Well, been a while....just had my 17 month anniversary. Aside from the physical changes that happen over this span of time and continue to validate me, what strikes me most is the mental shift I've had. Yes, it's totally normalized for me...has been for some time now. It's not even a thought anymore. I'm just another adult who wears diapers....there's tons of them. But, now I almost don't understand not wearing them. Like, why not? I know in a store or something I'm probably the only one wearing a diaper, but why wouldn't everyone? If I have to pee, I just do. Simple as that. Wearing something a little tighter? A pullup works for my needs. An afternoon out? All good. A longer road trip? No need to stop. Why would everyone not want that? I also kind of don't remember what I looked like with pubic hair....it's been shaved or waxed for a while now and when it starts to grow back, I feel like it's a lot, even though it's really stubble and nothing more than that. This transfers to porn as well. I really only watch ABDL stuff, so whenever I see a man with hair there, it looks almost out of place, even though I know it's normal to have it, it looks off to me. This has also affected the people I have as partners. It's weird if I'm with someone with hair there.
I don't get it, but that's where I'm at mentally, and that shift is, for me, the most striking.