Tracy Rae

Definitely have to swallow. Just adds to the humiliation.

I think it does enhance the experience because of the whole humiliation aspect involved with having to wear diapers. I’m usually being degraded when servicing a cock by being called things like slut, whore, sissy, ext. wearing a diaper is one more thing they can use to degrade me. For me, the degradation is part of the experience.

I don’t think there is anything that makes me feel more like a sissy than the humiliating task of giving a man a blow job. I love being ordered to my knees and the excitement of begging the Alfa male for the privilege of sucking there cock. Looking up at them with a mouth full of there cock really does let a sissy know they belong on there knees. I love knowing that I’m giving them great pleasure as I let that cock slide back and forth in my mouth. Then that moment when they fill your mouth with that salty reward that you worked so hard for. As a sissy I’ve been trained not to speak unless spoken to, so I remain on my knees until I’m given permission to thank them and I’m properly dismissed.

Yes, he’ll get plenty of visits. He thought it was cute seeing me in a sissy dress and diaper.

It’s funny how all the wrong things you do in life catch up to you. The kid I used to pick on when I was younger is the same man who had there cock in my mouth last night.

Well, football season is about to start. Time to get out my sexy little cheerleader skirt and cheer for my favorite team.

Does anyone else like wearing corsets? My favorite are steel boned, over bust. They can be uncomfortable, but shape the body beautifully, as well as hold my D cup breast forms. In my opinion though, they do make diaper changes a little harder. I always wear one with my maids dress, add a petticoat, five inch heels, and makeup, and I’m ready to serve my Mistresses guests drinks, or serve them on my knees.

I just spent most of the day in a wet diaper. Felt really good to be changed. I slipped into my pink babydoll and getting ready to crawl into my crib for the night.

My time to relax is over. I’m freshly diapered, in nice tight corset, locked into my maids dress and five inch heels, ready to clean the house. Mistress is having friends over tonight and it has to be perfect.

I just had a Rearz Princess diaper put on me, a pink bra, my favorite pink satin nightie and I’m ready to just relax.

I’m going to start this by staying the sissy life style is the life I’ve chosen and asked my Mistress to insure that I am constantly reminded of my status. With that being said, I never expected this to happen. About nine month ago, my Mistress ordered me to kneel at her feet. Noting new, happens all the time. She told me she had a surprise for me and wanted me to look my best for the evening. Again, nothing new. Her friends come over, they humiliate me, suck a few cocks, night complete. This night turned out different. The door bell rang and I answered it. Standing at the door was a man that hated all through school, when he say me, he was quick to start verbally abusing me. Mistress walked over, hooked a leash to my collar and lead me to the basement. Laying on the floor, she had a changing mat, powder, and a fresh diaper. She pointed to it and I quickly laid down. She started changing me and both laughed at my tint caged cock. Freshly diaper, I was led to a pillory where I was restrained for my next task. The man that I hated my entire life walked over and suck his cock in my mouth. As humiliating as it was, I was enjoying as he slowly fucked my mouth. It took about ten minutes and he started filling my mouth with his warm cum, I swallowed every drop. When he pulled out, I thank him for the wonderful gift. He keeps my secret, but it has a price. When he sends me a text, I come running. Sometimes it’s just him, sometimes he’s with three or four friends. Either way, I perform my duties. What is hard for me to grasp is how much I’ve hated this man, and how excited I get when he summons me.

Definitely not over doing it. I just recently reordered and I didn’t need it, just wanted a verity.

Do you dress as a sissy in public? I love going out all dressed up. With make up and being well trained, I pull it off pretty well. Not to mention I can walk in heels better than most women. Diapers are hard to conceal, but that’s part of the fun. I was in a mall once(did this more than once actually)I was being watched, so bent down to grab something off the bottom shelf, totally exposing my diaper. I think they enjoyed the show.

I have c cup breast forms. To find a good bra fit, I had it professionally measured. This is quite a humiliating experience, so be sure you are ready before doing it. When I had it done, the lady said strip down to my panties. She was a bit taken back when she saw I was in a diaper. My Mistress just stuck a pacifier in my mouth and they continued on. I think every women in the shop had some excuse to come back where I was getting measured. When there finished I got my diaper changed in front of a huge crowd.

As a submissive sissy, definitely swallow. Alfa males like it and might as well enjoy the rewards of your hard work. I sucked four cocks already today, three shot there load in my mouth and the other shot his all over my face. I still wiped it up and swallowed it.