Transfusionelle

I did on Thursday morning when I got home from work in a messy diaper. This weekend will be a weekend of masturbation and diaper sex with my wife. We plan on making each other super duper happy. Whether it will be on our bed, in our diapers, on a tarp, or on each other. There will be plenty of seed spilled.

Evelyn my dearest love, my sweet wife, your words, your honesty, your beauty and utmost your fortitude is my inspiration. I have lived the spectrum of feelings with you for the past 4 years and you have shown me true, deep, and honest love in a way that only you can. From day one there were never any mixed feelings. I fell in love with you with that first kiss. I watched you raise a scared boy into a brave and powerful loving man. I will always be here by your side 'my querida" .. I dont know if people hate on you because they are jealous, envious, bitter, or resentful of your honest and very forward ways, I for one will always be at your side, and a fan. People can hate me for whatever silly reason, but I know your love will always shine through and make me smile. We have cried together on many occasions, be it happy or sad and I will always be here to kiss every tear you shed. I love you so much... Faithfully and lovingly yours always and forever Elizabeth

Welcome @JacktheShat Hugs and we are all here for reason of diapers. I am a Diaper Lover Extreme as is my wife and we both welcome you here. Hope we can all get to chat, you seem like a happy go lucky person. Cheers and lets have fun in diapers and mush up that poop !

What the fudge !!! Brian we are sitting here right now laughing and peeing our diapers together !! This is definately a must see movie. And yes that would be evelyn stuffing a pacifier in my mouth for sure. Thank You so much @Megalo Gotta love it !!

Whether its a change of mindset or maybe a hardwire many still have to learn for themselves. My wife @Evelyn Dellcerro chose me over so many other men. She is a beautiful woman with a heart of gold and she can have any man in the world. But in the 4 years we have been together I have learned one thing. She loves me for me, not my diapers or my looks or my penis for that matter. I am male and yes I wear diapers and dress as a woman. I dont do this as a deterrent or as a way to attract anyone in particular. I dress for me I like it and it has been a part of me now 23 years. If I put on a onesie and drank out of a baby bottle and sucked on a pacifier, I know in my heart she will still love me for who I am. Many married couples lose their spark after 4 years, and that is a true fact, we (I & Evelyn) are just beginning to fuel the flame. Ours is not a relationship based solely on diapers. We go out, we have plenty of friends. We have plenty of diaper lover friends also. We go to the movies, we go out dancing, We go shopping together, we take long drives in the country and go sight seeing. Like 2 young teens in school we sit and hold hands and we read aloud from forums. We sit and cry and hug. There are so many stories here that are so sad and so heart breaking yes. There are also stories that touch our hearts and make us cry happy tears. When @dlsafrica says maybe it would be psychologically easier all round if it were replaced by "if you want to be treated like a baby, you can be one". I feel it. I have never had a problem with anyone being AB and I do praise those that fight so hard to regress back to a time when they felt safe and comfortable. There are so many AB people here that I would love to meet, just to give them a hug and hold them and give a loving embrace @square_duck. People that have gone through torture at a young age @Glennie and treated in ways no one should ever be treated. The stigma of wearing diapers to regress is portrayed on the internet as though they are deviants and murderers, and rapists, when all they want to do is feel comfortable and go back to a time when life was better, simple and easier and no stress, no mess, no bills, no worries. As evelyn said husbands and wives fighting over a piece of plastic with padding. What happened to "I pledge thee my faith" or "To have and to hold from this day forward, for better or worse, richer or poorer, in sickness and health, to love and cherish till death do us part" ??? I never read the vow that said "if my partner wears a diaper to run and to ridicule, and to tell the whole world my partner wants to be treated as a baby" @Marcus... This stigma has to stop, and we must all help to make people aware of the casualties this is causing. I know there are many here that hide their fetish from their partners and honestly that really sucks in my eyes. These are our partners people we will be spending our remaining years with. Partners are just that our soulmate for life. I work nights and Evelyn works days. When I get home she is at work. When Evelyn gets home, I am asleep. Our weekend is just that,,, It is our weekend to let loose to love and to have fun. We get on this site and we share our life with everyone here. A simple life that starts out with love @spoonchicken. Lol love is something we all must learn. We all crave the human touch. We are animals, but we are human beings first. Love you all and keep this in mind, diapers are just a small part of all of us.

@Star Baby I sit here in awe at your words. Spoken like a true lover. It never mattered how big a person is. Love will bring you to your knees. Like my wife says to me "there are many depths of love, Your heart decides how deep you are willing to go". So true how many lives have been ruined over a piece of plastic and padding.

@~Brian~ I speak for myself and Eve. We take everything you say with the utmost respect sweetie. If the dinner table was set Brian, you would be at our side. You will always have us as friends here, and there will always be a place in our hearts for all of you. We love this site and we are here to lend any and all support. There are many young mixed up, and confused people like I said that are just starting out their lives and have not one clue as to what is happening to them (why do I like diapers ? why do I have these feelings ? This is not right, people are going to think I am crazy ?). If we can get even one less person that purges a day, then we have done something right. Get one person to love themself and you are on the right track. Love you all !

@Star Baby Its not about being a baddass sweetie. We are people just like anyone else here. We cry, we bleed, we feel pain like everyone else. I've been dressing for 23 years. Many here are young and have not even started out to experience life. As I read so much of the binge and purge that people go through it saddens me. I was raised that if you enjoy something and its not hurting anyone then you go for the gusto. I never cared what others thought about how I dress. I love myself first then I love and help others. Meeting Evelyn was a once in a lifetime shot for me. She strengthened my life and my being. We live our life together, and we live our lives to enjoy. In Evelyns case to love and be with someone for over 25 years and he was not even into diapers. There are so many depths of love. I am just starting to find myself here also. I have never loved to these depths, but I jumped right in and took off my bathing suit a long time ago. If weed and diapers help then you go for it. As for @~Brian~ heres a man with a heart of gold that loves to help others. I would love to see him happy with a girl hanging off his arm and a big smile. Brian you deserve to be loved and I pray every day for you. We are all here to help each other and have friends to fall back on. Love may not be easy or perfect, but love does exist in all of us. Peace to you all.

Lists and labels, verbs, and adverbs, nouns and pronouns ???????? Is this what we are actually reduced to ? I am a male, I have a penis and I have sex with my wife. Top, bottom, sideways, on a table, on a couch, on the floor, and on a bed. I dress as a woman because I love the garments and how they make me feel. I wear diapers and I poop and pee them. It does not make me any less of a man, nor does it make me any more of a woman. When you are born 5 seconds old you have no clue of sex, gender, sexuality, whether you have a penis or a vagina. What you recognize when you get older is your choice. I don't recognize as a she, I have a penis and I was born male. Out of respect for the female sex, my wife calls me she. I see in the gay community men label each other all the time (top & bottom, bears, bois, twinks, fags, fairies).. Lesbians label each other (butch, fem, hag, girly). Now its they, them, it, those. Why ? There are even whole pages of ways to identify yourself. Why can't we just be human first ? 1-- http://thepbhscloset.weebly.com/a-list-of-genders--sexualities-and-their-definitions.html 2--https://www.montclair.edu/lgbtq-center/lgbtq-resources/terminology/ Lets be the example.

@Ohpoorbaby I am a natural male that has been dressing as a female for the last 23 years. I am bisexual, and very well endowed. I say that because I have no desire of getting rid of my penis or getting any kind of surgery. I have enjoyed sex with men and women and I never, ever label myself. None of this top, or bottom labeling because I enjoy using my penis and making men and women moan with pleasure. You say you want gender reassignment surgery, so why don't you go for it ? You say you feel gross being a male, and wish to have sex as a woman. Go speak with a specialist and get started on your journey. You are relatively young and you might as well get it done now before you get cold feet. You are in no way offending me, only because your situation is the norm. I have a few very close friends I work with that did do the surgery and live a normal life now as females. I also work with males that dress as women for the money. I love womens clothing very much, because mens clothing is so drab and boring. I love my high heels and skirts and dresses, and I try to look good. I am married to a woman and she loves me just the way I am. I started with diapers only as a way to not have to use a bathroom while I work. I don't have time for bathroom breaks because I enjoy making money. See a good gender counselor and get things rolling. I pray and hope you do the right thing for yourself. The best of luck and huge hugs and kisses.

I would love a dance with you @~Brian~ and a hug, and a kiss, and your ginger ale is coming right up. There are many that will never understand what love and family are maybe because the were to scared to let love touch their heart. I cry everytime I think of our first kiss and how electric it felt, and the warmth of my wifes hug. To love and be loved with no questions asked is something many will never know. A simple dance that put life in order. I think of the song by Meatloaf " I'd do anything for love (but I won't do that) " I will do that over and over untill I get it right, and see my wifes beautiful smile. Your chair is already here and the table is set.

And you always have loving friends here that you can talk with. You ever wanna talk @Rachael-Little I am all ears .

For me its like the 7 stages of grief. 1- The shock and denial, Why am I doing this ? 2- Guilt, This is wrong, "Normal" people don't do this. 3- Bargain & Anger, I have to stop, Maybe just a few more days. 4- Depression, The moping around, and feeling sorry for yourself. 5- Realization, You look up and a light bulb goes on. 6- Reconstruction, What am I worth to the community. 7- Acceptance, I think of the first 6 steps as I pee in my diaper and all is better. The binge and purge cycle destroys many. I refuse to let it destroy me. So many people let community and religion make their choices. What I am doing is not hurting anyone. I am true to myself. I am a bisexual male that dresses as a woman that wears diapers as a bathroom. Very easy to explain, and very simple to accept. I don't live is a dream of one day becoming a woman, because it just is not going to happen. I have a wonderful beautiful diaper loving wife and a family that loves me for who I am, and does not judge me for the clothes or the diaper I wear. My mom and dad raised me to love myself first and always to respect my decisions. So I answer yes, the thought passes my mind for a split second, and the phase is over as soon as I wet or poop my diaper. Plus I wear a diaper for a practical reason. Money. I tend bar and the more I avail myself the more tips I make. Can't make any money sitting on the crapper.

NOW THATS HOT !!

Oh hell yeah ! I was introduced to it just a few short years ago when I first was dating my diaper loving wife. It is erotic, it is sensual, it is sexual, it is carnal, it is animal, it is hedonistic. There really is no way to describe it unless you have done it. Just the thought of my wife squatting over me while I open my diaper for her to pee in it makes my heart skip a beat. I enjoy pulling her diaper down slightly and placing my penis on her bottom and peeing into the back of her diaper just to hear her let out an animalistic moan. My wife also enjoys a good urine enema, and then releasing into her diaper. There are so many ways to enjoy urine. Golden showers in the shower works quite well, or laying our favorite tarp on the floor and just being total savages. The pee fetish is very strong in both of us.

This is definately a great question and there are so many factors involved. being born male and dressing as a woman some may wonder. There is a comfort factor if having your penis pointing down and peeing on your testicles and always having the slippery balls or tucking and peeing on your butthole. Pointing up can be a bit uncomfortable and you might pop out of the diaper and wind up peeing on your shrt, has happened to me when not paying attention. For some that enjoy diapers and get aroused when they are wet that can also be a factor. There are times when you can't help it and an erection is just unavoidable, and you get the peekaboo, not a good time to pee either. For me it is comfortable to move my testicles to one side and keep my penis alongside and tucked down so if and when I pee it goes in the bulk of the diaper and gets absorbed. Also another thing is to be careful when sitting down, it hurts a lot for those who have sat on their testicles unwittingly. All I can say is try and see which way is comfortable and works best for you. Enjoy and have a great day @DiaperTy47.

What you have to try is having a male friend massage your prostate with his penis, or have a female wear a strapon and go to town on that prostate. It will be earth shattering and the shivering and shaking feeling is doubled. Like I have said even with a steel cage I spurted all over my shin a few times and the feeling is intense.

@Diaperlover1224I know that feeling all too well. Imagine working in a nightclub/bar and seeing hot men and women every night. I am married to a gorgeuos female diaper lover and I am all male when it comes to getting aroused. I wear diapers while I work and half the night my penis is playing peekaboo. Its already a turn on wearing the diaper and having the softness of the diaper acting like a pillow for my privates.. At home I can absolutely say yes the smell of my wifes wet or poopy diaper turns me into a sex fiend. Another thing that turns me on is when my wife checks my diaper. We could be out shopping and it still makes me hot and bothered. Diapers have always been a turn on for us though, from day one when we met. So the answer is yes to all of the above, diapers are a turn on and the smell of pee or poop adds to my excitement.

Welcome @DlRobin74 I am Elle I would love to welcome you here to D&D I am a diaper lover also. Steady for the past 23 years, and if you really wanna get into the action come into the chatroom here and get to know others. They are a very diverse group of AB , DL , CG , Incon , You name it and they are there. Don't be shy to go in there and get to know people. I am sure there will be many to your liking. Hugs and welcome to the family.

I was a late bloomer to diapers, but I used diapers for work. I had just started working as a female bartender, being born male I had to make it look good. I had asked several of my coworkers how they went so long without breaks without peeing themselves, and everyone had the same answer for me "diapers" . I found it strange, but very adventurous. I was always up for a good thrill. I went to the nearest Walgreens and picked up a pack of store brand diapers just to see myself what all the hoopla was about. I held my pee all night and went to the lockers and put on a diaper and went to my truck. I opened the door and stood behind it so no one could really see what I was doing and just started peeing the diaper. I have to admit it felt good and I had an instant erection from the warmth. The diaper held for about the first 15 seconds and then pee was running down my inner thighs. I left a little puddle in the lot. Oh well. I had a plastic bag ready and I lifted my skirt and tore the tapes off and threw the diaper in the plastic bag and got in and took off. I still had a major erection and couldn't wait to get home and relieve my hardness. @Evelyn Dellcerro I may not be as daring as you, but loving you more and more everyday is something that I can't control. Just to think I was maybe 1 month old when you were having your first poogasm makes me excited.. Love you baby and love to all of you here too. Diapers have grown on me and now wearing good quality diapers and enjoying the diaper lovers life for over 23 years it does grow on a person. So that was my first experience. Peace.

I am a sissy, and I see that many here wish in one hand and deny in the other. I am married to a beautiful woman that is 12 years my major. We both are diaper lovers extreme. There is nothing we wouldn't do to pleasure each other and put a smile on each others face. A marriage or partnership is just that. we compromise, we share and we pleasure each other. There is no "I have a headache" or "I am not in the mood" or "its that time of the month" My wife will stand on the stairs below me one step and open the back of her diaper so I can let my penis droop in and I will pee all over her bottom and fill her diaper. People this is 2021 now. I love to open or pull down the front of my diaper and let my wife squat and pee on my penis full force. I get an erection just anticipating her warm pee wetting my penis and filling my diaper. This is the most intimate act one can share with a partner. There is nothing humiliating or gross or wrong with this. For gods sake when you tongue kiss others would call it swapping spit. For me in my life this is a first. I have never met anyone in my life to share and enjoy this kink with. This is just a small part for us, we get deeper into our kink. Many people would not be able to handle the things we do for each other. Those are the key words here "WE DO FOR EACH OTHER" Life is too short to do the ewww and omg. We are grown adults here whether AB or DL we are all over 18. Love is also a key word. When you love someone, you want to keep that person happy and always see a smile on their face. I see many people here that say their partner or wife or SO tolerates their wearing of diaper. To me that is not 50/50. After you read this please look up the definition of the word tolerate. You will all see the words "allow the existence" . I love my wife and I will pee, poop, spit, scream, and talk into her diaper if she asked me to. Love and peace to you all and please love each other and make your partner happy, even if its for a short moment.