PoopyDiaperDude

Yep, I started out as a pants pooper (underwear). Diapers didn't become a real option until I moved out. And, back in the early 80's there were really only Depends, and maybe Attends if you could find them. Now I prefer messing my diapers.

First, my diapers give me much joy. Now, that being said, my early conversations with my partner went something like this: "Yes, I know diapers aren't even remotely mainstream, and for the sake of US, I wish I was into something else more acceptable. But I'm not. And it's not going away. There's something I get out of wearing a diaper that I don't get from anything else." So, no, I don't wish it would go away now. However, there was a period of time of my life when I struggled with this, and DID feel cursed. Now I realize it harms nobody, gives me comfort, and I'd never wish it away.

I keep hearing people say the cleanup is no fun. But, at least for me, a few wipes and I'm done. Worst case, a quick shower!

Easy decision for me. A nice warm loaded diaper is my choice!!!

Right now. Just like every morning. I wake up soaking wet, and as my coffee is making, I usually load my diaper. I'd not have it any other way.

I've walked a similar path. I now openly wear around my spouse, and diaper up, un-diaper, and clean up in front of her if she is around. It was a long journey. I talked to her and asked "do you not think I wished it was something else that I was into? I'm hard wired like this beyond my control". I think that's when she embraced my diaper-ness. good luck. It's a long walk, but if you get there, it's worth it.

"Uneducated". *sigh*

Not judging you at all. We are all different. Poop doesn't bother me in the least. We are different. Sorry to have offended.

Gloves? It's your own poop. If ya get a little (or a lot) on your hands, way your hands when you are done.

It varies for me. I've been messy this morning for half an hour now, doing several things around the house. Just walking around in a soaking wet and super messy diaper. I'm 56 and love being diapered, wet, and messy...walking around or sitting down. I love my diapers.

First, congrats on standing up. I did the same thing many years ago. It’s not an easy journey, but something I HAD to do. Regarding the Molicare diapers, while they are super soft and cut to fit just right, they don’t hold together for long periods of time. You experienced that. Believe it or not, the Tranquility ATN will hold almost as much (as will the Smartcore), and both are thinner. Good luck to you. Doing what you’re doing isn’t easy, but is necessary for your well being.

Growing up (pre-teens) I had a friend that was more than likely encoprectic, but whether or not he was, he was always pooping in his pants. For whatever reason I was jealous he could just do that all the time. He’d often let me look down the back of his underwear at the load flattened back there. I even sat in the bathroom with him as he’d clean up. I tried it a few times myself, and got the scolding of my life from mom. From there I was far more cautious, did the whole “line your underwear with TP” thing, waited until my parents were asleep, etc. I got my own place in college and it was “on”. I became a daily pants pooper, loving loading my pants every day. I discovered diapers not long after, tho I suppose they were always in the back of my mind, but unavailable. I’m 56 now, and still a passionate pants pooper, diaper lover. Wifey knows, I wear around her every day/night, but I save messy time for when we are apart.

The Tranquility ATN is a hidden gem. Sooo absorbent, and thin. I wear them often under my shorts, and you cannot tell I’m wearing. Tranquility also has a cloth-like option, the Smart Core. For me it’s either an ATN or Smart Core during the day, and dry 24/7 at night....all the time. Love my diapers!

Happy times!

Yep! Welcome to the addiction!