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    • not exactly a baby game, but i do like Everquest. i have played it for 20+ years and my current favorite is a female Dark elf ranger. shes lvl 121 and the cap in game is 130.
    • One piece referenced and a Harley chapter. Is it my birthday or something !? 🩵
    • Oooooh boy, Harley’s about to get in a whole legal mess. I can’t stand her, and I hope she gets her comeuppance. 
    • wow just seeing the mind of her scares me sometimes and did she break her nda for telling her babysitter club about paul in the first place?
    • 1st drop of the weekend; Chapter One Hundred & Sixteen: Part Three: “Ollie ollie oxen free!” The voice cuts through the darkness like sunlight breaking over a horizon, bright and playful and impossible to ignore, and the world doesn’t just appear so much as it wakes up around it—light blooming slowly into the frame, warm and golden, spilling across polished hardwood floors that gleam with soft reflections of movement, color, life.   A playroom. But not just any playroom.   It stretches wider than expected, designed with intention, with care—multi-purpose, lived-in, loved. The floors are smooth and honey-toned, interrupted in pockets by soft foam playmats scattered in careful clusters—alphabet tiles in bright reds and yellows, numbers in blues and greens, each section forming its own little island of imagination. Along the walls, low shelves overflow with neatly organized toys—plush animals tucked into woven baskets, plastic dinosaurs mid-roar, wooden blocks stacked in imperfect towers waiting to be knocked down again. Bookshelves line the far corners, filled with bright spines and dog-eared favorites, stories that have been read enough times to feel like memory that invited both boys and girls to explore.   The walls themselves are painted a rich Yale blue, grounding the room in something calm beneath all the motion, and on the far side, mounted just above eye level, a large flat screen TV plays a muted episode of Bluey—tiny animated figures bouncing silently through their own world, colors flickering gently against the wall. But the real sound—the real life—comes from the children. They’re everywhere.   A blur of movement and laughter, small feet pattering against wood and foam alike, voices overlapping in a chorus of excitement that never quite settles. Two twin girls—four years old, identical in their tight curls and bright eyes—dart past each other in matching pastel leggings and oversized cartoon tees, their laughter echoing in perfect harmony as they chase and double back in a game only they fully understand. A three-year-old boy with messy blonde hair stumbles after them, his little sneakers lighting up with every step, his giggles half breathless as he tries to keep up. A five-year-old boy, taller, more confident, in a Spider-Man hoodie and loose joggers, zigzags through the chaos with practiced agility, ducking behind toy chests like it’s a battlefield. And near the center of it all—a tiny two-year-old girl with soft curls and chubby cheeks, her tiny sneakers squeaking against the floor as she runs with everything she has.     “Catch me—catch me Harley!”     The words come out in bursts, half-laugh, then that unmistakable pop of bubblegum pink hair first, bright even in motion, before the rest of Harley comes into view, her outfit softer today, toned down but still undeniably her—a fitted pastel sweater that hugs her frame without revealing too much, paired with high-waisted denim and playful accessories that catch the light when she moves, her style still vibrant, still expressive, just… gentler.   Safer for this space.   Her arms lift as she lunges forward in exaggerated motion, her voice instantly shifting into playful, sing-song baby talk.   “Uh-ohhh, Sofiaaa—Harley’s gonna get you!” she calls, her tone bubbling with warmth. “The tickle monster’s coming—she’s right behind you—run, run, run!”   Sofia squeals, her tiny legs pumping faster, her laughter breaking into breathless hiccups as she looks back— and runs straight into someone else.   “Whoa—gotcha!”   Kat steps into frame like a wall of energy, catching Sofia mid-run and lifting her effortlessly, spinning her once as the little girl shrieks with delight. Kat’s presence is immediate—strong, grounded, her athletic build clear even beneath her fitted long-sleeve training top, sleek joggers, and cozy gray boots—cute, mature, and practical for chasing toddlers while still showing her playful spirit. Her dark hair was pulled back in a simple ponytail, and her warm brown eyes sparkled as she spun Sofia gently in her arms.   “No, no, no,” Kat laughs, her voice just as energetic as Harley’s but steadier, more controlled. “Sofiaaa—Kat’s the one who caught you, not Harley.”   Harley straightens, hands on her hips, a playful pout tugging at her lips before it melts into a grin.   “Nice save, little sis,” she teases, her tone light, affectionate.   Kat just smirks, bouncing Sofia once more before setting her down, sending her running again.   A bubbly voice laced with a little baby talk cut through the laughter from the other side of the room. “Vicky—how do you wrangle those two all the time?” Victoria steps into view on the opposite end—effortless, composed, carrying both twin girls at once, one perched on each hip like it’s the most natural thing in the world. She’s dressed in FAU colors—a white cropped varsity-style jacket with blue and gold accents over a fitted navy & red tank top, paired with a short black-and-white houndstooth skirt and black knee-high boots with blue ribbon ties. Her dark hair had bright blue streaks and was styled in playful pigtails with blue bows. She balanced the twins effortlessly, laughing as they tugged at her jacket. “Practice,” she replies simply, a small smile tugging at her lips. “And patience… something you clearly don’t have.”   A laugh cuts through from the other side of the room, and the final figure steps forward—Trish—blonde hair cascading over her shoulders; she wears a black strapless top that shows off her toned midriff and a pair of black shorts with frayed edges. She adjusts the toddler on her hip—the “stack of stinky potatoes” she’d been referring to—bouncing him slightly as she wrinkles her nose playfully.   “I swear,” she continues, half-laughing, half-complaining, “this one’s got a vendetta against clean diapers today.” “Okaaay—time out, time out—everybody freeze,” Harley’s voice lifts above the joyful chaos, not loud enough to break the magic of the room but firm enough that it gently gathers attention, her hands clapping once, twice, as she steps into the center of it all with that same bright, effortless authority she carried without ever needing to force it. The kids slow in waves rather than all at once—one giggle fading into another, feet stilling in place, curious eyes turning toward her—and Harley crouches just slightly, hands on her knees, her smile softening into something warmer, more grounding. “I think it’s time for some changies and potty breaks… then snackies for the kiddies.”   A chorus of mixed reactions follows—some cheers, some groans, one dramatic flop onto a foam mat—and Harley laughs, straightening as she glances back over her shoulder, catching Kat, Trish, and Victoria already moving instinctively to help guide the flow, each stepping into their role without a word needing to be said. Then Harley leans in—literally leaning forward into the loose semi-circle the four girls naturally form as they regroup—her voice dropping just enough to shift the tone.   “…and breakfast,” she adds, a playful edge curling into her grin, “for the baddest and best bitches who ever started a babysitters club.”   The reaction is immediate.   Kat snorts first, nearly choking on her own laugh, Trish’s head tipping back as she lets out a louder, unapologetic cackle, and Victoria—more composed, always—covers her mouth but can’t quite hide the way her shoulders shake.   Even the kids laugh. Not because they understand. But because laughter is contagious, and this room—this little world—runs on it.   The transition that follows is seamless, almost choreographed without anyone ever calling it that. The playroom shifts shape as soft, colorful playpen walls are arranged in a wide arc, gently dividing the space into two halves—one for movement, one for stillness—and within minutes, the children are gathered on the matted floor like a tiny audience, legs crossed or sprawled, plates balanced in their laps.   Bright plastic plates—each one a different color—hold their snacks like little treasures. Goldfish crackers spill into small orange piles, yogurt-covered pretzels carefully rationed for the older kids who pretend not to count them, while the younger ones clutch soft yogurt chews between tiny fingers. M&M’s—just enough to feel special—dot each plate in careful handfuls, and clusters of green and purple grapes glisten under the overhead lights. Sippy cups and bottles are passed around like lifelines—juice for some, milk for others—and the room settles into a quieter rhythm, the children’s focus shifting toward the TV where Bluey continues its silent adventure, now joined by a softly playing episode of Paw Patrol, layered just enough to keep every age group engaged.   Behind the playpen walls, separated but never distant, the energy changes again.   The large black sectional couch dominates the back half of the room—luxury softened by comfort, its deep cushions swallowing anyone who sits into them, the material a rich matte fabric that somehow manages to feel both expensive and lived-in. It curves slightly, inviting rather than imposing, dotted with throw pillows in playful colors that mirror the room without overwhelming it.   Harley drops into one corner, tucking one leg under her as she unwraps her breakfast sandwich, the familiar sleeve crinkling softly in her hands. Kat flops beside her, stretching out like she just finished a game rather than a babysitting shift, while Trish claims the opposite side with an easy confidence, Victoria settling somewhere in the middle, balancing composure with comfort.   Coffee cups—warm, cold, indulgent—dot the low table in front of them.   Kat and Victoria cradle their hot vanilla lattes, steam curling upward in soft ribbons, the faint scent of candy cane syrup cutting through the air with something festive and sweet. Harley leans back with her cold brew, the subtle peppermint note sharper, cooler, while Trish’s own drink rests untouched for a moment as she carefully unwraps her sandwich with precise, almost methodical movements.   For a beat, it’s quiet. Not silent—but calmer. Contained.   Then Kat breaks it, nudging Harley lightly with her shoulder. “So… you ever think about how insane it is that this is our life now?” she asks, half laughing. “Like—I had practice two days ago, and now I’m over here arguing with a four-year-old about grape distribution.”   Harley smirks, taking a bite before answering. “You lost that argument, didn’t you?”   Kat exhales through her nose, defeated. “He negotiated like a pro. I’m telling you—future lawyer.”   Victoria perks slightly at that, eyes lighting up just enough. “That’s actually a real skill,” she says, her voice softer but thoughtful. “Negotiation patterns form really early. It’s like—behavioral mapping. You can kind of predict how someone will respond long-term based on how they handle small decisions.”   Trish blinks at her. “…Vicky, we’re talking about grapes.”   Victoria pauses. Then smiles.   “…grapes with strategy.”   That earns another round of laughter.   Trish then adjusting her sleeve and checking her phone briefly before setting it aside—leans forward, resting her elbows on her knees, her tone shifting the conversation just slightly.   “So what’s everyone doing for winter break?” she asks, casual but curious. “Because I swear if I have to spend another holiday stuck in my house pretending I enjoy accounting spreadsheets, I’m gonna lose it.” Harley shakes her head, smiling. “Orlando. Dad’s sister, her kids… whole family thing.”   Kat perks immediately, sitting up straighter. “And Universal,” she adds, unable to hide the excitement creeping into her voice. She pauses, then straightens a little more, pushing her voice into a mock-serious tone.   “Wingardium Leviosa” she says, slipping into a perfect Hermione Granger cadence. Harley doesn’t even hesitate—she grabs a throw pillow and smacks Kat square in the side with it.   “Don’t start,” Harley laughs, shaking her head, but there’s no bite to it, just affection. “You’re not turning this into a full Harry Potter monologue.”   Kat grins, completely unbothered. “You love it.”   “I love Mario,” Harley fires back, leaning forward now, eyes lighting up just a little. “Like—I’m actually stoked. That whole world? The colors, the rides… it’s gonna be insane.”   Victoria, who had been quietly unwrapping her sandwich with careful precision, glances up, a small smile forming.   “I wish someone would build a One Piece theme park,” she says, almost to herself, but loud enough. “Like—full-scale Grand Line experience. That would be…” she pauses, searching for the word, “…perfect.”   Kat laughs. “You and your anime.”   Victoria shrugs lightly. “It’s storytelling,” she replies, calm but certain. “And I’ll just have to settle for PokéPark KANTO when I visit my family in Tama Hills in February.” There’s a flicker of something softer there, something that lingers just a beat longer before she looks back down at her food.   Trish leans forward slightly, elbows on her knees, smiling at the exchange before shifting the conversation with an easy pivot. “I’m staying local,” she says. “Work mostly. But…” she hesitates just enough to make it feel real, “…Sam and I have a few things planned.”   Harley glances over. “Yeah?” Trish doesn’t rush it. She takes a sip of her drink first, setting it down carefully, her posture naturally poised in a way that feels effortless rather than practiced. “Samantha and I went out last weekend,” she begins, her voice warm, controlled, but threaded with something deeper. “Little place downtown. Dim lighting, quiet—just enough music to feel it without needing to talk over it.”   Harley watches her closely now, already knowing this isn’t just a casual story.   “I wore this dress,” Trish continues, a faint smile forming. “Black, silk, cut just right—nothing over the top, but it fit. You know when something doesn’t just look good, it feels like it was made for you? That.”   Kat nods slowly. “Yeah… yeah, I know that feeling.”   Trish’s eyes soften slightly. “Sam noticed before I even sat down,” she says. “And not in a subtle way either. She just… stopped. Like the whole room did for a second.”   She lets that breathe, then adds, almost amused, “And yeah, there were a couple other looks. The kind you don’t ask for but you’re aware of anyway like guys covering their junk when two goddness walk past. Wishing we were into cock. It doesn’t matter.”   “Because?” Harley prompts gently.   Trish’s smile shifts—warmer now, more personal. “Because she was the only one I cared about,” she says simply. “And the way she looked at me… it wasn’t just attraction. It was… recognition. Like she saw me. All of it.”   There’s a quiet that follows, not awkward—just full.   “We barely touched the food,” she admits after a moment, a soft laugh slipping through. “Not because we weren’t hungry… just because we couldn’t stop talking. Or leaning in. Or…” she shakes her head lightly, smiling to herself, “…being there.”   Kat exhales. “Okay yeah… that’s real.”   Victoria nods slowly, thoughtful. “That’s… rare.”   Harley doesn’t say anything right away, but there’s a softness in her expression now, something grounded, something quietly proud of the space they’ve created where that kind of honesty just… happens.   Trish leans back into the couch, exhaling gently, the moment settling around her rather than fading.   “Yeah,” she says softly. “It is.”   Kat doesn’t let it go. Not really. The laughter has softened, the conversation drifted, the rhythm of the room settling back into something easy—but there’s a look she keeps stealing toward Harley, something curious, something a little too pointed to be accidental, and eventually she leans forward, elbows on her knees, voice lowering just enough to signal a shift. “So…” she starts, dragging the word out just a touch, “when exactly were you gonna tell us you’ve basically been holding out on the babysitters club?”   Victoria’s head tilts, eyes sliding toward Harley with quiet interest, while Trish glances over more subtly, her posture still composed but her attention fully there now, and Harley—caught mid-sip—freezes for just a second too long before lowering her cup slowly, her lips pressing together in a way that gives her away before she even speaks.   “Kat…” she begins, but there’s already a faint blush creeping up her cheeks.   “No, seriously,” Kat continues, not harsh, not accusatory—just honest, just close. “Between school, life, everything the last couple years… this?” she gestures loosely around the room, the kids, the couch, the four of them, “this is kinda the only thing that’s stayed… us. And you’ve been sitting on something this big?”   There’s no bite in it. Just love. And Harley knows it.   She exhales softly, setting her drink down, her fingers lingering against the cup like she’s grounding herself in the moment before she looks up at them, that same blush deepening but her expression softening into something more open, more… real.   “It’s not that I didn’t want to tell you,” she says, her voice quieter now, more measured. “It’s just… it’s complicated.”   Kat leans back slightly, arms folding but her eyes never leaving her sister. “Try us.”   Harley huffs out a small breath, a faint smile tugging at her lips despite herself. “Okay, but you’re all gonna hear this and think I’ve completely lost it.”   Victoria’s voice is calm, steady. “We already think that sometimes. You’ll be fine.”   That earns a small laugh—just enough to ease the tension—and Harley shakes her head before continuing, her tone shifting again, something almost teasing threading into it now. “Well… it’s kinda hard to explain a job when the gig comes with an absolute cutie… and an NDA.”   There’s a beat. Then Kat blinks.   “…a what?”   “A non-disclosure agreement,” Victoria repeats, brows lifting slightly now, her interest piqued in a very different way.   Kat sits up straighter. “Harley—what kind of baby are you watching?”   Harley exhales through her nose, shaking her head lightly, but there’s something in her expression now—something almost fond.   “Well… he’s a baby,” she says slowly. “At times.” Then she adds, more plainly, “but he’s also not.” Harley meets her eyes.   “He just turned eighteen.”   Silence.   “Years?” Kat blurts without thinking.   Harley gives her a look. “Obviously.”   Trish leans forward further now, elbows on her knees, her whole posture saying you are not leaving us hanging here.   “Okay, okay, I get it. This is exactly ‘normal,’” Victoria said back, half-laughing. With Harley starting again “Let’s get one thing—”   “Just one?” Trish cut in.   “One really important thing out of the way first,” Harley continued. “This isn’t some kind of sick sex game. Okay. Nor is the young man I get to watch in any way mentally slow.”   Kat’s eyebrows shot up. “Than what’s the story and why the freak did you have to sign an NDA for the job, Harley? Do Mom and Dad know?”   Harley nods without hesitation. “They do. They signed NDA’s too.”   That shifts the room. This isn’t some random, questionable situation. This is real.   “The family I work for is… well off,” Harley continues, her voice settling into something steadier now. “They care a lot about privacy. And even more about protecting their son’s dignity. So yeah—contracts, boundaries, all of it.” She pauses. Then, softer—“His name is Paul.”   The way she says it—there’s something there. Something the others notice, even if they don’t fully understand it yet.   “He’s eighteen,” Harley continues. “And he’s… honestly one of the most charming, kind, caring people I’ve ever met.”   Kat watches her closely now.   “So why does he need you?” she asks, more quietly this time. “Like… really.”   Harley doesn’t answer right away. Instead, for just a second, her mind drifts—unintentionally—pulled by memory, by sensation, by the faint echo of something so familiar it almost hums in her ears. The soft crinkle of padding, the warmth of closeness, the way Paul laughs when he forgets to hold it back— And without meaning to—a small, almost dangerously soft smile slips across her face.   Trish notices immediately. She doesn’t say anything. Just watches. As Harley catches herself a second later, blinking, pulling back into the moment, but the softness doesn’t fully leave her.   “…he has a condition,” she says finally, her tone gentler now. “It’s stress-related. A neurological thing that affects muscle control, coordination… stuff like that.”   Victoria nods faintly, following.   “And one of the ways it shows up,” Harley continues carefully, “is that he doesn’t always have full control over… certain functions.”   She chooses her words with intention. Respect.   “So he wears protection,” she says softly. “Like the little guys and gals here do.”   No one laughs. No one makes a face. They just sit with it. Processing.   “And when his stress spikes,” Harley adds, “his body kind of… shuts down in certain ways. The best way for him to regulate again is to reset. Emotionally, physically… everything.”   Kat frowns slightly. “…reset how?”   Harley exhales slowly.   “…he gets to be small again,” she says. “Like a toddler. It’s part of his treatment.”   That lands heavier. More complex.   “So like any toddler,” Harley continues, steady now, “you help them eat sometimes, get them settled, ready for naps or bed… dress them… and if they need it, help them to the potty or—”   “YOU CHANGE HIM?” Kat blurts, unable to stop herself.   Harley doesn’t flinch.   “It’s part of the job,” she says simply.   Victoria leans back, processing, her face caught somewhere between disbelief and something she can’t quite name. “I mean… I don’t know if I could.”   “No one’s asking you to,” Harley replies calmly. “And honestly? He’s not even the messiest one I’ve ever dealt with.” A faint smirk touches her lips. “Plus, some of his ‘big boy’ stuff? It’s actually… kinda cute.”   That earns a small, disbelieving laugh from Kat. But Harley’s expression shifts again—more grounded now, more real.   “But he’s not little all the time,” she says, collecting herself. “He’s eighteen. He’s figuring things out. We talk, we hang out, we watch TV… he’s just… really special.”   There’s a beat.   “…to me, at least.”   That part sits differently.   Trish leans in again, softer this time. “Alright,” she says. “Real question. If you could bring him around… would you?” Harley doesn’t answer. Not right away.   Her mind drifted the way it always did when the playroom grew quiet for a moment — a soft, swirling daydream that felt almost real, like stepping into a warmer, brighter version of the world she already loved. The children vanished in a gentle shimmer, their laughter fading like echoes, leaving the Yale-blue walls and hardwood floors untouched. The foam mats, toy chests, and bookshelves remained exactly as they were, but now the space belonged entirely to one very special boy.   Paul sat in the center of the playpen, fully regressed and utterly adorable. He wore the light blue sunsuit romper, the cutest thing Harley had ever imagined on him. The soft white t-shirt underneath peeked out at the shoulders and sleeves, crisp and innocent, while the light blue overall-style romper featured an all-over pattern of smiling cartoon sharks and whales in playful poses. Tiny blue sharks with big grins swam across the fabric, and cheerful white whales with little fins added a sweet, nautical charm. The romper’s crisscross straps over the shoulders and the elastic leg openings made it look perfectly toddlerish and fun, the kind of outfit that screamed “big baby boy ready for playtime.” But the Critter Caboose diaper underneath was so thick and puffy that parts of the white plastic backing with its colorful dinosaur pattern poked out noticeably at the leg holes and around the waistband. The extra stuffers Harley always imagined for him made the diaper bulge dramatically, forcing the widest, most exaggerated waddle imaginable. Every tiny shift sent loud, unmistakable crinkles echoing through the playpen, the thick padding forcing his legs apart in that unmistakable, endearing baby gait.   Paul looked up at the four women surrounding the playpen, blushing bright pink, his pacifier bobbing steadily between his lips as he sucked with shy, contented little noises. He clapped his hands together happily, fully in little space, eyes sparkling with innocent joy.   Harley stood at the edge of the playpen, her pink pigtails bouncing as she beamed with possessive pride. My wittle Pauly, she thought, heart swelling. All mine to take care of, just like this, forever. She clapped her hands once and cooed in the thickest baby talk she could muster.   “Wook at my big cutie pie Pauly-wowwy sittin’ in his pwaypen! Aww, is my wittle baby boy so happy to meet his new aunties? Yes he is! Yes he is!”   Kat, knelt down beside the playpen, her athletic frame leaning in with a bright grin. “Awww, Harley, he’s such a big cutie pie! Wook at dat wittle face! You are so wucky to be watchin’ such a pwecious wittle baby boy all day!”   Victoria clapped her hands excitedly. “Oh my goodness, Pauly! You are da cutest wittle thing! Auntie Vicky is so happy to meet you! Come here, sweet boy, wet’s pway!”   Trish leaned over the playpen rail, voice dripping with sugary baby talk. “Awww, wook at dat big, thick diapee peeking out! You’re such a wittle stinker already, aren’t you, Pauly? Auntie Twish woves a big, padded baby boy wike you!”   Paul blushed even deeper, but his little side was in full control. He giggled around his pacifier and reached for the blocks and rattles scattered in the playpen. The women cooed and awwed in unison as he stacked a few colorful blocks, the thick diaper forcing his legs wide apart in the biggest, crinkliest waddle imaginable every time he shifted.   Harley watched with the biggest, proudest smile, her heart fluttering. “See, aunties? My wittle Pauly is da bestest baby in da whole wide world!”   Kat and Victoria climbed into the playpen with him, rolling a soft ball back and forth. Paul’s eyes lit up as he clapped and kicked his padded legs, the crinkle loud and constant. They played patty cake next, their hands meeting his chubby little ones in gentle claps while they sang in thick baby talk.   “Patty cake, patty cake, baker’s man! Make me a diapee as fast as you can!” Victoria cooed, giggling as Paul gurgled happily around his pacifier.   Trish watched from outside the playpen, then reached in and lifted Paul gently into her lap on the edge. “Come here, my wittle milky boy. Time for your bottle, sweetie pie.” She held the warm baby bottle to his lips, speaking nothing but encouraging baby talk as Paul drank his milkies with big, contented sucks.   “Dat’s it, Pauly-wowwy, dwink all your milkies for Auntie Twish. You’re such a good, good baby boy. Big, strong suckies for Auntie!”   Paul nursed eagerly, his eyes half-closed in bliss. When he finished, Trish lifted him over her shoulder, and Harley handed her the burp rag. Trish patted his back firmly, cooing the whole time.   “Come on, big burpy for Auntie Twish… yes, dat’s it… big, woud burpy for your auntie!”   Paul let out a loud, adorable burp, making all the girls laugh and clap. Later, Harley sat in the middle of the large black sectional couch with the rest of the girls gathered around her, all of them still gushing over how cute Pauly was. Harley bounced Paul up and down on her lap in a playful, rhythmic motion, layering on the thickest baby talk.   “Up and down, up and down goes my wittle Pauly-wowwy! Who’s my bouncy, wittle baby boy? Is it you? Is it you? Yes it is! Yes it is!” She made silly faces, sticking her tongue out and crossing her eyes, getting Paul to gurgle happily from under his pacifier, his thick diaper crinkling loudly with every bounce.   The laughter was suddenly interrupted when Paul made a telltale face, his expression shifting as he pushed. Harley’s eyes widened with dramatic recognition. She stood Paul up on the couch, holding him under his arms, and leaned in close, over-exaggerating everything for the show.   “Peeew-EWWWWW!” she cried, waving her hand in front of her nose with theatrical flair. “Oh my goodness, wittle Pauly made a big stinky in his diapee! Auntie Harley found her wittle sinker alright! Yes she did!”   The POV shifted seamlessly to Paul’s eyes, looking up at all the girls’ faces towering over him — Harley’s bright pink hair, Kat’s sporty grin, Victoria’s blue-streaked pigtails, and Trish’s blonde waves — all of them smiling down with loving, playful affection.   Harley conducted the diaper change right there on the couch with all the girls wanting to help. Kat shook a colorful rattle over Paul’s head to distract him, the soft jingle keeping his attention while he sucked his pacifier. Trish and Victoria each untaped one side of his messy diaper, holding their noses dramatically and waving their hands.   “Oh my goodness, what a big stinky mess our wittle Pauly made!” Victoria cooed.   “Peeew! Such a poopy wittle boy!” Trish added, laughing warmly.   Harley came in with a bunch of fresh wipes, cleaning his bum-bum and pee-pee with gentle, loving strokes. Kat handed her a nice, big, thick, and cute Safari-themed diaper. Trish lifted Paul’s legs high while Victoria slid the fresh diaper underneath. Trish shook a generous cloud of baby powder over him, and Harley taped the new diaper up nice and dry with firm, secure tapes.   All four girls finished with encouraging lines of thick baby talk.   “Such a good, clean baby boy now!” Harley cooed.   “Dat’s our wittle Pauly, all fresh and dry for his aunties!” Kat added.   “You’re da bestest, padded baby in da whole world!” Victoria praised.   “Wook at dat big, thick diapee! So cute and comfy!” Trish finished, giving the front a gentle pat.   Harley pulled Paul back into her lap, kissing his forehead as the daydream swirled softly around her. In her mind, this was perfection — Paul fully regressed, safe, loved, and completely hers to care for, surrounded by her closest friends who accepted him exactly as he was.   The playroom lights glowed warmer than ever, the laughter of the girls mixing with Paul’s happy gurgles around his pacifier. Harley’s heart swelled with possessive joy. My wittle boy. My perfect, padded Pauly. This is exactly how it should be. The daydream held her for one perfect, impossible moment longer before reality gently tugged her back, the children’s laughter returning around her in the real playroom. But the smile on Harley’s face stayed bright and secret.     “…Harley?” “…Harley?”   Victoria smirks slightly. “I think we lost her.”   Harley blinks, snapping back, a soft laugh slipping out. “Sorry… yeah. I was thinking about someone else.”   Victoria’s grin turns just a little sly. “Oh, we know.”   Kat exhales, shaking her head. “Look—we’re not saying bring him here with all of this,” she gestures toward the kids. “That’d be chaos. But if he’s not always little…”   “…then he could just hang out,” Trish finishes. “As himself.”   “And when he needs space,” Trish adds, “you take him somewhere quiet. That’s it.”   Harley looks between them, something hopeful flickering now.   “You really think that could work?”   The three of them exchange a glance—silent, quick—before Trish answers.   “…we don’t know,” she says honestly. “But we’d like to meet him.”   Kat nods. “Start small.”   Victoria adds, “Group setting. Neutral ground.”   Kat grins. “Mall.”   “Lunch,” Victoria says.   Kat snaps her fingers. “Sephora.”   Victoria sighs. “…of course.”   “And then,” Kat adds, turning back to Harley, “we take him to Build-A-Bear.”   There’s a beat— then Harley squeals.   Actually squeals, hands flying up as her whole face lights up in a way that answers the question before she even speaks.   “Oh my god he would love that,” she says, practically vibrating with excitement. “He’s been through so much the last few days… another plushie would honestly make his whole week. But he certainly wouldn’t want a bear, probably a little lion.Like the one he painted.”   Kat blinks. “He what?”   Harley is already reaching for her phone. “So I can’t take pictures when I’m with him—strict rule—but his mom sent me this one. We were painting one afternoon, the poor guy didn’t want a paintbrush, so I gave him a paper plate and he made this.”  She turns the phone toward them. And just like that—whatever hesitation was left… melts.   “His mommy took these photos of our paintings together and hung them on the fridge.”   “OMG, sis, that is awwwdorable, alright.”   “That is the cutest wittle lion ever.”   “Okay, Harley, I can kinda see it. The picture is certainly proof that you’re sitting for a toddler, alright—just a bigger one.”   The moment was broken when Kat’s phone went off.   “Shit—I mean, shoot—that’s me. I gotta get to class. Third period is only twenty minutes away.”   “Alright then, let’s get going. It was great seeing you all again.”   The girls said goodbye to each other and the kids as well. Trish pulled Harley over by the stairs, away from the playroom.   “Girl, we need to talk about ALL of this, but I gotta ask—has he ever been to…”   “God no, Trish.”   “Well, as I heard it, over the weekend, you basically quit because you found your baby boy. This is that guy?”   Harley blushed and quietly nodded her head, telling Trish she’d call her later and explain. The scene changed to Kat and Harley walking outside over to Harley’s sedan parked on the street outside Trish’s family’s home—this week her house was used as “home base.” Just as both sisters opened their doors, Kat shouted over at Harley.   “Hey, sis, sorry about all of that back there. I shouldn’t have said anything, but I’m glad to know you’re having a fun time with your new not-so-wittle special guy.”   “Thanks, Kat.”   “So, umm… I know we talked about meeting him maybe as a group only if you got his parents’ permission. Well, I was thinking, why don’t we try small at first? How about you ask for just me to meet him. Maybe I could come over to his place and help. No cameras, and I’ll sign whatever.”   Harley looked at Kat with loving eyes, nodding her head slightly. “Maybe. I think that would be a good idea. Let me talk with them and Paul about it first.”   The car doors close—and the sound carries, stretching—until it becomes something else entirely.   Morning light. Bright. Clean.   Spilling across glass as it reflects off the windshield, then breaks into the Goldhawks’ kitchen in soft golden beams as Bryan steps inside, just as Lilly finishes plating breakfast—the quiet calm of home waiting on the other side of everything that’s just begun.
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