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Last night, and for the first time I sat in for about 3 hours, and continued to wet my diaper. Felt so good. Sent me right into little space. xx

Blinding 

Chapter 43: Thanksgiving Break “100!  99, 98, 97, 96…” Adeline counted with her eyes closed. Meanwhile, I hurried out of the living room in Adeline’s house, looking for a place to hide. It is now November and I am playing a fun game of hide and seek with Adeline, Arianna, and Randy.  A lot has happened since Adeline’s first day of school more than two months ago. Back at home, I have become more and more like a baby while I could easily behave like a big girl at school.  For anything that can get really messy, my mommy will not let me feed myself anymore.  At some point over the past two months, I just stopped trying and let my mommy do it.  I at least know how to feed myself at school but sometimes I get my face very messy.  During the last time that I had Salisbury steak, I got gravy and mashed potatoes all over my face, and it took Trixie and Adeline to remind me to wipe my face off.  I guess I’m so used to my mommy doing it for me at home that I sometimes forget to do it at school.  I thanked both Trixie and Adeline and wiped my face with a lot of napkins. Over the past two months, Phoebe has been getting a lot better at potty training.  Not only that, I have been watching her become more like a big girl while I was happy to just act like a baby.  Phoebe could now feed herself with very little messes. Just today, Phoebe was watching my mommy as she changed my diaper.  Phoebe glanced at me and frowned. “Is Macy my little sister?” Phoebe said with a frown.  “Mommy you told me that only babies wear diapers and Macy is still wearing diapers.  Is she my little sister?” My mommy laughed.  “She is, honey.  Macy decided that she wanted to be a baby so Macy still wears diapers like a baby.” Phoebe then gave me a determined look. “Then I take care of little sister!  Macy, it okay.  I help you!” All I could do was smile as my little sister was already wanting to help me.  Phoebe was very smart, and she always wanted to try to do things by herself.  Mommy let her do this and she usually could figure everything out. “I help and change little sister’s diaper!” Phoebe shouted, trying to grab one of the tabs that my mommy was about to fasten. Mommy laughed and grabbed Phoebe’s arm.  “Let mommy do this, dear.  Maybe you can help me next time with the wipes and powder, okay?” “Okay!” Phoebe shouted with a cute smile as she crossed her arms together.  “I help you next time Macy!” I didn’t mind that my sister wanted to grow up while I wanted to grow down.  Afterall, my mommy said that I could act like a baby if I wanted to.  Every month, she has asked me if I still wanted to be a baby and I always told her yes. As for my boyfriend, Noah has been more friendly to me over the past two months.  While we never actually kissed, we actually held hands one time a month ago.  Christie is still with Logan and Adeline has started to talk to Ethan.  Ethan is still very shy around Adeline while Addy has no problem just talking to him and being nice. School has been fun and my favorite subjects are English and math.  Addy still does more advanced subjects with Andrea and Andrea now plays with us at recess!  During one recess, we all took turns sharing secrets with everyone.  When it was Andrea’s turn, she told us that she still wets the bed and wears Ninjamas.  When she told me this, I asked her if she wanted to wear diapers.  She didn’t want to and told us that she only wore Ninjamas at night since she could use the potty during the day. Getting back to my game of hide and seek, I found the closet in the kitchen, where my mommy and Adeline’s mommy were talking.  I opened the closet door and closed it behind me, sitting in a pile of shoes while I heard mommy talking with Mrs. Richards. “Ariel, I’m kind of curious about Adeline.” My mommy said.  “Has she always been dependent on you?  Why would you be so protective of her?” Ariel smiled.  “Adeline has always been very dear to me.  It was hard enough as it was to even have her, and when I found out that I couldn’t bear any more children, she became all the more precious to me.  I just didn’t want to let her go.” “I know, Ariel but what about giving her freedom?  It is good that she’s finally in school now and she’s now thriving.  For Macy, I am giving her the choice to act like a baby if she wants to.  And that includes wearing diapers.” “I do the same thing with Addy.  Now Mrs. Robbins, it’s funny that you would mention wearing diapers.  Have I ever told you how I went through a phase where I wore diapers when I was younger?” “You haven’t.  Please share!  I’m listening.” “Well, first of all, this all started to happen when I was six.  It was around Christmas time and the only thing that I wanted for Christmas was a Christmas tree.  I started peeing my pants and having accidents and I felt very ashamed about it.  A few months later, my mom puts me in Pull-Ups for my trip to my great aunt and cousins in Georgia.  One of my cousins has a daughter named Caitlin who introduced me to diapers.  They were Pampers and to make a long story short, I ended up wearing them for two years.  After that, I wanted to get potty trained again so I had to wear Goodnites until I fully mastered the potty again.” “You? Wearing diapers?  Really.  You’re the last one that I would expect to actually wear diapers.” “It’s a true story, Wendy.  And unless you lived my life and walked in my shoes, you would not understand anything about this part of my life.  It was actually a fun phase for me and I started to like diapers and even slept in a crib once.  I did this again when my younger brother was born. My mom also got me my own changing table.  I also wanted to drink a baby bottle.  But yes.  That phase of my life only lasted a couple of years.  But it was a fun couple of years.” “Actually Ariel, I totally understand your life phase, you know?  To confess, I actually had problems with wetting the bed when I was in kindergarten.  My babysitter actually put me in my younger brother’s diapers and I started to like them.” “How?  Were they Pampers?” “Yes.” “Then how could you fit in smaller Pampers?” “How?  Back in the 80’s, Pampers didn’t have that many sizes.  So a toddler size Pampers could fit me and my younger brother.  I was also very petite for my age so that was another reason.” “Wow.  It’s like old times.  Back when I was six and seven.  So was it just a phase?” “As much as I would want to tell you that, it wasn’t.  I never outgrew my bedwetting and my incontinence kept getting worse as I went through elementary school and entered middle school.  To this day, I still wear diapers.  It’s really something that I never grew out of.” “Yeah.  For Adeline, I feel like it’s going to be the same thing for her.  But wow.  I almost considered just staying in diapers when I was younger but I just didn’t want to.  One day, I decided that I wanted to get potty trained again.” “Come on!  You should’ve just stayed in them! We could’ve both been diaper moms.” “Yeah.  That would’ve been funny.  But it just wasn’t for me.  It was really something that I grew out of.  For my little Addy, I fear that she will just stay in them.  The doctors have already told me that she’s incontinent so she’s really at the point of no return.  But thanks for the trip down memory lane!  My mom would have a riot if she found out that you wear diapers.  She would then tease me about making more diaper friends.  I mean, she already knows about how I care for Adeline and how I want her to always be my little baby.” “It’s fine just as long as your daughter is okay with that.  Is Adeline okay with wanting to be your baby?  Remember, it needs to be her choice, not yours.” “It’s entirely Addy’s choice, Wendy.  My mom still teases me about raising Adeline.  She often times points to Arianna and then asks me why I didn’t raise her like Ari.  Well my Addy was the last one I could have!” “Ready or not, here I come!” I could hear Adeline’s shout from the other room.  I sat there and smiled when I thought about Mrs. Richards.  So Adeline’s mommy actually used to wear diapers when she was six?  I agree with my mommy that she should’ve stayed in diapers. I then heard Adeline’s voice in the kitchen. “Macy, where are you?” “Oh.  Hi Addy!  I was just talking with Macy’s mommy.  Are you playing hide and seek with Macy, her brother, and your sister Ari?” “Yes mommy.  I counted from 100 to 0 and now I am going to find them all.” “Hold on, dear.  Mommy needs to check your diaper.” “Can’t it wait?  I want to find Macy!” “No it can’t, sweetie.  Mommy doesn’t want you to leak.  Now hold still….Addy dear, you’re very soaked.  I’ll let you find Macy but then I need to go and change you.” “Now that you mention it, I’ll want to change Macy when Adeline finds her.  Chances are, her diaper is going to be wet as well.” Just as my mommy was saying this, I could feel my diaper getting all warm as I peed it. After that, I heard some small footsteps approach the closet.  The door creaked open and… “Found you!” Adeline shouted.  “That wasn’t a very good hiding place, Macy!  That’s my favorite hiding place!” I sighed and walked out of the closet while Adeline closed the door. My mommy then approached me and lifted up the fold of my dress.  She saw that the wetness indicator was blue like Addy’s was. Both my mommy and Mrs. Richards glanced at each other and laughed.  After that, both me and Adeline were picked up by our mommies. Mrs. Richards changed Adeline on a changing mat on the floor while my mommy took out a changing mat from her diaper bag and changed me next to Addy. Mrs. Richards then teased my mommy when she saw my bigger diaper.  “Size 5?  Adeline just started wearing Size 4’s a couple of months ago.” My mommy smiled.  “Of course she is.  I gave you all the Size 4’s that Macy couldn’t fit in anymore.” “And I’m already fresh out of those,” Mrs. Richards told her.  “For Addy, I go through one large box of diapers per month.” Adeline then laughed and gasped.  “Oh no!” “What?” Mrs. Richards asked her. “Both Ari and Randy are still hiding!” Adeline shouted.  “Macy and me need to finish hide and seek!” Mrs. Richards smiled but noticed Addy squinting her eyes.  “Finish the game and then I’ll need to get you ready for your afternoon nap.  That bubble romper will not do.  I will need to put you in a Onesie and footed sleeper.  See?  You’re already starting to yawn.  Finish that game, Addy baby.” Both me and Adeline continued the game of hide and seek, going upstairs to look for my sister.  We looked in Adeline’s room and I laughed when I saw that Randy was scrunched inside of Addy’s crib. “Get out of there!” Adeline said with a laugh.  “That’s my crib!” I nodded and pointed to Adeline.  “You need to get out ‘cause Adeline is going to take her nap when we finish. Adeline nodded with another yawn.  “I always need my nap during this time of day.” Randy got out with a laugh.  “Alright.  I’m out!  We now need to find Arianna.” “So you can kiss her!” I shouted. This made Randy’s face turn red.  “No!” Randy said, looking embarrassed. “Then why is your face red?” Adeline said with a laugh.  “You like my sister!” We both continued the game of hide and seek with Randy helping us.  He wanted us to look in Arianna’s room so we opened the door and looked around. When I opened the closet door, I saw a plastic sack of Ninjamas sitting there that was torn open. I gasped.  “Why does Arianna have Ninjamas in her closet?” Adeline smiled.  “Ari still wets the bed.  This used to happen when I was younger but it just started happening again.” Randy’s face turned red.  “She already told me.  So what if Arianna still wets the bed?” We continued looking in Ari’s room and we couldn’t find her anywhere. We then opened the door to the bathroom and looked for Arianna in there. Randy pulled back the curtains of the shower. Arianna gasped and laughed.  “You found me!” I then looked at Arianna and smiled.  “Ari, I saw your Ninjamas in your closet!  So you still wet the bed?” This made Arianna’s face turn as red as a strawberry.  I could see the tears beginning to form in her eyes.  “Why did you look in my closet?  Macy, d-don’t do it again!” Arianna then grabbed a couple of tissues from the tissue box on top of the toilet and wiped the tears out of her eyes.  “You did not see anything in that closet, okay?” Adeline sighed and then whispered in my ear.  “My sister doesn’t like it when you talk about her bedwetting.  She doesn’t like that she’s doing it again.” “STOP!” Arianna screamed.  “I know that you’re talking about me, Addy!” “What is going on here?” Mrs. Richards was now standing outside the door with a concerned frown on her face, with my mommy standing next to her. Adeline then pointed to me with a sigh.  “Ari screamed!  Macy opened Ari’s closet while we were playing hide and seek!  I then whispered to Macy and Ari told me to stop.” Mrs. Richards gave Arianna an understanding nod.  “Oh.  Well, Ari dear, you don’t need to worry about it, okay?  Bedwetting is nothing to be ashamed of.  Why your mommy used to wet the bed when she was eight years old!” “MOM!” Arianna shouted.  “Stop it!” Mrs. Richards then scooped up Adeline and cradled her in her arms.  She then took a pacifier out of her pocket and stuck it in Adeline’s mouth.  “Addy dear, we need to get you ready for your afternoon nap.  Just look at your eyes.  You’re ready to fall asleep!” I smiled as I watched Adeline suck on her pacifier while she tiredly squinted her eyes.  It made me want mine so bad! “I’m tired!” Adeline whined. Mrs. Richards smiled.  “I know, hun.  Mommy’s got to get you in your Onesie and sleeper.  And then it’s nappy time, okay?” “I want apple juice…” Adeline said in a whiny voice. “Yes dear,” Mrs. Richards said with a smile.  “Mommy will feed you your apple juice before your nap.  Okay?” Adeline clung to her mommy even tighter as she walked into Adeline’s bedroom with her. Arianna smiled as she glanced at the stairs.  “I’ll go get Addy’s juice.” Randy smiled and followed Arianna.  “I’ll go help you!” Arianna winked and smiled at Randy.  “Thank you, Randy!  I’ll show you where mom keeps Addy’s bottles.  You can get a bottle out and I’ll get the juice!” Randy smiled with a nod and followed Arianna downstairs. Mommy then looked at me with a sigh.  “I think that it’s time that we go home.  You look tired too, dear.  I don’t want you to be too tired for tomorrow since we’re leaving for grandma’s for Thanksgiving.” I yawned as my mommy hoisted me into her arms.  My mommy then scooped a pacifier out of her purse and stuck it in my mouth.  I happily sucked on it as she carried me down the stairs. Right as she was reaching the bottom, Arianna was walking upstairs carrying a baby bottle filled with apple juice while Randy followed her. “Randy!” My mommy shouted.  “We’re going home.  Macy’s tired and we’re going to give her a nap.” Randy smiled.  “Can I prepare a bottle of apple juice for Macy?” My mommy nodded.  “Yes.  But not more than one.  It’s going to be water after that.” As I left the Richards house with mommy, I looked at my mommy’s breasts and sighed.  “I want some milk…” I said with a yawn. My mommy shook her head.  “Not yet, dear.  Mommy gives you that before bed, remember?  You’re getting apple juice, Macy Dacy!” I nodded as my face sank into my mother’s arms. When my eyes opened, my mommy was snapping me into a white Onesie with stars and crescent moons.  The onesie was also pink along the collar.  She then zipped me into a pink fairy star footed sleeper before snapping the button flap. I yawned again and felt a nipple from a baby bottle touch my face. “Here you go, Macy dear.  Your brother Randy filled it for you.  Isn’t he a nice brother?” I grabbed the bottle and began sucking it down, tasting the sweet apple juice.   I was already laying in my crib, so it looked like mommy sat me in there while I fell asleep.  I yawned as I finished my bottle. I woke up to find myself laying on the changing table.  My mommy just unzipped my footed sleeper and was now unsnapping my star and moon Onesie. My mommy glanced at my diaper and smiled.  “Look at that, sweetie!  It’s blue!  It’s all soaked.  Time for a diapy, Macy baby!” My mommy got me off the wet diaper after she opened it. “Macy!  Oh no!  You’re peeing, hun.  You could’ve waited for mommy.  It’s a good thing this changing table has a waterproof liner…” Well, I clearly could not have waited since I don’t know when I go potty anymore.  I go potty whenever my body wants to now.  Whenever my bladder fills up, it lets go and that’s when I go.  I never know when this happens ever since I started to become incontinent. My mommy sets me on a new opened up diaper that she powdered while she wipes the pee clean off of the liner that I peed on.  After that, she smiles again. “Macy Dacy, you’re already making tiny tinkles.  It’s a good thing you’re laying on a new diaper.  Let’s get you all snug, okay?” Mommy shakes some baby powder on me and I smile because the powder smells so good. After that, I go and play with my sister Phoebe for a while.  While she doesn’t play with her baby toys so much anymore, I have started to play with them and she just plays with me. When I played with the plastic pegs, I tried hard to fit the round peg into the square hole but it wouldn’t work. Phoebe then grabs the round peg and puts it into the round hole and I smile. “I help you!” Phoebe shouted as she smiled at me.  “I help you ‘cause you my little sister.” While it felt strange for Phoebe to call me this at first, I was now used to being Phoebe’s little sister.  I think that I am a much better little sister than she is to me.  And Phoebe is a much better big sister than I am to her. Dinner was very yummy and my mommy fed me macaroni and cheese, since I always get it on my face when I try to do it now.  While she feeds me, I watch Phoebe feed herself without getting her face messy. Besides the mac and cheese, my mommy feeds me chicken nuggets cut into pieces and peas.  She also feeds me apple sauce since that was also something that I couldn’t eat myself without making a big mess. One thing that my mommy does still let me feed myself with is my bottle.  My mommy hands me my bottle and I grab it. But instead of sucking on the nipple, I unscrew the lid and begin to dump it into my mouth.  The milk spills all over my face and runs down my chin. “Macy!” My mommy shouted.  “No!  Don’t!  It looks like my little girl can’t even drink her own bottle anymore.  Mommy’s going to have to do it next time, okay?  Also Macy, the teachers have been telling me how you have been spilling your milk.  Starting after Thanksgiving break, we will be switching to sippy cups at school.  I know that you eat with your friends, but an aide will have to watch you eat your lunch.  Can’t have you spilling the milk, dear.” My mommy wipes my face clean with a wet dish rag.  She then uses the same rag to begin wiping my bubble romper dress clean, since a few drops of milk got onto my dress. I grab the bottle that was already empty and try to bring it to my mouth.  It’s not working. My mommy laughed and screwed the lid back onto the bottle.  “There dear.  There’s nothing in there but you’re not going to do it next time.  Mommy is going to feed you so you don’t make a mess.” I smiled and just nodded at my mommy.  “Okay mommy!” Just then, my sister Phoebe gasped.  “Pee yew, mommy!  I think Macy pooped!” Mommy sniffed next to where I was sitting in the highchair and nodded.  “You’re right, Pheebs.  Are you ready to help mommy?” Phoebe nodded.  “Yeah!” Mommy now sniffed again.  “But not yet, hun.  Macy’s going to need a bath.  You’re getting one with her.  How about you use the potty before you all get a bath?” Phoebe nodded with a big smile.  “I go and use potty!” Mommy carried me upstairs to the bathroom while Phoebe followed behind her. Mommy then laid me in the tub to find yucky poop that was about to come out of my legs.  “Macy, you just about made a blowout.  Here.  Mommy’s going to clean you off before I give you and your sister a bath.” Phoebe watched me while she sat on the potty.  I heard the sound of Phoebe’s potty while Phoebe was going pee. Meanwhile, mommy was spraying poop off of me with the showerhead while she had my poopy diaper sitting on the bathroom floor with my bubble romper nearby. After she sprayed me clean, I saw Phoebe taking her clothes off by herself.  She removed her dry Pull-Up and removed her dress.  She then smiled at my mommy. “I do it myself!” Phoebe said proudly. “You did!” My mommy said with a smile.  “Good job, Phoebe!  Now it’s time to give you two girls a bath.” Mommy filled up the tub and added bubble bath to the water.  When it was filled up, she had both me and Phoebe get in. Both Phoebe and me played for a while with bath toys before my mommy cleaned both of us. After the bath, my mommy wrapped both me and her in bath towels.  She then glanced at Phoebe and pointed at me. “We need to get your sister in a diaper before we brush our teeth,” she told her.  “We don’t want Macy to pee on the towel.” Mommy tightened the towel around my waist before picking me up and carrying me all the way to my bedroom while my sister followed, all wrapped up in her towel. Mommy then unwrapped the towel and laid me on the changing table.  She quickly got out a nighttime Pampers diaper and powdered the inside before laying me on it. Phoebe was standing next to mommy, holding the baby wipes.  “I help Macy?” Mommy nodded, and opened up the oval lid to the baby wipes.  “Just give me two wipes.  I know that you both just got baths but this is to moisten your sister’s skin.  It also has baby scent on it so it will make your sister smell nice.” Phoebe handed mommy four wipes, but she put back two of them. “I just need two, Phoebe.” My mommy told her.  “You’re doing a good job, Phoebe bee-bee!” Phoebe nodded and glanced at the open diaper I was laying on.  “When Macy goes potty in her diaper, she’s going to be wet.” My mommy nodded with a smile as she began to wipe me with the two wipes.  “Yes dear.  Macy will be wet when she goes potty.  But not right away.  The baby powder and the diaper is going to pull the wetness away from her so she’ll feel dry.  There needs to be a lot of pottys in there before she’s wet.  Now Phoebe, can you hand mommy that white tube?” Phoebe nodded and handed mommy the tube of Aquaphor. Mommy opened up the cap and began to rub globs all over me.  “This is so that Macy doesn’t get a rash once she’s wet.  Rashes are red and they hurt when you get them!” Phoebe then grabbed the container of baby powder.  “I shake this on my little sister?” Mommy nodded and screwed the cap so that it was open.  “Do it slow dear.” Phoebe began to turn the container upside down, but my mommy stopped her with her hand.  “Just tilt it a little bit.  Yeah. Like that!” Phoebe slowly shook the baby powder until it was all over my diaper area. My mommy then screwed the cap shut.  “Now we’re going to open the two tabs right here.  Remember how I let you buckle your car seat?  We’re going to buckle Macy’s diaper okay?” Phoebe gave my mommy a very happy nod, shaking her head quickly.  “I buckle Macy in her diaper!” I smiled as I watched my mommy fasten one tape while Phoebe fastened the other tape, which wasn’t as snug as mommy’s side. My mommy then pulled the tab tighter.  “Almost Phoebe!  Remember, it’s like a seat belt so you want it to be snug enough!” Just then, daddy came in and laughed when he saw Phoebe helping my mommy change me. “Are you showing Phoebe how to change Macy?”  My daddy asked with a smile. My mommy nodded.  “Yes.  Phoebe wants to learn.” Daddy then glances at the door to my room.  “Well, once you get the girls ready, we need to finish packing.  I want to leave tomorrow morning.” Mommy nodded.  “Okay.  We’ll pack in a bit.” Daddy leaves and mommy then points at my diaper while glancing at Phoebe.  “You see that yellow line, Phoebe?  This is how mommy knows if Macy is wet or not.  If it’s yellow, she’s dry.  But if that line is blue, she’s wet.  Now let’s go get our teeth brushed.” Mommy takes us into the bathroom again and lets Phoebe brush her own teeth while mommy brushes all of mine.  After that, mommy checked Phoebe’s teeth to make sure that she did a good job. After that, she carried me into my room again but laid Phoebe on the changing table this time. “I wear another Pull-Up!” Phoebe said in a pouty voice. Mommy then frowned.  “No Phoebe.  A Pull-Up is going to leak.  Since it’s nighttime, you still need to wear a diaper.  Now eventually, you’re going to learn how to get up and use the potty in the middle of the night.  For now, we’re going to wear this to keep your bed nice and dry.” Mommy took the Size 3 nighttime diaper and powdered it before placing Phoebe on it. Like me, mommy put Phoebe in her nighttime Pampers diaper and sat her down. Both me and my sister were now standing in nothing but our diapers. Phoebe then pointed at my diaper and smiled.  “Macy has bigger diaper!” My mommy laughed.  “Yes Phoebe.  Macy is six and you are almost three!  Macy is older so she’s going to be bigger!  Now, let’s get you girls in your pajamas.” Mommy gave Phoebe her footed sleeper and helped her into the feet and sleeves.  But she let Phoebe zip the zipper up all by herself. I smiled when I saw that my footed sleeper was the same as Phoebe’s only bigger.  It was a pink footed sleeper with hearts on it.  But unlike Phoebe, she snapped me into a onesie first before zipping me into the footed sleeper. And unlike Phoebe, mommy zipped the zipper for me. Mommy carried me into my sister’s room and got her into her bed.  She tucked her in and kissed her goodnight. After that, she carried me into my bedroom and sat in a rocking chair that was near my crib. Mommy then removed her top and I began to drink the milk that mommy had for me. But in the middle of doing this, I let out a deep yawn.  And then… My eyes squinted open and I was already laying in my crib.  The lights were off and all I could see was the glow coming from my nightlight. I smiled as I could still taste the sweet milk from my mommy. In the morning, we would be going to grandma’s house for Thanksgiving.  I smiled and yawned, excited about my trip to grandma’s house.

I was going to comment that Celia seemed pretty convincing before the reveal but then I reread the chapter and she definitely seemed to not react to the mention of Darla. You managed to trick both Alfie and myself. I believe, other than the entrapment of Harriet, this is the first instance we see of Mother being able to affect these other dimensions.

That was an excellent story. Like diaper dimension meets "Weapons". The Amazon woman dream was super hot btw. So is the idea of a large voluptuous woman in a diaper.