When Did You Start Doing This And Why?

[Guest]

As long as i can remember i wanted to be diapered, at 17yrs old i discovered Attends. That was 1980, now its 2017 need i say more? DL forever.!!!

[Baby_lucy]

I was a bedwetter up to around

[Babyqtboy]

A whole array of reasons from everyone here. I am not really ready to tell my story yet but eventually I guess I will have to. Mostly it is just too long and complicated to really explain it in its entirety

[tyrantblade3500]

When i was 13 i got the urge to wear and use diapers for the first time; but i didnt get into it too much until i was over 18 and could get money to buy diapers; i started by making due with size 5 or 6 baby diapers (and later sometimes size 7 pampers cruisers)

[Gejoe]

All of a sudden baby pants and diapers started to be of great interest to me and I loved looking at the baby sections and adult needs sections of the Sears and Wards catalogs. Started making my own diapers to wear at night then bought real diapers from the Wards catalog when I was 16. This was all way before computers the year was 1958.

[iluvmydiapers]

My interest in wearing diapers began in 1970 when I was 6 years old and fully potty trained and about to start 1st grade, my family was attending a parade and one of the floats was of 2 young boys pulling a little red wagon with a large display box of Pampers with tapes, I fell in love with the idea of wearing diapers with tapes and to be able to run around in just a diaper just like those 2 boys where doing.

[dlnoir]

As long as I can remember I wanted to be diapered, I have strong memories starting at the age of 3 maybe 4 years old. For me being diapered is nothing sexual and to my personal opinion it is not a fetish, in my case that is.

[sport]

I was more or less forced when I started wetting the bed.My wife sorta pushed me into them to keep her and the bed dry.I wet due to being a diabetic.That is 1 rule must be diapered.

[Galaxie 66]

I have loved diapers ever since I can remember , at about 3 yrs old I can remember begging my parents to buy me some Pampers but to no avail . I can also remember cousins and other babies being diapered and myself longing to be in thair place having my diapers changed.

I never had the courage to get them for myself until my mid twenties when I could no longer stand the passion to wear diapers again and then once I did I have been wearing them at my leisure and when the mood struck me ever since .

[Dougie1970]

I was a bedwetter and late potty trainer. I was diapered at night until about 9 years old. Even though I "potty trained" at about 5, I still had accidents in my pants almost daily and was always being told to use the potty. I was still getting poop pants changed up to the point I stopped wetting the bed. When I was about 12, my mom and brother and I were on a shopping trip with my mom's friend who had a 2 year old and 4 year old. We were in the van and the 4 year old wet his pants. His mother changed took off his wet underwear and put him in one of his brother's diapers. The 4 year old later pooped in his diaper and the mom changed him right there. I was mesmerized and had urges from that point on. I couldn't stop thinking about it and was curious how it would feel. I started wetting the bed again and within a few months was wetting every night. I pooped in my underwear while doing my homework. A few nights later I did it again while watching TV. I continued this in private for the next 20 years or so but never wore a diaper. I tried diapers for the first time ten years ago at about age 35. The feeling was amazing and I love it!

[AbabeBill]

I’ve always liked diapers, and early on plastic pants. I always looked for opportunities to see them, be it family or friends diaper changes, store displays, magazines, catalogs, TV. At first, I would wear multiple pairs of underpants. Later, I used towels and plastic bags. I made plastic pants to fit me, using 2 pairs glued together. I sewed pampers together to fit, you name it. I also ordered plastic incontenent pants from magazines. (This was all pre internet) Crazy part for me was, I wet the bed from about 4-6. I didn’t have anything but a plastic sheet, although diapers would have been great, I would have fought them I think. Like most of us, I thought I was alone with these desires. Till I saw a fetish magazine (Nugget) with AB/DL content in it. Then later, the internet showed me lots more! So, from a time of about 2 years old, to now, I’ve been at it. 

[oldwetter66]

      In 2013 I fell on ice out side by my car I fell hard hurt my back.I lost bladder control then

[Poobottom]

As a child I always held a fascination with wee and poo, this stayed with me my whole life but I restricted myself to just weeing over myself or occasionally weeing my pants. Then in my 40s I started to travel for work and stay in hotels I then got into nappies and using them to poo in. Now I don't travel that often anymore but I wear a nappy for wees every day. Once a year when away from home I get to wear proper nappies I use for pooing in. Basically because my wife would not understand my fetish

[tom49461]

I just discovered at age 5 that I liked the look of puffy white cloth diapers covered by crinkly "whooshy" Gerber plastic pants and there was nothing more that I wanted was to be back in diapers. Of course, I was a bedwetter until age 17, and unfortunately, without the use of diapers on me - which would have made SO much sense...

[PampersLuvr17]

I started to first discover diapers around age 11-12. I'd been wearing diapers for bed wetting and I just started to enjoy them around age 12.

[IminWetPampers]

When I was 4.5 I watched a 6 year old girl deliberately wet her pants and she was put in Pampers and later that afternoon I was playing with her and she deliberately peed in her diaper. I was grocery shopping with my mom a couple of days later and when we got to the diaper aisle I begged her to buy me some Pampers and eventually threw a full temper tantrum until she caved in and brought me some Pampers and as soon as we got home she stripped off my pants and underwear and diapered me right on the kitchen floor and I wore diapers 24/7 until I was almost 7. 

[wetone]

I started wetting my pants again, when I was in my late 20's then tried to fine diapers for adults there was nothing way back then, so made my own out of bath towels and a garbage back for plastic pants when I was home alone. Found plastic pants while visiting a medical store, sneaked back one day and bought a pair to cover my towel diapers, found baby disposable diapers for baby's and taped 2 together end to end with masking tape, then in i think it was the late 80's saw disposable pull-ups for adults and the rest is history. Away back then had to hide everything, since then been a few changes in my life, loosing my wife and finding a lady friend that accepted me wearing and wetting, now I wear and wet every night and when out and away from the house. I wear either pull-ups or diapers and wet them and enjoy it too. Smiles

 

[Warmwetandcozy]

I just loved extra pressure on me I used to sleep under a heavy quilt just for the feeling of weigh on my body I can't say why it just feels so good to me and the weight of wet diaper squeezing on my crotch just felt so good I often wear heavy clothes when it's not to hot I remember as early 8 years old I used to get  my Rottweiler to lay on top of my arm at night when I went to bed I still end up getting my girl friend to lay on top of me at night I just love the feeling of it I can't say why I just don't know I don't like tight fitting clothes I just like heavy clothes and wet diapers bring that same feeling to me

 

 

[tomchen]

I exactly know.

i was fully potty trained and had to stay several days per week at the apartment of my former babysitter (as my mother went back to work after several years) 

I was there with my younger brother how was to be potty trained.
I don‘t remember, maybe I did wet the bed but one night she put me back in plastic pants and cloth diapers.

I remember clearly the room, her husband sitting in the same room, a room fountain, and the lady/babysitter talking to me.

I remember laying naked in front of her.

She had a pair of white plastic pants in her hand.

“Shall we put you back in a diaper today?” she asked me over and over again.

🤐

I didn't say anything and felt very ashamed. I was already a “big boy” and didn't need diapers like my little brother.

At the same time, I was fascinated by the diaper.

A few years later a different babysitter me and my brother had a sleep over again put me back in diapers for the night. I was ashamed but also the „bulkynes“ between my legs made me feel „safe“

two years later I did find the the plastic pants I had to wear in this second occasion. I was hooked, brought it to my room (my mother did know) and „played“ with it for months maybe a year. Than my mother somehow threw it away….

 

[Little Sherri]

This is an old thread! I wore diapers for bedwetting from before I can remember, but in terms of when I first knew I was "funny" about diapers, I was probably around 5 or so. My nom-de-plume was chosen in commemoration of my first "crush", which was a girl who lived on our street, about the same age as I, who was sometimes sent out to play, in just a diaper and a t-shirt, for reasons that I much later asked my mother about - she said that it was because Sherri had been prone to taking her diaper off and hiding it in the mail room or under radiators, in their apartment building, and that they'd been threatened by the landlord over it. Depriving her of other clothing neatly solved that problem - she wasn't going to run around naked. As to why she wore them, my mom didn't know,  except to say that Sherri's mom was "a strange woman." 

Everyone thought that I had a crush on Sherri, because I followed her around, whenever she was out, but what I actually had a crush on was her predicament. I wore diapers to bed, and lived in stark terror of anyone finding out about it, and here she was, in the middle of the day, riding around on her bike, wearing only a diaper and a shirt. I was riveted. 

As to the why of my lifelong fascination with infantile underpants, I've cogitated in some depth about this. My current theory is that I was being put into diapers at night, at the some time as my younger brother was being potty trained, and at some point, he rocketed past me, developmentally speaking, when he achieved overnight dryness almost immediately after hitting the daytime milestone, and there I was, three years older, still being put into Pampers after dinner. It was embarrassing, and that was compounded by my older sister, who sometimes weaponized my terrible secret, when we had disagreements, which were frequent. So, I think that by some psychological process, I sublimated the cold hard ice of my anxiety and humiliation, into a lighter, gaseous state of at least enjoying the momentary, direct and unique administrations of parental love that my condition required. This was all way, way before puberty, so there was no sexual aspect to it, at the time, although I suppose Freud might disagree with that statement. 

[astrodiaper]

My journey into this realm is only slightly strange, not super unique.

I start with the notion that I have questions about things that happened before I started school. (No preschool for me.)  There is evidence of me being in a spica cast of some kind, in diapers when I was about 2, but there are somethings that I don't remember that my sister and cousins do.  I seemed to have strange feelings of seeing the kids on diaper packages as a child.

When I was in fifth grade, I learned about astronauts wearing diapers. It wasn't until middle school until I acted on it, starting with my mother's maxi pads and going into swiping my baby cousin's diapers.  I wore off and on until late high school, when the desire intensified.  After graduation, I was able to get my own, though it was mostly baby and toddler diapers due to the fact that I was afraid to get the Depends and Attends of the day.  From middle school, until I left home, I got caught multiple times.  My parents certianly didn't like it and I got teased by my sister and her friends on a few occasions.  

My sister had multiple medical issues due to Crohn's Disease from age 10 onward. She has an iliostomy but they did try to reconnect everything.  That lasted about a year before she started having complications from that little experiment, which resulted in my sister needing diapers due to being unable to feel when she had to go.  Needless to say, I nabbed a diaper or two whenever I had a chance. 

At 21, I left home and was in situations where I really couldn't indulge my DL side.  It wasn't until I came out here in 2012 and was finally able to stabilize my life, that I started to get back into diapers.  I wore mostl;y at home, when I didn't have to be anywhere.  Now, I wear considerably more, but not to the point where people can see the waistband of my diaper.  (Usually, when I go out and wear, it'seither disposable underwear or thin diapers.)

[Moochie]

I began experimenting wetting and messing my pants in secrecy at the dawn of puberty and transitioned to diapers soon thereafter. This created for me a "Love Map" (originated by sexologist, John Money)that took awhile to accept. I remember even before this being curious when a girl I was playing with wet her pants and we just continued playing as if nothing happened. We never talked about it, just seemed so innocent. Here I am decades later in very wet and messy diaper this morning.

[epzik8]

As a bedwetter when I was 8 years old, I decided to pee in my Goodnite on purpose one night out of laziness, and realized I liked it, and it was off to the races from there.