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  1. So far throughout my DL life I have managed to contract two UTI's and both have been unpleasant and so are the antibiotics side effects that are used to heal them. I can safely safe I wear a lot less than most ABDL's. I wear a couple a month to bed, if that. So I feel pretty unlucky that I have managed to have two infections so far, especially when this is more unlikely in men. Now it might not be 100% the reason why I got them, but it is more than likely. Just wondering what everyone's experience is with this sorta thing? I have red so many post's/story's in the past where people will/have sat in dirty diapers all day/night long and have no consequences what so ever. When I say dirty as well, I mean they have mention they peed, pooped or ejaculated and then just carried on with they're day and not changed at all. I mean apart from the obvious of changing the second the diaper gets dirty, is there anything else I could be doing to prevent getting any infections in the future? But also since the diapers I have can handle a good couple of large wettings, it really seems a waste to change the second I wet them. The only other thing I can think of is taking it off immediately after masturbating. Would appreciate your thoughts a tips.
  2. This my first post in many years after being part of this forum. I feel like I am a lot more experienced in life since I first started out. But I am looking for anyone here to share their thoughts on this. Please refrain from replying if you plan on giving negative advice or having over reactions as this feels like a sensitive topic to me. So when I am out in public I have a bad habit of looking around at people going past and always seem to do this weird check in my head to see if someone/anyone of all ages is wearing a diaper. Now before anyone gets excited and calls me dirty or weird, I have 0 sexual reaction to this and my high dose of anti depressants do a fantastic job of killing any sex drive I have ever had. I don’t understand why I do this, but I just do. I don’t know if this something that comes part with being a long time DL or what. But once I do or don’t see someone is wearing one, that’s kinda it, nothing else happens. But It still concerns me that I’m looking at places that I just shouldn’t be. I have had CBT in counselling for this in the past. I don’t know if this is just a relapse or what. The thing that makes me most sad and depressed is I was spreading my mothers ashes this week at a seaside resort and I wanted my mind to be focused on this as I loved my mom to bits. Last thing I wanted was for my anxiety to be bad because of worrying about this again. Maybe it’s because emotions were high or it was because the sheer amount of people around. But either way, id like your thought’s on this. Maybe someone has had a similar experience?
  3. I don't know if this has ever been asked, but I am curious to know if anyone has ever had a close friend who knows about this side of you, and is also the type of friend who would be willing to do a lot of things for you such as maybe trying this out? I mean I understand it is hard to even tell people in the first place about being a diaper lover, but once the cats out the bag so to speak, if you have asked that friend to try diapers and maybe use them to some degree, even if it was just to wet them. Or if you have just asked or even thought about it. I have seen people in the past who have had a friend who participated in a wetting fetish and I have even had a friend tell me once before she helped one of her close friends with a foot fetish because she was just a good friend. Maybe it is just people who have a kinky side or that they are just such a good friend to you. I have thought about it sometimes, maybe asking some of the friends that do know about me being a DL, but unless I was closer to them I don't think I ever would. I would be interested to know what your thoughts are anyway.
  4. Found a rather interesting article on the news site here in England today. Thought you guys might like to read it. https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-china-55269969
  5. Well I had the very awkward momment this morning when my daddy 99% saw I was putting on a diaper while standing up and just walk past into the bathroom and just said hello. So he either was to tired to notice or just doesn't care. Either way, not something I want to repeat anytime soon.
  6. Forgive me if this has been brought up before and feel free to ignore if you wouldn't like to share. But I would love to hear your stories on how you think/Know your love for diapers began and any reasons or events behind it? Also if anyone is still a bit of a closet diaper lover having to live with someone such as friends or family and still hide it and how you go about it and maybe in some events have nearly being caught out? For me, I believe my love for diapers began at a young age when I would be forced to stay on the potty for extended amounts of time by my parents and I hated every second of it, so naturally, I wanted to be back in diapers to have my freedom again. As I was growing up I remember a football match I went to with my father where my mum put a pad in my pants just in case I soiled them I think and I remember liking it. As I grew up more I recall a few events, a couple of times I would steal my mom's sanitary towels and just wear them in my pants without doing anything. Guessing at that age they were used for other reasons since my mum had put one in my pants in the past. Also, I remember my sharing the experience with my friend and his younger sister and me actually peeing on one and making a right mess. For some reason, I would hide them under the family bath which had a curtain style thing around it. I still am a closet diaper lover in my eyes, I still hide it from my dad who I still live with and just try my best to enjoy it from time to time at night when I go to bed. I feel like I have a good balance at the moment as I don't over or under-do it. I manage to get around the situation of getting them past him by simply ordering them early in the day when he's still at work or if they come by chance when he's here, I make an excuse of the parcel being something else or for another neighbor which I have grown a little more confident and less panicky doing so. I have nearly been caught a couple of times in the past when a family member entered my room without much warning but nothing was said. My parents would have no doubt found the pads which I hid under the bath when we moved house but again nothing was mentioned. I am pretty sure my parents had their suspicions from some parcels I have received in the past and how nervous I was when collecting them and carrying them past them. Then there was the one time my mom was cleaning my room when I was out and she found my full size adult diapers which I would hide before throwing them in the bin. She was able to tell some of them were not wet and used maybe for another reason. She wasn't that bothered by it and actually found it funny, but when she went to explain to my dad what I was doing when we were all in the living room once, I nearly screamed out saying they were for leaks at bedtime. Somehow I worked my way past that one. Since then sadly I lost my mother two years ago but I still did my best to keep it secret from her and my farther as I still do today, even though I'm like 90% sure she knew. I loved my mom and still do and I am pretty sure my secret would have been safe with her, but I just wanted to keep my parents proud and was worried this might disappoint them a bit. It feels great to share this with everyone who decides to read it and I would love to hear your stories and history with diapers and how you are doing with it to this day.
  7. Hey everyone, I am guessing for most people you can already guess what I mean by special time, but just in case you don't I mean masturbation. Hopefully, this subject doesn't upset anyone from reading this post but masturbation is completely natural and no one should ever be embarrassed about talking about it or doing it. Either way, I have marked the title as not safe for work, just in case. I am wondering what are the up and downsides of using vaseline while masturbating in a diaper. Will the diaper absorb it or anything like that? I want to use vaseline because when I masturbate in my diaper I find the tip of my you know what gets sore and it can feel like a little bit of burning if I have masturbated a few times over the week which can make peeing a little uncomfortable. I don't have any STD's or anything like that, I know this for a fact. It's just from the friction of the rubbing I am pretty sure. But this has discouraged me from doing it very often, I will leave it a week or more in between to stop from being so sore. I use a wireless vibrator which has been really nice in making the special time feel even better and has reduced friction from traditional methods. As for improving my special time I find as a diaper lover there are very limited resources around on the internet in terms of videos and such. I find it very understandable that a lot of people wouldn't want to post videos on public sites whilst being involved in pornographic videos for one, let alone but in such a video and be diapered. I don't imagen it would help if you were able to be identified in such a situation for obvious reasons. But none the less, I wonder if anyone could point me in the right direction to find such resources. It does make me feel a little uncomfortable asking about such a thing, but it's not like there are many other places that have a community of diaper lovers to ask such a question. One last question to anyone with experience of using vibrators as I'm sure there may be a few, are ones that are wired any better than wireless ones like I have at the moment, maybe a bit stronger in vibration? I am not sure if it is worth investing in one or not. As always on the forums here I really appreciate people who take the time to read my posts and also reply to them. Thanks
  8. I normally do start with the lower tapes and I try pull the flap over with one hand, while trying to pull the tape on with the other hand while im lying down. But I can't always reach over all the way to hold the flap down tight if that makes sense. If I let go of the flap then it falls loose and I end up with a loosely taped diaper. So I think I do what you said, but its a bit of a struggle sometimes. So if I diaper the left side for example, its reaching over with my right arm far enough to stretch the flap tightly and hold it in place. I can do it just about, but can be a bit painful streching aswell. I will deffinantly try taping downward though.
  9. Before I start I know it's not healthy to be fat and I am working on it. But I am looking for advice from some of you bigger diaper lovers like myself, who might have some experience on this. I am hoping for some advice and tips that won't just be lose weight. The way I diaper myself normally is by starting with stretching the diaper out a bit and folding it down the middle a bit. Then I put the back end of the diaper under my bottom while trying to hold the front end over my private parts. After I line everything up comes the bit I struggle with as a bigger person, I find it hard to reach to put one hand on the front of my diaper to pull the front tight while using the other hand to pull the tape into place. Because of this I end up with a loose diaper sometimes or worse, I mess the tapes up enough to ruin the whole diaper. Since they arnt cheap I hate wasting any and all diapers. I wear the diapers under my belly as my belly is big enough to make the diaper too loose If I tried to wear it that way. Hopefully that all makes sense, ask me if questions if it doesn't.
  10. (Picture linked below) Well im happy to let you know I successfully have my new stash after the mess up, a whole week later. I don't normaly go for AB diapers but they are my size and absorb alot and im childish enough to enjoy the way they look without even being an AB . I thought I would try a few samples of ones I haven't tried before aswell.
  11. So after quite some time of going off being a diaper lover, I think its starting to manifest itself back in me after quite a big break. Which means it was time to order myself some new ones. So I used my new stratergy which I highly recommend to anyone who orders online and is worried about friends/family finding out when a big parcel comes to the door. This is mainly aimed at closet diaper lovers/people living with parents-friends/people who want to keep this to themself. Firstly private browsing is your best friend, im pretty sure if your reading this post then if you share a computer or have nosy people around, youl already know this one. You will be able to go on many different sites that sell adult diapers and they will be more than willing to help you out with being discrete. You can also make a separate email you don't always use to register to these websites and make orders on. Most online companys (at least in the uk, I imagen it is similar where you are) will deliver your parcel (diapers) in plain packaging straight to a local store or if not you will have the option to divert it to one of several optional local stores that you can pick up from later. So this eliminates the pressure of sweating it when your box/bag of diapers is delivered and worring what time it will come, if friends and family will question it, or if you start to create some sort of suspicion which will then make other people curious to poke around your stuff and so on. This also eliminates trying to have them delivered to a friends house who isnt aware of you being a diaper lover and running the risk of other things I just mentioned. Where as if you go pick them up from the store then 9 times out of 10, the person behind the desk is not going to know what your picking up, they are also not going to care what your picking up, or even going to give it a second thought as to what it might be. Once you've been and collected your diapers from the store or pickup location then congrats on getting your hands on the diapers and still noone having a clue what you have in your box/bag. Next bit can be a little more awkward, which is taking them into your house and past any people you don't want to know. This is where I should mention, you should be careful to how many you order/how big the diapers are, since you still have to put them in something and obviously bigger is gonna be more suspicious. I think a pack of 10 or maybe a sample pack of 2 might be a good place to start. I am quite fortunate that I can put mine in the boot of the car since I drive and can leave them there for a long time to choose take them in the house when most people are asleep and everyone is clueless. But for other pople who can't drive yet or are less fortunate to not have car, I think the best stratergy is after picking them up from the store, you would want to then transfer the diapers into something that is more familier to peoples eyes, something people wouldn't bat an eyelid at ( like a backpack/handbag - anything thats not see through ) and maybe get rid of the packaging before getting home. I think the best place for this is probably public toilets as noone will see you here and it gives you some privacy. If you want to get rid of the packaging, then im pretty sure there will be a bin nearby and since itl be plain packaging, nobody will look at you for any reason. After you've done all that, you should be able to confidently just walk into where you live, go to your room and just throw down the bag as if everythings normal and then you can choose whenever is best to stash your diapers in a place you know is best in your room. Best places to stash your diapers is somewhere noone is ever going to look or even be slightly intrested in looking. One place I found which its rare for people to look is if you make a tiny thin slit in your bed base, diapers can fit in one by one and its normaly covered by a bottom sheet, even when the sheets are changed its not obvious that there is a hole there. Other places I can think of would be bed drawers, back of cloths drawers, under loads of cloths in your wardrobe, im pretty sure you can use your imagination depending on what your bedroom is set out like. Best times I found I could wear my diaper without being caught/bothered by other people was in my bedroom overnight or if your lucky when everyone goes out, although that ones always risky unless you know 100% when they will be coming back. As for disposing your diaper once your done, it can be messy so you don't want to be holding onto it for to long, so either sneak it into your trash, straight into the bins outside, not inside where people will be adding their own rubbish. If you really can't get rid of it straight away, it would be an idea to have some sort of scented bags, nappy bags are ideal if you can get them, so you don't start to draw anyones nose into your room. You can then put the dirty diaper in your bag and take it to a public bin if your really concerned someone will look into your rubbish for some reason, however very unlikely it is. I imagine park bins or a public toilet bin would be discrete enough to throw it away in. Im guessing a lot of you will know all these tips and tricks, but I know I didn't when I started out. So I hope this will help some of you. Aside from the little strat guide I made. The reason I put fed up was because me being as careful as I normaly am, I managed to order the wrong size of diapers and then had the nightmare today of taking a big box with a big returns label saying incontinence on it and the postal worker asking the routine question of whats in the box, for me to answer "incontince products" whilst trying to brush it off as if it wasn't mine. This made my heart sink a fair bit, since there was a qu behind and saying this outload to postage worker and people hearing behind made me feel very embarrassed. I did consider not returning the diapers but it was a lot of money for me to just leave it, and I need the money to order some more in my size. I will be making double as sure in future as to what size im ordering, I normaly do anyway but fingers crossed I don't slip and make that mistake again. I still wouldn't let that put me off ordering again and it shouldn't put you off, if that should ever happen to you. Im still very fustrated though since I was looking forward to tucking into bed tonight all secure and snug and knowing there would be no getting up for the bathroom in the middle of the night ¬¬. Now I will have to wait for refund and have to order again, which means another 5-7 days of waiting. yay :(
  12. Lately I have lost my love for diapers and im starting to loose interest, I mean I know it will forever be a part of me because it has never vanished before. After acepting myself as a diaper lover and telling a few friends and even speaking to my therapist about it and wearing at
  13. After being nervous all week before my next appointment with my therapist, I finally saw her yesterday. At first she thanked me for the email, we carried on abit on other things and then when it was brought up, it shocked me a little because of how I just wasnt used to speaking to anyone face to face about it. I explained how it played into my intrusive thoughts and she explained her thoughts on it by saying, everyone sexualy expresses thereselfs in different ways and aslong as its kept in my own space and time then im not harming anyone else and its fine. But it was definantly worth it because of how relavant it was to my ocd intrusive thoughts, and if has filled in a lot of gaps of when I was explaining bits to her that just didn't make 100% sense. It's felt like a massive weight has been lifted off my chest and that I have no secrets left to hold back from my therapist and Im actualy 100% tackling the main problem to help me move along in my life. Just thought youd all like to know my experience, aswell as that, thank you for all your replys
  14. I decided to tell my Therapist I am a DL in an email after todays appointment with her. I was to afraid to explain and say it to her face so I put it in an email to her and linked a couple of things explaining what DL is and how it is nothing to do with children. Either way, its feels like I have taken a massive step and I am afraid of what is going to happen next, but I am hoping it is going to be good things and not the worst case scenario, but I am going to have to wait and see. I felt it was important to explain to her about my DL side since I feel it is significant in how it is related to my fight against my OCD and intrusive thoughts. I had to be brave enough to tell her and I am trying to still be brave now because I will find out the results of it, either in an email back or if she will bring it up in my next appointment. next week.
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