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  1. NotToBigForDiapers

    Have you tried cloth diapers?

    So you still feel masculine wearing diapers? Lol. My wife refers to me as a baby when in diapers. I prefer toddler. Hard to feel manly being called baby and wearing diapers and you are right I hate it when she talk about my plastic "panties" or I have to say it.
  2. NotToBigForDiapers

    Does anyone else fill diapers with water?

    Not so much anymore because I usually end up wearing them until they are soaked and can wear them until flooded now. Before when my diaper time was limited I would. One thing I would do is double diaper and jump in the shower and enjoy them. Another one I did not that long ago was I found Tena Supers in a store that used to sell good plastic back attends that was a ways from home. They no longer had attends but carried these now for another customer who liked them. They said they were better so I bought them. I was so excited I stopped at a gas station and changed into them. Not as thick as I hoped and if I came home with out a diaper bulge I would be in trouble. I put three on just to make them thick enough. On the way home I saw a sign for lake access I was curious about. I decided to check it out for fishing. When I went to turn around there was a shelter and a small park with a dock. Kind of in the middle of nowhere. I got brave. I stopped and played on the stuff as I was in little mode then I walked down to the lake. Not really a beach but also nobody around and it was hot. I got braver and stripped to my diapers and jumped in just in case someone would wandered around. Kind of dumb. I would have been stuck in the water. Oh my did they swell up. Afterwards I slipped my shirt on but not wanting to get my clothes wet still i guickly waddled my way to the restroom and changed. It didn't look used much. I disposed of them on the way out. I went diapered swimming there twice after that. I had a swim suit the next times, but didn't return after the last time. Someone came and saw me as I was on my way to change in the rest room. A double swollen diapers can't be hidden under just a swim suit and the look they had said it all. One other one I did a couple times was to replicate loss of control. For health reasons I decided not to do this again but it was fun none the less. I daipered up and grabbed a change of clothes. Then I set a country route through small towns and back roads. On the way I had to use my diapers as they should be but I also had to drive only the speed limit and watch for discarded water bottles laying by the road. If I found one (that was just water) I had to stop and pour it in my diapers no matter what. I had a set point to change. Sometimes I even had my stuff stashed there so I could not change early. Leaks happened often doing this. Worst time was one spring just after snow melted and you could see good in the ditch. I found a lot of bottles sitting on the last stretch including a gallon bottle almost full. I was already soaked as I poured it in. Of course it flooded. Since it was spring I couldn't change in a park as the restroom was closed so I had to do it at the local gas station. Try hiding that! Luckily I protected the car seat that time. Not one of my smarter things probably but it was fun. I would range from damp to soaked. I couldn't come home wet or diapered then as I lived at home still so it forced me to change in public restrooms like a real incontinent person.
  3. NotToBigForDiapers

    Noisy diapers

    Yes I would have to agree. My wife picked out the jungle friends ones cause she thought they were cute. I just got them. Oh my. I can't wear these around the kids. The bulky cloth diapers she likes to make me wear was hard enough to hide, but now she can add these for noise to draw attention. I am feeling a love hate so far. I think they are cute and fit nicely. Love that. Worried how she will use them as they are to loud as I walk. Hating that. Not sure if she picked these for the cute and crinkly or just cause they were cute.
  4. NotToBigForDiapers

    Accidental Exposure Thanks To UPS

    First off kids are not stupid and are can very understanding. Second if you have resorted to 24/7 you should be honest about the packages with your daughter when she asks. I am not saying tell her about your do or abdl but tell her more in a matter of fact sort of way you need and wear diapers. I wear a lot and believe my kids don't know everything. My oldest son now since moved out found a package of my diapers at age 6. I told him they were diapers. He said he knew that but asked why they were big enough for adults. I was hoping he would think they were his younger sisters. I just calmly said some adults have problems also and wear diapers and I needed them at night sometimes. He never mentioned it again. We keep my diapers from them mostly other than the buldge when I wear them but I am usually wearing something to cover that when they are around. I think it was my oldest daughter, not sure now was 3 to 4 ish, but crawled into bed with us. I have been in night diapers for years and was then. She didn't see them but when cuddling dad asked me why I was in wearing diapers. I said she was being goofy and I wasn't. My wife distracted her and I snuck away and changed. We did that twice with success. The last time she said something I could not deny it. She came in while we were asleep and crawled in. After feeling the diapers she lifted the covers and looked. I was in my bulky cloth ones and shorts so it was pretty obvious. I told her even big people wet the bed and I wore diapers some times just like she did. She never asked again. She has recently moved out. My two younger kids have never asked me but if they did I think I would tell them more now. Not about the abdl but more about my diapers. Then I wouldn't be feeling the need to hide everything as much.
  5. NotToBigForDiapers

    Diaper deprived

    So my wife has had back issues and is having surgery. My health slowly getting better. She kind lost interest in the diaper thing lately. I have not even been required to wear my night diapers. Ok as with the cpap I wet a lot less and have gone many nights with out diapers. No comment was made when I wet the bed a while ago witthout a diaper on and no diaper punishment. Problem is I miss her involvement. I hope as she heals she comes around. Kind of strange as we went alot of diapering to only an occasional diaper when I want to. Has left me feeling deprived a bit.
  6. NotToBigForDiapers

    Is it wrong to look at women in diapers?

    To me yes. If you saw some one walking down the street in diapers and didn't have lustful thoughts that's different. But you are seeking them out. Thus it is probably lustful. You compared it to short shorts. In itself not bad as if it was a passing look. But if you are online seeking just gals like that in short shorts that sounds lustful to me. It is truly about you intent. Now if you were purely doing it just to see what that cute print on a diaper looked like guy or gal then maybe not, but it sounds like your intentions are different. Now I cannot say I haven't done it but I try not to. Just my two cents worth. God bless and carry on.
  7. NotToBigForDiapers

    Holding it in Until I can get a diaper on

    Personally I prefer to use the restroom before I get diapers on. I don't get that choice. If it is diaper time or I am my wife decides it is time to diaper up the rest room is not available from that point on and diapers will be used.
  8. NotToBigForDiapers

    Diapers Are So Great When Swelled Up

    I am so used to a thick diapers that a single disposable that would be thick enough to make you waddle like the cloth ones I have to wear would be awesome. I know my wife would switch to those. She likes to see a diaper bulge most times thus I am in cloth or multiple disposable ones.
  9. NotToBigForDiapers

    In Sweden For The Next Month

    Sounds fun. Enjoy your trip.
  10. NotToBigForDiapers

    It's raining and I am bored

    Just as it says. I'm bored.
  11. NotToBigForDiapers

    My body is agianst me!

    Yep I think your right. It is what people want right? Loss of control, but I just find it fustrating to not be able to enjoy a dry diaper for long.
  12. NotToBigForDiapers

    My body is agianst me!

    So this normally happens often to me but, lately it has happened every diaper change. I will pee in the toilet before I diaper up or if I am changing a diaper I like to empty out before I go to change my diapers. Thus be in dry diapers longer between times when I am allowed to change my diapers. Yet even though I just peed as soon as I am diapered I wet myself without or little control. Not that I don't feel it but it is sudden urge then before I can do anything it is coming out! The last few times I was still pinning or taping the fresh diaper on. I wet heavy enough the other day I had to take the new diapers off and changed again only to wet a little before I left the rest room. I find this very fustrating. My wife giggles about it. I learned from the urologist that my bladder doesn't empty completely and so now I understand where it comes from, but why does it automatically release itself when I put on a diaper? It doesn't do that thankfully in my underwear. Anyone else have this happen?
  13. NotToBigForDiapers

    Need ideas to show mommy I am good and can play "daddy" tonight!

    I was such a good toddler yesterday. I even went to the sex shop and order the paddle she wants in my cloth diapers. Embarrassing. Stayed diapered day and locked until she was home. All I got was a good boy and dry diapers. No time to play daddy. I did hump one out in my diapers when she wasn't looking. Shhhh don't tell.
  14. I finally have a day off and am supposed to be in diapers on my days off. My wife has not enforced this lately but I am in the mood for diapers and sex so hopefully if I am good I will get some much needed love tonight. The thought being in diapers all day made me horny and want to massage my diapers. So to be good I started my day getting my chastity device locked on. It will stop me from playing with my pee pee, but makes me not able to enjoy the soft diapers as much and then I can not tell how wet I am. Plus if she is not in the mood tonight I won't get out. Or worse I may stay locked while she has me use the strap on. So to avoid that I am being extra good. I took a bath in Johnson baby wash, put baby oil all over, put on plenty of baby powder and diapers and covered them with my plastic pants. No man smells left here. Ironically that is the opposite of what I am trying to earn. I have to do an odd job this morning so I hope nobody notices. Later I will put my cloth diapers on after that job like a good boy. That is a good start but what else can I do to please mommy today so I can play "daddy" later? Ideas please
  15. NotToBigForDiapers

    First urologist visit-suggested diapers.

    Don't think we have those around here. I don't know. After we ruled out the drugs he wanted to give me he suggested continuing with "protection" and asked what I used now. I told him and asked for a prescription to see if insurance will cover and he wrote it up for diapers. Never expected this. Thought he would push the drugs more. So glad he didn't. I am so sick of trying new meds right now. I think he understood that.