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@Evelyn Dellcerro I love ya lady !! I read this post and my eyes have been red all day. I remember getting back that following week. Seven days after the towers fell. I didnt even know you then, but in two years time I would meet my best friend Evelyn Dellcerro.. I remember getting home a week after the towers fell, and just falling to my knees at my front door to see my 16 year old daughter and 11 year old son there crying and hugging me. In all my days it was just a great relief to see my family happy and in one piece. I had been away at work for the past month in Iraq. I did the driving for some very big people. I remember people there celebrating and partying that they hit America. It was the worst display of loathsome, heinous and dispicable behavior I had ever seen. If I had my way I would have happily opened fire. I too like @Transfusionelle lost many friends September 11th.. I used to work out of 7 WTC. It too collapsed about 9 hours after the south tower. I lost many friends and colleagues that horrible day. I am sorry I havent been on here much,, work has kept me busy. I am glad to be home for the next 3 weeks and to have my loving girlfriend to hold. This whole 20th anniversary of 9/11 is very sad to me and many close friends. I just hope you all stay safe and spend time with your loved ones. I am going to spend it with my kids and my family and great friends. LOVE is a must for everyone.

You said a mouthful there !!

Evelyn dear friend, you have been there for me in time of need, and I held your hand that sad day. You were there with me when my father passed and I was there for you when your father passed. We formed a bond that is unbreakable. You are so deserving of everything good. I never got to hang out with your father, but I know pete was there at your side, and just seeing him cry, I knew. We all had a great weekend and jade sends you super kisses and hugs. Give Elle a big hug and kiss. Eve you stay as strong as you have always been and all will be good. Give mom and junior a hug and kiss from me and we will see you this weekend. Short week for me. Love you guys !!

Wow Marc !! I see the whole family has been here,, You know you can diaper me up anytime ! Maybe as we are up in the air jumping out of a plane together we can have fun changing each other lol.

Buddy you are so young. We are everywhere, many are hidden still in a closet which sucks. You are never alone. Purging and binging bites.Where you live is not the problem. I have travelled all around the world and ABDL is everywhere. I was in Japan last month and the diaper culture there thrives. There is nothing to learning social skills, always one step at a time. I was an alcoholic and I am not ashamed to say that my friends helped me @Evelyn Dellcerro @Transfusionelle I have been 10 years sober and I have been a diaper lover 44 years, I refuse to give up diapers. Diapers have been my life line. You are never too old to learn and have fun. I see you have lots of support here and I hope all goes well.

You keep that bond with your lil brother, and keep loving your mom kid. Family can be a bitch, but they are still blood. Your dad will come around believe me. It will take him time and he still has the twisted notion that he failed as a father. If he only knew what a real man you have become, maybe the ice in his veins will slowly melt. I feel nothing but pride in knowing you and your lil brother. You guys have fun and enjoy each other. Life is easy now. Wait till you have to work and time gets less and less. Hugs kid and Happy Valentines Day. Save me some chocolate !! Will see you all in a bit.

If I am out in public I dress regularly, it depends if I am working or not. and I always wear my diaper under, cause you never know when you gotta go. If I am out with my gf we wear casual and she enjoys wearing her short skirts and diapers, Now if we are home, its just diapers and a t shirt. Diapers are my underwear, and have been for as long as I can remember. I was never one to worry or care what other people thought so if I go out to the mailbox in my diaper people will stare, but who really cares. Life goes on. I poop my diaper in anything I wear so its no biggie. I can change myself or if home me and gf change each other and enjoy the occasional diaper sex in messy diapers.

I have had a great relationship with my parents all my life. I miss my pops so much, and I pray for him everyday. My mom is doing great and I see her just about everyday if I am not away at work. I grew up with 5 brothers all wild and crazy like me. I married young and also lost my wife at a young age. The main thing I can say about my parents is that they were always there. My mom and dad could care less if I was bisexual. As long as I was happy thats all that mattered. My dad was a sports fanatic and loved his boxing and football, and me and my brothers all excelled in sports. My mom was the disciplinarian and she took care of us when we got out of line. Spankings were a common thing, but me and my brothers were taught respect and honor. Now being a grandfather and seeing the state of our youth I sometimes wonder. My grandkids are great and I admit I spoil them rotten, but they still obey and respect pop pop. I wish my pop had lived longer to see and play with his great grandkids, I do miss him lots. So all in all I have a great relationship with my parents.

I'm 6'10" tall and 340 lbs, it would not look too cute.

Being bisexual is very hard for many people to accept. I was married for many years to a bisexual woman that was also a diaper lover. We shared anything and everything together. I lost her to cancer and Evelyn was there by my side to hold my hand and support me. She even took care of my children while I got things in order. I sit here and laugh because @Evelyn Dellcerro used Ernie and Bert as examples. I was born in 1963 and watched Sesame Street as a child. I admit their relationship was questionable to me. But that is my opinion. I did the football and wrestling in highschool and there were many bisexual guys that I grew up with and shared a locker room with, and very naked. @~Brian~ You mention lesbian and gay couples on Sesame Street, but you did not see any bisexual couples. I went through the confusion as a teen also not knowing whom to love, because I could not choose one or the other. Evelyn has been a close and loyal friend to me for close to 20 years. I respect her and I honor and cherish her. We grew up in the same neighborhood and shared our ups and downs. Hell, when she fell down the stairs in her house. I was the one that carried her to the awaiting ambulance. I was the one that dressed her and held her hand. Her nephew rode with her to the hospital, and stayed by her side for an entire week. He refused to leave her side. This is what love is all about. Evelyns wife @Transfusionelle she introduced me to my trans girlfriend, and we have been together for several months now. I really don't care who Evelyn loves, but I know she loves from her heart, and when she loves you she loves you.. Evelyn I love you from my heart and nothing in the world will ever change my feelings. You speak the gods honest truth and people will hate on her.. WHY ? Brian tell them !! People can't handle the truth !! Evelyn I love you and Elle, and thank you for taking such good care of Chuck. Junior you rock and give Grandma a big kiss for me. Thanks and love to you all.

My favorite was always going into the city in New Yorks Manhatten. I love going in the big hi rise elevators and cutting a nice fart, after eating a nice pasta salad, and everyone is holding their nose looking at each other in contempt. The old fuddies are the best cause they can't wait to get off the elevator. Better yet is walking through a crowded subway with a loaded diaper and people are just waving their noses in anticipation of getting off on the next stop. The city is the best, because people are too scared to say something, thinking they might get shot or stabbed. Gotta love New York !

I know many people wonder about me here. I am bisexual and have known since I was in my freshmen year of high school. I grew up in the Bronx, New York when gangs ruled and streets were rough, and when racial violence was all over the United States. I was merely a baby when JFK was assassinated and just starting school when MLK and RFK were assassinated. I remember as a child the civil rights movement, and the segregation of schools in the south. I was still a child but my father travelled a lot and I used to take trips with him. I remember seeing in South Carolina the WHITES ONLY signs and it was a reality that New Yorkers didn't see. The sexual revolution came and went. Vietnam war was going strong. I saw many families that lost sons to that war. Was rough. There was no internet, so meeting people back then was done the old fashioned way. I was married fairly young, and had to give up college to support a family. Back in those times people never talked about being gay or bisexual and the trans phase was something new. In the 80's you had the crack epidemic along with the aids epidemic, and sex was everywhere. As a young teen I visited bath houses and had sex with many older men and women, but to us it was the norm. I was always a big guy and I worked in the security field as a chauffeur and personal escort (bodyguard). I worked for many big names and I travelled all over the world. My main concern was taking care of my family and making sure house was paid for, bills were paid, and children had clothes on their backs and fed. I never came out to my parents about being bisexual, and only my wife knew because she was the only person I ever trusted. Diapers I had loved since I was a 14 year old teen, and I would not even disclose that to my best friends or family, or siblings. That was unheard of. I met @Evelyn Dellcerro at the hospital where both our fathers died within days of each other and we became instant friends. Our mothers had known each other from the neighborhood. There are certain places in the Bronx where all people get along race, religion, creed, and gender, and it is a very close knit place. I worked the million man march back in 1995 and guarded some very elite people, and to me it was my job to keep the people I protect safe. My wife passed in 2006 of cancer and I had my good friend evelyn and her husband peter as my friends to lean on. I admit I went crazy with the alcohol for almost 4 straight years all I did was drink and work. My relationship with my 2 children suffered. Evelyn and Pete helped me to get back on my feet and leave the alcohol. I have not touched a drop since January of 2010. I lost a great friend in 2012 which was Evelyns husband, and I know she suffered severely. I was there for her as she had been for me. Many people dont even know any of this because it is something I do not tell. Like Evelyn has said there are many things we will take to our graves, and not telling parents about diapers or being bisexual is just the tip of the iceberg for me.. Junior, Evelyn and Elizabeth are my dear friends and I love you guys. @Transfusionelle I love you so much for introducing me to Jade and we are very happy together as you probably know. I just wanna say people here remember it is a secret if only you know it,, once you tell someone it is not a secret anymore and it could turn around and bite you on your ass.

I hear you buddy ! thats physicall abuse borderline assault. I would never wish that on any child or person. That would be poor parenting at its worst.

Jason I mean this from my heart buddy. I love you and believe me when I got that phone call and your aunt explained to me what happened she grabbed me around the waist and physically stopped me from beating your dad senseless. Out of the enormous respect and love that I have for your aunt I had both of you stay at my house that night and I remember hugging you and telling you not to worry, we have it all under control. You both cried in my arms and believe me I am not afraid to say that I cried also.. You gonna go places Jason and you have us all behind you now. I trust your aunts with my life. There are many things that I too will take to my grave and I have no regrets. Sow them oats and live life ! @Amy_27 There are many things you can tell your family, and there are many things that you should not. Not everyone is as accepting as others. I am a diaper lover close to 45 years. my wife, God rest her soul was a diaper lover for 30 years. No way no how would we even think of telling our parents. It just wasn't feasible. She took her secrets with her, and I plan on doing the same. Its your choice kid and I wish you the best.