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It's awesome you have a daddy like that. I'm looking for just overall a daddy (or mommy, I'm bi) that wants to have me regressed but also can be a partner as well. I've never dated though, so it's all new to me.

I got this idea from Rusty, although I totally forgot I had pins I bought because I messed up a Str8up shortly after getting it on one time like a week or so ago and ended up throwing it away. RIP.

For me, my BM cycles are really irregular as it is, and small. I started taking Psyllium Husk capsules over a week ago and haven't seen a lot of difference, but it may help with my cycle a bit? I don't think so, I don't know anymore. I use the target ones and the site says about 520mg per pill, and adult dose is 5 and up to 20 per day. I currently take 5 but may up it because it isn't making a huge difference yet. I do love me a good firm, huge solid load.

I'd say this would be great for therapists, possibly, to evaluate if someone has a serious emotional/mental health benefit/reason for wearing diapers regularly or 24/7. That's my case, and most of the boxes are ticked. I wouldn't say it's a definitive answer, but that's how I feel right now at least.

Wow.. This is a really good topic... For me, as a non-incontinent person with an iron-clad bladder, diapers have become a real mental health benefit for me since I started wearing extensively just a month or less ago. Diapers are security, protection, stress relief, comfort. They do make me feel young/like a baby, special. I feel like I can be myself because my negative emotions/feelings are suppressed. There is a sexual side to it but the wearing more often diminishes that side of things when initially being put on, but I'm still a diaper sexual. There is definitely that desire to be taken care of by a mommy or daddy. I have developed a desire to wear for the rest of my life because of the immense benefits I find from wearing. This could change, though.. I'd also prefer a partner that is somewhat into diapers but it's not a deal breaker to me if they aren't as long as they allow me to do the diaper thing somewhat. I enjoy wetting the diaper but REALLY enjoy messing it. I do have a level of interest in wanting to become incontinent in the diaper because wearing is relaxation and, to me, that includes relaxing to use. A fantastical solution to that for me would be being allowed to use for both purposes whenever and wherever the need arises. But, the urge to get that incontinence isn't fever pitch right now but it's definitely there to some degree.

Questions As a child, did you have problems with staying dry or avoiding messing yourself during the day at any point after the age of about 4? A: Yes, I dealt with bad constipation most of my time as a kid and it got really bad at age 11. At 6, I was briefly back in pull ups due to having some messing accidents/droplets. Age 11 involved daily bouts of constant holding and constipation, brown pants at school but not actually messing. And, overall, several messing accidents which I can remember vividly. As a child, did you have problems with staying dry or avoiding messing yourself during the night at any point after the age of about 6? A: No. Do you currently experience, or have you previously experienced, the need to urinate eight (8) or more times per day? A: Unfortunately not. Do you currently experience, or have you previously experienced, faecal staining on your underwear despite conscientiously and carefully wiping and cleaning yourself? A: Often, since early childhood. Do you currently experience, or have you previously experienced, the need to urinate during the night, such that you consistently wake up two (2) or more times per night? A: Occasionally, but not very often at all. Have you ever had to rush to the toilet because you were afraid you might otherwise wet or mess yourself, whether or not you feel like there was any reason to believe that in hindsight? A: Yes, only involving messing, and only when I had the runs. I always made it, though. Have you ever refused to do, or been reluctant to do, any activity or task because you're worried you might have an accident, whether or not you feel like there was any reason to believe that in hindsight? A: As a kid, yes. There was a lot I didn't do when I had bad bouts of constipation because I worried about accidents. I didn't do sports and didn't hang out with friends that often, or at all sometimes. Regardless of whether you actually have any trouble staying dry and clean in practice, do you feel like you have to put in any conscious effort to maintain your continence? Regardless of whether you have any reason to believe your continence is compromised, do you find yourself feeling worried that it might not hold up? A: No, but my feelings are in the opposite. Regardless of whether you actually have any trouble staying dry and clean in practice, do you feel like it's harder work to maintain your continence, or like your continence is more likely to fail, than it was some time ago, e.g. a few years ago? A: Not for me, no. My level of control is maintained iron clad, sometimes to my own disappointment now. Do you currently experience, or have you previously experienced, incidents where you coughed, laughed, sneezed, engaged in exercise, did manual work, etc., and then became aware you had wet or messed yourself to any degree as a result? A: A few times, but not often at all. Do you currently experience, or have you previously experienced, a sudden, compelling physiological need to urinate or defecate which is difficult to defer? A: Yes. This is the key for me. I've had a psychological need to mess myself intentionally for the past 20+ years and have made 95%+ of my defecations (#2) in my underpantspants in private (and very recently within the past month, in a diaper). I am disappointed when I can't go in my pants. I also have desires to wet myself while diapered. I want to use my diaper for its intended purposes and not waste a diaper. I want to wet my diaper laying down, if possible. I want to fully relax when diapered and that includes relaxing my bladder/bowels. I am not satisfied with how relaxed it is currently. As a result of the "sudden, compelling physiological need" described above, have you ever actually wet or messed yourself? A: Yes, many times. As mentioned, 95% of my #2 habits have been in my underpants or diaper intentionally. Wetting also tends to happen when I do this, but I never intentionally do any of this in public so far, except for when I'm diapered and only pee. I don't want to mess myself in public right now because it wouldn't be courteous to others. Do you consider yourself completely continent, more-or-less continent, or something else? Please provide details. A: I am completely continent, often to my disappointment at times when it comes to diaper wearing. My bladder control is iron clad, sometimes to the point where I need to go but my body won't let it go, especially when laying down. I've noticed I can be fever pitch needing to urinate standing up and then lay down and it stops completely only to start back up when standing up. It's quite annoying. Bowel control is also completely continent, even after 20+ years of intentionally messing myself. I do utilize laxatives sometimes when necessary and feel my cycle is at this point irregular, and I am disappointed I can't go more often. There is that psychological need to mess myself, always present. Do you have a clinical diagnosis or confident self-diagnosis of any of the following conditions? ADHD predominantly inattentive, a/k/a ADD ADHD predominantly hyperactive autism dysautonomia, autonomic dysfunction, or autonomic dysregulation Ehlers–Danlos syndrome (EDS), any type EDS, hypermobile type (hEDS) specifically fibromyalgia mast cell activation syndrome (MCAS) myalgic encephalitis/chronic fatigue syndrome (ME/CFS) orthostatic intolerance (OI) polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS), any type POTS, central hyperadrenergic type (hyperPOTS) specifically sensory processing disorder (SPD) A: None that I am aware of or was tested for. I am Type 1 Diabetic, however, as of 8 yrs ago. Do you experience the recurring or ongoing desire to lose control of your bladder and/or your bowels? Have you ever tried to? Do you have any plans to? A: Yes. I have a desire to lose bladder control in some form or another, possibly including bedwetting to some degree. The feeling of properly wetting lying down is great and feels validating for me in my desire to wear and use the diapers. I'd like to be able to go when the need hits. Why? I don't want to hold onto anything. I want to be relaxed when in diapers, and if that includes using them like this, it is something I could see myself wanting. I've tried a few brief hypno videos for a day or two but haven't committed enough time to see any results, and I am skeptical I will. But, the idea does fascinate and interest me even though I feel it may be harmful to a certain degree. My current wearing pattern is now nearly 24/7 after a month of starting to use ABDL diapers. I'm nearing the point where I go 24/7. I feel significant mental heal benefits from wearing and have been validated by other people that went the same route. I'm starting to go through therapy, but I still feel that the hole left inside me by holding all of this in for over 20 years has been taken up by the comfort, stress relief, security and protection I feel from wearing and using diapers, and I don't want to give that up anymore.

I figured out a fix for it for those having issues on their PCs. You have to clear cache in your browser and re-try going into chat. If you're not sure how to do it in your browser, just Google how and do it and see if it fixes it. Good luck!

EDIT: Clearing cache fixed it for me and its up now.

Welcome! You won't be judged here, and everyone is so open and friendly! I highly recommend you check out the Chat (Chat at the top) and join the 'Diapered' channel. There's tons of active people and you can chat in real time! Most of all, enjoy yourself. This is a freeing place. It's a place where you can be yourself and enjoy yourself and the things that make you happy.

It may be better if you think that the XL might be a big too big to go with L because from what I've heard, you don't want the onesie to be too loose because it may not hold the diaper well, and that's the point of the onesie. I'd say I was as close to 40" natural waist as I could measure, and it fits me perfect. It even has quite some stretch to it if needed. Worse come to worse, you can just ask for a different size if it doesn't fit. But, only you'll know what you feel is best, hehe. Highly recommend the Snappies, though. I've worn it daily since I got it.

Hey there! I use a Tykables Snappie in black. I have the large size and am a 34" pant waist size, about 38-39" waist naturally. I suggest you use a tape measure (the one you can wrap around the waist and other sides) and measure just to be sure. For me, the Large was a perfect fit. The diaper can stick out a little bit at times but I feel like that's just depending on the diaper/fitting. Also, the length is from neckline to bottom of crotch I believe, because the onesie ends at the bottom of the crotch where it then snaps over into the other side. I'm not sure how tall you are, but the Large may be a good option for you since it is for people in that waist range. The medium would be a bit too small. Let me know if you have questions. I'll be going to work shortly but can try to answer your questions when possible.

I'm a diaper sexual after 20+ years of fantasizing it and reading stories/watching videos. It's the only thing that excites me, which seems sad and pathetic to me but I'm working on that and hoping to expand a bit. When it comes to the diapers, I only started actually trying/wearing them in the past few months. I'd surprisingly say it's made me less overly excited than when I would masturbate in my underpants to the videos. It may be because of the extra padding making it harder to feel my movement when doing the deed. However, I recently bought a magic wand and am waiting for that as I hear that can be really amazing as well. When I do eventually get a partner, I have no doubt that diapers will have to be included in some way or form. Not always, but definitely some-what. It's unfortunate, in my opinion but I can't change how I am after engraining it in myself for so long without any experimentation outside of it. I also like messing and the process and feel of messing and smashing in my diaper. That could indicate other things. I don't know yet.

What a cutie pie! You look like a very happy little girl.

Welcome! You're going to love it here. There's so many great people in this community and it's so nice to just chat with likeminded people. The 'Chat' button at the top has lots of people active in the 'Diapered' server. Definitely give it a look and you may find some awesome people to talk with daily!

Wow, nice one! I'm not a huge fan of wet messes but I love messing in general. I do like the idea of having an absolute explosion loss of control. It's nice you held it for a bit, you have some good control. I do have some fleet enemas but I'm kind of wary of using any of those kinds of enemas in case of being unable to go without them and/or developing constipation/etc. It's definitely something I'd be interested in trying maybe, but I don't know... I hear terrible things.

I made an account on IG for ABDL stuff the other day and you wouldn't be able to guess how many fake bot mommies started messaging me. It went like this: "Hi baby. Are you an ab or dl?" Oh, that's a good baby. (blablabla) So, baby, I want to register you with a baby identification card. And then, you will be recognized by all mommies in the Adult Baby Mommy Organization and they will provide you with diapers and baby you as much as you want. Just send $20 via CashApp (they will ask for your cell number and then ask you to tell them the verification code that is sent. I only know this because I trolled so many of them and gave them fake phone numbers to Indian call centers). ?

I've done it before too, although not that common. Lately, I'd be lucky if I have even one movement per day, and I love messing. If I'm able to, I do also like to add multiple messes over a few hours. My ultimate preference, though, is a single massive solid load that takes a bit of effort to get out and feels so relieving once it comes out. Nothing better than sitting in a huge messy diaper. I just wish I messed more often. ?

I'm wearing a slightly wet NorthShore MegaMax right now and am so happy I actually got it taped up pretty decent. I'm super new to taping adult diapers and I had a lot of issues with the tapes on the Supreme/Supreme Light samples I had. This one is also just a sample, but I liked it so much, I ordered a case! Great stuff.

Super cute. I'd love that. Enjoy!

Welcome! Fellow DL here and have been for over 20+ years. I only recently started exploring this side of myself further and actually trying/using diapers, and I've never been happier! This community is great and there's SO many awesome people. If you check at the top, you'll see a 'Chat' button where we have a very active chat in the 'Diapered' channel. Additionally, if you're looking for a friend, feel free to PM me and I can share some info. I'd love to chat further with likeminded individuals. Everyone's story is unique and it's so freeing to share them with each other. - Newpad

Kind of odd questions, but ok. * Would you want your partner to humiliate you? I might if the situation was right. Diaper humiliation/punishment is my kind of thing. Beyond that, I'd have to try as I go. * How far can your parents, on their own initiative, go in treating you like a baby with your consent? Right now? None. They have no interest in doing it and I have no interest in pushing them to do so. I also don't really have much of an active baby side, but if they offered to change, I would never say no. And, I highly doubt they ever would. * What I meant baby babyish names, I mean a baby version of your real name, or a baby nickname. How would you feel if your parents started calling you by a new name reflecting your baby side? I wouldn't be against it, but I don't even know if I have a baby nickname. I guess just adding a y to the end of the name, which I've used before in some cases. I guess I wouldn't be against it, but again, it would never happen.

First of all, I do live with my parents right now. That's part of the reason why I told them. I wanted to explore it further. They were completely accepting. I can answer the rest. How do you feel about the possibility your parents, having read some books, will call you by a babyish name? I don't care at this point. It may even make me feel good. I don't think they would, though, because that would be teasing and they aren't the type to want to tease or belittle/insult me. How do you feel about the idea of using a pacifier infront of your parents? It's a possibility, but for now I keep my AB stuff to myself and don't ask them to participate in anything. So far, I've walked out in just a onesie covering the diaper before. I've had several moments where they've helped me out or playfully joked about the diaper stuff, so it isn't really a problem with them. How do you feel about the idea of wearing AB style clothing infront of your parents? I already have, theoretically. I walk out in a onesie quite often in front of them now. It's in discreet colors, but I still walk out in them. They don't mind my wearing but still prefer I not show off my diaper right now. Would you accept your parents, on their own initiative and within appropriate boundaries, treating you a little more babyish? I would 100% accept my parents if they wanted to treat me a little more babyish, but I'm not going to push it if they don't want to. It can be a natural thing to happen if/when they are more comfortable with it. It's a bad idea to rush things. As part of roleplay in a relationship, would you set a limit on ending the roleplay if your parents are visiting? I haven't thought about that, but I likely would limit it for courtesy because I wouldn't want to force anyone to be involved in something that in many ways is a private matter. I'm not one for public humiliation, honestly.

Very nice! I'm sure you'll be using those up nicely. Enjoy! The best part is getting changed by your mummy.

Feel free to join the chat! Top of the website there. There's tons of people in the 'Diapered' chat and everyone is very open and non-judgemental. I've met so many amazing people that I could spend hours with (and do) just chatting with all day. Don't be ashamed or live in fear. This is a safe space and we all enjoy the same things.

It's a good thing you are recognizing those past issues. I never had an abusive childhood or dealt with bedwetting or anything of the sort. But, I dealt with constipation a lot as a kid and I always wished I would have just let go of the pain and used my pants regardless of the consequences. I wrote an alternate reality story about that. But, I think I eventually ended up associating the enjoyment of messing (95% of the time now when I mess, I save it for my pants/diaper) with having that relief and not being in pain. I then found the sensual side of it and really enjoyed that as well. Once I did, I did it in repetition so often over the past 20+ years that it is second nature. Nothing phases me in regard to the feeling, clean-up, etc. I'm sure a part of me wishes I never got potty trained in the first place. My Mom thinks the nanny that helped raise and toilet train us may have done something when we were little. My brother ended up with encopresis until age 10 and a partial fear of the toilet up to that point, and he wore until age 10 24/7. She thinks maybe the nanny did something to me too during that time that eventually triggered my DL side. I don't know, and I don't think I ever will know, but I do know that I'm now accepting and embracing this side of myself and not letting the fear and shame turn me into an absolute hermit. I'm going to talk to a therapist soon and prepare to start wanting to do things and take social risks. Sorry for the rant; I just thought it may be helpful. Everyone's gone through something, and I'm so sorry you went through what you did, whatever it was. Life can be cruel, but at least we now have our diapers and all of these great friends in the community that both enjoy our company and support us on our own individual journeys through this lifestyle. Don't be ashamed, don't be scared. It's a harmless thing that we just happen to enjoy.