Demon-hunter

I have no idea what you said, but ok? Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

Sell i got good news! Me and her talked it out, and she's very sorry about snapping at me and taking it away from me, and I told her I was very sorry for drowning her with my little side and all this and dragging her into all the drama that we went through. But she did told me that she did miss it though a little bit. So me her are going to come to an agreement and make a contract She would like it out of sight and mind, and she dosent mind if she's involved but once or twice a month. And she want me to control my little side when where are out in public, if I saw something that I like little wise I can wright it down and share it to she later. And I'm am able turn my little side on and off. But she said I I'm good she'll suprise me with little toys and stuff. And for me I would like to little out when ever she out at work or something, she agrees with it. I'm able to talk to my and friends, And talk through problems with and not there everything out. And she agreeed to it. And also if all goes well, then the contract can be improved. It all about compromising and understanding She said caregivers goes through binge and purge too. And I totally understand See trust God and all goes well Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

well it was a really dream, and no divorce attorney nedded

I love missing pull ups and diapers, I like taking the cloth cover off of Goodnites, to make them more crinkelly Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

Slitting up is off the table, I refuse to, I anything I'll let go of my abdl little side, but I'll try to save my abdl little side Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

It's too late for counselling before the wedding, we are 30 days away, we got 100+ things to do for the wedding, housing, and moving, Plus once the dust settle in the air I'm going to have us start counselling for my abdl little side, and praying that she'll go d understanding, I do have feelings that she cares about it. But with everything going on in the past 8 months of unfortunate events, she's going through anxiety overload. She deals with anxiety disorder. All I can do is have faith, patience, confidence, positivity, and pray Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk Ever told you guys that she had dream one time 3 months into the dating, that we had our dream house and jobs and I had my own secret abdl room and we already have two kids and one on the way. The dream when she came home from work and she entering a big house and she saw two of our daughters , then ask them where is your dad and they said he's in his secret cave in his office , then she wants in my office towards the closet tapped on the door and a keypad popped out she typed in the number and the wall opened and into my little room where I just got done having my little time. And I was carrying a bag of dirty diapers and she told me she has exciting news that she was pregnant again. Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk And even through all the crap we have gone through with my abdl side I still fully believe that that dream will still come true and was given from God because to me I feel like I'm going through what Job did in the Bible. He was a wealthy man that has lots of land and a big family the one day they're all swept away from him he lost everything but yet he still he kept his faith with God is so believe that everything will turn out alright and at the end of it all even through temptation of cursing, blaming, and abandoning God, he was blessed. He reclaimed everything that he have lost from his family to his business but you're also he gained a lot more than he had before. And I know what you guys are saying. why did God let that happen to job and why is God letting you go through all this crap with your abdl stuff? Well to be honest it was not God's doing it is just life. Things happens to us that we don't understand but yet if you still have faith in God he will help you and that's why I'm doing right now. Rather you believe in God or not I do and I believe he'll help me through this Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

Probably his diaper, I personally think he's doing a good job, Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

I like to smell like... classic baby powder, clean or wet/messing diaper ( hehe

I think also my ADHD could amp the situation too,and my abdl side I've read this too and it makes more since https://www.additudemag.com/marriage-and-adhd-husband-and-wife-communication/ Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

i think it fits fine in the Lifestyle Discussion Forums.

All I/ can do is be patient, have faith, and be confident at this point. Because every time I pray about it I would have positive feelings about it and only thing that pops in the back of my mine is just to be patient have faith and be confident. again I do want to do counseling though mainly for both of us with this situation, I'm not going in just to get brainwashed like everybody else who has been forced to go to counseling. I'm going in just to find help so she can have more clarity and more open mind about my abdl side and then me her both can find a common ground with it but if I turn the table on her with this I afraid she might get very ticked off of me. Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

@rosalie.bent

@rosalie.bent I with I had a few of your books so she can read them. Your coffee with rosie book was spot on.... Heck you talk to her over a few cups of coffee about abdl stuff would be amazing Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

She told me she wants me to be 100% done with it, if I sneak aroud she, wear and little out behind her back, if I ask her to bring it back, go online do abdl related stuff, even 30 year later ( I kinda doubt she would tho) if I ask to bring it back, she'll leave me.... And she said it hurts her. WELL IT'S KILLING ME And I know about the withdrawals, I've been abdl little time dry for 2 1/2 months since the pastor finding out fiasco. And I've been starting to have abdl little side dreams for the last 2 weeks I want to go to a counselor and see if they can help us, cause this is ridiculous. She wants me to go to a counselor so I can get some help , but I don't want to be brainwashed. I'm going to defined my self as much as i can, and help us both out. And I think the person that need more help her.

Well technically pornography isn't the source of our problem anymore because I pretty much got over that, Now bear with me I can't remember all she said when we talked about this last time She said is toxic for a relationship because of all the problems and badges that came with it Like when I too into my little side all the time or around her and she doesn't have enough time for my big side which I understand and I'm trying my best control that, I would expose my little side out in public at times like if I see something like little related I get too excited , and also the fact that she's afraid that once I go little when we're having sex or something cuz when she's on top of me I do kind of feel a little, the idea of me wearing a diaper and using it kind of is disgusting apparently towards her but then again she was okay with it when we started dating and other times when I wore around her and it was wet, she doesn't like the fact that I got exposed twice luckily they weren't dramatic , one was from her former BFF cousin who she told her my abdl side right when we started dating so she can have someone to talk to about my abdl side to have opinions or second thoughts on things which I was upset at first but then I was okay with it cuz she was pretty nice person a very open-minded but then she end up getting jealous and envious about our relationship how I took her cousin way from her and then she told her mediate family about my abdl stuff and then try to expose me on Facebook then her mom found out which apparently her mom was okay with my abdl side she thinks everyone has a weird sides, and the second time was from my former abdl friend who emailed my pastor which y'all knew that story, plus she thinks it's so weird that I'm 24 and I still want to be a baby and stuff and she said she tried so hard to understand me and try to be in my shoe and stuff, and she thinks it's very unhealthy for me physically mentally spiritually and mature wise. Plus a few other things that I don't remember what she said Now she base to the gaming ultimatum either her or my abdl side. Well obviously I picked her because I love her that much but it's going to be difficult for me to give up my abdl side pick up and doing it for my whole life and she thinks that is easy to get rid of but she doesn't understand at all. She said I should see a counselor and stuff to talk about my abdl side which I do agree with her. WE you need to see a counselor about my abdl side because I want us to find common grounds with it because this is not right I love her to death I really do and I will willing to get rid of abdl side if the counselor thing doesn't work but this is bullcrap I'm afraid to tell her that because I'm afraid of her leaving me because like I can have a broken feelings about my abdl stuff go away but if she left me I probably will not survive the night without her cuz I'm definitely scared for her to leave By the way I'm sorry if my post is disorganized a very fast pace that's we get with a very active ADHD brain LOL and you can talk to text is very helpful for one kind of brain LOL Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk I'm sorry I might use this board to rant and vent because I have no one to talk to LOL Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

Lol I like it Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

That's a good idea. I like it Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

I mean if I had the time, money, courage, place, smarts, and be around supportive people i would open my own daycare And do it part time, plus make the cost low as possible Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk

AMEN!!!! Sent from my SM-J320V using Tapatalk