I think many here have wondered why and how it’s difficult to keep this from others but we are who we are.
Ive paused this in my life many times and that includes currently
Will I ever get back into it, I’ve no idea. Being gender variant is also something difficult to talk with someone about but I’m now in a relationship with someone and she’s ok with it or at least says she’s going to try and understand it
So it’s ok to pause and try and figure it out but don’t beat yourself up over it
God bless