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Wait, wait, wait... I'm starting to get a picture in my head of who our main character might be... but I can't quite put my finger on the name, though I have a feeling about it. This is always so exciting

But I guess we can all agree that this and his other story are dead

Chapter 4: Samhain Tales of the Sanctuary: Book 1 - Denial – LittleFallenPrincess     “Baby… wake up, it’s morning…” “Huh…” I said, unable to open my eyes, let alone get out of bed. “You fell asleep by my bedside again…” “I… what?” “You were up late again?” “Someone had to make sure you came back…” “Oh baby…” It was that time of the month again. And like clockwork, she had switched. So now it was my time to be the baby, as she was clearly in full mummy-mode. And after such a lovely month together, which involved finally eating those strawberries we were waiting so long for, it was going to be hard to make the switch again for me, and it was going to take a couple of days for me to adjust. I’m not good with change. Despite always wanting to change everything. Sure, I could try and switch gradually over the last couple of days leading to her… you know… but during that time she needs me more than ever. Especially when she’s little. Thankfully she’s as understanding as she is wonderful, and she gives me a few days to gradually lead me into whatever headspace is needed for the month. “Well how about you actually get in the bed this morning, and we snuggle for a bit before getting breakfast? You look exhausted,” she said, as she shuffled over to the other side and patted the mattress, inviting me in for a snugglefest. Without hesitation my eyes opened and I shot up, diving under the covers and snuggling against her, my body pressing against hers. The warmth of the bed, after it had cooled a little, felt just like the feeling of sheets when they’re fresh out of the dryer… it was soooo good. “Mmmm… you smell so good…” I commented, without thinking. I was still half asleep, so I was on what is basically auto-pilot. “Oh, it’s that type of morning, is it?” she grinned at me, before planting her face on my neck… biting it gently. At that moment I was gone. Whatever tiredness, whatever Mummy headspace I was in, whatever little headspace was waiting to come out… none of it mattered, it all disappeared the instant she started ravishing my neck with kisses and nibbles. No, the subby side of me had come back in full force as I let this gorgeous woman do what she liked to me. “I… I…” It seemed like all my words had melted, and I was nothing more than a little dolly to be played with. Which… is fine by me. This woman has my heart already, she can have the rest of me whenever she wants… “Right, I’m going to fuck you senseless… then we’re going to get you some coffee, followed by a gradual regression into littlespace. Do you have anything going on today?” “N… n…” I couldn’t even form the word ‘no’, so I just shook my head. “Good. Because it may take some time for the first item on the agenda…” she growled into my ear, sending shivers down my body, making me wet before I could even get changed into a nappy.   --------------------------------------------------------   “How’s the sanctuary doing, baby girl?” she asked as I walked through the front door. It had been about a week into this cycle, and it was going as great as ever.  “It’s doing okay. It’s a bit busy, so I’ve been staying in the back most of the time, away from the noise and the people.” “And how’s that nappy?” “I… umm…” I replied, blushing as she walked over to the hallway and spun me around, lifting the back of my black skater dress to reveal a thick nappy underneath. “And did anyone notice?” she asked. “I… no…” “Good girl.” “Nia nearly did. But then… I had to put on my act and put her in her place.” “Oh, like I do with you?” “I…” my eyes widened in fear, knowing that I was going to experience what I had put Nia through earlier today… which included a very red backside and a cute, magically-induced, babyish lisp. “I’d love to see you and that little demon friend of yours playing together. Mostly because I would pay to see her reaction to finding out you’re even more of a little than her…” “I NOT!” I blurted out, without thinking. One look. That’s all it took for me to back down. Just one stern look. “Sowwy…” I said, feeling guilty, before staring at the floor, trying anything to avoid looking at her in the eyes. “Thought so. Honeybee… you’re so little… I bet you’re even more little than your friend Lucy!” “I… I…” Okay, being smaller than Nia is one thing. She’s more of a bratty toddler most of the time. But Lucy? Lucy is as close to an infant as possible! Her Mummies dote on that girl so much, and she’s babbling half the time when around them. I’m not that little… Am I? I was thinking something like… Susie? Maybe? It appeared like I had been distracted by my own thoughts, as I was quickly brought out of my trance by a hand cupping my chin, lifting it up, making me stare deeply into her beautiful brown eyes. “Sweetie, you’re lucky I don’t make you a newborn…” “Eeep…” was all I was able to get out, frozen completely still, at the mercy of my amazing Mummy. “Maybe one day. I’d love to see you playing with your friends.” “I dunno… I’ve been a bit anxious about mixing this… with my sister…” “I know, you’ve been trying so hard to be distinctly different with her in regards to kinks. Even made it out like your special interest is your main kink…” “HEY! I… like maid uniforms…” I replied, twiddling my fingers awkwardly. “Yes, but they aren’t kinky for you, are they?” “I… shush…” “Are you telling your Mummy to shush? Do you really want me to tell your little friends that you’re not this badass witch who puts them in their places…? That you’re just a pants-wetting little baby like them, one who can’t help but suckle from her Mummy whenever she gets the chance?” Okay. Brain overload. At least this was the fun kind of brain overload. “I… I…” “Honestly, I’m surprised you’ve managed to keep up this ruse around the community that you’re this badass who everyone is scared of. When you’re just my cute little Princess… willing to do anything, and I mean anything, to please me.” “DIS NOT FAIR!” “You think this isn’t fair? Waltz that cute little padded butt into the nursery, sweetie… I’ll show you what’s not fair…” she said, grinning, as she pointed to the door.   --------------------------------------------------------   “Oh no, what’s up cupcake?” I asked her, bending down to my crying girlfriend, who was sitting on the grass, by the rosebush. “I… I pricked… my… my…” Sera struggled to get her words out, sobbing between each one. “Did the nasty rosebush thorns prick my little sweetheart’s finger?” She didn’t reply, she just nodded, tears streaming down her face. “That’s okay. Let Mummy get you all cleaned up, we’ll get you a plaster for your fingie, then I’ll get the rosebush sorted for you…” “Buh… I wan… I wan…” I could tell it in her voice, the look in her eyes… there was no talking her out of this. This was probably the last time we got to do any gardening together, as it was getting late in the year. During the winter I just use my magic to tend to its upkeep, so Sera won’t get to enjoy this thing until March at the earliest. So she was determined to do as much as possible today. “Fine. But you’re wearing gloves. You’re only little, and I can’t have my baby hurting herself just because some silly thorns were meanies!” She sniffled and nodded again. “Otay Mama… fank you…” “Come on then, cupcake,” I said as I helped her to her feet, quickly slipping a finger into her nappy as I did so. “Do you need… yup. Let’s get you changed too whilst we’re up. How about a sandwich for lunch before we finish off the last jobs here later this afternoon?” “Can I have your crusts?” “Sure, cutie. But only if you don’t fuss during your change.” She beamed with pride as she waddled back into our little house. I loved that we could just be open and not have to hide anything here. No neighbours for miles, living in the middle of nowhere in the countryside, hidden away… it was perfect for her. It was perfect for me. No city noises, no sensory overload, no people, no masking. Nothing. Just me and her. Getting to be our true selves.  And I wouldn’t change this for the world.   --------------------------------------------------------   Halloween. The biggest day for Monstrum-kind, and one of the busiest days at the Sanctuary, and only a couple of days away. Samhain was special not just for Witches, but for all Monstrum.  For humans, it’s an excuse to dress up in silly costumes and eat sweets and chocolate. Even in this country, which doesn’t celebrate it as much as some others, it’s just a silly, spooky day, barely taken seriously anymore these days.  But for Monstrum, it’s a celebration. Not only that, but it’s also our day to honour the dead and reflect upon our lives. To those human witches who aren’t naturally magically inclined like monstrum Witches, Samhain is an important day, in which they believe the boundary between the living and the spiritual realms weakens. I mean… they’re not wrong… kind of… It’s not that the boundary is weakened, it’s that we’re just out more… partying. So we’re more noticeable. The spirits are already there during the rest of the year, but it’s Samhain when they’re getting drunk and putting traffic cones on bus stops… Like I said, it’s a busy day for us. And so the Sanctuary gets especially busy, as we hold our Samhain festival every year there. And I promised that if I could… I’d help my sister out. It’s not the best place for me, and she knows that, but I know how overwhelmed she is and how much she needs me. I’ll just have to remember to take my magical noise-cancelling earbuds. They drown out the loud noises but still allow me to hear when I need to. I don’t know what I’d do without them.   This month… I was in my little headspace during Sera’s monthly cycle, as she was in her maternal one. Problem is, it’ll take me a few days to switch over properly, which means I’ll still feel a bit little during the party, which wasn’t the best headspace for me to go act as the bouncer at my sister’s club when other monstrum get too rowdy. But Sera was getting weaker and weaker, which meant it wasn’t long now before I ended up switching back to being Mummy and getting my dominant headspace back.  It’s not like she goes at midnight on the first of every month. It’s always in the final few days of each month (though no strict timetable), and I have to be with her. I’ve been fortunate the past few years in that she’s passed a few days before or after Samhain, meaning I could help out at the Sanctuary for the big party, but there have been some Samhain festivals in the past that I’ve had to miss, faking illness or whatever excuse I could come up with, just to guide my girlfriend back to the land of the living. Because she will always be more important to me than anything. I would destroy Death to keep my love safe. This year… I was probably going to get to go help my sister out, as Sera was getting weaker and weaker. If she didn’t go tonight… It'll definitely be tomorrow, just before the big day. And then little Sera will insist that I go help out at Samhain, rather than spend time with her. Which I hate, because if I just spoke up… If I was just as persuasive and insistent as I make myself out to be… I’d tell both her and my sister that I’d prefer to have a nice quiet Samhain in.  I get the parties, I get the celebration. After our kind has been vilified and hunted over the centuries… monstrum have the right to celebrate our existence. But for me… Samhain is more about honouring the dead, something which a lot of these cultures around this part of the world just don’t do. But no, I’ll go help out. I’ll party. I’ll appear to be the social Goddess that I’m made out to be. Which, considering what I am… is just hilarious really. My sister seems to think so. But she only knows half of my story. She only knows half of who I really am. Three people know I’m autistic. And only one of those knows I’m a little, a switch… or that I’m dating someone.   --------------------------------------------------------   “Wake up, sweetpea…” I said, gently trying to rustle her from her slumber, still wearing the cutesy lilac babydoll dress that she had put me in yesterday. My hair was still in pigtails, my nappy was a bit wet still… but I hadn’t had time to change. I fell asleep by her bedside again, and I was going to make sure she was okay before I changed into my more ‘Mummyish’ clothes. No doubt after being brought back, she was going to be starving too. And I was ready, as soon as she wakes up, to go cook whatever her heart desires. Then no doubt she’ll insist I go help out my sister set up the Sanctuary for Samhain, as Sera ended up passing two days before the big event, leaving plenty of time for me to go help out. “Sera?” I shook her a bit more. “Come on sleepyhead… wake up…” I was starting to get a bit worried. “Sera? Come on baby girl, wake up. Don’t you want some breakfast?” I had already given her an hour more than she usually needs to come back. “Sera? Baby?” But her body was still lifeless… That’s when my heart sank. She… wasn’t waking up.           ===================================================== If you want to read a month in advance (that's 8 chapters), or just want to support me and my writing, you can do so through Subscribestar! Subscribers get 4 weeks (8 chapters) early access to chapters, and exclusive short stories (Nessa's Tale is currently the only available one). ======================================================== I hope everyone enjoys this chapter! 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Loving this! I can definitely see Tess becoming a baby either liking it at first or not. I can see he boy being a problem.or a protector. I can see Gabby finally being the mommy she wants to be or the whole thing turning around on her. I can see Ffrances being an issue too. Ngl I'm rooting for Gabby to get to be the mommy she wants to be.  But long story short. I love this please keep it up, I truly cant tell where this is all heading!