mickey555

Little Pawz, but soon for bedtime I will be wearing a Crinklz Buccaneer.

I told my mother a year ago, maybe to the day. She had already kind of knew, as all the times I was caught as a child with plastic pants, pull-ups, and dirty underwear was a clue. But she was not exactly aware of anything beyond that. I explained my backstory and what AB/DL is and topics around it, but I don't know if she fully understands. Might have to tell my father at some point. Now that I own a house I am going full speed into creating my nursery, but more of a toddler room. I will have a crib and it will feature lots of Mickey Mouse and other characters I love. I also have a huge stock of diapers, some clothing. It will be hard and annoying to hide. Might just bite the bullet and tell him as well when the time comes. Other than my mother, no one else I socialize with on a regular basis know. Only other possibility is telling my brother, he has seem some of my Mickey Mouse stuff but that is it.

Very squishy Crinklz right now. It is such a sensory rush and satisfies my dreams from when I was 6.

Kind of close.. I am in Wichita Falls.

I wake up to use my diaper, but I've noticed that lately I have an easier time with going. I mean that I don't always fully wake up to use it, I am half asleep and I think I am letting go. I don't think I've ever wet while still asleep though. My bladder will hold quite a lot while sleeping from experiencing bursting bladder in the morning. But sometimes I can't hold even a tiny amount. Not sure what that means. My diaper is always wet a little before I fall asleep so I wouldn't really be able to tell if I actually did wet while sleeping, so I am going to assume that I don't, given I remember at least all the times I woke up to go.

When I was around 4 or 5 years old, my mother had been putting me in Gerber vinyl pants at night for bed. Well at some point during this age, I complained about them, the waistbands itched me. So I was taken out of them when asked. But a number of months later, I had to poop, and someone was in the bathroom. Remembering that I was yelled at for pooping my pants before, I decided to poop in those vinyl pants. That is what made me a "DL" so to speak, during my childhood, all I wanted to do is poop in plastic pants. I was pretty obsessed with it, and I still am, I really enjoy it.

I've sat there next to that big bear back in 2008. I think it is at the Grizzly & Wolf Discovery Center in West Yellowstone, MT.

Mines a bit looser, but I still have full control. I use them for other reasons. I don't see the use of these as any way to induce incontinence. Can simply just "let it go", its easy, just don't stop it.

Anyone in the States sell them yet? I though there was a post that their shipment was arriving but still not for sale yet as far as I can tell.

I play this game pretty often. At least I used to, the last year I've been waiting it out for them to complete a bit more of the dev and all the map updates they tease. I'll delve deep back into it at that point soon. There is multiplayer too btw. I usually watch their weekly dev streams too.

Yeah I managed to convince myself to tell my mother I was ABDL, in other words I told her I am a big baby who likes to wear and use diapers. I told her my story. We discussed it a bit a few days ago.. but I've just had the biggest panic attack of my life. I think I made a huge mistake and am planning on leaving tomorrow while she is at work. I'm not sure what to do otherwise. This sort of thing is about as far off as you could possibly be from who I am, at least what she knew beforehand.. I'm still here at parents house for Christmas and am a bit snowed in I was planning to leave next week normally. I don't know if I can project "Everything is OK" until then.

Yeah guys, your right. I'm probably done with ADISC for now. I can't walk on egshells there for much longer. I posted something that was in a grey area and I removed my comment because it was my bad, but not before personal attacks for it began against me from a particular person. Yet this is somehow OK.

I've been through there on my way to Amarillo. Here in Wichita Falls I think its a very nice place compared to where I moved from. Houses/rent is half the price lol.

It takes some training to make your brain realize that when you have a diaper on that is OK to let go. But if it is a problem somehow then a bladder only has so much capacity and the urge to go should override whatever is holding it back. I find that holding my breath helps a lot when I want to let a little bit out.