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I've never messed in front of someone personally, but I did show 2 of my online friends. The first time was when I was on a long distance relationship with this guy, He knew I was into diapers and wanted me to send a video of me wetting it (he liked watching people pee because that was his fetish) and I accidentally pooped in the middle of it. He apparently liked it even more. The second time was only like 2 weeks ago, my friend knew I was abdl but had lots of questions, she wanted to know everything and how I used everything. Since I like being embarrassed, I, of course, told her and then told her I was in one at that time. She didn't believe me and wanted to see me in one so I sent a picture. she then wanted me to prove that I use diapers so I used it completely and sent her the picture. I secretly was hoping she would screenshot it and post it on her Instagram because she was that kind of person because I wanted to be even more embarrassed.

I'll just watch a short video and or play a video game, but rarely I'll go walking around my neighborhood (adds a bit of excitement of the chance of being caught for me)

I haven't really watched it but I know one or more episodes were shot in the town I currently live in, I have several pictures of me on the set before they started filming.

I love the feeling of messing, It's so comfortable and I enjoy playing in it and I absolutely love it. If I had the choice I'd do it every day even though it's a mess, the clean up is not too bad for me because I clean up a bit and jump in the shower afterwards.

I pooped myself near 5:30pm today and played till I changed myself at 8:00pm, I usually don't do it a lot but lately (about 2-3 weeks), I've done it just about every day or every other day. I started wearing diapers more everywhere because when I was working, I

I now must find an excuse to drive from Mcdonough to there, and try not to spend all my money there too.

When I was about 14-16 years old, I would try to sneak out at night (before the store closed) and I would walk

Yes, I admit that I stole some diapers. It was at a younger age, though. I don't steal now

So I was wondering how the community feels about Public Messing on purpose. Does it make you happy, does it make you self-conscious, does it give you a rush, does it not affect you at all, etc.?

This is a hard one for me, I would have to say wet on most occasions because it feels so comfy and cozy and it's an easier clean up, But I do love to sit around and play in poopy diapers because the warm squishy feeling soothes me. For me, it's just a matter of the time and where I am at but I would much rather

This is my first post on any website like this one. I hope it is in the right forum