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    • I am sitting in a very wet and messy Abena M4 diaper this morning...soooo nice!
    • So a while back I had been posting about getting Botox done in my anal sphincter and was also asking a few people about getting surgery done. No one really gave me any suggestions so about 9 months ago I set out to find a surgeon myself to do a Lateral Internal Sphincterotomy with a 100% cut of the IAS. A typical LIS surgery cuts about 10-20% of the muscle to preserve continence, I just need to find a surgeon who knew the surgery and could cut 100% of the muscle. After contacting over 200 surgeons in 10 different countries I finally found the right surgeon who agreed to do the operation and I have now had the surgery 5 weeks ago. I thought I’d share my story.    So I started out the usual route of contacting that transgender surgeon in Mexico. I had two consultations with him but it dawned on me that he wasn’t the right surgeon for a few reasons, the surgery was $25k USD, he told me chance of infection was 40%, there would be huge swelling and I found him to be quite unfriendly. He also changed his story on what the operation would be and I got the impression this would be his first time doing the surgery. In comparison, the surgeon I end up using was a colorectal surgeon who had a lot of experience with this surgery, she told me the infection rate was less than 1%, the cost was $6k USD and I could leave hostpital the day of the surgery and fly home after 5 days.    Anyway, after speaking with the Mexican surgeon I decided to search for an alternative. I ended up contacting about 200 surgeons through email and WhatsApp. I spent thousands $ on consultations and spent a lot of time getting knocked back. In the end I refined my message and process so well that by the 3 month of constant attempts I started to get quite a few surgeons accepting. There’s a bit of an art to it. There’s also some key elements you need to understand to be able to find a surgeon that would accept something like this.    i ended up finding a colorectal surgeon who agreed to do the surgery after 3 months of trying. I had a consultation with her she was so unbelievably friendly and understanding. She filled me with confidence that I would be in safe hands - not some dodgy grey market transgender surgeon. I booked my flights and accommodation for 3 months later.    I flew out and had my consultation with the surgeon the day after I landed. After the consultation I went to the hospital to have more constitutions with the anesthetist and blood tests.  The next day it was the surgery. The surgery experience itself was quite unbelievable to be honest. I was in a giant private hostpital in a beautiful private room with an en-suite etc… one of the hostpital staff gave me a whole bunch of consent forms to sign, including the surgeons consent form, which essentially said the patient has requested this surgery and understands incontinence is the likely outcome. I could not believe I was in a proper hospital ( not some transgender hostital or some private clinic but a proper hospital - like a 20 story giant proper hostpital), and there I was signing a consent form to become incontinent and the the hospital staff were totally fine with it and didn’t question any of it. I felt like any minute someone was going to come in and tell me I couldn’t have the surgery. Anyway, they gave me a shot of something to drink and off I went being wheeled off to have my surgery.   I woke up and that was it. Job done. I was just relieved that the whole thing was done and I’d completed my mission. The pain was weirdly minimal until 2 days later. It was pretty sore for a few days but then absolutely fine.  It’s now 5 weeks later and I’m so glad I had the surgery done. Fecal incontinence isn’t what you’d think it is, it’s not debilitating or impacting my life negatively in any way. The internal anal sphincter controls loose stool and gases so I only have incontinence for that, not really for solids. It’s absolutely perfect for me and I have absolutely zero regrets. I had a lot of experience with Botox for years prior so I got to experience what it would be like before committing to it. I’ve had this desire all my life and after decades of wanting it I decided that was something I was confident I wanted to go through with.    If you are considering getting surgery done I would make sure you’ve really considered it thoroughly and thought about it concidering the longevity of your entire life. For me it’s something I knew in the bottom of my heart I wanted and I’m glad I did it. If you can, try and get the best surgeon you can find because it will just take away a lot of stress and worry.    Anyway, I probably won’t post much in here after this but I just wanted to share my experience. Hopefully it helps other people. 
    • Main problem.  Most abdl diapers are manufactured in China and the tearifs are making them to expensive... North shore is trying to bring diaper production back to the USA. It's a slow and long drown out process 
    • Iv gone out with my daddy sometimes diapered very discreetly.  And sometimes with a slight diaper bulge
    • I'm glad you enjoyed the ending! Should be about 70 chapters of my monstrum story, then the story after that is Witch in training 2, something I've been promising for a long time! And yes, there will be many dimensions featured in it. After WiT2 though... it may just be my last littlefallenverse story for a long while, I've got lots of other story ideas I'd love to write and have got plans for.
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