dljim95

So true, take in small steps, I have been un-training for a few years now. You have to have complete faith in your diapers at all times, yes you will have leaks here and there but you need to feel comfortable that your diapers are now your bathroom. For me the daytime wetting took the longest to overcome, but once that step was taken then bed wetting soon followed and that was than followed by no control over my bowels. I now wet and mess when ever my body needs to release.

The euroflex are more expensive to buy but in the long run they last years so they will be more cost effective. I used to buy new plastic pants every few month after they ripped from use, I bought 3 pairs of euroglex over a year ago and they are still in great shape from everyday use.

I mess my diapers so often now its news when I do not mess them sometime during the day, I do not know why but I did need to go potty for the past two days. I know I have been eating less to past few days but I still will have a small poopy diaper each morning. Well that changed last night, I woke up a very full messy diaper and I have gone once more since I woke up. Now enjoying my coffee waiting till its time to clean up and go to work.

I had the same result with my doctors, I told him I prefer to use diapers over other options to deal with my incontinence both during the day and night.

We must be related, I have been trying to lose control since 7 or 8. I finely went 24/7 at age 44, now at 56 to quote you "I can no longer go without a diaper on for fear of either wetting or messing my pants. I however have no complaints about now needing diapers, as it is what I had always hopped for".

The biggest challenge for me to learn to wet during the night was that I was going to leak and the bed and will get soaked from time to time. Once I bought a good mattress protector and found the right type diapers to wear to bed I was able to become a bed wetter. I now wake up soaked every morning, I have soaked my sheets more than a few times but the bed survived LOL.

I have done this more than I can remember, after my unpotty training I wet and mess whenever my body needs to. That being said if messy I will try to change ASAP but if I was going to drive home I will wait till I am home to change. If I am driving and I mess my diaper I have to stay messy until my next stop and then change. Personally it is no big deal to me anymore, I know at sometime during the day I will be messy and I deal with the dirty diaper after the fact.

I wear cloth diapers and plastic pants to bed, I also sleep with my pacifier. I have been going to bed the same way for over 10 years with very few mornings of wet sheets.

I un--potty trained myself so now I do need my diapers 24/7

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That was how it started for me and my messy diapers. Each time I felt the urge I would let it go in my diaper, now I it is to the point where the urge and the mess happen at the same time.

Went to bed in a clean dry diaper, woke up wet and messy.

total loss of control for wetting took just over 2 years, messing another 6 months after that.

"Those are my updates for now. Honestly, I feel great about the progress I've made so far. It's awesome that I am starting to feel control slipping in both night and day time situations. Even still, I really wish progress moved faster than it is going; it feels like it's moving at a snail's pace. I keep wishing there was a way to become instantly and permanently incontinent, but since that's not really possible, I'll just keep doing what I'm doing." Just hang there, you had your whole life to potty train so it will take time and effort to un-potty train. For me if was worth it, love that I am now diaper depended.

I Agree, I have been messing my diapers in front of many people during the past few years and no one has ever noticed or said anything to me. I just make sure that I change the first chance I get before the smell of a messy diaper is known to others.