell beyond reality, but didn't leak. Now terrified some one was going to notice. Yet even though I just peed I still felt I was going to burst. I knew if I peed again this diapers were going to swell gigantic and was trying not to wet. But I couldn't stop it and kept peeing. All with no relief and I would wet again right away. By this point my diapers swelled up so much I had to remove my pants and was holding something to cover myself. I was now afraid to remove them as the urge pee cycle continued. Just then in great desperation going to pee yet again I was forced to come out of my cover. I was holding tight but just as the boss looked I flooded it and as I watched it sag and grow I woke up. Now wide awake for real I had only actually wet a little since I last woke up. I needed to pee something fierce though and my body was clamping down. This is not normal at all. I usually wet very freely and usually without much control when wearing diapers day or night. I had to force the flow to start. The flood hates opened and I flooded twice in ten minutes and went back to normal and wet multiple times in the next half hour. My diapers were absolutely soaked after a half hour. It was like my pee dream when I wet the bed, but in reverse I was not wetting my diapers. Strange

You wouldn't look strange. Last time I found a deal like that I bought all they had.

Normal, comfortable, convenient, and good looking. I am wondering more what is like to go to bed with out a diaper on. I spend more nights in diapers than not and find myself uncomfortable and annoyed when not diapered.

I wet the bed on occasion and many years ago I let my wife take charge of my diapers. She had me in thick diapers every night for a many years with only time out if I was on a trip or she was not in bed. Then she loosened up the reigns. I am pretty used to being in diapers at night by this point although only having few accidents I was lazy and if diapered just used it. Not to mention she wouldn't remove it until completely wet anyway. Thus I am quite used to just letting go when diapered. Plus my pee pee goes on auto piolet in diapers. Anyway I went to bed late one night and she was asleep. I didn't diaper up as I should have as I was lazy and still would wake up and go when I needed. That night I had the pee dream. It was a hot night and I had rolled around. I started to wake up needing to pee very very badly. I thought what the hey is going on, I seldom wake up to pee when diapered and could feel thick cloth between my legs so I just let the flood hates go. Just then the oh shit hit. I wasn't diapered. I had the quilt and blankets between my legs and was up against my wife. I had pissed a lake on everything including my wife. She snapped me to reality. I told to diaper up extra thick and was kept diapered for days. Then she went back to the nightly diapers routine for quite a while again.

Only my wife knows the true reason I wear diapers to the best of my knowledge. I did tell one sister I wear protection for my bedwetting which is true but not the rest. There is reason to believe the mother in law knows. She is always cleaning things up when around and my wife had my diapers in the dryer. When I came home she acted a bit different and that night my diapers were folded all nice and neat in a basket. My wife doesn't fold them. My wife avoided me when I asked if she knew. I also pretty much think my wife's best friend knows not only that I wear them for bedwetting, but also get punished with them. Every time my we went to or I was sent to her house when my wife first started diaper punishment on me I was diapered and had the bulge. Although I felt comfortable I had hid it she shares almost everything with her so in time, I have suspicion she told her. Mostly cause about a two years ago she became more dismissive of me when visiting kind of like how you treat a child. And made comments like you will get yours later. And would make comments to the effect that men are just big babies. Maybe I read to much into it as I think it would be cool if she did know in a way. But I usually found myself diapered after she left also. My wife says she hasn't told her but I truly wonder.

Be careful where you tread water. My wife also says diaper wearing toddlers don't get sex. I am her diaper sub and she diapers me as she wants. Which didn't take long to evolve into if I said I want sex or tried to arouse her or her thinking I was and she wasn't in the mood for sex I end up diapered for a few days at home. So for years she has controlled when we have sex with diapers. The worst was I had been horny for days but on diaper punishment when she had me do her with a strap on over my diapers two nights in a row leaving me horny and after a few days let me hump my diaper against her crotch with the deal that I wore diapers for another week. The diapers and control made me horny again to which the same deal was made. We will just say other than work I spent most of that month in diapers and never put my pee pee in her.

Ok by your definition I would be more of a baby. For me I see myself as a 3 to 4 year old toddler fighting potty training. Thus I usually wet when I have the slightest urge. Actually I am so used to diapers that once the diapers are on my body goes into auto pee. If I feel the urge I don't hold it long instead I am like a toddler not wanting to stop playing I pee my diapers instead. If I put my onsie on it put me in such a mood I just wet when the urge comes. Some times when in the mood I make it a challenge to see if I can hold it for x amount of time. Usually two hours. If I make it I use the scary potty if not I stay diapered. That takes work for me as like I said my body goes into auto pee when diapered. I refuse to use the potty at night thus diapers are needed.

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I will probably get bashed for this but I think you should wear what you feel comfortable in. That is part of living in a free country. People wear clothes all the time that are part of there fetish or comfort. Why shouldn't we just because it is far from the normal. Here is where I am coming from. I knew someone who wore high heels to feel sexy and found ita turn on if guys noticed. So by other peoples logic everyone should wear tennis shoes. How could she do that just for a turn on? Or how about those skimpy swimsuits. Those gals don't wear them to just swim. They wear them to look hot! Not for my taste at all but they have the right to. Or the guy wearing tight jeans to show off his private bulge. I personally don't like that. Yet I knew someone who always did and admitted he liked the attention and it was a turn on, yet he was dressed in what we called normal attire. Or how about the off the wall hippie in there strange clothes. Sure they get plenty of looks. I find that personally offensive but accept it. They are not hounding me to be hippie, just dressing as they please. Being free means everyone can make a free choice, not just what we agree with. So where am I going with this. I like to wear diapers and my diapers are quite thick and leave a obvious diaper bulge. I wear them for comfort same as my underwear. They are also part of my fetish no doubt but when I wear out it is about being me, comfortable, and useful. Mostly I wear my normal clothes over and do my business as normal. Yes I have got noticed from time to time but mostly people are obvious. Although it is obvious just due to the nature of it I don't flaunt it. Like the gal that wears a dress to feel sexy or sweat pants to feel comfortable I have worn my onsie out. Plain and baby print. It was the mood I was in and made me feel good and I find them super comfortable. Bonus was it helps hold my diapers up draw back was my diapers now have no shirt tail to cover it. But I liked the look just as much as the gal in the short skirt, skimpy swim suit, or man in tight pants. It was my look for the day. Now I know it was not "normal" but I went about and did my things just like any body else. I don't get anymore attention than someone dressed in goth. I have used my sippy cup in public due to my choice. It was my favorite cup. I carry a diaper bag that looks like a backpack and nobody has noticed. In fact twice I was asked where I found one with pockets like that. I pointed out it was a diaper bag. Ironically neither noticed the bulging diaper I had in my pants. So I guess what I am saying is dress comfortable with respect. Don't do it just to be noticed, but just cause my choice of clothes falls outside of the normal range or I find them sexy will not limit me. It should not either. My gal will wear hot Lacy underwear under her clothes just to feel good and sexy. I wear a diaper under mine sometimes for the same reason. That's my two cents.

I can't stand a wet bed or we t pants. I want to change immediately. Oddly a wet diaper doesn't bother me. I will walk around all morning until my diaper is soaked or what I call uncomfortably wet. So diapers for me. I don't like the plastic sheet thing either. To noisy

Ok I am back... So then I met a special gal and purged all my diapers again. I only wet a few times a year then and learned if I control life factors could keep it that way. Thankfully I never wet when spending the night with a gal. But then we moved in together and a month or so went by. Now getting enough sleep and not hardly drinking for a night or two is fine but I couldn't maintain that for ever and knew eventually I was going to wet and I was missing my diapers. The shame was holding me back. That was until one night. All the signs were I was going to wet. I was peeing very often all, was very stressed (mostly from fear of wetting the bed), did not sleep well, was up late, and had a few drinks. I laid in bed in fear of sleeping as I was thinking I will wet. Finally I got up and pinned on an old towel for a diaper and used a plastic bag over to protect the bed, dug out my spandex shorts I had for over my diapers and put them on. I woke her up and put her hand on my diapers and told her about how I diapered myself at times. To my shock and amazement she asked a couple questions and said ok as of nothing. Ironically I didn't wet that night. I became more comfortable wearing diapers but only when I wanted and occasionally wet the bed when not diapered or the cheap diapers would leak. So still ashamed but comfortable. I liked wearing during the day also but didn't tell her unless I was wearing cause my ibs. I am kind of submissive and liked wearing during the day. So years later long after we married I told her I like to wear diapers and wanted her to decide for me when I had to wear them and how I would be diapered. Starting that day I was diapered for bed nightly. Evidently she didn't like waking in a wet bed. Since I didn't wet ever night I was allowed to remove them to pee at night. I started to get lazy some nights and just wet instead of getting up. This is when things changed. I wet so heavy the cheap diapers leaked. She solved that by having me pin on a towel under the cheap diapers. When that leaked it was two and eventually a stuffer added and sometimes a third one along with plastic pants and the disposable ones were rarely used. With all the layers I found it a hassle to go pee at night and resorted to just using the diapers most of the time. If I did get up and use the potty she got irritated as I woke her up while laying there pinning them back on. She fixed that making it her rule that once diapered I stayed diapered until she said thus until morning. Not only that not until I used them as she wasn't going to wash them for no reason. This forced me to accept my bedwetting a lot more and accept diapers again. But not without shame as we have kids and do things to keep it from them thus the shame again but acceptance. She has done other things that have helped me accept diapers for wetting. Granted they are part of my submissive side. Like I said I liked to wear during the day on occasion. Well she took that over and I got diapered randomly during the day. One of the first was diaper punished for not wearing diapers like for my fishing trip with the guys. She didn't want to embarrass me there, but upon returning home I had to spend two days in diapers, when not at work, for every night I wasn't diapered. That didn't sound bad at first but after the first time I found out how serious she was. There wasn't a disposable laying on the bed when I got home. It was my thick layers of cloth diapers which was promptly put on me and remained on all weekend both weekends and as soon as I got home until I left for work. This happened every time forcing me to accept my diapers more. Fast forward and now we no longer have this rule but I am diapered many nights especially if I feel unsure. I wet more often now than I used to but still can go with out diapers. Ironically I now have a good disposable brand and take those with when I travel just in case. I accept it now more but still ashamed to share my struggles.

I have to say yes and no. Growing up I would say no. From my memory mom had me in night diapers until after my youngest sister was out of them. I still wet on often, but now it was the bed instead. I still struggled with occasionally wetting in the day and desperately wanted to wear diapers instead. The shame I was given about wearing diapers made me hide that desire and after being punished once for too many accidents in a day with diapers I didn't feel that anyone would except that idea. Plus after doctor tests I was deemed nothing wrong so I must be lazy. On occasion I made make shift diapers in my longing for freedom from that worry. My brother came along later in life and this gave me a new opportunity. We shared a room and I diapered myself on occasion at night in secret and occasionally during the day. Then sneak the wet diapers in with his. I stopped that when he got older and slept in bed with me and he noticed I was padded. Lucky he was young and believed my explanation telling him I wasn't. I still did but not when he was around. Sadly he was potty trained quick. The diapers were still around but I had no place to put wet cloth diapers anymore. I wish mom would have kept me in diapers. If she would have diapered me nicely like she did for trips on occasion I would have felt better about it. Even when diapered then it was attached to shame, but once diapered it was treated more as a normal thing for the day . I carried that shame for years. I bought diapers after I moved out wearing at home or bed, but then feel guilty and toss them. I slowly was accepting them more. I started to wear them on occasion for ibs, bedwetting, and on occasion for fun. Yet shame made me hide it every time I had a girl friend or other friends around. To be continued. I gotta run...

Woke up diapered and wet.

I didn't stay at friends houses much because I would occasionally wet the bed. I usually said no and made an excuse if I had to. I did stay at ones friends house a couple times after mom stopped diapering me for bed, but I don't remember much about those. But by the fifth grade I had a couple of really good friends. I rarely had wet the bed at this point and really wanted to sleep over. I stayed with one friend twice and all went well. It was a blast! Then my other one invited me over and I was more confident. So I went. It was fun that night and we stayed up late. Now over tired I wet the bed. His bed. Not a total flood but enough. I laid in bed and waited for the right moment and slipped out and got dressed. We got called for breakfast and I stuffed my wet stuff in my bag. We immediately went out to play after. Later when we came in his mom had made the bed. She looked at me a little strange but never said a word. I would venture to say she had spoke to my mom but don't know. My friend never found out. That was my last sleep over. A year later we did a class trip. I dreaded every night but I did stay dry the whole week.

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