Hi im a natural male im attracted to females but i like to wear women's clothes i want to have long girly hair and want to be a female i hate life as a male i hate mens clothes i feel gross for being a male ive been seriously considereding getting gender reassignment surgery male to female i know the money part wont be a problem i know im ready to give up any straight male privileges i have i want to be a woman when i have intercourse i fantasize about being a woman male organs cause me discomfort i never want to have a child so im not worried about that i realize life may be more difficult for me as a female than a Male i dont want to insult anyone im genuinely unsure what to call myself or if there are others like me male or female and whether or not I'd be seen as insulting by the LGBTQ community if i got surgery to become a woman and tried to go out with other women please help me
i apologize if i offended anyone im not trying to
I just need answers
Thank you