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Rachel Emily

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Rachel Emily last won the day on May 18 2016

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About Rachel Emily

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  • Birthday 09/06/1961

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    Diaper Lover
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    Trans MtF
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    18 months to 5 years, depending on mood

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  1. I use disposables most of the time out of necessity, but greatly prefer cloth. The only thing preventing me from using them full time is the laundry issue--my building has just one small washer and dryer for six people. Should a reasonably-priced diaper service come along that catered to adults, however, I'd drop disposables in a minute.
  2. A pride event should, I think, educate people. In the case of ABDL people, however, I don't think it's necessarily the best way to accomplish that. The message we send out may not be what we intend.
  3. I have little reason to hide anything, since the only people who come into my home are my home-health CNAs.
  4. Count me among those who don't quite fit. I do love diapers, which would firmly put me into the DL category--and that's how I first defined myself. There is, however, a part of me that ventures into Adult Little Girl territory--without role-playing or adopting any sort of persona. I just like having and playing with the toys I was denied when I was younger, particularly dolls. I also, to my surprise, found I like pacifiers, again without adopting a particular age or persona. They simply satisfy an emotional urge, though if you were to ask, "why pacifiers and not some other baby item like bottles or baby clothes?" I really wouldn't know what to say. So am I an AB, a DL, or an Adult Little Girl? Whatever I may be, the poll is a bit too constricting for someone like me.
  5. I started having problems with daytime control in 1991 (due to both my cerebral palsy and medications I was taking). I started having problems with nighttime control 5 years ago.
  6. I didn't wear diapers in high school. I went to high school in the '70s, when there weren't many kinds of adult diapers available. (In fact, I know of none outside of what Sears offered). Squeezing into Pampers or other baby diapers wouldn't have been an option either--I was skinny, but not that much.
  7. I have an overactive bladder, which came on rather suddenly, so I did seek help if only to find out why it happened. The doctors couldn't find any significant physical problems (bladder cancer, diabetes, etc.), but did suggest medication--which I of course refused. It would be nice to wet the bed every night as opposed to once or twice a week, but I'm okay with things the way they are.
  8. I have mixed feelings about my childhood. The happiest time in my life was probably the period before I started school; after that, I was often bullied by other kids (and a few teachers as well.) I pretty much equated being a child with being powerless, and couldn't wait to be older. That may well explain why I imagine myself as a toddler when regressing--I was in my own private little world then, with few intrusions from the outside world.
  9. Ironically, I just purchased a pacifier identical to the ones pictured. Same color, even. I like coming here simply because this is the one place in this vast entity called the internet in which I can comfortably discuss being ABDL. (The sole exception being Toddy's podcast--and even that has somewhat of a connection to here). I haven't felt this secure discussing this aspect of myself since the days of the old AOL "diapers" chatroom--the period between then and my discovering this forum was a period of self-loathing and fear. I come here because this place is relatively troll-free. I'm more likely to receive support than an insult. It's a place to vent when I read yet another biased article elsewhere, or hear another shrill YouTube rant condemning us. Most importantly, I come here because there are people here I consider my friends.
  10. I woke up dry. But boy, was I soaked yesterday morning! I was really lucky to have my best plastic pants on.
  11. I did pretty much the same thing, but it was the baby section of the Sears catalog. I used to imagine lying in one of the cribs while having one of the Sears cloth diapers pinned on me. Thanks to that catalog, I learned at the age of ten what birdseye weave was.
  12. About half an hour ago. I went into a coughing fit (recovering from a bout of pneumonia) and pooped instantly. It seems I'm having an increasing number of stress-incontinence accidents these days
  13. Yesterday afternoon. I'm recuperating from some sort of upper-respiratory mess that has diarrhea as one of the symptoms. Fortunately, a CNA was on hand to clean me up (I'm currently hospitalized for something unrelated).
  14. Incontinence aside, I enjoy wetting for that reason as well. Less the "helpless" and "trapped" part, that is. The whole "Oh, no, I'm about to wet!" scenario was never an attraction for me. Already having wet is.
  15. Oddly, I have memories of being in diapers and having my diapers changed, but absolutely none of my being toilet trained. Tried to block it out, perhaps?