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I was at a Minnesota library checking my messages on fetlife about 20 years ago and I guess it’s a flagged site at the library and it was so quiet in there you could hear a spoon hit the ground so any noise in there could be heard so I guess that’s a weird place i got home and my dad said ”did you do something bad at the library”? I sent him a silent message “define bad” because bad and good is all in “the eye of the beholder “

Yeah I’ll have to agree lol

My moms house lol

, So recently it came to light I once had someone that gave me an ultimatum they said "it's either them or my adult baby diaper lover lifestyle " I said whoa and they're pretty much not backing down and they left me over it.. Now people find out I'm right I'm constantly getting proposals friends mid 20 year old people that are intrigued by my weird ways quote and now the old ones I literally boo hooing because I don't give them the time of day when before they left I begged them to stay and I can figure out how I come up with being short I thought telling the truth was the right answer it wasn't at that time but only worked out for me not necessarily them you know you just got to think you might have had a winner the whole time but you're stupid arrogant jealous ways cost you your whole future now I got my eye on somebody that likes what I like it's 150 lb of lighter than you and isn't jealous and arrogant and always trying to tell me what to do and whatever I have to invest in that person to make them grow I absolutely will because like I said then all you had to do was trust me that's it and you couldn't even do that you arrogant b****

Hi I saw a LG walking around in Walmart I almost couldn't believe what I saw but I think I saw her with someone that works at MOD Pizza reach out to me I think I know who you are I'm pyrotechnicshobbiest I'm easy to see when you know what colors to look for it's a song by Kenny Wayne Shepherd I look forward to hearing from you Pyrotechnicshobbiest aka Bryan

Next thing that happened was we started going out to eat and various other places our work schedule conflicting I was traveling most weekends and she was working the night shift at the veterans hospital. But one weekend is set up a lot of fireworks and electronically fired these fireworks and I asked her out. At that time she lived in a small aframe house called The chalet. What what was strange one day is she said "you showed me what you're into, now let me show you what I'm into". I reluctantly agreed and I said okay do your West show me what you're into. So she did she pulled out like this 10-in butcher knife she ran it down my chest and she said she had a slasher fantasy. I knew she was in the violence but I didn't know as to what kind of violence or how violent but I tell you what man she was one crazy b**** and ironically that's the name of a buckcherry song is crazy b****. I specifically told her many times I don't like kids I'm not into kids and I'm not into raising other people's kids I told her that a hundred times in the first month. Well her and the ex-husband we're in a custody battle and she didn't know it but the whole time she held the keys to her own like her own dreams. Well her ex didn't tell her but she was the primary custodian and I as I read down through the file she was calling around for lawyers I said hey wait a minute I don't think you need a lawyer it says right here you're the primary custodian that means you're in charge of what they do and where they stay and like a dumbass I showed you this and she still thought she need to get a family court lawyer and all he did was tell her what I already said. And charge $500 to boot. And where did you f****** bring him she brought them to my house and it wasn't my job to raise someone else's kids and I straight up told of this I I straight up told you this and she brings them to my house and it goes fine for a while and then they start getting into my stuff and they they they taking away my time they're taking away my time from their mom.. she told me that she never been married which was b******* because married means two people becoming one or having a child with someone that's what married means and she did she had two kids with someone else and to this day when I find me someone else if they got kids or baggage of any kind like taking care of their their mom and dad their Grandma I don't want nothing to do with any of that I'm just burned out on helping people I hung up my Superman cape a long time ago. Or my or my hammer of Thor they always say not to be the hero and I never knew why but now I know why the hero in the room or the nice guy always definitely finishes last I saw it for myself that that's what some of these people like they like getting the shit kicked out them So the oldhat is true nice guys finish last brd Ç

WTF where did everyone go?? Did I wake up to what was left after a so iet first strike or something??

I wasn't ic I was just being myself and they was motherfuckers to me Another time there I was put on a psylogical hold because some cunt nurse ask me "do you love anyone? I said no" back then I didn't. What so ever the only 2 friends I had went off the radar and mia. So I told a Nevada state judge YOU LISTEN TO ME YOU BITCH, THERE IS NO LAW THAT SAYS I HAVE TO LOVE ANY ONE! And I stormed out of the proceeding they held Me 3 more weeks involuntary commitment I was pissed and angry Fuck these Johnny do gooders that say you have to love people Pyrotechnicshobbiest

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By: Pyrotechnicshobbiest Roseburg Oregon I knew ahead of time I was going to be admitted to the VA due to a medical condition and I went in there with a giant suitcase full of disposable diapers and another gym bag full of clothes hygiene and other random items Will they inventory my stuff like they always do and write down what I have and put most of my stuff downstairs including my suitcase of diapers and I clearly stated to them that I had to have them to take upstairs So I get moved to this room upstairs on the med surge floor because they didn't know what they were going to do about my foot so about 4 hours goes by I got this nurse and her name was Amanda and some other nurses one of which was Oriental and she was always kind to me and I favored her over the rest what after this time goes by I needed my stash that was downstairs So I needed to take a shower because they don't have bathtubs and I needed a new change of clothes a new diaper and some hygiene cuz all my stuff was downstairs so I asked this nurse named Amanda and about another hour or so goes by and still haven't heard from any of them the nursing staff so I stick my head out the door and a kindly asked what about my stuff and they said what stuff? And I said the stuff I asked for? And they said what was it you asked for? And I said you know my change of clothes my shower stuff and I asked them for a few diapers just to get by till mine came upstairs And I said yes I will be right in with it And so they show up everything I ask for is there except for the diapers So I stuck my head out the door again and I said I came in here with diapers because I really need them.. and according to policy everything you come in with that is not contraband you're supposed to be able to have. And they said well we're not giving you diapers because we don't think you need them is with the nurses said, and next I embarrassed all of them I shouted loudly something like " I WANT MY DIAPERS FROM THE BASEMENT" "I DONT WANT YOURS BECAUSE THEY ARE THIN AND LEAK TERRIBLELY" I explained to them I never had the VA ones but all hospital ones are the same they generally low quality made by the cheapest bidder thin and leak terribly and they stink they don't hold the odors in and I explained to them you're giving your veterans and inferior product that they don't have confidence in and some of them don't even like to leave the house because they're worried about leaks odors and whatever else LMAO I embarrassed them so terribly the Oriental lady got my stuff for me in the next 10 minutes brought it to me and I could tell she was fascinated and stimulated that much confidence and I was that brave The whole time I was there must have been 4 days or so I was on iv antibiotics she was so nice to me I tried to make her job as easy as I could and as long as I had my suitcases my diapers and notebooks and clothes I showed them having my personal property I m happy. The shopkeeper at changing times diaper company will tell you I was 247 buying lots of the str8up brand white diapers long before that stay Pyrotechnicshobbiest

I do the same thing when I go to thrift stores and other random stores it's like safari hunting in a way because once in awhile you might find something from the old days because nowadays they're not made the same as far as commercial available grocery store disposable diapers. When you do find that good all elusive like plastic backed '90s attends it's almost like finding a double stamped date coin in circulation it happens but not a lot. I feel like when I share something or tell someone of a store where I saw something good everyone goes and snatches everything up it kind of pisses me off, Laughing my ass off.. It's like finding a good deal at a garage sale and there's lots of disposable diapers and random medical supplies there and you tell your friends about it they go there and buy it all up before you can get back there I found I guess some secrets are worth keeping lol🙂 pyrotechnicshobbiest

Yeah b I hear you I was offline for a few days my other phone broke I been by my self for quite some time and after these incidents I was in no hurry to find replacements I just was starting to share some of my experiences because American service members struggle with d.v. incidents si incidents and other family related problems then most professionals even know about than the respective physical conflict injuries. I had this really good doctor and he told me that at a Midwest USA VA Pyrotechnicshobbiest

By: pyrotechnicshobbiest Roseburg, Oregon For now hence I'm alive I'm revoking the will and testament I wrote when I was there when I was in Los Angeles leaving my life story entrusted to. Because those that I thought cared they often ignored me or acted like I was a ghost most of the veterans did the same thing to me. I reserve All Rights to my stories and my content because I realized the secrets of life I'm going to get a new assistant and make sure people don't get screwed over this time. Signed electronically and not under duress Bryan Thomas Berres As known as Pyrotechnichobbiest Roseburg, Oregon

By: Pyrotechnicshobbiest Roseburg, OREGON I'm trying to offer you a cincere Apology for landing in your town I was sent here by the White City VA as our VA didn't have a provider that would fill my meds, so I Was referred here to the Roseburg Veterans administration. I was living in Las Vegas Nevada and I crashed my truck so I was stuck there and the time before that my car broke down. I had to leave my car somewhere it got towed at a Smiths grocery store in Las Vegas Nevada. My Volkswagen Jetta I lost that way and when I went back to the Midwest looking for a friend that I thought cared I found out she did not and I found out she was not into the ABDL lifestyles at all. This person I had been writing about for about 8 years and when I found out she told me she basically never loved me anyway and I never taught her anything except help her remember the past. So when I found out all these things all that content I wrote a lot of it could have been applied here I threw it in the furnace our wood stove. Because I said since you don't care anyway you don't want to read it so I just crash it every bit of it and I filed it in Satan's filing cabinet and we wrote it about 20 times and finally I just now started healing about these last 2 weeks. Well prior to that I was with someone we'll call "ckm" and from learning in the past I tried to tell the truth and about the first week about my lifestyle in the abdl community and being a "natural trans" well for about the first half of the partnership this lady acted like she cared. And she found out after we was laying in bed she realized I was not in love with her but with what she did for me she raised up a disposable diaper and she said " this is what you love you never loved me"" I said yeah you're right" and she was angry cuz our relationship was already on the rocks we were going through money like s*** through a goose as my uncle would say and she thought she was working more than me I was working on all these number calculators and that's about 10 years ago. See my job after years wasn't paying out like it was and she was she had put a lot of money in the household because she was a licensed practical nurse at a VA in the Midwest area. And I get pissed because she be coming home with broke ribs black eyes and other things wrong and these were supposed to be America's heroes and they were beating up my family and I saw when I was there I got into rumbles myself mainly with Steph bigger than me though. But I saw she would talk about doing things to other vets that she wouldn't do for me and I lived in her house. So finally after one day I was in my house walking around and she started bitching that I was wearing diapers again and she confronted me about it and I said yeah I am and I really don't care what you think anymore matter of fact I'm going to take the biggest suitcase we have or gym bag and I'm going to go to Kmart and buy as many as I can buy with the money I have in my wallet. I'm going to Kmart and I just raked them all up in the cart. And of the medium and large size plastic backed depends I bought them all at that store. About 10 packages worth and I go to the checkout and I started piling them on the desk and the ladies looking at me with this weird look. I don't remember what she said but I said something on the lines of my girlfriend gave me an ultimatum that was either my abdl lifestyle or her, and I was so tired of it I said and you see where I am right now. I loaded all them up in my truck and put them in my suitcases. At the McDonald's I put two n in the bathroom., And I went through the drive-thru in order to hamburger meal super size with a sweet tea half cut to drink. And that day that's exactly what happened. I get home and my long-term love interest ask me what is all this as I was pulling out all my underwear out of the drawer and filling it up as many as I could get in there with the depends I just got from Kmart. And she throws a HUGE fit about it.. and I said fine I'm just going to use a few here and there but since you want to be a real b**** to me I'm going to use them all until they're gone. That's when she issued me the ultimatum a few days later and said it's either me or these I said okay I'll see you later and at that time I really didn't want it that way and I I was sad for quite some time And I sent her harassing text messages for a long time and I threatened to tell her mom and dad that she went back to dope and I did not do that but I owed her for a phone and my brother had most of my bank receipts that he was taking care of my truck when I would give him the money and she thought she could just take it cuz her name was on the title as well and one day we were going down the road and she kicks me out of the truck and says find your own way home. So I did I I got home and I I wanted to go for a walk and as I change my clothes and I put two fresh new diapers on I wanted to leave she would not let me leave she stood in the doorway with a 357 revolver that was loaded I said I wasn't going anywhere. And even if it was the non-threatening NATO stance with the barrel facing the ground I still feel threatened and I said you're going to let me out of this place there was only one way over that bedroom and she stood there and wouldn't let me by. So I stepped my way through and left anyways. I knew she was leaving and I try to go to my family after getting kicked out of my own house and she already told my family aside the story that never even happened. So naturally my mom didn't let me come there first and finally I got her to settle down and let me come to my mom's. I told my mom the truth about being abdl and she said oh my God don't ever tell anyone else about that And long story short it crushed me that my own mom want to hear my side of these feelings or this story but I like more later it's just a lot to write I've been writing the storie for years I entrusted it the first time to a correctional officer in Los Angeles California at the Metro detention center because it was a hard story tell and one that would be read by many I thought and so I said to this correction officer through a note to make sure if I I didn't wake up I wanted her to make sure all the other inmates that were part of the story that I'll tell later I wanted N.H. a co there to make sure that not only the characters in the story were included somehow if they were any compensation but I wanted a special fund set aside for those who are in prison and didn't have any money I didn't have any family I wanted a way to be provided for them and I wanted her to be in charge of it. And honestly my life has been so turned upside down I became homeless because of all this after I left Las Vegas cuz I saw Injustices there it was just too much to write about for right now but that's some of my life story and I'll write more later most of which I have on paper about 50 places because I wrote it that many times if it wasn't true how could I write it so many freaking times Pyrotechnic hobbiest Roseburg oregon 43 years old I