Wheels

I understand that. In my 20s I would've been grossed out at the thought being that I was only into women. I'm not sure why my preference has shifted, but fine by me ? Although I have been taking female hormones since the age of 25, who knows if that might've change some of the wiring in my brain!

I've only done it a couple of times, and prior to that I gave several hand jobs with the guys cumming in my hands. Those several handjobs I was so turned on that I had to give a taste each time, and it was nice. So for the few times I've done it, the majority tasted ok! In fact that's what gave me the courage to go for it

The first time I decided to let a guy cum in my mouth I told him to tell me when he was about to cum so I knew to expect it. I planned to let it just slide out of my mouth while he squirted in me, that way he could enjoy spasming away in my warm mouth, and I could hopefully enjoy his cum without ingesting it. However, while I was blowing him, his cock was oozing such a nice slippery precum, I just could not get enough of it. I could have slurped up his jizz for hours. But within a few minutes I felt him getting harder and thicker and he was running his fingers through my hair more frantically while holding me tighter on his throbbing dick. He then muttered the word "cumming" as I felt his spurts of thick hot cum filling my mouth. I was so lucky because it tasted so much better than I had expected it would, my natural reaction to my enjoyment ended in me swallowing most of it down my throat. Such an amazing first time having cum in my mouth while I was throbbing away in my diaper. Of course this made me want to do it again ASAP. A few days later I chatted with a guy who told me he shoots lots of cum. I was psyched when I finally got to go down on him, but when he came, it was way bitter and I ended up gagging. I couldn't enjoy it because i was overwhelmed with the taste. What a buzzkill. So I'm glad that my first experience was great and I know those are possible, but the reality is it can be hit or miss on how a guy's cum tastes. I've read that fruit juices like pineapple juice is supposed to help a guys cum taste good. Anyone know how long in advance one has to drink to get the benefits?

My ultimate diaper would use the overall design of the Abena diaper, which I enjoy, and replace the outer shell with the Pampers plastic from the 70's. I'd make the padding just a bit thicker, and spread more through the wing panels. Add front and back stretch waistbands that were on the Dry 24/7 several years ago, then change the top sheet inside the diaper to the old mid-90's Attends Dri Weave liner. It would feel awesome and work great!

I think for me it was simply because of the unexpected sensation I felt when I first put a diaper on out sheer curiosity. I was only 5 when I stumbled across Pampers leftover in our closet. I still remember Mom giggling as I fumbled trying to pull it up. She probably thought it was cute, but when she pulled that diaper snug between my legs and fastened the tapes for me, I was instantly overwhelmed with the sensation of this thick soft diaper enveloping my genitals so completely. It inadvertently gave me my first memorable sexual arousal. Spending the entire day snugged under the soft plastic lining of my Pampers and feeling its sensual bulky padding that caressed everything between my legs was mind blowing. I was essentially having my first sexual experience with my penis and testicles buried in the softest and warmest sensations that I had ever consciously known to that point. That experience permanently imprinted this kink in my brain that is incredibly strong with me today. I love it!

I'm spinal cord injured, and have spotty sensation below my injury level (mid-chest). Like someone mentioned above, I too typically did a bowel program to minimize accidents, but I averaged about one accident every 6 months or so. To answer the topic question, what it feels like for me... Usually I'll feel a sudden pressure in my abdomen. At that moment I tend to stop whatever I'm doing to focus on what I'm feeling. There are times where it's just a random cramping that never amounts to anything. It's always a relief when that's the case. But, if the pressure doesn't go away, it usually develops in waves of ongoing involuntary waves of pressure that get stronger and longer. Shortly after I'll feel my bowels start moving on their own, which results in a pushing of stool passing through my anus. This will happen multiple times, which completely fills my diaper with typically a big soft mess. There are times where the stool is firmer, but that's often uncomfortable because it doesn't spread throughout the diaper as easily. Since I'm sitting in a wheelchair, my bowels have to contract harder to push it out. Within a few seconds of the first messing, the unavoidable stink of warm poo fills whatever room I'm in completely. That's a tough aspect of this deal, because if it didn't stink, this whole thing would not be so bad. But since I am completely dependant on others to get cleaned up and changed, I have to stop whatever I am doing, go home, and deal with it. It really sux. The time it takes me to get out of my wheelchair upon getting home to back up in my chair is at least an hour. I'm guessing for those that can walk and change themselves, it's slightly better than what I have to deal with.

As for feel, the soft fresh padding of my diaper completely enveloping every sensitive millimeter of my genitals gets me so turned on with every move throughout the day. I am always aware my diaper is on, since the slightest move caresses me, making me aroused most every waking minute. As for looks, seeing my thick diaper snugged around my pelvic region looks so cute & sexy. As for psychological, knowing that I am fully dependent on my diapers to keep my clothes dry is a form of bondage and submission to me. I need to be in diapers for the rest of my life, and they will care for me and keep me happy. I love them!

I was going to share an abbreviated summary of my "About Me" section that I wrote over a year ago (I'm guessing mods can verify when?), but then I saw you already share my paragraphs 5 & 6 for me under your name here... https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/profile/15703-wheels/

So, he already knows you like wearing diapers? Does he know you like using them? If not, you could make sure you're with him when he knows you're wearing one and say "OMG, I have to pee sooo badly!!!" If he responds with "why don't you pee in your diaper?" then he just opened the door. If he doesn't suggest peeing in them, you could always follow up with "Dare me to pee in my diaper?" I'm assuming that's the most fearful question you have since he already knows you enjoy being submissive and wearing them.

Welcome... and luv the TK421 reference. BTW, have you considered going for the TK421 modification on your stereo? Guaranteed to give you that extra bass...

Soft, freshly powdered padding caressing every sensitive bit of me so completely all day... I Love my soft dry diapers.

Cool video, only thing I might suggest is the pressout tests be done at 900-1000 ml. I think most people during the day would generally change after the second or third wetting, and not at capacity. The pressout tests here were shown at capacity.

I am both bladder and bowel incontinent due to a spinal cord injury. I still have some sensation down there, but no control at all. I can feel when I'm about to urinate and have a bowel movement, and I can feel it the entire time it's happening. When I pee, I feel an initial bladder spasming take place and my sphincter tightening involuntarily, then I can feel my sphincter relaxing while the urine flows through my penis and out of me. It starts flowing within a few seconds of the first spasms. It does feel nice as far as the release aspect, I just don't feel the wetness the same way I used to feel before my injury. It's odd that I cannot feel the wetness, because I still enjoy the amazing sensation of the soft diaper rubbing my genitals, but for some reason I can't feel the actual wetness sensation. When it comes to poo'ing, it starts with an overall spasming in my abdomen followed by the involuntary rhythmic movements of my bowel. Within a minute or two, the pushout contractions of my bowel begins to push stool out to my anus. I can feel the whole process. Usually it feels really good, but at times the pushing cramps can be a little intense when the tight fit of my diaper provides resistance against the stool coming out, especially if I'm sitting in my wheelchair. It's incredible how strong my bowels are, because in the end it always wins and can push huge amounts of stool up through the front and back of my diaper. I do find the bulkiness of a wet and messy diaper very enjoyable, and I love that I have no control over it happening to me.

I was between 4 & 5 when I found a box of leftover Pampers in a closet. I remember my mom giggling as I fumbled trying to pull a diaper up between my legs. I'm sure she thought my lack of coordination was cute, but when she pulled the diaper snug and fastened the tapes for me, I was instantly overwhelmed with the sensation of this thick soft diaper enveloping to my genitals so completely. It inadvertently gave me my first memorable sexual arousal. I spent the entire day feeling the sensual bulky padding of this soft plastic diaper caressing everything between my legs. My penis and testicles were buried in the softest and warmest sensations that I had ever consciously known. It was essentially my first sexual experience, and it permanently imprinted a kink in my brain that no amount of therapy could ever take away ... and thankfully would be with me for the rest of my life. It was also torture since I never got to wear anything resembling diapers for the next six years after those early experiences, aside from a few rare diaper finds while playing in the tenant shared basement storage in our apartment building. The desire was incredible though. It was as if I starved to be in them. Passing through the diaper aisle with mom in the supermarket would get me so excited, how I wished I could have a box of Pampers to bring home. I eventually started pulling plastic bags up between my legs so I could feel that feeling again. Whenever I saw a baby having their diapers changed, I was always sneaking peaks and imagining what it would like to be them. I think my wheelchair association came from a time when I was about 7 and had a friend that was confined to a wheelchair. Her mom used to wheel her up near us by the sandbox. I made sure to sit on the ground in front of her, where I could stare up the leg of her shorts clearly see her diapers. I would be in a dream state that was intoxicating with excitement and envy of her getting to wear diapers, and sitting with her let me live vicariously through her. On those times of extreme desires I lay in bed with my plastic bag pulled up tight between my legs and fantasized about being diapered and medically restrained. I don’t remember the sensation being that great since there was no soft padding, but the crinkle was such a sweet sound to hear coming from down there. It's truly amazing how that one diaper experience I had at such an early age left me instantly locked in a desire to be in diapers for the rest of my life. It gives me an appreciation of how intense a first sexual experience can be. I wonder how many people reading this had diapers become a part of them in a similar way. I’m sure many other fetishes are born this way. It was like a one hit drug addiction. They say be careful what we wish for, eh? My life was massively altered in my late teens when I had an incomplete spinal cord injury. How this led to my diaper wearing today is in my About Me section of my profile.

I think the original question of choosing one option is most interesting. At least the way I read it, which in poll form is to choose one or the other, but not both. But to decide on having a partner that loves being in diapers and I don't wear them, vs. having a SO that has no interest in wearing while I love absolutely everything about being in diapers?

Firsts can be so exciting and scary. Glad you enjoyed it!

WOW... I Love these! Through the 80's into early 2000's I enjoyed using Stayfree Maxipads classic shape and Always dri-weave maxipads as diaper lining stuffers. I still have a bunch that I use sparingly since they no longer make them. Search those pads were discontinued, I've been looking for an alternate felt it just is so hot. Thankfully these Total Dry pads seems to have replicated the softness of the maxipads I adored!

Here are three pivotal times for me related to diapers: 1. At 5 years old... My Mom helping me tape on the Pampers I found in the closet

you could just casually respond with "ya know, I've seen online there are many people who like wearing diapers for various reason, I wonder what that's

Hey there. I read that Secret Powder Fresh Deodorant aerosol spray was supposedly the same scent used when Pampers had that baby smell to them. Apparently the same company makes those two products.

The dry texture of the padding gets me sooo hard and makes e cum the most

Try Summer's Eve. It is one of the softest powders I've ever felt, in the scent is so pretty I love it!