Baby Talk

IF (Imaginary Friends)

I feel like this was posted on here before

Don't know how well this tracks with what we know from the other story.

Hi guys!  Evelyn's Regression was my very first story. Well, actually, it was Mom & I, but I kinda forgot the password and email for that account. The concept of the story, however, is very similar—an immature mother being regressed by a much more responsible daughter. Evelyn's Regression was a more complex take on that concept. And now this version expands on what came before and takes it to another level, setting up a sequel that will come soon. Or you can buy it on Kindle: Anyway, hope you enjoy it. For the complete story, check out my Subscribestar: https://subscribestar.adult/thelittlewriter/collections or you can buy it on Kindle: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BSDP5SGL   Evelyn's Regression   The baby monitor crackled on Hailee’s desk, carrying the sound of sobs from the nursery she had set down the hall. She paused mid-scroll on her laptop, knowing too well what she needed to do. With a sigh, she rose from her chair. The moment she pushed open the door, she understood why the sobs—the smell was something she could never get used to, that combination of a messy diaper and baby powder was particularly intense.  Inside the room, in an oversized crib, sat her mother. Evelyn—once an immature and disrespectful woman—looked small and miserable, knees drawn up beneath a frilly pastel onesie that strained across her fuller figure. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes glassy with tears, and she shifted uncomfortably on the soaked, sagging padding beneath her. Hailee’s gaze lingered on the subtle bulge at the seat of the onesie. She knew her mother could still speak perfectly well, could still ask for what she needed. But that wasn’t how things worked anymore. Babies didn’t ask for it—they could only cry for their mommies and daddies. “Poor thing,” Hailee murmured to herself. “Looks like someone needs a change.” Evelyn’s eyes met hers—pleading, ashamed—and then dropped away. The sobs quieted to a soft, hiccuping whimper. Hailee reached for the latch on the crib rail. It was time to be the grown-up in the house. Though, to be fair, she had been the only grown-up in the house for a long time—even before she decided to regress her own mother to a pathetic baby girl.     Chapter One Hailee’s Decision   Evelyn and Hailee had always been opposites in every way that mattered. At thirty-nine, Evelyn was a tad chubby compared to her daughter. Five-foot-seven, with nice curves, a soft face, and long hair that fell almost to her waist. She wasn’t by any means ugly, and she knew that by the fact that boys would gaze at her whenever she walked into a room. But every year the attention she received menguated—which had led to feelings of insecurity she had not shared with anyone. More likely, that’s what prompted her need for a glass of wine or two or three every night. It was a mystery for Hailee how her mother had managed to keep her job as an English literature professor at the local college, though she suspected it had something to do with the Principal and the way he looked at Evelyn. Her mother was a wreck, and there was no sugarcoating it. Hailee, on the other hand, was probably the most put-together nineteen-year-old. Ever since she was a young girl, she had disliked the way her mother carried herself—the drunken nights passed out on the couch, the mood swings whenever a guy wouldn’t call back, the oversexualised nature of her conversations with friends. So she bowed to be different. She worked remotely for a small startup that paid better than any entry-level job out there. She had plans, ambition, investments, and savings. Things her mother knew nothing about. It wasn’t just the mentality; Hailee was also much taller than her mother. Strong shoulders, long sculpted legs, and abs that showed even through her loose tanks. She could’ve easily opened an OnlyFans account and become rich, but she preferred to use her mind rather than her body. To the outside world, they were a perfectly normal mother and daughter. Behind closed doors, though, things were different. Hailee hated it whenever her mother threw a fit in public—teenage tantrums were not something she expected from the person who was supposed to be the responsible one. But anything that drew stares seemed to be what her mother wanted. Whenever Evelyn pushed her buttons, Hailee waited until they were home, then tried to talk to her.  Calmly.  Reasonably. Evelyn did not enjoy calmly or reasonably. Who, exactly, was the adult in the house? That was the question Hailee had asked herself over and over since she was five. Since her father died and left her alone with Evelyn.  But things were about to change in the house. It all began three months ago, right after Hailee’s nineteenth birthday. That morning, Hailee woke before dawn, ready to start her day—as always. A protein shake later with her earbuds in and her gym bag packed, she left the house. Three hours every morning. That’s what it took to keep that body, and what it took to keep from going mad in the house. Two hours after Hailee had left for the gym, Evelyn finally woke up. Confused at first, she couldn’t remember how she got back to her bed. Must have been Hailee…she thought…before closing her eyes again. But as she moved to find a more comfortable position, she felt it. It was cold around her crotch, soaked, a tad itchy.  She didn’t need to look down.  She knew what it was. Once again, for the third time that week, she had wet the bed. This has been going on and off for a few months now, and the doctor believed it was just a combination of stress and a lot of alcohol. But without alcohol, how could she deal with her stress?  Evelyn lay in her soaked bed for a long moment, wishing the mattress would simply swallow her—she was not even forty, and she was having continence issues. Luckily, Hailee had not found out about it. She could already imagine what her ‘perfect’ daughter would say about it. But for now, it didn’t matter. She had work and couldn’t be late—not anymore.  With a shaky breath, she pushed herself up. The sodden pajamas stuck uncomfortably to her skin. She peeled them off in the en-suite bathroom, balling them up and shoving them deep into the hamper. A quick glance in the mirror: flushed cheeks, puffy eyes. She looked every day of her almost-forty years this morning—maybe she should listen to the doctor and cut it with the alcohol. The shower was helping a little, but right when she was about to wash her hair, she realized she had run out of shampoo. She had meant to buy more last week, but she forgot.  Without thinking, she wrapped a towel around herself and rushed down the hall to Hailee’s bathroom. The girl wouldn’t be back yet; she wouldn’t mind. She grabbed the bottle of shampoo in the shower—Hailee’s fancy salon brand—and hurried back, heart pounding. Hailee hated it when her mother grabbed her things without permission, and Evelyn knew that quite well. “I’ll bring it back later. She doesn’t need to know,” she muttered to herself as she finished showering. But she forgot. She left for work without even cracking a window open to air out the smell of ammonia in her bedroom. She did strip the sheets, but didn’t put them in for a wash. She’d deal with it later—or that’s what she told herself as she started the engine of her car. Not a few minutes later, Hailee returned home. Her shirt was soaked with her sweat, and she was in desperate need of a shower. But the moment she entered her bathroom, she noticed something was missing—again.  She sighed.  Naked and still sweating, she walked to her mother’s room, knowing she was probably rushing to get to class on time. If only she could wake up earlier. If only she could remember to do the most basic things in the house… Hailee opened the door to her mother’s bedroom and froze. The smell hit her as soon as she walked in—Hailee had been around babies multiple times, often babysitting neighbors’ kids to get some cash when she was a teenager. The blinds were half-open, sheets stripped, mattress darkened in a wide, unmistakable stain that hadn’t quite dried yet. Her mother—her irresponsible, dramatic, always-late mother—had wet the bed. And she didn’t even try to clean up after herself. Hailee knew Evelyn was not someone to be trusted, but it appeared she wasn’t even mature enough to make it to the potty. It didn’t take long for Hailee to find her mother’s soaked pajamas, the sheets she had left under the bed, and prove that this had not been a one-off. How could she respect an adult woman who didn’t behave like one? There was nothing about Evelyn that warranted the title of mother. Hailee felt disgusted, angry, but there was something else there…pity?  After Dad’s death, Evelyn had not been able to cope with life. Maybe she was never ready to be a mother…or an adult.  Then it hit her.  No one gave Evelyn any structure or guidance—she was probably in desperate need of care. Her mother might be almost forty, but she wasn’t ready to be an adult. She had proved it over and over again—always being late, always making a fool of herself, always acting like a toddler in need of consequences.  Hailee was determined to help her mother before it was too late. And she knew exactly what to do with her. Evelyn wouldn’t like it. She would fight back and complain, but Hailee knew she could take it. She knew she needed to be strong for her mother—to become the head of the house.  As for Evelyn, well, she needed to learn…all over again.     Chapter Two Another Accident   Evelyn sat at her desk in the faculty office, staring at the stack of ungraded essays without really seeing them. She shifted in her chair, thinking about her morning. Three times this week. Three times she'd woken up soaked like some helpless child. She pressed her thighs together under the desk, telling herself it was just stress. Or the wine. Or turning forty soon. Anything but the truth that scared her most: she was losing control of her own body. Her phone buzzed—a text from Brenda:  Don't forget Vegas bitch! Planning over lunch? Need details on that hot student of yours.  Evelyn forced a smile—she was dreading this Vegas trip. What if she woke up wet in the same room she would share with her best friend? She could tell her and be honest about her problem, but Brenda never felt like a friend to whom she could tell things…she was more of an escape. Someone who would talk about getting wasted every weekend, and wouldn’t judge Evelyn for drinking so much, or lusting over her young and handsome student. She had considered a therapist, but hadn’t really tried it yet. She looked at her phone again; she had a lecture in twenty minutes: Introduction to the Beat Generation.  It was her favorite topic to teach—her heroes. Not a single one of them lived by society’s expectations, just like her. She knew she was smart, independent, and strong. Though, since her bedwetting started, she felt less like a woman and more like a little girl who couldn’t stop wetting her bed. As if on cue, she felt pressure building in her lower abdomen. She had already been to the bathroom three times that morning and had been avoiding water and coffee for weeks. Why was she so desperate to pee all the time? Resigned, she went to the loo once more. After her fourth visit to the bathroom in a span of three hours, she found herself in a classroom, waiting for her students. Class was about to begin when they started walking in one by one. Every year, she was getting fewer and fewer people interested in what she had to say. Less than twenty this semester, a few of them already half-asleep as they sat. "Okay, everyone," she said, keeping her voice steady. “Today, we're talking about the spontaneity in On the Road. Kerouac didn’t believe in editing. It was all about writing what was in his heart and mind at the moment…" The class went on. She even showed a copy of the book she had—it had belonged to Bukowski himself, a spiritual member of the Beat Generation. But as she talked about why it was one of her most prized possessions, she felt a familiar pressure building up again. Not now, she told herself, I literally just went to the bathroom. She paced a little to keep her mind off the growing ache. Thighs pressed tight. She stopped behind the podium, gripping the edges. A warm trickle escaped—just a drop, but she felt it soak into her panties. Her heart raced. She clenched harder, forcing a smile as she pointed to the screen. "See here? Sal Paradise hits the road because he's restless. No plan. Just goes…” A student asked a question.  She answered on autopilot, shifting her weight. The pressure kept building. She could feel her muscles tiring. Ten more minutes—she could hold it. The class dragged.  By the time she wrapped up—"Read chapters three and four for Wednesday"—most students were packing up.  But Michael stayed. He was twenty-one, with dark, messy hair, and built like he spent most of his free time at the gym—not something she had expected from someone interested in English literature.  He approached her desk with that charming grin of his that made her knees weak. “That was a good lecture, Professor," he said, leaning on the edge of her desk—close enough, so she could smell his cologne. "Never been much of a fan of Kerouac or Ginsberg. Their style and politics were always so…self-indulgent. But without them, we wouldn’t have gotten Bukowski.” “Self-indulgent?” she asked with a scoff. “They were quite brave for their time.” Michael chuckled.  “Well, wouldn’t mind debating that over a cup of coffee one of these days.” Evelyn's face heated. She crossed her legs under the desk, clenching desperately. Talking to him always got her worked up—horny, if she was honest. And right now, that made everything worse. Another small leak warmed her crotch.  She bit her lip. "Yeah, that’d be nice," she managed. "You let me know when you’re free.” "I’m free right now. What about you?” Her bladder spasmed. A bigger spurt this time—she felt it spread, soaking the cotton between her legs. Warm, then cooling fast. She gripped the desk harder. "I—uh—maybe on the weekend." Her voice cracked a little. She stood up too fast, gathering papers. "Sorry, Michael, I have to run. There’s something I must do…" He looked a bit surprised but nodded.  "Sure. See you around.” She practically bolted for the door, thighs squeezed together with every step. The way to the faculty restroom felt endless—two doors down still. She finally made it, pushed inside, locked the nearest stall, and yanked down her slacks and panties. She sat down and let go.  What was left exploded in a waterfall that kept going for almost a minute, and when it was over, she finally looked down at her wet panties. The crotch was dark and felt cold. She'd leaked more than she had thought. Not a full-on accident, but enough to leave a damp patch if anyone looked closely. She grabbed toilet paper and tried to dry herself. Her hands shook. Forty years old—a professor—hiding in a bathroom stall, wiping piss from her underwear like a kid who didn’t make it to the potty on their first day at kindergarten. She felt tears forming in her eyes. What the hell was wrong with her? She dried as best she could, pulled everything back up, and flushed.  The wet fabric chafed as she walked to the parking lot.  Cold now, sticky.  Brenda was waiting by her car, as usual, smoking a cigarette. "There you are!" Brenda called, grinning.  Fifty years old, chubby—though one could tell she had been quite pretty when she was younger. A bit blotchy due to all the partying and drinking. ”Hottest prof on campus. After me, of course. How was class? Was Michael there?” Evelyn forced a laugh, leaning against her car to cover her accident. “It was fine. He's...yeah, hot. We talked about Kerouac. He might not be…you know…my type.” "Kerouac, huh? Bet you'd like to go on the road with him." She stepped closer, voice dropping to that trashy talk of hers. "Vegas is booked. Your birthday weekend, bitch. We're getting wasted, dancing, and—fingers crossed—laid. Multiple times. With multiple young men!” Evelyn felt another twinge in her bladder. Again? She had just wet herself, and she needed to go again. This couldn’t be happening. "Sounds perfect," Evelyn forced herself to say, shifting her weight. "Hailee doesn't know yet. Have to tell her tonight.” "Bring her if you want. Men like the whole mother-daughter thing… I’ve been trying to convince Sabrina about it. But she’s a party pooper. She would suck all the fun out of it.” Evelyn glared at her—she knew Sabrina, and the girl would never do anything as trashy as going to Vegas and picking up men with her mother. “…Though, thinking about it. Hailee’s also too serious for Vegas. I guess it’s just you and me, bitch…” Then, playful as always, Brenda reached out and smacked Evelyn's ass—hard enough to sting. The jolt was too much.  Evelyn gasped as a hot gush flooded her panties. Not a leak this time—a real spurt, soaking through the fabric she'd just dried. Warm liquid trickled down her inner thigh before she clamped down. Brenda froze, hand still on Evelyn’s butt.  "Whoa, you okay? It felt... wet.” Evelyn's face burned—she had stopped the flow, but if it weren’t ‘cause her pants were black, Brenda wouldn’t notice it quite easily. "What? No, just—sweaty. It’s been quite hot lately.” Brenda looked at her as if suspecting Evelyn was lying, but said nothing about it. Not to her, at least. "Sure. Text me later. Love you, bitch.” "Yeah, love you."  Evelyn slid into her car fast, slamming the door. She started the engine, hands shaking. Twenty minutes to get home. She had wet herself, but if she could make it home, she’d finish her business in the toilet and take a nice, long, hot shower. Yeah, that was the plan; she wasn't some toddler who couldn't make it to the potty. The first few minutes were okay. She gripped the wheel, focusing on the road, clenching every muscle down there. But at the first red light, a sharp wave hit. She squirmed in her seat, rocking her hips a little, one hand pressing between her legs without thinking.  "Come on, hold it," she whispered to herself. A hot spurt escaped anyway, warming her crotch before soaking in. More leaks followed at every bump, the seat growing squishy and warm under her ass. She moaned out loud, tears starting in her eyes.  "Please, not again... I'm a grown woman…" Then it happened. A big spasm—she felt her muscles give way. The first real flood came hot and fast, gushing into her panties with no control.  "Oh God, no!" she cried, voice breaking into a sob.  Warm pee poured out of her, soaking everything—panties, slacks, running down her thighs into her shoes. She tried to clench, but it was useless; another wave followed, then another, like her body had decided potty time was now and she didn't get a say. Evelyn pulled over a block from home, crying. Her clothes cling to her, shoes squishing. Thirty-nine years old, a professor—and she'd completely wet herself like a toddler.  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   Hi guys, here you can find my latest stories. 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I wouldn't say I have age dysphoria in the way you describe. I do feel that mentally I'm much younger than I am. It's not something I can really control. It's just how I am. People also tend to treat me much younger than I am but I think that's because I'm visibly autistic. I feel most people with neurodevelopmental disabilities do get treated somewhat like children by the general public.