PP Rebel

I've been pooping my pants for fun since my adolescence, but I only started experimenting with using diapers / nappies & found I enjoyed it over the last couple of years or so at around 63.

I'm not sure what an AI0 is Cruiser 03 I already own a couple of pairs of 2 ply cotton briefs which have a plastic lining covering front, back & between my legs but not the sides & no built in padding. They are designed for IBS, sufferers , faecal incontinence & show must go on type stomach upsets.They are relatively inexpensive, robust & will hold a large load.I don't think they would be any good for wetting unless you added absorbent pads but I didn't purchase them with that in mind & they aren't recommended for urinary incontinence... & so not for everyone... After use I rinse them out by hand then machine wash at low temperature. Apart from the occasional crackle when you put them , without close examination, they pass as a standard pair of sturdy briefs.. Because the lining doesn't cover the sides & cotton not plastic is against your skin, they don't get sticky & clammy the way pairs of standard plastic pants tend to..I've actually warn them out & about clean in social situations a few times now & so far not attracted any odd comments or strange looks from anyone. For decades I pooped in regular briefs but I found a lot of modern designs were not as well elasticated or sturdy as they used to be & didn't contain loads too well. Consequently I tried these & found they work well. Although more recently I've tended to favour diapers & found in addition to messing I enjoy wetting disposables which I didn't do in pants. I think for what I have in mind here they will do the job fine . https://www.nrshealthcare.co.uk/health-aids-personal-care/incontinence-products/pads-pants/p-s-mens-protective-pants?fee=19&fep=4156&gclid=Cj0KCQjwla7nBRDxARIsADll0kDYMqrlP92Ga3v8zO9jaPAqxX_UO5OMaaOiQdLK5TGs-Bckhbd5k0saAmNfEALw_wcB#228=1700

Thank you for all the helpful comments so far ...which I've tried to take on board I'm coming round to the idea of using plastic lined cotton incontinence pants rather than diapers as they are less bulky & just mess myself & not wet. Scenario 1 would be to go to a nearby shopping centre/ supermarket where I can access a restroom/toilet with a locking outer door.. with disabled facilities & a sanitary disposal bin. Carry with me with me a bag containing a change of pants ..bath in bed wipes ..self sealing plastic bags & maybe some shampoo /soap & some deodorant spray... Then mess myself when I get in there thinking 'OMG I can't believe you're doing this' ..If I change myself soon afterwards ..I should be able to clean myself up pretty thoroughly ..putting the wipes & a sealed bag in the sanitary disposal bin..& my messed pants in a double sealed in bags back in the same carrier bag I went in with to take home with me... Toilets tend to smell a bit of poop anyway depending on what the person has been doing in them last ..So long as I'm not in there too long it shouldn't attract too much attention or suspicion...& I'll be carrying the same bag out looking more or less the exactly same as I went in with & so shouldn't result any attention with security on CCTV.. Scenario 2 would be to go for a walk in the country on a fairly inclement day where I can wear a jacket with covers my bum & its unlikely anyone will be about or want to stop & talk to me on the way..Mess myself & change in a wood .or behind a bush or hedge ..So as well as carry my messed pants in a sealed bag I'll still have a sticky bum as well. What do you think guys & gals..

Thank you for the responses so far to my post ...they are very welcome so please keep them coming... They've certainly given me a few things to think about I'll try to find time to respond to the issues raised in more detail later. I'm interested in to find out if anyone shares my desire.Bounce ideas ideas about it off others. Also happy to give attention to anyone who finds my suggestion is triggering related thoughts & feeling which the wish to share I think I know what's triggering this desire for me..From early childhood I experienced a repressed desire to deliberately mess myself but didn't have the courage to start doing it until I reached puberty...It's a fetish type thing rather than a clinical problem. When I started attending infant school at the age of 5 I took a keen interest the other childrens toilet accidents. It was a school in a small town in England during the late 1950's . The on site washroom & changing facilities were extremely basic. When one of my classmates had a n accident they were generally directed to either a corner of the classroom or the stationery store & instructed to take off their pants/ knickers & put on replacements hurriedly selected from a varied collection of old shorts, pants & knickers which were kept in a draw. If it was a wet accident the embarrassed child was generally allow to stay & their pants were hung up to dry. If it was a dirty accident they were sent home with someone to accompany them..After being removed the messy pants were tied up in newspaper & put in a paper carrier bag if one was available. The child who had the accident was instructed to carry the package home with them & give it to their mum or whoever was expected to greet them..

I'm having recurrent thoughts about messing my pants or a cloth diaper when I'm out in public. Then finding somewhere to change myself, wrapping up the evidence of my accident & carrying it home in a bag to empty out, wash & dry when I arrive. The notion of walking down the street & being able to feel the weight of what I've done in my hand & the people I pass not knowing about what I'm carry really excites & amuses me. A related idea is not being in a position to clean up properly when I change myself, so I'll also be aware of still having a mucky behind & my remaining mess spreading out as I'm walking along... getting into a terrible state & enjoying every minute of it !! I'm wondering if I'm alone with this desire or if it's something which appeals to others on here. Perhaps you've done it already & would like to tell us about your experience(s).. Not sure if I'm actually going to make it happen. I mostly just mess myself at home due to fears about being found out & concerns over the anti-social nature of the resulting smells.

I do love the feel & fit of a nice pair of clean cloth diapers & messing them is fun Reusables also ease my feeling of guilt about the environmental consequences of my DL fetish. But the downside is definitely around wetting, Unless I wear a disposable stuffier inside the wet cloth doesn't feel as nice against my skin or give me so much confidence about avoiding leaks.

I like to do some housework or a few DIY jobs around the place ..jobs which involve bending over to pick things up, stretching or clambering up & down are particular favourites ..Its funny but wearing messy pants or diapers of gives me the urge to clean up around me. Once i awhile I go for a walk round the block or do a bit of gardening but generally I stay home because I get worried about being found out. Cold or wet days when I can wear a coat & there's not many people about & those who are won't want to hang around & chat.

Wow!! That's one of mine too ...& maybe add my load to it as well ...I just know I'm going to have a massive orgasm as soon as I put it on. The other is to mess diapers with a women I find beautiful...then go to the bathroom, take off each others diapers & wipe each others messy behinds to clean them the best we can.. shower together rubbing shower gel into each others bodies ... followed by a long soak in a bubble bath .. get out & dry & power & perfume & massage each other ..& finally go to bed & make mad passionate love together spending time on long lingering kisses & gazing into each other eyes... not sure if this one is that odd.. its feels perfectly natural for an old romantic like me who should really know better..

Evelyn you're awesome honey xxx ..Try as I may.I just can't seem to make my poop come out by itself unless its awfully loose & smelly.. Always have to give it push in the end to help it on its way before I start getting seriously constipated....Since I've been using diapers instead of regular pants I love it when I loose control of my bladder ..& the feeling of being desperate to poo & pee at the same time... I also rarely get past my 1st orgasm before feeling the need to change which is maybe where women's orgasms are a little different to men...If I seriously mush or sit in my mess its right at the end it never fails to bring me to a climax. But I love to wander round feeling that big bulging mass moving around back there & feeling over it to check the state I'm getting in.. Kind of teasing myself for a prolonged period over the desire to sit in it & bring myself off by hand.. but frequently I come with intensity hands free long before I get to that stage which makes the clean up a bit easier.

I have a pair of Snuggleblanks/Blankencare & they are wonderfully well made feel great when I run my hands over the cream toweling material. I'm finding the elastic around the leg cuffs & the waist fierce & a little uncomfortable ..it seems to be taking a long time to loosen up. If I buy another pair I think it will be the next size up.. I'm finding the best way to deal with the velcro in the wash is 1st to hand rinse/ lightly wash them & then fasten it again up before putting them in the washing machine..then unfasten again when you take them out the washing machine to dry.

Bringing my story up to date over the last 18 months I've started experimenting with nappies & become a lot more diaper orientated. I now invariable use diapers or my purpose made incontinence pants rather than regular underwear. I find it exciting to put them on in the knowledge that they are designed for messing & that's what I plan to do in them. The incontinence pants aren't so bulky so I can wear them out & about like regular underwear before use with a low risk of being found out. With diapers, particularly disposables, there's the added freedom of being to able to pee as well poop in them in the knowledge its secure & feel good & warm & weighty wearing them for sometime afterwards. Also I get a big thrill at being able to open up a diapers to see what I've done in them in the mirror. Not having to pull them down & step out of them makes the clean up easier as well.

When I was at infant school I loved it if a girl in the class wet her knickers standing up wearing a skirt ...the way a waterfall cascaded between her legs & steams running down the insides of her thighs leaving her standing in a big puddle... the anatomical & dress differences always seemed to make it much more enjoyable for me to witness a girls wetting accident than a boys. Fast forward the best part of 60 years .. & the interest has fortunately grown up with me so its no longer about other children but about grown up women having wetting accidents or ducking down somewhere to satisfy a desperate need to pee in public... Its also empathetic & I don't get off on other peoples misfortunes. What I really want to see is a woman deliberately wetting herself or squatting down to pee in public because they enjoy doing it, know I enjoy seeing them do it & want to share the experience with me..Sadly these interests are currently confined to looking at videos on the internet & reading stories on fetish sites..but I live in hope & I'm open to invitations.. When it comes to adults peeing in diapers & making them bulge its much more of a bisexual interest for me..

Yes primarily sexual for me ..I've met up with another user who enjoys wearing for non-sexual reasons ..We wore together & it was a very pleasant way to spend a few hours but I couldn't help feeling something important for me was missing.

Generally I just wear diapers around my home, on my own, in private when I get the urge.. not usually to bed, nor when I'm with other people who I don't think will approve, or in public ( although I do sometimes wear discreet incontinence pants out) I'm happy to wear with other people who share my enjoyment in private or a hotel room...& open to offers LOL!!. If I had a medical need I would wear them as directed,..all the time except in the bath or the shower if need be.

Can't add much more to this ...its exactly what I love doing.. but would be much better with a friend ...Sigh !! LOL!! If you are trying get rid of the smell from your home open widows for a while to give the place an airing...incense in cone form is pretty pungent for a quick remedy..essential oil burners go on for longer & are generally a bit more subtle & gradual...I use both. If its not wanting to go out smelling of poo ..try not to mush it / sit in it or rub it in ..just enjoy the sensation of walking around with that big weighty bulge & maybe lie on your stomach for a while. After that soak in the bath ... pamper yourself with some nice smellies...talcum powder, deodorant spray ,cologne, dabs of perfume oil, ...as a guy I like cedarwood but old hippies generally prefer patchouli oil.

There's no place like home ..

LIfe is a wonderful gift my friends ...try to love every minute of it .. We're all a long time dead !!

Extremely minor... I can get to the bathroom pretty well any time I like ...& that's the way I like it ah ha !! .. With me it's more of a lifestyle choice type of thing over what I feel like doing at the time LOL!!

Prunes are a very old fashioned thing...My grandparents always swore by the health giving properties of their breakfast prunes ..Seems they were right..

Taika, I'll wager there's a lot of guys & also some girls on here who would give a lot to have a partner who was a boyish woman, a bit shy and nervous & felt she didn't quite fit in.. who they could love & adore & look out for & take care of... But you want to be someone different...... Gender identity issues can seem very cruel, like a old fashioned tragic comedy of errors, in which the gods are somehow paying tricks on us for their own amusement... Hope you feel better soon .. I'm happy to talk /exchange messages if I can be of any help..but feel much too old for a romance with you. .Love & Hugs ..PP Rebel xxx

I'm happy with it being primarily a sexual thing but the turn on for me is definitely around fully using them ..particularly messing I can wear them around the place clean with a sense of anticipation.. without getting aroused or over excited. I've much more experience of doing this with incontinence pants which are a lot less obvious in public than diapers.

What more is there to say !!

I was floating in a white mist ..somewhere up on high.. its difficult to explain..it was somewhere like a big empty attic .. there were orbs of light floating there too which I took to be just like me I wanted to get closer to them but I just seemed to be floating & gently drifting uncontrollably ..I don't know for how long I was there for, it was dreamlike & hazy... then I suddenly experienced a whooshing sensation of being sucked down & down & down .. I came down straight through the ceiling of my childhood home living room... as if it had not substance to it at all. & there I was in my body where I've been ever since.. I was sitting on the carpet playing contentedly with a toy bus ..it was made of tin & had faces of people painted in the windows..it was a sunny spring day & the french windows were open ...a few weeks before my 2nd birthday.. I must have been 22 or 23 months old. I have no recollection of wearing diapers but my next earliest memory is my 2nd birthday. My folks told me I was a big boy now , I wouldn't be put in nappies any longer & if I wet myself I'd have to stay in them. I can remember peeing myself & saying 'think I better have my nappy back on' .. which took over 60 years... LOL!!

I'm headed in the opposite direction.. I've enjoyed pooping my pants for years but tended to avoid wetting because it didn't feel that good ..recently taken to using disposable diapers & love peeing in them as well as pooping ..the warmth, weight & the way they puff out after wetting has been a revelation ..just love being wet & dirty