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  1. Cruiser 03

    Have you ever desired to be handicapped to be changed?

    Actually I reread that thread and somebody complained about the cost of hearing Aids,anything having to do with accommodating for a disability is a wallet breaker,for the cost of my wheelchair I could be driving a nice new pickup truck , and it's not like the technology is ground breaking, it's existed for 50 years but slap the word "mobility" or "disability" and the price goes up 10K. Capitalism is alive and well and fleecing people out of money .disabilities are expensive ! Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  2. Well i started having to cath will hard rubber catheters that we boiled between uses ,today's hydrophylic are a joy compared to those things,easier in easier out ,i can not imagine something harder than rubber ,anybody that puts metal in has my respect,but damn what is the attraction ,i tell my doctor the hydro's make KY look like rubber cement. Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  3. Cruiser 03

    Have you ever desired to be handicapped to be changed?

    Here's some craziness my girlfriend has MS her doctor is dead set against the "evil weed" ,my doctor prescribed it to me to try , there's a whole plethora of drugs I may be able to reduce or remove completely if it helps? Here's were it gets ridiculous the state medical marijuanna program is set up to validate your residency one way thru your OLN ,no other way , i traded in my CDL for a wheelchair , never got a state license or ID I didn't need it , nor is my state yet comparable with Federal rules (not real Id compliant) which technically makes it useless paper outside the state , however I do have several Federal Federal licenses and ID that is kind of a little invasive , if you know what your looking for any browser or search engine will tell you everything about me and give you turn by turn GPS directions from wherever you are to my place, lots more info then most people need to know ,and even though i live in subsidized disabled housing for 11 years non of that is usefull, there is an exclusion that allows caregivers to purchase it if you are considered homebound being in $35,000 power chair qualifies , but once again I am expected to have a useless drivers license ,my caregiver has a state drivers license but thats not good enough , so on one hand being homebound helps you out on the other this whole exclusionary b.s. with drivers license keep the eligible people from accessing the program.its almost like they said let's make it legal but unobtainable so we can have it both ways , just pick your way of not really obtaining it ?There is a huge segment of people who don't drive nor have any need for a license ,and hafe other forms of valid ID that's un usable ,i literaly could buy any opiates and weed on the street easier than going the llegal way , if this isnt the hand of influence of shady big pharma tipping the scales in its favor i dont know what is .and dont get me started on people need to die in some tramatic dramatic way of suicide because we lack any real death with dignity acts that have real benefits, theees a host of european countries i could go to and instanly qualify bt being on there soil, but here in the US I need to mske it look like auto erotic asphyixation or something other than it really is (knowing there is no upside to progressively becoming an infant again) So betty my deepest sympathy on the loss of your friend ,there's no reason anybody should not be able to end there life on there terms surrounded by the people and things they love , it hurts me too know that death with dignity is not a human right , there is so much unfairness in this world to get through only to find there's a ton more in order to leave it on your terms with peace and dignity while keeping your humanity intact . Not to get political but the trump administration is intently screwing whole segments of the populations rights as we speak and that hatefull little man has no reason to exist at this point then too turn society back 100 years as his last desperate acts of his stupidity contribution before he dies. Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  4. Cruiser 03

    Have you ever desired to be handicapped to be changed?

    I was born and "normal" 2003 weird paralysis would come and go and my muscles would sometimes not be controlled , i was in basicly perfect health healthy active had to have and pass a physical twice a year ,when I did bring the crazy symptoms up to my doctor ,she wanted to be informed when and what happened ,it was all bizarre and each time she would want to examine me and would open an appointment that afternoon ( sometimes this was 4 or 5 days a week ,each time nothing rang any alarm bells I checked out fine , until I lost control of my entire body and hit the ground like a sack of potatoes and got some serious road rash , that scared the hell out of her and she reffered me to a Ne urologist who checked me tested me and was drawing a blank ,so he sent me to every other neurologist in the state at least once for a consult, they all came to the same conclusion it was fast and and fatal ALS , he pulled the pin on my career and had me retired before i could protest with instructions to hang with friends and family I had less than a year before the big dirt nap , i verbally ripped this guys head off and told him how little he knew , make a long story the transferred me after a few months on the mental health unit to the city to the super freak rare disease specialist , they didn't confirm the diagnosis , basicly everyone who saw me was looking for 1 elegant solution for all the symptoms which 99 out of 100 neurologist would mis diagnose the same way , none of my test were abnormal they all came back with nothing , the super freak NIH Doctor wanted to see "unremarkable" actual test , not take someone else word for it . And what this doctor suspected was borne out by him personally redoing every test I ever had ,what other doctors wrote off as "artifact" or machine glitch wasnt so inconsequentil (there was a message in the "tea leaves" if you new what to look for ,i had two diseases both are considered rare, one of them is so rare I am the only person alive to have it, and a few other serious first time in medical history titles . Doctors have described as everything from a bitch a "catch 22" if i treat the one disease i will shorten my life because it will feed the other disease and kill me twice as fast , so here i sit not dead yet losing nerve and muscle function everday , i went from Rescue swimmer/Paramedic/Firefighter to a high function quad between 2008 and now ,slip slidding away ,never in my mind did i every have any inkling all my knowledge and training were wasting my time , that there was no time for a midlife crisis there would be an opening act "diagnosis" and a closing act, i am in that closing act ,wheelchair dependent, diaper dependant , opioid dependant for pain management living in the shadow of a prognosis 7-11 Years before death, my mind is pretty clear the rest of me tells of my rapid decline if you know what one of these diseases does ,you can read it on my face and head the way my hair is receeding, the way eyelids are the shape and chiseled look of my checks and jaw ,its all there an open book for the poster child of this disease ,it's not invisible or debatable to those who know what they are seeing , it only gets worse fron here , the journey ends in disahility and death unable to voluntrily control my muscles or speak or do anyhing including blink , however doctors dont knoe what exacyly will kill me because until me nowone has ever had both diesases,one of these diseases isnt even taught in medical school in the US because it didnt exist in America until me and now will change the curriculum , people will be studying my life and times for years to, in hope if there ever is another me maybe something can help them, the current odds of another me are greater than 1 in 9 billion which is greater than the current population of the earth. so somethings are out of our control bad things happen to good people with little choice ,obviously my experience isn't typical ,but it is sobering. Peace Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  5. Cruiser 03

    Have you ever desired to be handicapped to be changed?

    Can't say I have ? But that's where my life has gone without my consent ,wanna trade!
  6. If you have a dietary scale aka drug dealer pocket scale weigh the diaper Before you put it on and weigh it when you take it off ,so long as you don't dump a morning bladder into it, it will register and weight change which would obviously be from urine output during the night. Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  7. Cruiser 03

    Wearing diapers during the day 24/7

    I use Tranquility as my around town diaper 3 cases of ATN 1 case of Chux and 2 boxes of gloves my insurance pays just north of $457 dollars , and i give a boatload of them away ,because i get more then I can use ,for traveling I wear NS and at home I use cloth most of the time . Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  8. Cruiser 03

    Been buying via Walmart ordering lately

    All I can say is that's deceptive little package for all your personality and legal skills Angela ,all you need is some martial arts training and you could be a Hollywood actress in movies that you kick ass in the courtroom and on the street, as both DA/ Detective ! Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  9. Cruiser 03

    Looking for diapers in Iowa that they can donate

    I got cases you could have, but i already know shipping is like $58 per case,not many can blow that on shipping even if the product is free.shop your thrift stores and such know guys who have gotten some great values on expensive diapers . Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  10. Cruiser 03

    Wearing diapers during the day 24/7

    25 years IC if you count my time as child in its more than half my life,generally about say 3 years as a kid so 28 years diapered out of 50 . Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  11. Cruiser 03

    Been buying via Walmart ordering lately

    Love it , unfortunately I still have walker and rollator jammed in the closet in the course of a couple months I went to walker-rollator-to power chair ,not fun ,and honestly I may be a short timer myself my anticipated use by date is December. Sorry to hear about your wife , i became a widower in '01 myself it ain't easy,feel free to bend my ear if you ever need to,my mom was a psychologist so private is private, I actually have friends that don't I have friends and some that by chance see me and another friend out somewhere and come over and are they are both friends of mine but i don't talk about other people unless they tell me I can ,so its a funny "who's on first" when two friends realize they are friends and both friends of mine as well . Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  12. Cruiser 03

    Been buying via Walmart ordering lately

    I'll let you borrow my wheelchair to pick them up ,how's that for a nice guy ,since there's no tank to fill you don't need to return it full and since it's powder coated matte black no wash and wax either. Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  13. Cruiser 03

    Wearing diapers during the day 24/7

    My doctor has had me cathing 5x's a day i used to hold as much as 1100 , even with incontinence between cathing my bladder never fully empties , he wants to shrink my bladder to between 25- 50 ml as its highest capacity and in 9 years we have only gotten to 5 or 600.with all that catching you would think it would be the size of a pee nut (pun intended) so i have been working hard to shrink my bladder on doctors orders, and in over nine years i have only lost about half of capacity, he will be happier with smaller more frequent incontinence so there's not as much pressure on kidneys and urinary system, and it's virtually impossible to destroy a diaper in one flood. Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  14. Cruiser 03

    Plastic pants

    I wear "blue ice" from Angelfluff as Well as there hi wasted PUL Pants both are made custom by Gary.Although pants to help as you would think , wearing a onesie makes wakes a world of diffrence in keeping them rigbt?Angelfluff atually uses your measurements and specifications to produce one pair , you get em wear and decide I you like the legholes , the crotch width, the rise etc ,if you want normal thread or a coordinated or contrasting color , wrapped elastic or unwrapped etc ,so you can dial in the perfect pant ,you can pay a little extra to buy the pattern as I did so in the future you can just call with pattern number and quantity , boom a couple weeks later more perfect pants show up .And the green & blue ice are there top material, i have worn mine everday for 11 years and not a single pair have failed me and gone in the garbage , yes they are expensive not some ebay pant ,but for a custom made pant , made specificaly for you they are cheap! Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk
  15. Cruiser 03

    Been buying via Walmart ordering lately

    There's a ton of diapers available on there website ship to the store type of deal . Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk