Diaper Duck

I wear betterdrys, but I have not stopped wanting to get Megamaxes.

Thank you, I will try my best to see what diapers I can afford!! I am not really happy about my choice at the moment, but I will get over it and get used to changing all the time and what not.

Some road bumps and some hard challanges as of recently, My mom got sent to the hospital and has APL Leuakauma. She is okay and is in the VERY early stages of the disease. She is in Chemo as I type this and has been for weeks. (But besides that other issues arise) Diapers have been a challange, but eariler today I had to decide as I was tired of having diarrhea all the time from eating alot of food sometimes, got tired of it, even though it is not that serious as I had a stomach bug weeks ago (Which may have been the cause) I am deciding here and now to wear diapers 24/7 and use them for both after the sadness I have had and the diarrhea. At this point I don't care who sees my diaper and it seems like this may be my only option to make me feel better. I know I have been not wearing like I should and maybe I need reminders of that. Things need to change for the better, starting now. Love you all! - Diaper Duck

Congrats! I struggle as well if you want to talk!! I don't wear like I should, but I am trying.

So you love waking up wet?

Same!! One day at a time for me. I never want to end up homeless or not being able to afford to any diapers. Stocking up is my main objective.

Well, I pay around 280 or 300 for rent, my SSI income is around 900. Although looking for a job also. I like my diapers to do the job, but right now it is a struggle itself and my diapers have been sitting in my closet for a while. Although, I do want to wear 24/7 again when I think I am ready. but I want to do what you suggested and buy cloth diapers and onesies and stuff, but my budget towards actual diapers is my goal.

Oh no, I am good now. Wearing my betterdry. I gotta see how long I last lol.

Hey all, just wanted to say I had to stop for a little bit due to not having enough money. But I still had a stock to last me a month. But did start back up today. I just need a better way of spending on diapers without losing a bunch of money.

Thank you for this!! Some people don't understand this and it is quite frustrating. Especially the once infamous ADISC community which moved on to SPANDI and the ADISC.cc. Those communities never understand our needs for this and think we are "hurting ourselves" or "being disrespectful" well, this is our life. If harming is not involved with this. We can lose control as much as we want:) Again, thank you for posting this!!

I finally made it to a week, I am proud of myself. Next, is to make it to a month. Hoping I don't skip a few hours of wearing though, was really scared of my parents seeing, but I will get over that barrier soon. And I am trying to focus on bedwetting first at night and wetting a certain way but I can't do it laying down yet, I know I will see something by March probably if I keep up with what I am doing. I am sure of it. - Ducks

Got you, give me one sec

That is awesome, I just find it hard to wear around my parents. Like I take off my diaper around them and it is a huge roadblock cause I am on SSI and my mom is my Payee, but that does not stop me from buying diapers. I pretty much thought over how much I would spend monthly to have a good stock.

Where did you get them?

Thank you! I will come on here more often, I am still new and I always need help lol.