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By LilNinthel · Posted
This account says it was created in 2018, but I've been coming to DD for over 20 years; I remember the first time I clicked "Yes I'm over 18" and wasn't lying was when I visited the home page on my birthday, and my 18th birthday is more than 18 years ago at this point. So I figure I'm long past due to make a proper intro post. I'm a mid-late 30s guy currently living in the general vicinity of Austin, TX. I've had a fascination with diapers ever since I was potty trained at age 4 (with much protesting and resistance on my part I'm proud to say). After briefly putting on a diaper I found when I was 5, I had no more diaper experiences for a long time. I always had a heightened awareness of diapers, always looking at diaper ads on TV or in magazines, and I kept my Once Upon a Potty book around for a lot longer than most kids. I don't think I ever actively wanted to wear diapers again until a brief bedwetting spell when I was in 4th or 5th grade. When I say brief, I mean I wet 3 or 4 times total within a week, but that resulted in my mom buying Goodnites for me. I never wet them in my sleep, but I wet them when I was awake, and even messed in them at least once (and was almost caught by my granny). That fortunate encounter with Goodnites put diapers back at the front of my mind, and within a few years I was old enough to browse the early 00s internet on my computer. I don't know exactly how old I was, probably 11 or 12, but my life changed forever when I searched for "I want to wear diapers" or "older kids in diapers" or something like that. I think I found photos of men and women in diapers first, then found Understanding Infantilism and that infamous story site. I know most of the stories were terrible in hindsight, but they gave me the words to describe what I had been feeling inside for so long. From then on, I knew I wanted to wear diapers again. I'm pretty sure my parents knew it before too long, because I kept getting my Internet access revoked for looking at diaper stuff 😂. They never said anything bad about diapers specifically, I think they just didn't want me looking at adult stuff that young. Of course all their efforts were ultimately moot, and I think they stopped caring after I turned 15. I will always be incredibly grateful to my parents, they never shamed me or even got upset at me for liking diapers. Hell my dad once said something like "If you're that curious I'll buy you a big bag of Depends" when I was 13ish, though I was way too embarrassed to take him up on that at the time. I think they discussed it with my psychiatrist once and it was never mentioned again by them. They still didn't buy me diapers, though. At least not yet. As my teenage years went on, I became more and more desperate to get some diapers. I made makeshift diapers out of trash bags and toilet paper, and I once stole a single Pamper from a pack from a grocery store, the only thing I've ever stolen in my life. I began to do things like add "Adult diapers" to our grocery shopping list and asking my mom to let me order Tranquility ATN or Molicare diapers online. Eventually, when I was 16, after basically begging her for about 10 straight minutes (because we were waiting in the car before my driver's ed class), she let me buy some diapers from the Walgreens nearby. And after that I would just add a bag of Depends to our shopping cart at the grocery store every few months, nothing was ever said about it. After I graduated from high school I had my own credit card and could buy diapers online, though I still tried to keep things discreet around my mom (my dad had moved out by this time). I lived with my mom during college and for years afterwards, as it made financial sense for both of us. By my mid-20s, I was really wanting to be able to wear more often and freely, and was saving up to buy my own place. My mom had several health problems by this point and needed assistance with things, and honestly neither of us really wanted me move out, but I knew diapers were very important to me and I needed to be able to wear them without fear if I was going to be truly happy. So one day I wrote an email to my mom, basically telling her I really don't want to move out, but I need to be able to wear diapers freely and not have to hide who I am. And she was completely fine with that, and it's been 11 years since then. These days she lives with me rather than the other way around, but she is still completely fine with my diapers, and I wear openly around my house. For a lot of people that probably sounds like an extremely awkward, embarrassing, cringy, etc. situation, but my mom and I have basically been best friends since I was a kid and stuff like that just isn't a big deal for us. I've been wearing 24/7 outside of work for the last 2.5 years, and as of 3 weeks ago I am diapered at work too. So I am finally back in diapers full time for the first time since I was potty trained, and it's been wonderful. It's like a weight has been lifted off of me, I'm finally back where I belong. Until earlier this year, I've mostly been a lurker in the community, with a few exceptions right before the pandemic when I went to some events and had a little move in with me for 6 months in the only serious relationship I've ever had. The other huge exception is sincr 2023 I've done a lot of work creating an ABDL mod for The Sims 4 on LoversLab. I am a bit frustrated with myself for not working on it since February, but life has just been too busy to devote the time it needs. I'm not sure if it still works, but I will be fixing it up sometime before the end of the year. Outside of ABDL, I'm just a nerdy guy. I work in software engineering and system administration. I like retro video games, movies (mainly 00s and earlier), shonen anime, cartoons, driving sports cars, and motorsports (F1, MotoGP, and WEC mostly). P.S. I swear I always hated writing essays in school, but it seems I accidentally wrote one willingly -
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Im really enjoying this story. The dynamic between jacob and his friend is interesting, i cant help but wonder if his little brother will out him. -
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