foreverdl

I cut my bad acid way down by going gluten free for about 4 months and then I was able to completely stop a lot of acid meds, I do still need some acid meds, but in much smaller amounts. I have now been able to eat very small snacks with gluten. I was shocked that gluten is in soo many things. But it's night and day over what I was going through, I still have some acid. I can't say it will help but it did help me..

My first wife passed away when my son was 6 yrs old, and I re married because it's the thing to do ? I guess, I do Love my wife, and she was very good with all my emotional issues I know many women would not have the patience for me having tears when things popped up like holiday or her birthday etc. So I do know the being widowed , I do hope you have someone to talk to if needed? and you can MM me as I have been disabled or over 10 yrs and have time to message, I have a couple guys here that we have talked for yrs.. about life and what we do that we don't want on the regular stuff..

You sound in ways like me, I can't wear the nice girly stuff that I want, being married for so many yrs I have been adding a item at a time, I now wear women's leggings in the evening I have silky underwear, I have had some yard sale one piece swim suits but they didn't fit, I keep teasing my wife when we are shopping as I handle the women's skirts?? and she just laughs so I may get there,, but I do enemas every night 4 qt warm water, and then play with a silicone dildo in both ends at the same time, and wishing I had it for real, but cheating is not right, so I haven't pursued it, my wife and I get along mostly real good I mean 30 plus yrs you get used to each other, and we both gave up on sex back in 2010 ish after we were both done with our cancer...so we have our toys and move on....

I just found a new old pack of ATN plastic backed Max diapers at a second hand store, and I had to put one on,,, I love finds like this, a well spent $5 and XL size perfect...

I hope to someday have an orgasm while I am being taken from behind..

I wear shorts over my night diaper in summertime, and I sleep by the front door in my recliner so a couple days ago at way before I can wake up, I think 🤔 8:30? the gas man came to the door he needs me to unlock the gate so he can do the once a yr leak testing on the gas meter,, so I went out in my loaded diaper bulging in my shorts to unlock the gate for him,,, he had to notice,, he said nothing..

I may have posted a few times before with all my different ways , I have lately just use my beard trimmer to make the hair as short as possible to help wit smell, and then rashes . but yeah I had ingrown hairs before an I don't want that..

There's nothing good about back pain, I have lived with it for soo many yrs, and I had no choice but to go off work about 10 yrs ago, on permanent disability, and now the nurse pain has been in the mix for a number of yrs, I got off the opioids by my own choice after 10 yrs of 24/7, and deal with the pain with what I think 🤔 are safer meds...Who knows... But the feet nurse pain and swelling, my neck has had muscle cramps with it soo bad I cant move for a while afterwards. I feel for you both, as I know first hand, and hope for you to find some relief somehow..

I wear tights women's underwear and if I can get my wife to except maybe a skirt?? Maybe some day, I have teased her in a few stores when I have felt them and smiled at her,, she didn't respond wrong,,, there's hope yet, she has come a long way with my diapers she has even bought me some diaper stuff,, and carried things out of the store, and 10 yrs ago I wouldn't have even considered asking her... We have gotten used to a lot over the last 31 yrs ....I would Love to dress in completely girly cloths.....I got some silky woman's underwear today and silky gym type shorts, and she helped me pick them out...

California is still one of the highest I think 🤔. But we are down to about $5.50 range for regular.. But we don't drive if we don't Have to...I am just glad I don't have to do the drive to work every day anymore..