Baby Talk

I like the relationship that you've developped between Jacob and Olivia.  Jacob is getting really confortable in his diaper.  Before long, i think they may be a full-time deal for him  

Madison was definitely a sleepy little girl, she became vary over stimulated at the arcade and she definitely needed a quick nap. Becca even thought maybe just to take her home and forget about going to the mall or the movies, but she knew Ms Camilla would definitely need time with her new little one Emily, so she decided to forget the mall and head to the park they there she could put the little one in a stroller and just roll her around until she woke up and then they could go to the movies. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Camila looked at the vintage Care Bear clock that hung in the nursery and decided it was time for lunch, she gently put the stuffed toys down and picked Emily up taking the little girl over to the armchair at first, Emily fussed thinking she was about to get spanked, but then was surprised when as aster Camilla sat down the bigger woman took off her top and bra. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- At first Alice tried to resist knowing what Ana was trying to do but with some gentle coaching the little woman couldn't help herself and found her mouth on Ana's breast, suckling away her mind transporting to a much more calm infantile state.

An introduction to simmering tension with Jacob's brother Gavin, taking a few more risks, and it's only the first day of spring break.  Jacob's Dilemma Part Seven: Spring Break Begins As often happened on Saturday mornings, Jacob woke up before the rest of the family. He reached down to feel his diaper – he remembered waking up in the middle of the night and needing to pee. He had wet himself without giving it a second thought and went back to sleep. His diaper felt a little squishy but was definitely not full. He thought about going back to sleep, but he also really enjoyed being up before everyone else. He was also excited because today was the first day of spring break.  With that thought, Jacob swung his legs out of bed. He started to leave his room wearing just his diaper and a pajama top, but decided to go ahead and cover his diaper. His brother wouldn't be up for a while (probably), but Jacob was expected to keep his diaper covered downstairs now. He grabbed his pajama pants from the floor where he had thrown them when he took them off before bed. He actually liked wearing these pants with his diaper because they were kind of tight and made the diaper bulge obvious. He felt like a toddler in them.  Jacob released his bladder as he walked down the stairs. His diaper was definitely getting fuller now. He wasn't sure how much more it would hold, but he didn't want to change yet. Once in the playroom, Jacob turned the TV on with the volume down. He was planning to play some video games without anyone interrupting him; he figured he probably had an hour or so to himself before anyone else was up.  Jacob had noticed the pressure in his belly when he first got up; as he played, the pressure in his abdomen grew. The last time he had pooped in his diaper had been the day Olivia was at his house and he had waited too long while they were playing outside. He thought about how he had basically lost control as he entered the house and messed his diaper, which called to mind the other times he had legitimately pooped his pants on accident. His thoughts then turned to the day that Olivia had pooped her pants in front of him on their way home, and how her underwear had sagged from her accident before she changed. He knew he was going to poop his diaper, but he wanted to wait just a little longer so it would be more like he was having an accident. This level of the video game was pretty challenging; he pushed the thoughts of messing out of his mind, though the pressure continued to grow. As he finished the level, the pressure on his bottom was getting worse. He switched his position to sit on his knees, raising his bottom off the floor. As he started the next level of the game, he just stopped holding it in. Nothing happened for a few moments, but it wasn't long before he felt the first bits of poop pushing out of his bottom. He just kept playing as he felt the poop slowly begin to push into his diaper. He loved how naughty it felt to just not hold his poop in. With the slightest push, he began to fill his diaper in earnest while he kept playing. He really didn't focus on the mess he was making; pooping his diaper was just something that was happening while he played.  When he finally finished the next level, he put down the controller and felt the back of his diaper. It was really quite full. His tight pajama pants had held the mess in place so his diaper wasn't really sagging, but he could still feel the weight of what he had done. He sighed and decided he better go get cleaned up. Before he could stand, however, he heard Gavin say, "can I play too?" Jacob looked up to see Gavin walking into the playroom. While Gavin still wore a pullup to bed at night, he didn't wet it every night. Jacob couldn't tell if it was wet today. Gavin grabbed a controller and sat next to Jacob. Before Jacob could switch the game to two-player, Gavin said, "did you poop your diaper?" Jacob turned red and said, "yeah... I was going to go change." "Why do you like to wear diapers when you can just go to the bathroom?" "I don't know. It just makes me feel better." "But you're a big kid – big kids aren't supposed to wear diapers and poop in them." "Well, I'm a big kid who wears diapers sometimes. And you're wearing a pullup." "But that's just for bed. I don't wear it for fun. Isn't it kind of weird?" "I don't know. I just know I like it and it makes me feel safe." "I won't tell anyone, but it just seems weird to me." Jacob didn't say anything else as he got MarioKart set up. Before he started a race, though, he asked, "do you want me to change before we play?" "Let's do one race first."   Unbeknownst to both boys, Maria had heard Gavin get up and had decided to get a start on the day herself. When she got to the bottom of the stairs, she heard the boys talking and managed to hear most of the conversation between them. She was worried that Jacob's diapers might present a challenge to their relationship as Gavin got a little older, but she also didn't want Jacob to have to completely hide the diapers from his brother. At this moment, however, she knew this wasn't something she could solve today, so she decided to act as she normally did and just walked into the playroom. Thankfully, though she could smell Jacob's accident, it wasn't too bad.   She watched them race along Rainbow Road. When both crossed, the finish line, she said, "Hey, kiddo, seems like you need a change." Jacob looked up and said, "Ok, I'll go clean up." Jacob set the game up for Gavin to race solo, then stood up. As he walked past Maria, she patted the back of his diaper and gave him a smile. To Jacob's surprise, she followed him up the stairs. As they entered his room, she grabbed the waistband of his pants and pulled it back, inspecting the mess. "Goodness, my baby made a big mess this morning. I'll help you get all cleaned up." She knew Jacob liked it when she checked his diaper; sure enough Jacob couldn't hold back his smile.  Maria laid out the changing pad and grabbed a diaper bag, powder, wipes, and a new diaper. She had Jacob lay down, then handed him his pacifier before pulling down his pajama pants. As she got to work on cleaning up Jacob's bottom, she said, "I heard what Gavin said to you. How are you feeling?" Jacob sucked on his pacifier while he thought. After his mom tapped his hip to lift up so she could slide the old diaper out of the way, he took the pacifier out and said, "I don't really know. I don't want Gavin to think I'm weird. But I really feel better when I wear diapers. I don't know." "Well, I think it's a good idea if we make sure to keep talking to Gavin so we know what he is ok with. For now, you can keep wearing diapers and keep them covered. I don't thinking pooping them in front of Gavin is a good idea though." Jacob lifted his hips again as Maria had finished bagging the dirty diaper and was ready to slide a clean one under Jacob. "I didn't mean to poop in front of him today. I was downstairs by myself and didn't think he'd be up yet. I was getting up to change when he got downstairs and asked to play." "Well, ok. I know you didn't poop in front of him on purpose, but you probably need to be careful with the messes."  "I know, mom. I'll be more careful." Maria applied some barrier cream and sprinkled some baby powder before taping up his diaper. She then told him to get some shorts and a regular shirt on for the day.   When Jacob got downstairs, Gavin was still playing video games while Maria was in the kitchen getting breakfast ready. Jacob headed to the kitchen to help his mom – he enjoyed cooking with her. She was mixing up pancake batter when Jacob entered the kitchen. She already had the griddle out and had it heating up. "Do you want to help with the pancakes?" Jacob nodded and walked over to Maria. While he had been growing, he still had trouble reaching the griddle comfortably when cooking, so he pulled over the little step stool he and Gavin used when helping their mom.  "Ok, wash your hands and grab a spatula. I'm going to go ahead and start the first batch." Maria and Jacob had a pancake routine. Basically, once Jacob was at the griddle, Maria now only did cursory checks to make sure everything was going well. She had taught him how to know when to flip them, and he was pretty good at doing it. Lately, she even let him put the batter on the skillet. While he finished the pancakes, she was able to get the rest of breakfast ready. While they were cooking, Jacob's dad, James, made it downstairs. He set the table and got drinks; as they were finishing up cooking, Maria called Gavin in.  During breakfast, James said, "with the nice weather, I thought we could do some work on the yard. We need to trim the shrubs out front, and your mom and I want to get the garden ready to plant." Jacob enjoyed doing some yardwork with his parents, though he didn't particularly enjoy weeding the garden once it was planted. Still, it was a beautiful day and it would be fun to be outside.  James continued, "and, once we're done, I figured we could head over to Jay's Nest for the afternoon."  This sounded more fun. Jay's Nest was a local brewery that had a large outdoor area with plenty of stuff for kids to do. It was a great place to spend an afternoon.  "Can I invite Olivia?" Maria answered, "Sure – I'll text Carolyn and see if they want to join us."   After they finished eating and clearing the table, Maria told Gavin it was time to get ready. As she did most mornings, she asked him if he had kept his pullup dry overnight. This morning, Gavin said, "uh, I didn't wet the bed, but I did wet it while I was playing MarioKart." This wouldn't normally surprise Maria – it was not terribly uncommon for Gavin to wet his pullup on Saturdays when he got up with Jacob, but it was interesting that he had done so after questioning Jacob's diapers. Jacob noticed this too but didn't say anything.   Once everyone was dressed, the yard work commenced. While James handled trimming the shrubs out front, Jacob, Gavin and Maria worked on the garden. Well, Gavin mostly played on the play yard while Jacob and Maria pulled weeds in the raised beds and began working the soil. James had brought home a few bags of gardening soil that they spread out. After distributing the dirt they had, Maria decided they could use two more bags. She also had seen a sale for some early spring plants at the local nursery. She said, "hey, boys, I need to run to the garden shop real quick to pick up a few things. Do you want to come with me or stay with dad?" Jacob loved the garden store – he liked looking at the various garden tools and all the different vegetables and flowers. He immediately said he wanted to go. Gavin, on the other hand, elected to stay home. James was done out front, so he came around back to watch Gavin.   As Jacob got in the car and went to buckle his seatbelt, he realized he was still in his diaper. He hadn't really thought about it that morning. Normally, if his mom changed his diaper on a Saturday, she asked if he wanted underwear or a diaper and gave a rundown of the day. If there was a chance they would be going to a store, he wore underwear. This morning, however, Maria had just put a diaper on him when she changed him without talking about the day or seeing if Jacob wanted underwear. Normally when he was in a diaper at home, he really didn't think about it until it was time for a change, so he had just followed his mom to the car. It hadn't registered with him until he sat down and felt the bulk.  Jacob said, "uh, mom, I'm still in my diaper." Maria had also forgotten he was in a diaper – she was locked in on her garden. Maria hesitated – she really just wanted to get the garden done. She was looking forward to a burger at Jay's. Still, she didn't want Jacob to be uncomfortable. "You can go put on underwear if you want, but in those shorts, no one can tell you are wearing a diaper. If you don't care, I don't care." One of the thoughts that had been lingering in the back of Jacob's mind for some time was what it would be like to wear a diaper in public. He remembered the time Maria had put him in a diaper at the store when he pooped his pants. Though embarrassing at the time, he had actually kind of liked it. Olivia also wore pullups all the time. Though it was well-known at school that she wore pullups, most of the time you couldn't really tell. Jacob's only fear with leaving the house in the diaper was if someone he knew found out. In the moment, however, he figured no one in the garden store would know. He also thought about how his friends supported Olivia.  All of this went through his mind in a matter of seconds. He finished buckling his seatbelt and said, "let's go."   The nursery was somewhat busy; it was a beautiful Saturday morning in early spring, after all. While Jacob was initially self-conscious and hyperaware of his diaper for the first time in a while, he quickly lost himself looking at tools. He was fascinated with the various garden tillers, particularly the powered ones. Maria had one eye on him and one eye on the plants. She had already loaded two bags of soil on her cart; she called to Jacob to join her. Together, they picked out a few flowers to add to the beds out front along with some peas, onions, and a few herbs. Maria also grabbed a packet of carrot seeds. Her carrots rarely worked, but she always tried. While they were looking, Jacob had been slowly wetting his diaper. When diapered, he rarely held his pee and tended to let go at the slightest hint of pressure. While working that morning, he hadn't really needed to go, but once in the garden shop, his bladder had started sending its signals. In diaper mode, Jacob just let it out. He had gone from nervous about his diaper to wetting it in public. It wasn't until the second or third dribble of pee that he even thought about what he was doing – he quickly looked around and realized no one was paying attention to him.  Maria saw him looking around out of the corner of her eye and suspected what it meant, but didn't call attention to it. Once they checked out and paid, they headed to the car to load everything. The soil went in the back, but Maria put the little plant containers in the rear floorboard so they wouldn't fall over. After they finished loading, Jacob returned the cart to the holding area. As he walked Maria confirmed to herself that it was hard to tell Jacob was wearing a diaper unless you already knew.  As they pulled out of the parking lot, Maria looked back in the mirror and said, "do you need to change your diaper when we get home?" Jacob blushed and said, "It's not very wet. How could you tell?" Maria answered, "I wasn't sure, but I saw you have a moment in the store. Don't worry, no one else could tell. I couldn't even tell you were in a diaper." Jacob relaxed a little at her reassurance.  When they got home, finishing up the planting and the garden didn't take too much longer. Jacob had done a good job staying hydrated that morning, and he continued to wet his diaper while they worked. They finished up around noon. Maria told the boys to get ready to go; Gavin had mainly been playing, so Maria told him to just wash his hands and wait in the playroom. She turned to Jacob, "You probably should put on a different shirt – that one is covered in dirt. Your shorts are probably fine unless they're too sweaty. Also, Olivia and her mom are going to meet us there." Jacob headed upstairs. He decided to take a quick shower. When he got to the bathroom, he paused and looked at himself in the mirror before taking his clothes off. He turned from side to side. He could tell there was a diaper there because he was looking for it, but he didn't think it was that noticeable even though he knew it was absolutely soaked. After he dropped his shorts to the floor, he confirmed that his diaper was at capacity. As he showered, he started to think about how fun it had been to wet his diaper at the garden nursery. The thought of wearing a diaper to Jay's Nest kept pushing its way into his mind. When he got out of the shower, he put his dirty clothes in the hamper and wrapped a towel around himself to walk to his room. He took his wet diaper to put in his diaper genie. Once in his room, he picked out a pair of gray shorts very similar to the ones he had worn that morning and a t-shirt that came down pretty far below his waist. Then he had to make the decision. Diaper or underwear? It really wasn't a decision. His mind had been made up in the shower. He grabbed a diaper. Thinking about something his mom had told him previously, he also grabbed barrier cream and diaper powder. He didn't want a rash.  He'd gotten pretty good at diapering himself quickly. After school, he normally diapered himself standing up. Before bed, however, he would often use the changing mat. He did that now so that it would be easier to powder himself. Once he was dressed, he checked himself in the mirror; he thought his diaper was very well hidden. He could smell a faint scent of baby powder but didn't think anyone would notice. By the time he got downstairs, everyone else was ready as well. They hopped in the car and headed to the brewery. No one said anything to him about his diaper.    The brewery was just as busy as they expected, but James had managed to reserve an outdoor table for the six of them. Olivia and Carolyn were waiting when they arrived; they were seated quickly. Even though he had eaten a big breakfast, all the garden work had left Jacob hungry. He managed to eat a burger, fries, and a milkshake, not to mention root beer from the brewery.  After they ate, they moved to the lawn area. While the adults talked, the kids played. After a while, Gavin stopped and said, "I need to pee." The kids walked over to where the adults were, and James said he would take Gavin to the bathroom. He suggested that Jacob join him. When Jacob said he was fine, Maria gave him a look. Carolyn also asked Olivia if she needed to go. Olivia shook her head no. Then Carolyn asked her if she needed a change. Olivia just said, "not yet." When they went back to where they were playing, Maria looked at Carolyn and said, "pullups?" Carolyn answered, "yes – it was just easier. I've got a few changes with me just in case."  When they were away from their parents, Jacob said, "did you wet your pullup?" "A little, but it's not bad yet." Jacob and Olivia climbed up to a level on the jungle gym where they were alone for a minute. Jacob looked around for a minute and said, "Olivia – can you keep a secret?" "Yes, but it depends on what it is." Jacob laughed and lifted his shirt above his waist band and pulled the top of his shorts down just enough to show the edge of his diaper before putting his shirt down.  Olivia's eyes got wide. "She whispered – are you wearing what I think you are?"  Jacob laughed and nodded. "But no one knows."   The flaw in Jacob's plan revealed itself as the afternoon wore on. Maria and Carolyn were enjoying their beer while James had tapered off – he was driving home. Carolyn and Olivia had taken an uber. Jacob had been dribbling into his diaper for almost two hours now and could tell his diaper was soaked to capacity. The kids were doing a puzzle with their parents when he felt a bit of dampness on his shorts. He hadn't leaked often, but he knew what it felt like. This wasn't a bad leak yet, but he did panic a little. He decided not to say anything at that moment, but he could feel his bladder starting to fill up again – he'd been drinking root beer and water all afternoon. He knew the diaper wouldn't hold any more urine. Somehow, Olivia sensed what was going on. She stood up and went over to Carolyn and whispered, "Mom, I need a change. Can I borrow your bag?" Carolyn said sure and handed the bag to Olivia. She glanced back at Jacob and said, "do you want to walk over there with me?" Jacob stood up to join her, but then disaster struck. Maria said, "I need to go too – I'll go over there with you as well." Carolyn said, "now that you mention it, I better go as well." Olivia just gave Jacob a shrug. When the four of them got to the family restroom, they were surprised to see that there was no line. When Olivia and Carolyn went in, Jacob finally said something to his mother. "Uh, mom, I have a problem." "Is the problem that your diaper is wet?" "How did you know I was wearing one?! Is it easy to see?" Maria was giggling a little – she had drank several beers by this point. "No, I could only tell because you leaked. I saw a little spot on your shorts when you stood up and looked more closely. That's why I decided to walk over here with you. If you're going to wear one, you should wear black shorts." Jacob said, "What am I going to do?" "Well, I don't have any supplies with me, so you can go in and throw it away and use the bathroom like a big boy, or..." "Or what?" "Let's wait for Carolyn and Olivia." Jacob moved in front of Maria as they waited. When she glanced around and saw no one was about, she pulled back Jacob's waistband.  "Mom!" Jacob whisper shouted, but his tone was not one of anger. Maria, being a little tipsy, just laughed.  When Carolyn opened the door to the family restroom, Maria said, "hey – stay there for a minute. We need a quick chat." Maria and Jacob entered the now crowded bathroom. Maria spoke, "Could we borrow your changing supplies and a pullup?" Carolyn looked confused for a moment then cocked her head and said, "Jacob?" Olivia laughed; Carolyn said, "Wasn't expecting to have communal diaper changes with our 3rd graders, but sure." Maria just said, "I'll explain later – I'm a little surprised myself." Carolyn left the bag with Maria and she and Olivia left the bathroom.  Maria turned to Jacob, "Up on the table."  She removed his shorts over his shoes and untaped the diaper. "Wow – you really wet this thing!" After she wiped him down, she said, "go pee in the potty real quick. These pullups won't hold as much." Jacob did as he was told, then Maria helped him with the pullup and his shorts. She asked him to step out so she could use the bathroom. When Jacob left the bathroom, a mother with two toddlers was waiting and started to go in. Jacob informed her his mom was still in there. The mom gave him a quizzical look but didn't say anything. As Maria opened the door she was saying, "now Jacob try to stay dry. That pullup..." She froze when she saw the waiting mom. The mom looked a little confused, but took her kids into the bathroom. Maria just laughed again and finished her sentence when the door closed. "That pullup is a little small on you." Jacob was surprised at himself that he wasn't really embarrassed and kind of hoped the other mom knew he had just had a diaper change.  On the way back to the table, Maria said, "Jacob, if you are going to wear something out of the house, you should let me know so I can be ready. I'm not mad, just unprepared." Jacob was a little red and just said, "sorry, mom - it just kind of happened after this morning." They stayed at the brewery a little longer. Jacob did let a little pee go in his pullup, but he didn't flood it. At one point, Olivia leaned over and said, "Did you get in trouble?" Jacob just said, "no, she's not mad."  Olivia whispered in his ear, "I guess we're pullup buddies then." Jacob just grinned.    As soon as they got out of the car at home, Jacob, let go in his pullup. He was curious to see how it felt compared to his diapers. He liked it, but these pullups were definitely too small and he could tell it wouldn't hold as much. When they got in the house, Gavin went to the downstairs bathroom and Jacob started to head to his room. Maria, however, stopped him. She said, "let me check you real quick" and put two fingers just inside his front waist band. "You're soaked – let's get you changed." James had followed them in, witnessing his wife checking Jacob's pullup. He had been pretty much oblivious to everything and asked, "Is Jacob in a diaper? Was he in one at Jay's?" Maria looked back and said, "I'll explain tonight." With that, she lightly smacked Jacob's bottom and said, "let's get you in a dry diaper, you big baby."      

For bedwetting?  After about a year and a half, it became pretty regular.  Although I don't truly consider myself a bedwetter.

I am in a very wet overnight Pamper today. Very saggy. Agu! Nya! Nya!