Hi Brian, and welcome to DD, or I’ll say, bonjour! I don’t speak French, but for a very few words. Anyway, it’s nice to meet you, and glad to have you join us. Come in, make yourself at home. There’s lots of likeminded people here. Your story is interesting, and thanks for sharing some. Some things can be very difficult to think about, or rediscover. But, this site can be a help. I would say, go ahead and explore all you can, in yourself and in the many other people here. Everyone has some different reasons for being here, but we all share a common theme. I do hope you enjoy your time spent here. Now, relax, have fun, and enjoy!