Hey everyone,
Just wondering if everyone else goes through the same feelings as myself and how you cope.
I have being into abdl for as far back as I can remember and like a lot have binge and purge in the past. I thankfully haven't purged in I think 7 or 8 years. I was away for a year and while away read and listen to some audio books, which helped me understand my abdl side better.
My question to anyone who read this, is do you still sometimes feel silly and wish you could just stop wanting to wear and have feelings of wanted to be careful for and treated as a baby?
I go through phases where I think I'm done with it all but it never last and I just go back wearing and feeling small again. I do feel happy and a sense of comfort when I wear. But on the other hand can still feel ashamed. What woman would what a relationship with a guy that wants to act like a baby and be treated as one. 😞
As I write this, I am sitting in a double think diaper, in my onesie and enjoying reading short stories on here and what everyone else is up to. But tomorrow might be a different story.
If you have read this and feel like you are or have gone through the same, please leave a comment and if you have stopped and no longer have that urge again to wear or act as a baby or have no longer have that feeling of ashame. How did you get over either feelings.
Please share.