Cloth Diapers & Panties

My goal is to be diaper dependent. I don't want to be able to hold my urine in and I'm hoping I can continue to hold my poop in. Slowly. I'm getting to my goal. Currently if I'm going to get a drink of water I had better have a diaper on or I will wet myself. Uncontrollably. Just filling my glass of water. I can feel the urge building and as soon as I lift the glass to my mouth I flood my diaper or my pants if that's all I have on. It's also to a point where I can't take a drive in the car that's over a half an hour without having a diaper on. If the urge hits while I'm driving, there's usually not enough time to find a place to go and I end up wetting myself. And last when I'm busy say working on something in my garage or reading an article that's really has my attention if the urge hits if I don't go to the bathroom right there and continue to read or do my work I will forget and wet. Early on in this diaper adventure. I thought that would be a terrible thing to be incontinent. I now hope that's in this next year I can finish off the job and not be able to hold a drop.

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Part 3/3 – The Birthday Surprise   A few weeks later, I was super excited. Not only was it the final weekend before our last week of school but it was also my birthday. My mother had promised to take Leo and I to the cinema as a birthday treat. I couldn’t wait. Like most weekends, I woke up in a very messy diaper thanks to the suppository given to me the night before. After a few weeks, I had been getting used to sleeping in a full diaper and actually didn’t mind it anymore. Although I had to admit, waking up in a crib on my sixteenth birthday wearing a messy diaper was definitely a lot different to my birthday last year. My mother came in and let me out of my crib. I hopped onto the changing table ready for a clean diaper. ‘How is my little birthday boy doing this morning?’ my mother cooed. ‘I’m fine thank you Mummy’, I smiled, ‘I’m super excited to see Leo today’. ‘Well not long to go’, replied my mother, ‘we’ll be meeting them at the cinema in just over an hour’. ‘I wish that we were leaving right now’, I said excitedly. ‘Well let’s get your stinky diaper changed first’, she giggled. Once I had a clean diaper on, I was fed some breakfast and then dressed for the day. I had a pair of shorts put on over my diaper and a t-shirt. When my mother was finally ready to go, I practically leapt into the car. ‘Slow down there baby’, chuckled my mother’, I don’t want you falling over and hurting yourself on your birthday’. ‘Sorry Mummy’, I replied, ‘I’m just so excited to go to the cinema’. My mother put my diaper bag on the passenger seat before setting off. After a short drive, we finally arrived. I jumped out of the car and looked around anxiously to find Leo. We headed inside the cinema where Leo and his mother were waiting for us. ‘Hey you two’, smiled Leo’s mother. Leo and I were so excited to see each other. We ran and gave each other a hug. ‘Aw so adorable’, giggled my mother before turning to Leo’s mother, ‘no stroller today?’ ‘No, not today’, replied Leo’s mother, ‘it’s not really very practical at the cinema’. Both of them laughed although I could tell by Leo’s face that he was happy to be walking around rather than being pushed. The four of us walked over to the movie listings. ‘Right boys, what do you fancy watching?’ asked my mother. We glanced at all of the movies and noticed that there was a new ‘Star Wars’ movie. We were both science fiction nerds and so that seemed like the perfect choice. ‘Can we watch ‘Star Wars’ please?’ I asked. ‘Ooh Jamie, I’m not really sure if that’s age appropriate’, said Leo’s mother. ‘I agree’, replied my mother, ‘let’s have a look’. She scanned the movie list until she found one that she deemed suitable. ‘Ooh look, there’s a new ‘Care Bears’ movie, that sounds fun’, she smiled. ‘I wouldn’t mind watching that’, added Leo’s mother. Leo and I were slightly disappointed but reluctantly agreed. The four of us walked over to the main desk where a young woman was serving. ‘Hi there’, said my mother, ‘four tickets for the ‘Care Bears’ movie please?’ The woman looked at me and Leo and raised her eyebrow. ‘The ‘Care Bears’ movie?’ she asked. ‘Yes please’, replied my mother. The young woman shrugged and gave us four tickets. ‘Would you like any snacks?’ she asked. Our mothers ordered some popcorn each and two diet Pepsi drinks. ‘Can I have some sweets please?’ I asked my mother who looked at me slightly concerned. ‘I’m not sure’, she replied. ‘Please Mummy, it’s my birthday’, I begged. The young woman at the desk seemed a bit surprised to hear me calling her ‘Mummy’ but didn’t say anything. My mother smiled, ‘go on then’. Leo and I cheered and picked out the sweets that we both wanted. After paying for everything, we headed down the corridor to find our screening. I felt slightly disappointed as we walked past the ‘Star Wars’ screening and instead walked into the ‘Care Bears’ one. Inside, it was full of young children with their parents. Leo and I had a few suspicious glances from some of the adults but we did our best to ignore them. We managed to find four seats at the back of the room. As we sat down, I eagerly began eating some of my sweets. It had a been a while since I had eaten some sweets and they tasted amazing. I suddenly looked around confused. ‘Mummy, I don’t think me and Leo got any drinks’, I said puzzled. ‘That’s ok sweetie’, replied my mother and pulled out a baby bottle from the diaper bag. My heart sunk. I had hoped for a fizzy drink on my birthday. My mother saw my disappointed look and smiled. ‘Taste it’, she said. Confused, I put the nipple of the bottle into my mouth and suckled. Within seconds, my mouth was full of liquid. However, as I tasted it, I released that it wasn’t juice…it was lemonade! It had felt like such a long time since I’d had a fizzy drink. I couldn’t drink it fast enough. ‘Happy Birthday sweetie’, my mother smiled. I looked over and saw that Leo had been treated to the same surprise and was gulping down his lemonade as well. Thankfully, the room was dark and so nobody could see us drinking out of baby bottles. Eating sweets and drinking lemonade felt like the best birthday treat ever. The four of us sat quietly as the movie started. I rolled my eyes as the words ‘CARE BEARS’ filled the screen and wished that I was watching ‘Star Wars’. However, as the movie progressed, I actually began to get engrossed in it. In fact, I was so engrossed in the film that I didn’t even take much notice when my mother reached over and put a pacifier in my mouth. As I sat there quietly sucking on my pacifier, I was really starting to enjoy the film and was so happy that our mothers had decided to watch this instead of ‘Star Wars’. Suddenly, there was a strange smell. It was a foul odour and very unpleasant. I few people seemed to be turning their heads as they were noticing it as well. I then heard Leo’s mother whispering to my mother. ‘I’m just going to go and change Leo’, she said quietly, ‘his suppository has done its job’. My mother then turned to me. ‘Do you need changing as well?’ she whispered. I was pretty confident that I didn’t but as I shuffled in my seat, I realised that my diaper was wet. This was a whole new level. Despite my poor bladder control, I had still been able to sense when I was wetting myself. However, this time, I literally had no idea that I had done it. It seemed like I had no control whatsoever anymore. I turned and nodded to my mother. The four of us quietly left the room. I was a little sad that I was missing the movie but knew that I would feel better watching it in a dry diaper. We walked into the corridor. Leo and I were both holding our mothers’ hands. If that wasn’t a giveaway to people then the pacifiers in our mouth definitely were. Surprisingly, although a few people were noticing us, it didn’t seem to both either one of us. As far as we were concerned, we were just two toddlers who needed their diapers changing. We entered a disabled restroom and Leo’s mother locked the door to ensure we had some privacy. There was a small changing table at the side of the room. ‘You should probably take the changing table’, said my mother to Leo’s mother. She agreed and lifted Leo onto the changing table and began his lengthy diaper change. ‘We’ll just change you here’, my mother said to me. She pulled my shorts down to my ankles and inspected my diaper. ‘Aw baby, you’re soaked’, she exclaimed, ‘maybe I gave you too much lemonade’. She untaped my diaper and pulled it away, leaving me exposed to the whole room. She then took out some baby wipes from my changing bag and began cleaning me while I was standing. It was definitely a new experience and I felt just like a real toddler, especially when she began wiping my bottom. Afterwards, she sprinkled some baby powder into her hand and rubbed it around my diaper area. I stood still as she attached a new diaper and pulled up my shorts. ‘That’s one baby done’, she giggled, ‘how is Leo doing?’ ‘I’m afraid we’re going to be here a while’, replied Leo’s mother, ‘Leo sure knows how to make a stinky’. Leo turned and looked at me still sucking on his pacifier. He almost looked apologetic that I was missing the film whilst waiting for him to have his diaper changed. I didn’t mind though. After Leo was finally clean, we headed back to the screening to watch the rest of the film. Despite missing about twenty minutes, I soon got back into the movie again. After the film had finished, the four of us decided to go back to our house for some more birthday fun. I couldn’t wait. When we arrived, the four of us sat down in the living room. ‘Are you ready to open your presents Jamie?’ asked my mother. ‘Yes Mummy’, I cheered. My mother handed me a few presents and I instantly began to rip them open. I received two new rompers and some colouring books. They weren’t exactly presents that a sixteen-year-old boy should receive but I honestly couldn’t have been happier with them. ‘This one is from me’, said Leo handing me a present. I unwrapped the paper to reveal a fluffy tiger. ‘I figured that your fluffy lion could do with a friend’, he smiled. I smiled back at him, ‘I love him and I think my lion will love him too’. Leo’s mother then pushed a large box towards me. ‘Happy Birthday Jamie’, she said. I was confused as to what it could be. As I unwrapped the box, I was a little stunned at what I saw. It was a big box that read ‘500 AB/DL DIAPERS’ on the front. The box revealed that the diapers had various designs including teddy bears, animals, dinosaurs and rocket ships. I was completely overwhelmed. Not just by a box of diapers but the fact that there were 500 diapers in there. That would keep me going for at least another year. I actually started to wonder just how long I would be in diapers for. ‘We can’t possibly accept that’, said my mother. ‘Don’t be silly’, replied Leo’s mother, ‘it’s my treat’. ‘Thank you so much’, replied my mother before turning to me, ‘what do you say?’ ‘Thank you for my diapers’, I said to Leo’s mother sounding just like a little toddler. ‘That’s ok sweetheart’, she smiled, ‘you won’t be running out of diapers anytime soon’. I admired all of my gifts and felt very lucky. However, it wasn’t over yet. ‘Are you ready for your big present?’ asked my mother. I was a little nervous when my mother asked us all to follow her into the kitchen. When we walked in my eyes widened once again. My Dad was in the kitchen standing next to a giant high chair with a bow on it. ‘Happy Birthday buddy’, my Dad smiled. I could tell that even Leo and his mother were surprised by it. I examined it and couldn’t believe how big it was. ‘Now then, who wants some birthday cake?’ smiled my mother. We all cheered. My Dad then walked over to me. ‘Ready Jamie?’ he asked. ‘For what?’ I replied. He suddenly picked me up and sat me in the highchair and strapped me in. ‘Arms up’, he smiled. I lifted my arms up and allowed him to attach the tray into place. He the moved the highchair to where my place normally was at the dining table. Everybody else found a seat. I looked down at everyone from my highchair. Leo almost looked jealous. All of a sudden, my mother walked over with a birthday cake and began singing. Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to baby Happy Birthday to you Everyone cheered as the cake was placed on the tray in front of me. It was a teddy bear cake with two candles on it. The first was in the shape of the number one and the other was in the shape of a six. ‘Sixteen?’ said Leo’s mother, ‘that doesn’t seem right’. ‘Oh silly me’, my mother giggled before blowing out the number six candle and taking it out, ‘that’s much better’. I wished for this day to never end as I blew out the singular candle on the cake. ‘I guess I’m now officially one-year-old’, I thought to myself and smiled. My mother then cut the cake and handed a slice to everyone. A bib was tied around mine and Leo’s neck. I began to eat the cake. It tasted delicious. Sitting in the highchair was strange. I couldn’t feel the floor and began to swing my legs back and forth happily as I continued eating. I noticed that Leo’s mother was breaking little pieces of cake off and feeding Leo. I felt a little bad that Leo wasn’t allowed to feed himself although I wasn’t entirely sure that I could be trusted to feed myself either as I felt bits of cake all around my mouth and down my bib. After finishing the cake, my mother wiped my hands and face before taking off my bib and lifting me out of my highchair. ‘Right, I think it’s time for a quick nap before we play some party games’, announced my mother. ‘Aw Mummy, can’t we play some games now?’ I begged. My mother looked down at me, ‘nap first and then play time’. The two women then led me and Leo out of the kitchen. ‘Night night boys’, I heard my Dad say. ‘Night night Daddy’, I replied. We were taken upstairs and into my nursery. My mother took down the side of my crib. ‘Ready boys?’ she asked. Leo and I both looked at each other. ‘Both of us?’ Leo questioned. ‘Of course’, my mother smiled, ‘there’s plenty of room’. We both got into the crib and to our amazement, there was plenty of room. My mother tucked us in while Leo’s mother closed the curtains. The two women then leaned over the crib to look at us. ‘So adorable’, said Leo’s mother. ‘I’m certainly going to get used to this’, replied my mother. ‘What do you mean?’ asked Leo curiously. His mother grinned and looked at my mother. ‘Shall we tell them?’ she asked. ‘Oh, go on then’ replied my mother, we’ve got a surprise for you both’. ‘What surprise?’ I asked.  Leo’s mother smiled, ‘so the surprise is…we’ve cancelled your college applications’, she cheered. Leo and I both lay in the crib in shock. ‘You did what??’ exclaimed Leo. ‘We’ve cancelled your college applications’, she repeated, ‘you won’t be going in September’. ‘Why?’ Leo asked still in shock. ‘Well, we thought that you two were having so much fun so we didn’t want to spoil it’, said his mother, ‘besides you can go to college whenever you would like but we had a feeling that you wouldn’t mind’. I was slightly confused. ‘So, what are we supposed to do in the meantime?’ I asked, ‘go and find a job?’ Both women laughed. ‘Don’t be silly’, giggled my mother, ‘you don’t see little babies going to get jobs, do you?’ ‘So, what do we do?’ Leo asked. ‘You can just carry on being our babies’, replied his mother. Leo was baffled, ‘what, you mean be a baby 24/7?’ ‘Of course’, my mother replied, ‘we’ll all have so much fun. You guys can keep meeting up for playdates and we’ll just have a fun time together. Who knows, eventually you might decide you want to grow up again and be sixteen-year-olds’. ‘Ooh I don’t think that’ll be for sometime though’, smiled Leo’s mother, ‘Jamie has only just turned one-year-old today plus he’s got at least 500 diapers to get through. I think we’ll have our baby boys back for quite a long time’. She then began winding up the crib mobile whilst my mother popped a pair of pacifiers into our mouths. ‘Nighty night our pair of beautiful baby boys’, my mother cheered. The two women left the nursery. Leo and I sat in silence in the crib while the lullabies filled the room. ‘What the hell just happened?’ said Leo taking out his pacifier. ‘I think we’re going to be babies for the foreseeable future’, I replied taking out my pacifier. ‘How do you feel about that?’ Leo asked. ‘Honestly…I couldn’t be happier’, I replied. ‘Really?’ Leo said slightly perplexed. ‘It’s definitely been an adjustment, but these past few weeks have been some of the happiest times of my life. I don’t think I want to grow up just yet’, I said. Leo thought about this for a second, ‘do you know what? Let’s do it. Let’s be the best babies that we can be’, he giggled. We both chuckled before I realised that something was wrong. ‘Oh no’, I cried, ‘I left my fluffy lion over there on the changing table’. ‘Is that a problem?’ Leo asked. ‘I…um…find it tricky to sleep without it’, I admitted. ‘That’s no problem’, said Leo, ‘I’ll climb out and fetch it’. ‘No, you’re not allowed to get out of the crib’, I said explaining the rules of the nursery. ‘Oh, so what are you going to do then?’ he asked. I thought for a second before an idea popped into my head. ‘I don’t want this to sound strange but…um… could I maybe…um…cuddle you?’ I asked nervously. ‘Erm I guess that would be alright’, Leo said slightly uncomfortably. I moved in closer to Leo and wrapped my arms around him. Leo did the same holding on to me tightly. ‘Is that ok?’ I asked awkwardly. ‘Yeah it…um actually feels quite nice’, Leo admitted. I had to agree that it felt very comforting, especially feeling his diaper against mine. We put our pacifiers back in and rested our eyes. However, I suddenly opened my eyes and felt a warmth inside of my diaper. ‘Are you ok?’ Leo asked. ‘I fink I wet my diaper’, I gurgled through my pacifier. ‘That’s ok’, babbled Leo through his pacifier, ‘so did I’. We both giggled before closing our eyes again. ‘Night night Leo’, I said. ‘Night night Jamie’, he replied. Within moments we were asleep. As the lullabies continued to fill the nursery, there we were, two bedwetting buddies taking a nap in their crib whilst suckling happily on their pacifiers and wearing wet diapers. Our sixteen-year-old identities had completely gone. We were now one-year-old babies ready to start our new life…and I couldn’t have been happier.   The End Thanks once again for all of your supportive comments. I hope you’ve enjoyed these additional chapters.

Finally, someone figured out how to make a $4 diaper cost $6  

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