Transfusionelle

Making a mess can be loads of fun LOL.

I remember so comepletely just getting married that july of 2001.. Me and my wife were enjoying a quiet morning watching tv when the news reports started. We watched all day and cried so much that day. I had many friends that worked one block away at 11 John street. There were literally thousands of agencies there. I lost so many friends, or never heard from them again. I was supposed to work that night, and many places closed. It was just horrible losing so many friends and not even knowing what happened to their families. That attack on America was just something I could never forget. I pray for everyone that endured this horrible day.. God Bless You All !!

I shower before I leave for work, and then a good bath when I get home to soak all my moving parts. Lay in the tub woth the waterpik and just scrub myself down. Weekends like today are fabulous because I get to take a bath with my lovely wife, and we scrub each other down. I would say shower about twice a day with a bath inbetween. Weekends we spend in bath and shower, just enjoying ourselves.

Make you something sweet and fruity, A strawberry, banana daiquiri, You can have that virgin or with some rum,, and dont worry I know how to change diapers,, lol

Like everyone here I love wearing diapers. Since the age of 20 they made me feel special. I started wearing them for work. Being on my feet and lucky if I had bathroom breaks diapers became my friend. I am also a crossdresser. I have no fantasies of ever being a woman. I am all male, and enjoy my male parts. I married young, and divorced just as fast. I was out in limbo for a good 12 years just looking and searching, and working. I also am bisexual and work as a female bartender at a Latin dance club. I have been at my job for many years, and I meet all kinds of men and women, and in the 12 years I was alone and desperate, I had plenty of one night stands and just meaningless sex. I never divulged to anyone I dated or had sex with that I loved diapers and kept it to myself. I have great friends at work that also wear diapers,, but thats just it we are friends, and not romantically involved. At the age of forty I met a woman, and we fell in love so deeply and so honestly, I think about it and I still cry. She pulled me out of a 12 year slump and showed me what love was all about. She knew of my diapers and she accepted me without ever knowing me. She accepted me as whole. We are married now and our love grows everyday. I watched her come to this site for over a year and help others and how good and happy it made her feel, and she never asked for help. I knew she was very hurt inside from loss. Her first husband had died in action and I felt it everytime I hugged her. I have always been there for her, and if I see her cry and shes alone I know why she is crying and I hug her close and kiss away her tears. She has proven her love for me threefold. I came here to D&D and I came with an open heart to help others that may be in a situation of hurt and ridicule and being shunned. I am bisexual and know what its like being on both sides of the fence. There are many men and women hurting here, We read stories and posts together, and believe me we sit for hours reading to each other, and I know her heart is here to help others and she taught me that I have great qualities as a man, and I too can help. I joined and I wrote and I chatted with many, and like I said I am not here to fool anyone. My profile says it all. I am all male, but I can love as a female and I have given my heart to a woman. There are many men here that hide their crossdressing from their wives or girlfriends or boyfriends, or have been in the closet for maybe their entire lives. I am guilty of that myself. Like I said I am bisexual and I married my first time to cover it up. My wife now taught me how much more I can love and freed me of the closet bisexual I was. So I come here to help guys and gals feel pride and to love yourselves just that little bit more. Nobody here is broken or needs fixing, we just need to get on the path to enjoying our lives. We all need words of encouragement at times in our lives, and I am here to help. Whether you are gay, straight, bi, trans, crossdresser, diaper lover, adult baby, even a carer, you are here for a reason and lets face it society thinks of us as the low of lows, D&D is my society and we are all on top and thats how I want everyone to feel.. D&D has showed me that there are good people, and people that care.. Love you all and I pray we can all help each other and be our own support !!

A partnership is just that. You become a part of that person and they become a part of you. If the cogs arent rolling right you fix it, this is communication. If the oil is too thick, you break it down, this is compromise.. If the power is failing, you check your gas and air mix.. this is LOVE... If my game is low, I have Eve to be my cheerleader. If Eve cries, I am there to kiss away every tear. We made a promise to each other and we took vows, and I for one will not leave her side. Thanks @~Brian~

Eddie Diapers at home is fun and running around in a diaper and tee, sounds like a plan !! What ya waiting for ?

Very nice I love how you have the Latina going on here. Not bad bee, told you I would read it.. hugs and big kisses and keep up the great work !!!!

@Gavin S I have spoken to you a few times in chat and you sound like a very good man and I do appreciate you telling the truth. Theres nothing wrong with you wanting to wear womens clothes. I know we all have our pride. I admit being bisexual scared the shit out of me back in the late 90's, I tried so hard to hide it, but I just couldnt. I married for the wrong reason back in 2000 and I knew it. I tried to hide my bisexuality by marrying, and all that did was open my eyes and heart. I divorced 8 years later and went in search of myself. I was lost in lust, but I truly learned to love myself.. I met a wonderful woman in 2016 and she stole my heart with one kiss, and I never looked back. She taught me that being bisexual was a true plus, and that we can love so much more. Our hearts are open twice as much. I know all about the manly thing, and I did that also. I excelled in sports and boxing and gymnastics, but there was so much more of me I hid. I hope we get to chat more often, and you are a good man, Thanks for your kind words and I wish you only the best.

I have been dressing up for 23 years. I work as a bartender at a Latin dance club. I am married to a wonderful diaper loving woman and we share our love of diapers. I also wear diapers under my skirt. It has been a long journey for me and I do dress out in public and never had a problem. Its been so long since I last wrote here in D&D. I have been busy with school and trying to better myself. Diapers and dressing up like a woman has given me many opportunities in life. I owe it all to my ex wife. She started me out at the age of 19 going to a party for Halloween. We were married for about 8 years until I found out she was cheating and was terribly jealous of my dress code. I looked better than she did in a skirt. So I happily divorced her and she moved out of my apartment. I met another woman 12 years later and she was also a diaper lover and we hit it off from day one. I love dressing as a woman and wearing diapers and with my wife now and, it is that much easier.

I love to play in a wet and messy diaper, and it just amplifies the fun we have together. Whether it be out in public or in the privacy of our own home, pooping and peeing diapers has been something I have enjoyed with my wife for the past five years. I love my wife and if this brings us even closer to being one,, then so be it. I have loved diapers 23 years and it took my wife to teach me how to enjoy them. Kisses my love @Evelyn Dellcerro Hugs and kisses to all of you. @~Brian~ you know you are always in our hearts..

Spoony I really dont know what to say. I thought I was the only one that loved to party this way back in college. Very good reading material !! I love the part with Bob holding you while your peeing and kissing. Believe it or not that is one of the best things I love about wearing a diaper and kissing Eve. She loves to feel the warm pee as I fill the diaper up and kiss her. Eve had left me a post it on the monitor and I just read it now as I am putting on my diaper and getting ready to play with myself before falling into a nice slumber. Once again very well written, That story brings back so many fond memories.

My Dearest Evelyn , I will forever be at your side, We had a wonderful weekend with family and friends. I know how much your father meant to you, and I felt your pain as I held you tight and close. When you hurt, I hurt. I will be there to kiss away every teardrop, and I will hold you tight. I am your friend, I am your lover, and I am a part of you. You have given me a reason to smile, and you have given me a reason to hope, you have given me so much love, how can I ask for more ? You are the only thing in my heart, and I want to be with you always. Always & Forever Yours With Undying Love "Elle" I just want to thank all of our friends on D&D here for making this possible. I have only been here for a short time, but the outpouring of love that you all heve shown for Evelyn and I is a testament that there truly is love here. Bless you all !!!

Bless you baby and enjoy !! Have a Happy & Poopy Easter !!!!!

Brian we are both sitting here and reading this out loud to each other. It is me Elle typing this. I havent even been here for a year yet. The first time me and you actually chatted I was happy that someone spoke to me and not just because I am married to Evelyn. You didnt even know she was my partner. You come from a strong family and that is a good thing, because you have family values. We all get down on ourselves. I cant even imagine how hard it is for you. People judge you without even seeing past the wheelchair. It sucks ass because people dont see the intelligent Brian, the passionate Brian, the compassionate Brian, the compromising Brian, the loyal Brian, the honest Brian, the heart of a lion Brian, the balls of steel Brian, the dependable Brian, the empathetic & sympathetic Brian. They see a man in a wheelchair and percieve him as weak and an easy target. Like people see me a 43 year old male that dresses like a woman and wears diapers, acts feminine. They dont see I work sometimes 12 hours every night and deal with some very ignorant drunk individuals. Yes me and you are very strong and we have emotions and we are tough. We are stronger than most will ever reach. Because we cry it does not make us weak, it makes us more human than most. Any woman that gets you believe me she will never know how good she has it. We both want you to stay strong and just be your normal everyday loving, caring Brian, just like that sweet man I spoke to on my first night here in the chatroom. There is nothing wrong with wanting love Brian, and I know it hurts in your heart that you are alone now. You are a religious man and as that you must have faith. God Is Love ,,, and dont ever forget that. Your Loving Friends Elle & Evelyn

You stay your sweet beautiful lovable self @~Brian~ you never were or ever have been crazy !! We love you just the way you are !! Rock them pink megas !! We are both proud of you here Marc !! You can stutter and be shy and be as messed up as you are marc, you have a very loving and accepting heart ! way more than we can say about others ! The courage of a mighty lion !

I love you more now marc !!! Now I know youre as twisted as me and eve ,,, lol,,, kisses baby and keep up the good work !!

She found me sweetie, and we were meant for each other ! Life has been extraordinary and exceptional !!

Is there really any better way to play with your full diaper ? Squish, smash, splash, flop and drop and plop on that diaper and enjoy that poop to the max ! Make sure you kill the poop in that diaper, and make sure its all over your privates !! Theres no better way to play, and with my wife, its a joy. And then have sex right after. Y'all dont know what youre missing !

Summertime is right around the corner, get them plans rolling sweetie.

Definately a great read !! I know I love pineapple juice and I usually drink it in the mornings with my breakfast and my wife loves my taste. A steady diet of fruit juices always worked for me. good food and lots of exercise always makes that spurt extra tasty.

Sweetie no matter where you go there will be haters. I like to stay positive and be truthful also. I am not here to trick men into believing I am a woman. I am all man and I love to dress as a pretty, sexy, leggy, and provocative woman. I have no dreams or notions or even feelings of becoming a woman. I love my manhood and this is how I dress. Many men will enjoy it, and many men will run and hide their erections. Thats all fine with me. My wife loves me, I have a great job, and life is good.

Spring is almost here and time for me and my wife to put on the diapers and go biking in the mountains and enjoy a well padded ride. I cant wait. Hiking, biking and camping in diapers is always a pleasure. Get our DL friends and make an entire weekend of it as we usually do.

Marc I love it !!! We love ya sexy !!