The binge purge cycle that, dare I say the majority of us have gone through can be more negative. There comes a point where you just have to accept its part of who you are, strange or not. Clearly not all that strange considering the communities and the massive amount of products available. This is an addiction that does not cause health concerns, land you in prison, or cost you a job. Hell I am wearing a diaper, princess onsie, and princess socks right now and no one at work even knows. I go do very manly things as well in life as well, and no one knows. The fetish or lifestyle can co-exist with the rest of who you are in life. Just be prepared to be honest with yourself and accept this as who you are at some point, if need be. A diaper lover and possibly a little person.