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Chapter XXIII The onesie was pink and blue with stars, a childish pastel color scheme. But it had a huge pocket on the front, like a hoodie or something. It was... weird. Almost normal, and completely not. If it wasn't for the snap-together buttons between the legs - like a baby onesie - it wouldn't even be that bad. I fished around my dresser for the skirt Cora bought at the same store. "Hello darling.” Cora seemed to have gotten quite good at sneaking up on her little project because Natalie almost leapt from her skin when the older woman spoke. "I thought I'd stop by to help you get dressed for the day, to make your best impression." "Sam usually helps," I said quietly. Nervously. All my anxieties were obvious on my face, and my complete lack of sleep showed in heavy bags under my eyes. For some reason, I couldn't fall asleep. Probably nerves. Always nerves these days... "I can't find the skirt. I thought it was in here?" She bought a skirt, right? She said she would, but my time in that store was a blur. After my accident, I just wanted to get out of there... "Oh darling, what would you do without me?" Cora kissed her on the cheek and began to help her looking for the skirt. "Did you have any trouble getting your diaper on?" she asked, like it was the most simple question in the world and not one she already knew the answer to. Natalie would push back on this, but Cora was prepared. "...what?" Diaper? Did she mean my trainers? I'd thought long and hard about it, but I couldn't wear them today. The onesie was tight on my ass, and if I remembered correctly, the skirt wasn't that long. If someone caught a glimpse of me bending over... "Um, I'm just going to stick with panties today." "Oh darling, no no. Your onesie is far too immodest if you're not wearing proper underwear with it. And with your accident you had yesterday we shouldn't take any risks - could you imagine how this might backfire with wee running down your thighs in the middle of the office?" The way Cora spoke was like this was an absolute certainty. "Up on the bed you get, I'll take care of it." I looked up at her incredulously. Was this a joke? But mentioning the threat of an accident brought color to my cheeks. I wanted to argue, but I didn't have room for it. I'd already wet myself in my office once. I shook my head all the same. "I'm not wearing my trainers today. I really can't. If someone sees--" "No, not your trainers darling, that's not what I decided. Now if you want me to help cover up those bags under your eyes, you're going to need to hurry. Up you get, on the bed. And I don't want to hear any more arguing." Cora did something then, something new, something bold. She took Natalie by the chin with her hand and looked right into her eyes. "Who's in charge, darling? Who makes your decisions?" I looked at Cora with my mouth agape. I didn't know what she was talking about, and she kept piling it on. Not my trainers? The bags under my eyes? But I was sleepy and anxious, and the way she held my chin felt immovable. Like a boulder. I couldn't turn away. Who is in charge. Who makes my decisions. "You," I said quietly, shyly, and followed her motions to the bed. "There's a good girl." Of course, this first gesture was small. When Cora went to the closet and lifted the lid on the little plastic tote, she was sure there'd be more pushback. Though Natalie, for her part, didn't seem to stir from the place on the bed. Maybe she'd simply accept this. For a while, I didn't understand. Call it sleep deprivation, or whatever. But when she came back with one of those pink plastic diapers - the real kind, the kind from the store - everything fell into place. I sat up with vigor, with passion. "No!" She needed to get her 'no' out of her system before Cora could work on her, so the older woman smiled and waited for it to happen before replying just as simply: "My decision." There was a lot she had to say here, a lot to argue, a lot to prove, but maybe Cora would hit a home run out the gate. "You said I can say no! I'm saying no! I'm not wearing that to work! I didn't even want to wear it yesterday, and I didn't want to wear it at the stupid store! I didn't even want to go to the store! I don't have accidents - just those two times, and I had reasons! And you weren't listening, and... and..." I was getting way off topic. I shook my head and focused. "No!" "Nobody is going to see it, nobody is going to know, and I'm certain you don't want to risk an accident especially with Mabel being as challenging as she is, do you?" That was the first practical angle, and Cora drove the nail home with another tap on the head. "And this way you don't even need to leave your office, which would certainly make Ando happy." "No! I don't care about any of that! I don't need them, and I won't! And Mabel is just waiting for me to screw up, and... and I said no! That's what matters!" Thankfully, that's what mattered. Because Cora made two really great points. Arguing with her felt like struggling out of quicksand. Cora was calm and concise, and Natalie looked out of breath and exhausted. The two kept eyes locked for a moment and Cora made her final strike. "Do you remember dinner last night? Do you remember how well things went for you with your work problems? It was because you promised to let me make your decisions, darling.” "You SAID! You told me I could say no!" "You can." "Then I say no!" "Okay." With that, Cora set the diaper aside, resting on the corner of my bed. But her monologue continued a while longer. "Yesterday, you were safe because of me. At work. With Sam. At dinner. I am just trying to keep you safe today too." Maybe it was her delivery - like she actually cared - but I made the mistake of responding to her. "Why would a diaper keep me safe?" "It shows dedication, darling. It shows chastity, it shows devotion, it shows trust. How can you not feel safe wrapped up in feelings like that?" Let's be real here, this was a diaper. This was a baby's garment, this was a big step, but Cora seemed absolutely and one hundred percent certain about this meaning so much. "It's a reminder, too; that you don't decide anymore and that nothing bad can happen to you. Nothing." "Wearing a diaper to work is something bad!" Finally, I'd hit Cora's limit. I didn't even know she had a limit. But her hands landed squarely on her hips and she spoke to me with the sharpest tongue I'd ever heard. "You have wet your underwear twice in the past month, once at work! You decided to wear training panties on your own because you know the risks! Do not start acting like you're in control of your actions, Natalie! You aren't in control of anything!" I looked up at her with wide eyes, trapped somewhere between guilt and disbelief. Then, I felt sick to my stomach. "I..." "Don't make your own decisions, anymore." Cora stated for her, like a mother talking to a disobedient child. "And if you want to stay safe, Natalie, I hope I don't need to keep reminding you of that!" "This is literally the stupidest conversation I've ever had in my life," I said sharply, but... without the word no. Cora could sense it. She knew she was winning. Suddenly, her tone softened. She let out along, deep sigh. "I know it seems silly... but why won't you trust me? Every decision I've made for you has made your life better." ...she wasn't wrong. "I'm not out to hurt you, to humiliate you, to upset you , or to lead you astray. I've earned your trust by now, haven't I?" Trust was a big word, especially to someone who'd lost the trust of an entire city population once already, and Cora knew this. "I just... I don't see it. I don't see why this matters!" "Sometimes you don't see things, Nattie. You didn't see it coming when Adam stayed with his wife, did you?" I felt a sharp pain in my chest at the memory. "You're a brilliant, optimistic, trusting girl," Cora went on. "Let me keep you safe. Let me decide." I crossed my arms over my chest and looked at my feet. "I'm scared..." "What is there to be scared of, darling? I'm going to take care of everything, you just need to let me. Is that so scary?" This step was scary, yes, but not for the reasons Natalie maybe thought. This was going to be one of the biggest steps in the changing landscape of her life, and a watershed moment of precedent for things that would follow. ‘Well, you're already in diapers, right? So this other thing is nothing,’ and so forth. I didn't like this. I didn't like it at all. Every ounce of my body, every centimeter of skin, every neuron, every nerve told me this was a mistake. Something would go wrong. Someone would find out. My stomach was full of horrible butterflies, destructive with their wings. "Isn't there another way...?" But we both knew there wasn't. There aren't a lot of solutions to pissing yourself at work... A diaper. A onesie. A childish skirt. After this long back and forth, those would be the core of what Natalie was going to wear today - she'd only wasted time by arguing. Cora smiled sweetly, supportively, and held the diaper up. "This is my decision." It would backfire. She would ruin all the trust I had in her. My fantasy of being happy, of letting someone else deal with all my responsibilities, would be shattered. And I'd go back to making my own mistakes. But this was Cora's mistake to make. "Okay," I muttered. "If something goes wrong, I'll never forgive you..." I took the diaper out of her hands with annoyance. “I don't mind helping,” she reassured me. "But if you want to try it yourself, you can. Just remember the importance of doing it correctly." “I can do it,” I muttered. I let out a long, exhausted sigh. Diapering myself. Not exactly on my to-do list. "Please be quick, though. I do have plans today, after all." Cora would step out of the room, give her time, and then chastise her for every mistake she made until Natalie became so insecure she wouldn't be able to help but ask for help: an adult who couldn't even put her own diaper on was not a very adult person at all. I had never diapered anyone before. Not a baby. Certainly not myself. I unfolded the square of plastic, wincing at each crinkle. I stripped my panties off and climbed onto the bed, sliding part of the diaper beneath my bare ass. I pulled it up between my legs, but it felt weird. Too high up, or too low down? I tried to re-position myself, but it wasn't doing any good. Of course it felt weird! I'm twenty-three years old! But when I tried to tape up the sides, they weren’t in the right spot. Then I realized… I’d been putting it on backwards the whole time. I took me five minutes to tape the diaper in place. It was… uh… a little to the left. But so what? Then, when I stood up, it sagged a few inches down my hips. I pulled the waistband of the diaper and ripped off one of the tapes, trying to tighten it, but the tape wouldn't stay stuck. It kept popping off. With every passing minute, I felt worse and worse... Cora counted slowly to five hundred and went back into the bedroom, where she found a very distraught looking Natalie. Not frustrated, not angry, not aggressive - but legitimately upset. Were those tear stains on her cheeks? Cora waited to be noticed. I rubbed my cheeks with the backs of my hand and caught Cora's eye across the room. "Um... I dunno, this one isn't sticking. I... I really don't think this is a good idea..." I didn't want her to see me in a diaper, though she'd seen me in them before. I didn't want her to inspect it, to see what a terrible job I had done. I wanted my panties! I was going to be late to work... "You need me to do it." Cora said, almost with a question mark, but entirely without at the same time. A statement. You need me to do it. It wouldn't be enough for Natalie to agree, either; it would be a mantra that she'd need to say and accept. Cora needed to hear it. She was right. I needed her to do it. I didn't know what I was doing, and this was... this was humiliating. Even more humiliating than letting Cora put a diaper on me. I wiped my eyes again and looked away. "I feel like a failure..." "Needing help isn't failing, Nattie darling - refusing help when you need it, though? That's much closer." She'd closed the distance in the room now, while she talked, and she helped herself to Natalie's body, inspecting her diaper with her hands and shaking her head with clucks of her tongue. "This just won't do." I felt sharp stabs of insecurity as her finger traced along the tapes of the diaper. I looked away, with burning red cheeks. I hated this! I didn't want this! But... but I wanted to be happy. I didn't want to make this decision anymore. I closed my eyes tight and muttered: "...could you... please... um..." Her fingers continued to probe, to draw focus to shortcomings, to make clear the many ways in which Natalie had failed to manage to do this herself. And Cora waited for just the right words, reminding Natalie one last time. “Say, ‘I need you to do it for me, I can't do it’.” Then a pause. "Go on, darling." I remembered, yesterday, asking why Cora would want this. She said, because it made her happy. This was a part of that, I knew. She wanted to be needed. She wanted to be important to someone. If it were anyone else, if it was any other kind of underwear, this moment might even be sexy. But it wasn't. It was... comfortable. Almost loving? And I knew I wanted to make her happy too, like she was trying so hard to do for me. So I nodded my head. "I can't do it... I need you to do it for me." Cora smiled and kissed Natalie once, on the forehead. "Lay on the bed, darling. I'll do it for you, because you can't. Just like I'll protect you, and I'll take care of you - because you can't. And that's okay." Heavy words, thick and impossible to hide from, just like the diaper between her legs. ----------------- Like & Comment! Please consider supporting us on Patreon! Thank you for reading!

Hi, please call me Chloe. I'm kinda shy and embarrassed about admitting I'm 49 but still want my nappies and baby things. I tried reaching out once before many years ago in my early 30's hoping to find some sane and supportive friends once i finally woke up to the fact I wasnt the only person in the world who felt this way. A lot of replies either scared or upset me - so please be gentle with me,I truly am just a little girl at heart. I gave up any notions of marriage etc in my 30's after coming out to my boyfriend (who was convinced that the reason I'd taken off for a couple weeks without him was because I was having an affair) I wound up telling him the truth that I was stressed out and needed a couple of weeks to baby myself and it was unimaginably awful and I just don't think I'm brave enough to go through that again. It would be nice to be able to talk about it without having to endure the inevitable sneer of disgust etc, and at least here I don't have to be afraid of that kind of reaction. This is all I've ever fantasized about my whole life. The idea of having an accident and then being confronted by some georgeous sexy guy who despite your protestations just seems to know your secret, and puts you back in nappies and treats you like a baby - is just such a turn on for me. I know at my age its unlikely now to ever materialize but still a girl can dream and it would be really lovely to make some friends and be able to talk about it, ask advice about stuff and maybe even find someone willing to adopt / mentor me as an online daddy / mommy so i have someone to turn to with little girl questions and / or issues. I do the binge /purge thing still, and often regress if im upset or stressed out or just feeling horny. I know its stupid but Im still deeply embarrassed and humiliated that I have these feelings / needs and often feel guilty and ashamed afterwards like I'm committing some unforgivable sin. I was too terrified of being found out to even buy diapers til my 30's, since then I've always had a stash to hand. I panic periodically and get rid of paci's bottles onsies etc , but keep the nappies now :) (there may be hope for this girl yet!) I often go 24/7 for several weeks at a time and then find I feel weird about it and get rid of everything or hide stuff then lose interest and it might not crop up or reach crisis point for months or even a year or so. AS I've gotten older perhaps I'm more at peace with it, as I wear more often now and am more confident to do so. Please say hi - I'd love to make some friends. Its doubtful we'll ever meet, Im just too scared but it would be lovely to have friendship and support - someone to talk to. Just please be gentle and respectful - Im way too young mentally (my little girl self) to be dealing with hardcore yuk. Thanks and looking forward to hearing from you. I live in north east england btw.

Author Note: Hi everyone, this is a story based in Ireland and may have some names and words that you are not familiar with, I will pop in an Authors Note at the top of each chapter to let you know when they come up. So far in this chapter the only on I have spotted is Áine which is pronounced Awn Yah and is a ladies name. But if there is anything in here that doesnt make sense please let me know. Also critique is wanted and welcomed so if you have any feedback at all please share Anyway I have rambled on enough so please enjoy the first chapter of my story. My name is Áine The stench was atrocious, stale booze, cigarettes and sweat wafted from Ainé as she sat in her Monday morning study class. Bleary eyed and just about awake, she sprawled out at her desk trying not to throw up, she was fairly sure she had mild alcohol poisoning. As was tradition she had spent Sunday night with her best friend Kelly drinking vodka, watching movies and having the craic. First thing Monday she always had unsupervised study so the two friends would take extreme advantage of that on Sunday knowing that they would not need to be fully alert until late morning. However she had never been this bad, and for good reason. Today Ainé was getting her mock results. These were important exams on the run up to the leaving cert to evaluate where students needed to improve, so these results would show where she was struggling and would need to focus on. As she broke out in a cold sweat as the alcohol tried to leave her system she took off her dark green school blazer and dumped it on the floor beside her. Her normally straight blond hair with pink highlights were a greasy tangled mess across her face as she drooled on her desk. Her slight frame hunched over her desk she was close to sleep. With her eyes closed she heard someone calling her name, she groggily opened her eyes and saw Des, one of the boys in her class trying to speak to her. She couldn't make out what he was saying so she just babbled nonsense at him till he stopped talking. Normally she would have been happy to speak with Des, he was a pretty cool kid, he was into weird stuff but he had a very dead pan sense of humor which Áine loved. However right now she just wanted to die in piece. Des soon picked up on this and let her be and she soon nodded off. Next thing Áine knew the bell rang signaling the end of class and the beginning of the next class. Ainé jerked up and was starting to feel a little bit better, she had slepped her way through the class which she greatly needed. She reached down to pick up her blazer and felt a little bit of spew on the up, however she managed to keep it down. She tucked her white, creased shirt into her green kilt, grabbing her back pack she made for the door. She was meant to go to a double maths class but considering she was due to get her mock results this morning she made her way to the sixth year rec room. On her way through the corridor she saw the bubbly form of Kelly bouncing through the halls on the way towards her. Her pale complexion, black hair tied up in pig tails and thin body brought a smile to Áine’s face, she was a beacon of happiness regardless what might be going on inside. As Kelly reached Áine they embraced intimately then turned to continue their journey. Kelly resting her head on Áine’s shoulder as they walked. “Hey how’s it going,” said Áine as she rested her head on top of Kelly’s head closing her eyes enjoying the contact from her sister in arms. Kelly took a moment to respond and linked arms with Áine “Bleh not too good, I am dying today.” Áine happy with her new entwined arm “Yeah me too. I just wanna go home,” a slight winge creeping into her voice. Kelly made her way to a bench, taking a seat “grand, here sit beside me will ya” “Clingy much?” Áine replied, looking down at her friend and couldn't help but smile. Even though she was joking around the idea of Kelly being overtly clingy towards her made Áine glow slightly “Clingy like your butt” Kelly lazily replied as she gently tugged Áine’s hand encouraging her to sit down. Áine chuckled and replied deadpan “well my butt does stick to everything” as she took a seat next to Kelly who promptly returned her head to Áine’s shoulder “anyway will we split?” “I’m up for that,” said Kelly as she started to rub circles in Áine’s hand. A cheeky smile slipped across Áine’s face as she wrapped her arm around her comrade “Will we?” “You tell me,” said Kelly as she snuggled into Áine’s chest, now that she was engulfed in half of Áine’s embrace, giving away how rough Kelly was actually feeling. They were both very touchy feely with each other, but Áine knew well enough that when Kelly wanted proper snuggles she was in a bad way. “What do you mean?” a confused Áine asked peering down at the top of Kelly’s head, wondering where the sudden change in tune had come from. Kelly looked up at her best friend and innocently said “all I have been hearing from ya is how ya want your mocks results”. Realizing that Kelly was just teasing Áine smiled “shut up you” laughing at her friends remark. A sarcastic “Ha” was all that Kelly could muster in response. Áine rolled her eyes “anyway lets at least bunk off in the rec room till we get our results” “Sounds like a plan,” sighed Kelly as she got up of the bench, making sure to grab Áine’s hand and almost dragged her the rest of the way there. The 6th year rec room was a throw back to when the secondary school was a boarding school, however in recent years the school had since stopped accepting boarders. The walls were painted a horrid shade of green and the floor was thick old wood. There were a couple of old, worn couches and arm chairs scattered around the room with a ping pong table in the centre. There was a counter top to the side with tea and coffee making facilities, a sink and a fridge that was used for milk, or any brave student who trusted their lunch to it. One side of the rec room had a huge window that looked out onto a wooded area behind the school. The girls headed to the counter top and proceeded to make some tea. “Oh man I’m nervous about the results” Áine started as she grabbed two mugs from a cupboard above the sink, placing them on the counter. Kelly looked at Áine with a smirk “Yeah I know. You won’t shut up about it” she replied dryly as she filled the kettle and set it to boil. “That’s cos my da will kill me” Áine said nonchalantly as she fished out two tea bags and popped them in the awaiting mugs. Kelly was routing around in the fridge looking for some milk which was still in date “What Charlie? Nah he is a puppy dog, you will be fine” she dismissed. “I will in me hole” said Áine as she added sugar to both. “Seriously you are mad,has he even thumped you one” Kelly asked quizzically as if parents smacking kids about was common place, where in reality she was a very spoiled child as her father was constantly away on “business” with his secretary, to which her mother would constantly look the other way to make up for an absentee father. Her father, out of guilt, would spend lavishly on Kelly bringing her home exotic presents, setting a ludicrous allowance and the cous de gras a credit card which no questions were never asked of. Áine looked at Kelly with a side smirk on her face “Not a chance, but he smacks Liam about” she said quickly. “Ah feck off they both knock the shite out of each other. It’s lad stuff” Kelly knowing full well that the two got very hyper active around each other and frequently got into horse play with each other. “Yeah when you are around,” Áine started but then trailed off as she didn't really want to get into a discussion about her home life “gets tense at home” while, like most parents, there was no physical abuse at home there were times when screaming happened and her parents would fight like cats and dogs. It had been getting to Áine a lot recently and she wasn’t too sure on how to deal with it and really didn’t want to speak up about it yet. “Come on,” Kelly started staring directly at Áine, who could not meet her peering gaze “no really come on are you actually worried about your da”. Kelly was starting to see something was up with Áine, something that she wasn't telling her about. “Well no” said Áine sheepishly. Kelly needed to know what was up with her BFF “Go on why are you worries?” She asked openly as the kettle boiled. “Seriously” Áine shot in defense as she still did not want to open up. This somewhat startled Kelly, seeing her friend defensive towards her “Yeah come on” she said as she started pouring the boiling water into the two mugs. “No don’t act like I’m weird for stressing, everyone is stressing.” Áine said quickly, with a pang of anger to her voice, not that she was angry, she was trying to deflect deeper questioning on her home life. Kelly hander her the mug of tea “But it’s not like it’s the cert” Áine took the mug and after a brief pause replied “Yeah but this shows how much of a balls up I would make of the actual exams” Kelly stirred her tea and could see that her friend was definitely stressing out so tried to lighten the mood “Fuck that, I’ll worry about that in the summer” “Nah you won’t Kelly you still won’t give a shit” Áine replied happily as she knew what Kelly was doing and knew she had her believing it was just the exams that had her stressing out. She finished stirring her tea left it to brew as Kelly did the same. “Damn straight.” Kelly laughed “I have no idea what I want to do so fuck it not going to worry till I know” “Ah here” Áine baited, throwing the attention on Kelly and her laisse faire attitude to the rest of her life. “What?” Kelly half asked knowing where this was going, they had this same discussion since fifth year. “So what if over the summer you figure shit out and want to go to college but you need a fuck load of points” said Áine as she dumped the tea bag out of her mug into a bin under the sink. “Yeah that ain’t going to happen” Kelly said knowing she hadn’t a clue on what she wanted to do but knowing she was young and not to stress about the unknown until it had become known. “Well say it does” Áine said pushing her friend for answers “Then I’ll just resit the exams and give a shit” Kelly said as she shrugged and tossed her tea bag in the bin. “Ah yeah fuck ya I forgot your mammy and daddy are loaded” Áine said smiling as she took a gulp of tea. “Shut up you” Kelly said laughing not minding being teased “Here lets have our tea over on the couch” Áine Said as she headed to a couch, Kelly behind her tea in hand. Áine sat and rested her mug on the arm of the couch. Kelly plopped down on the couch beside her and popped her tea on the ground next to the couch so she could rest her head in Áine’s lap and stretch out. Áine looked down at her friend and smiled as Kelly looked up at her with a cheeky grin. “Your fucking adorable” Áine said as she brushed Kelly’s hair from her face to one side. “Don’t I know, and good thing too because your lap is the only cure to this hang over” Kelly laughed as she closed her eyes enjoying the intimacy. “ You know even if you were a minger I would let you use my lap” Áine teased as she took a sip of tea “Ah fuck off” Kelly replied as she started to get dozy. Áine took out her phone to check the time but noticed she had a few whatsapp messages, from her mam, da and brother Liam. She quickly checked them thinking something horrible had happened, but they were just wishing her good luck with the results. This made her smile but also stressed her out as it was a reminder that she would have to rip the band aid off in about half an hour she noticed as she checked the time. At least it was still a little bit away. She put her phone away and relaxed on the couch, stroking Kelly’s cheek. Áine wasn’t sure how she felt about Kelly, she was the most important person in the world to her but she wasn’t sure if she was interested in her romantically. She knew that they were closer than friends should be and on occasion had made out, granted lots of booze had always been involved. She had never kissed Kelly while sober. She thought she was straight as she had had a few boyfriends in the past and they were fun and all, but none of them could compare in anyway to the bond she had with Kelly. She had thought what it would be like to kiss Kelly while sober and that had excited her, and was even exciting her now as she contemplated it. It was nice to think about, it also got her mind off of the impending doom of her results. Áine sighed and closed her eyes and just enjoyed the intimacy of having Kelly’s head in her lap.

Let's turn things around a bit. All DLs and/or ABs, Why are you not wearing diapers 24/7? As someone who has to be 24/7, there isn't anything really stopping you. You don't have to tell anyone nor explain yourself. I don't understand the desire but its harmless. What actually bugs me a bit is the waffling and drama about attempting to find a way to sneak time in a diaper. If you are going to have a kink, jump in and make a commitment. ? Really though, if you actually tried 24/7, even in just for urinary use, I doubt many would last a full month. If I'm off base or you ARE a 24/7 DL, or even AB, please comment your story. (Seriously, a 24/7 AB, as strange as that is, would be fascinating.) But please, no fantasy stories.

So never posted in this section before, but got some pictures as part of an art trade so figured I'd share. Posted with permission but artist is anonymous. Character is "Alex", as appears in some of my stories and my name.

Not many chapters to go until that happens.

Very well said and what I have been saying for years! Glad there are others out there who think like me!

Chapter 5: The rest of the week came by in a flash, Eva hadn't had any more problems or run ins with Ms.Harper which was good thing for her sake. Eva woke up hearing her alarm going off on her phone as she rolled over clicking it off knowing it was finally Friday. The great thing about Friday was the children were released at noon which meant Eva was about to go home and get started on her weekends as baby Eva. She let the rails down on the crib quickly noticing she had wet the diaper between her legs, but ever since the picture day she had been wearing them to school knowing the mothers didn't bat an eye at her dressing this way. She pulled on the diaper noticing it could take more before being changed and decided to just keep it on and change out of it later. She walked into the closet trying to find something to wear today and decided to go with the schools uniform which made her seem some what more adult like then wearing one of the baby dresses or onesies. After getting the dress pulled over Eva pulled on a frilly pair of socks and the mary jane shoes to match the outfit and walked over to her mirror to see herself. She looked at herself in the mirror noticing she continued to look more infantile as each day passed and it probably didn't help the fact her diapers read the words "Infant in training" on the front either. After giving herself a once over Eva grabbed her new diaper bag off the top of the changing table ready for another day at school. When she arrived at the school she noticed she still had time before the parents would start arriving and headed straight for the classroom. As Eva entered her classroom she walked over to a cubby that had her assigned name written on it and placed her diaper bag inside. After placing the diaper bag down Eva turned around to see once again her classroom had changed and a new item had arrived. Eva walked over to where her desk wants was, but now in it's place was a large bassinet. Eva grabbed a chair and placed it next to the new piece of equipment wanting to get a better look at it wondering how it worked. After getting the chair setup she stood on top looking inside to see it could very easily fit a large adult. Eva wasn't paying any form of attention not even hearing anybody come inside as she froze feeling a hand pulling up the back of her dress making it way inside the back of her diaper. Eva quickly turned to see Ms.Martin standing there with a confused look saying "I thought I didn't have a baby watching over my child, but it looks like I was wrong, your nothing but a little baby yourself" as Eva blushed from the comments as Ms.Martin picked her up and carried her to the changing table. Eva tried to explain the situation, but before she had a word out of her mouth the mother had placed one of the inflating pacifiers inside. Ms.Martin made quick work of stripping Eva out of her outfit leaving her completely naked on top of the changing table deciding what to put the teacher in. She walked into the changing closet pulling out a school designed onesie,bonnet,booties, and mittens. Eva watched Ms.Martin walking over to her showing what she was about to be put in as the woman spoke saying "how about we get the little baby all dressed." Ms.Martin continued to laugh at the blushing baby putting her in a double diaper and the clothing she had pulled from the closet. After getting Eva dressed she placed her inside the playpen telling her "these diapers should last you all day baby" as Eva blushed watching the mother walk out the door. Eva tried to pull the inflated pacifier out of her mouth, but found the mittens restricted her from doing so knowing she was stuck. She felt like it had been forever before the mothers walked inside and looked around for Eva. Ms.Jensen couldn't help herself laughing when they found Eva in the playpen dressed more like she should be in the daycare helping her hand's free from the mittens as Eva tried to get herself out of the problem telling them "I think I tried to be too much of a baby" as the mothers gave her a pat on the diaper telling her "take care of our babies" as Eva watched them walk out the door. As Eva closed the door she turned around hearing the sound of one of her charges crying she waddled her way over to the crib seeing baby Danni bawling her eye's after giving her diaper a check she began to realize she was probably hungry and decided it was probably best to get the babies a bottle. Eva walked to the small fridge in the corner grabbing 4 baby bottles out one for each child and herself. She waddled her way back to the cribs now hearing all 3 charges crying knowing she needed to get them fed quickly. After giving all 3 of them there bottles Eva waddled over to the playpen and hopped inside. She grabbed a pillow and placed her head and then slid the nipple inside of her mouth and began to suck the milk down. Eva noticed another change, she looked up to see her room now had a giant spinning mobile attached to the ceiling as she asked herself if that had been there all year. Eva continued to drink the milk down when she felt a sudden problem, her stomach felt like it was going to explode. She placed one hand on her stomach and the other on her diapered backside knowing she didn't need this to happen. She hopped back over the playpen wall practically running to her cubby wondering if she should ask Ms.Harper to watch the children, but began thinking how was she going to explain the way she was dressed, but it didn't matter before she could grab her badge from her purse it was too late. Eva was now crouching her legs feeling her bowels beginning to betray her as a mess exited her backside. She felt the back of her diaper beginning to get heavier and heavier as she pushed it all out. She was so embarrassed and just wanted to get changed and began pulling at the snaps on the onesie revealing the brown messie diaper. She felt hand's beginning to pick her up trying to figure out who had found her this way as she noticed she was being carried over to the changing table. She was quickly strapped on top of it and looked up as her eye's locked with Chauncey's. Eva quickly tried to explain saying "let me explain!", but before she could get another word out she had one of the inflatable pacifiers placed inside of her mouth. She watched as Chauncey untaped the soiled diaper from around her waist and picked up a clean diaper from under the changing table and made quick work of getting her nice and dry. Eva was so embarrassed by the situation trying to figure out what she was going to tell her friend as she watched Chauncey pulling the tapes to the middle of the diaper and grabbing the pacifier out of her mouth telling her "you have 5 seconds to explain to me why I found you in a messy diaper!" Eva nervously began to speak telling her "I decided to dress more babyish for the students and when I suddenly had to go I found I couldn't remove the diaper on my own I had no choice but to use it." Chauncey began to giggle telling her "I noticed you were wearing one of the infant diapers and I know about the extra strength tapes" as Eva watched her friend giggle at her. Eva nodded her head asking "what are you doing here today?" as Chauncey spoke telling her "I am starting a ride and pick up program for the children and I got out of class early and decide to come in a little earlier to check on the class to see if you needed help" as Eva watched her assistant still giggling the way she found her saying "thanks for that" as Chauncey patted her bottom telling her "what are friends for". Eva stared up watching as Chauncey walked back into the classroom with a four seat stroller. She continued to smile thinking it was probably a good idea she had found her and nobody else. She really liked Chauncey, but she didn't want anybody to ever find out that she liked being a baby especially Chauncey. She watched as her assistant began loading the children inside of the 4 seat stroller strapping them inside knowing it was finally the end of the day. After getting the children strapped inside Chauncey smiled over at Eva asking "do you want a ride?" as Eva shook her head saying "thanks anyway" and began to get an idea. Eva began to ponder the idea watching as Chauncey walked out the classroom as Eva screamed "Chauncey". Chauncey stopped the stroller seeing Eva asking "is there something wrong?" as Eva smiled shaking her head asking "would you like to come over tonight and hang out?" as Chauncey smiled saying "I would love that!" as Eva smiled saying "great let me write my address down and I will see you later" as Eva reached for a sticky note, but was cut off by Chauncey saying "I know this probably sounds odd, but I already have your address for some reason, when the children pick ups came out your address was with them" as Eva nervously spoke saying "that's odd, well I guess I will see you tonight" as Chauncey smiled saying "of course." Eva began to giggle like a school girl thinking to herself for once she had finally made a friend that she really liked and instantly remembered one problem. She had a house full of nursery furniture in her house and needed to hide it. She quickly grabbed her bag, shutting off the lights, and closing the door before running towards her car.

I thought the Tena Slip maxi thing was just me. I’ve always been a fan of Swedish technology: they’ve given us Saabs (well for a bit, now we just have Volvos), flat-pack furniture and meatballs. I was expecting the same kind of pragmatic Scandinavian efficiency from their nappies. Wrong. They don’t so much hold back the pee as merely delay it upon its voyage to your outerwear. I’ve tried a few packets and despite having (these days) a very small bladder that isn’t prone to flooding anything, a Tena is just there to give my waterproof pants something to do. That “breathable” outer liner is also a “porous” outer liner. It’s technology like that which give incontinent folk a bad name for a bad odour. Sure, the nappies may have odour control but the nappy only waves at your pee as it goes past. I’ve still got a packet unopened under the bed. I just haven’t found a circumstance where dignity and dryness are sufficiently expendable to trust them. Don't get me started on their courageously-over-rated pull ups either...

110% love putting on a diaper after a shower. My favorite nights are the ones where I shower and put on a diaper after I'm nice and clean. I'll then throw on a onesie, pop in my pacifier, snuggle with my stuffies, and sleep like a baby.

Stephan if you can use a catheter and can tie a knot you can easily make a stent using a catheter.l The how to instructions were buried in this thread. The two key points is the retrieval line and an O ring large enough to prevent the stent from being pulled in to your bladder. Don't be afraid, just follow the safety guild lines for safe catheter play.

I would say my cloth diapers took about 6 months to really break in ,once they do they will hug your shape more and be incredibly super soft , my current cloth have been in service for 12 years and i swear they get more comfortable every time they get washed . Sent from my SM-T810 using Tapatalk

I know it's been said before, but there needs to be a balance. I prefer to keep this aspect of my life separate and at home, and even at home I'm not wearing all the time. It's not that I don't have opportunity - I live alone. I'm doing my best to not let them take over my life -- though at times it's definitely felt like it. There's a name for that - addiction.

Love the mini bonus chapter. However, I really want to see how things go with Ella meeting here parents for the first time in a very long time.

Hi Chloe! A lot of boys and girls like you feel immense shame because of their fascination with nappies and baby things. You're certainly not alone there. You really need to enter a stubborn state of mind where you can look at a mirror and say out loud "I don't care that my nappies give me happiness." Yes, there are probably a few people who won't be able to comprehend why you regress to relieve stress but with a few simple precautions you'll be able to be a happy little girl whilst at the same time going about your regular adult life without your friends or family knowing that you're in a nappy. I'm really glad that your urges to perge your things are less frequent nowadays. You're definitely welcome to send messages to my inbox on here if you want to be friends.

@treasuresman I'm with you she defiantly can be lol Sorry everyone for not posting Monday I was with family for the last couple of days or flying (no internet) but I'm home now so heres the next chapter though I should add that if you are reading this story because you like the cutesy thing I try to write I recommend you stop reading for a couple of months, the chapters after this move away from that for a while so I can tell the story, I believe it was Orson Welles that said "If you want a happy ending that depends of course on where you stop the story" Enjoy *** Part 24 Confessions and joy Wendy too let out a large breath she had been holding “Emma you don't know how dangerous that was running away from Gwen like that” said Wendy as Rose was still not letting me go “I got that thanks…” I said annoyed “Now tell me why” Rose finally released me from her embrace but still kept ahold of my wrists, Rose and Wendy looked at each other like they were asking each other what lie they should tell me “I’m quite sure you weren't robbed like you claimed so what's going on? Are you illegals in this country?” “No we are legal citizens” said Rose in a shaky voice “So your running from the law?” Rose and Wendy looked at each other again “I can see it on your faces, so what did you do?” I asked now sure that they were wanted by the law here “Emma, it's not that simple” said Wendy no longer using the cutesy name Rose liked to use on me “Then explain it to me” I near shouted, Wendy was about to say something but Roses phone started to ring “I can't” said Rose handing the phone to Wendy who answered it “Slow down she's here with us… yes… we will keep her with us till you get back out… ok bye” Wendy hung up the phone and handed it back to Rose “Gwen was freaking out because she lost you” said Wendy looking at me, her face was impassive, I felt the guilt shoot through me at hearing this “I didn't mean to make her worry” I tried to defend myself “I was going to be back before she noticed I was gone but the officer… wait don't change the subject” “Rose we need to…” began Wendy “Yea” replied Rose and she lifted me into her arms “Wait what are you doing” I protested, not wanting to fall onto my head… again… I didn't squerm like the first day in this world. We ended up in the corner of two fences out of the way of most of the visitors to the zoo “Ok ask your questions” said Rose now having regained her strength "What did the two of you do?" I asked more aquusitory than I meant to "First off Wendy here hasn't done anything, she's just been a good friend helping me" I rolled my eyes "Please Rose I saw the two of you kissing" the two of them looked at each other again "Don't worry I'm more than happy for you" I said before remembering that I was questioning them "So what did you… do?" I asked making sure to emphasize the you part, Rose paused for a couple of seconds probably gathering her thoughts "Without going into specifics I helped some people and the law got involved" I gave Rose a look over the same way she does when I think she's reading my mind "Did you kill someone?" "No" she said immediately "Did people get hurt" Roses face turned to a look of sadness "Yes… some people did get hurt in the process" admittedly I'm not the best lie detector but my gut was telling me that everything Rose was saying was true, I must have left the silence hang to long "Emy do you like Rose?" Asked Wendy out of nowhere, both Rose and I looked at her "I guess" I answered “Then does this information change anything about Rose?” I took my time to think about it “As long as you were honestly trying to help and you haven't killed anyone then I guess not” a look of relief came over Roses face, I guess she worried about what I thought of her “If I could go back and do it over so no one got hurt I would” said Rose “I’m sure you know this but you can't tell anyone about this or Rose will be in a lot of trouble” said Wendy “Yea I got that and I’m guessing that I would somehow give her away by talking to security” Rose nodded while Wendy explained “There is a chip right about here…” Wendy reached behind me and placed a finger on my spine just below the neck “That if scanned would be like announcing that Rose is here” the thought that something like that was placed inside me without my consent was disturbing but what else was new for this dimension besides when I get back to my dimension I’m sure I can have it removed by a doctor, I stood there thinking then started to shake my head in laughter “What's funny?” asked both Amazons “My life is feeling like some badly written novel” I chuckled “The innocent boring Rose actually ends up having this secret past, that I still don't know by the way...” I shrugged my shoulders “Well at least your not boring” I said still chuckling to myself “I’m not boring” said Rose in a mock hurt voice that was broken by the both of them having their own smirk, I remembered back to my first days when I made the joke of living with a druggie, I guess I was sort of right… though she's not a druggie just evading the law, I sat down on the table that I had been standing on to be head height with the Amazons “At least there's that” I mumbled to myself, Roses indiscretion was because she was helping someone I could live with that after all everyone has broken the law at some point or another but if she had truly done something bad like murdering someone then I don't think I would have been able to stay with her for the last two months needed for Kaylee to take me home, just as Rose was about to speak again we all heard animal sounds which wasn't out of the ordinary for being at the zoo, the reason we all looked at me was that the sounds were coming from my diapered crotch “Fuck sake!” I cried and through my head back in annoyance that I had another unconscious accident at such an important talk with Rose “Emy” said Rose in her warning voice “Yea yea” I said and waved her off, Rose smirked with her shaking head and before I knew it, I found the pacifier placed inside my mouth, I began to take it out but of course was stopped by Rose “That's for the bad language and for running off on Gwen you will be with me for the rest of the day” I quickly pulled the paci out of my mouth “What your still punishing me after all this” I complained and placed it back in my mouth “Yes, it could be much worse wouldn't you agree?” “I guess” I mumbled around the paci and pulled it out “I could just turn you in if I was petty” I said, both Amazons chuckled “We know your a good person and wouldn't do that” said Wendy, I rolled my eyes and placed the paci back in my mouth “I guess not” I mumbled, Rose scooped me up and we were off again. Gwen was waiting for us at the cave entrance “There you are Emy, why did you run off?” Asked Gwen, Rose answered for me “Emy had to tell me that she needed a diaper change” Gwen chuckled to herself, I briefly wondered why Rose lied to Gwen but that's a question for another time “I think we had better do a round of changes then, someone here wet themselves out of fear of the snakes” Abby seemed to turn a deeper shade of red at Gwen's words “I’m with you, nothing to be ashamed of...” said Rose “Snakes are scary” she continued and hid behind Wendy pretending to be scared, this got a good laugh out of everyone. Back in my home world there would be a male toilet, a female toilet and maybe a family slash disabled toilet but here there is the first two then there's also the “Littles change room”, inside there were five changing tables, with one currently being used by an Amazon and her female charge, it would have been very uncomfortable if they had have been male “Yes we had our photo there too” said the Amazon “Misty loved it, didn't you?” the Little was watching the ceiling with her thumb in her mouth not paying the slightest bit of attention to what her carer was doing between her legs “I think we need to go back to it, the photographer took the photo before Emy here was ready and it makes her look grumpy” said Rose as she started to wipe my diaper area “But she loved the butterfly house” continued Rose “Well if you take the first left up that way there is a great place to take some photos with your Littles” “What is it?” asked Rose, the Amazon smiled “I take it this is your first time here, trust me it's better left as a surprise but if you want the best pictures try to wait till it gets dark” Rose thanked the woman and they both talked about other uninteresting topics while the other Little and myself were changed. “Are we good to go?” asked Wendy as Rose and I walked out of the change room “Unless anyone else needs a change I think we are good to go” replied Rose with a chuckle and everyone started off “Emy” I looked back to see Rose standing there with her hand outstretched to me “Really” I mumbled around the pacifier and walked back to take her hand “Good girl” she said with her smile, I rolled my eyes and we caught up with the others. We were quickly approaching the next display of animals “I bet none of you have seen these animals” said Gwen after reading the sign, I looked up to read the sign but was dragged along by Rose before I could get a good look “Ooooo hes sooooo cute” said a random Little in the crowd of people, I stood straighter and tried to look over the heads of everyone with no success, we moved off to the side some more and I could see it “What is that? A small bear?” asked Kaylee “It's a koala” said Abby and I in unison though my words were probably more hard to understand with the dam pacifier in my mouth, Kaylee stared at us in puzzlement “A what?” she asked “Oh so you have seen them before?” asked Gwen “I have seen them back in my old home” said Abby cheeraly watching the fluff ball hang onto the Amazon that was talking about it, I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth and asked “Are you from Australia Abby?” Abby looked at me in surprise “Yes, I guess your not American then” I shook my head and laughed “No I thought you were American” she giggled “Nope” “Well isn't that nice you two have something in common” said Rose looking at the two of us with her smile “Did I hear correctly…” came the voice of the male Amazon holding the koala, we all looked over to him “That we have some Littles that are native to our friends home” he continued and scanned the crowd “Over here” called Wendy pointing down to Abby and myself “Mam would you care too bring your Littles up here?” asked the Amazon, Wendy looked at me as if asking “want to come” and I answered her unasked question with a shake of the head and placing the pacifier back in my mouth “Go on” said Rose and gave me a quick nudge “They must be feeling shy let's give them a hand of encouragement” the crowd started to applaud and Abby made her way to the zoo employee with Wendy, Rose followed Wendy and since she was still holding my hand I was brought along with her. The four of us looked out at the small crowd in front of us with Kaylee and Gwen now near the front “So can you tell me where Willow here is from?” the zoo employee asked Abby while giving Willow a few pats “Yes, he is native to my old dimension and country Australia” “Very clever” said the employee “How about you, can you tell me what he likes to eat?” he asked after turning to me, I froze just looking at all the people watching me, in some small part of my mind I felt Rose pluck the paci out of my mouth but my attention was still on the crowd, I had never been very good with crowds and coming to this world didn't help “She's a bit nervous with everyone watching” said Rose “That's ok, Willow here eats leaves or more specifically eucalyptus leaves…” words continued to flow from the employees mouth but they didn't register in my brain. The zoo employee continued to ask questions of Abby and myself, it took a couple of questions but eventually I came out of my paralyzed state mostly thanks to Rose and ended up able to answer a couple of questions, after he was done with all the information about Willow as a thanks for as the employee put it “being brave” Abby and I were aloud to pet Willow as he happily munched on some leaves, as I was stroking his fur I wondered why he remained the same size in this world while I apparently shrunk. “Do you know why Willow remained the same size but I shrunk?” I asked Rose as we were walking to the next exhibit “I’m afraid I don't meerkat, you should ask Wendy, she probably knows because of her job” Wendy over heard her name, stopped showing Abby the pictures they had been viewing together and looked back to us “Wendy what do you do for a living?” I asked, she smirked at me “Oh you know just the normal boring things” that was an odd reply “Soooo a teacher like Rose?” I asked, she bobbed her head “I guess you could say I teach” I looked to Rose hoping for a proper answer and was met with a smile that seemed to say “she's messing with you” yea thanks Rose I got that “We don't fully know why some living things come through full sized while others come through smaller, though we do know that your kind in particular seems to almost always come through smaller” answered Wendy “Ha so even the all knowing Amazons don't know why” I laughed, it made me very happy to know that even with how much smarter the Amazons were they still didn't know everything “Nope” chuckled Wendy and we kept walking on. Our timing worked out quite well as we ended up at the Zoos food court “Just before lunch” said Rose looking at her watch “Whos hungry?” immediately Kaylee and Abby were making it known how much they were starving, Wendy offered to get food for everyone, in the meantime Abby and Kaylee were entertaining themselves by chasing the pigeons who were trying to clean up dropped food from the ground “Girls don't go too far” called Gwen and returned to her conversation with Rose “I think you should let Emy go play with the girls” I saw Rose look at me from the corner of my eye, I was facing the same direction as Abby and Kaylee but my mind was somewhere else and giving a small amount of attention to the Amazons conversation “Emy has to stay with me for the rest of the day to remind her not to run off without us knowing” answered Rose “Go on, just till lunch gets here” prompt Gwen “The trio is missing a member aren't they Emy?” I heard my name and snapped my head round to face the voice “What?” I asked confused “She wasn't even listening” chuckled Rose “I was…” I shot back “You were talking about what you were going to do for dinner” I said with as much confidence as I could manage, both Amazons chuckled “That was a while ago my little airhead” said Rose giving me a side hug “Then I wasn't listening” I said giving her a smile “Told you” said Rose to Gwen. Wendy returned with food on trays and the two loonies were called back much to their reluctance until they saw the food “Well that was too much for me” I said as I drank the last of my drink but still had at least half of my meal left on the plate, I patted my stomach to emphasize the point “I’ll ave it” Kaylee tried to say with her mouth full of chips “Eat what you have first Kaylee bear” Gwen told her Little, Kaylee rolled her eyes and shoveled more food into her mouth “I’m sure you still have room left for that snack” said Wendy taking one of my chips and popping it into her mouth “If I eat any more I think it’ll be forced out somewhere else” I heard my own words and could not believe what I had just said, Rose chuckled “Maybe you should I noticed you didn't do your business this morning” I felt the red warmth reach my cheeks, something that hasn't happened for a while now “Can we not talk about my bathroom habits while eating” I said trying to keep my voice quite “Alright we wont talk about when you fill your diapers” smirked Rose “Child” I retorted and gave her a light punch on the arm. While my diaper didn't need changing yet the other two weren't as lucky “Will you two be alright if I take Emy to see an exhibit just the two of us?” asked Rose “Sure we have two Littles to change” answered Wendy “We can meet you at the next stop” added Gwen “Thanks” Rose waved to the others as they left for I assumed the Little change room and took my hand “This next sight I wanted to be just the two of us” said Rose as we started to walk off “What is it?” I asked now curious “You will see soon” said Rose smiling down at me. It's a good thing that Rose knew where we were going because if I would have walked straight past the next animals we came to see and with only one other Amazon and Little looking made me wonder if it even housed some animal “Are those…” I looked through the glass and saw small creatures scurrying around while others were standing tall on guard “MEERKATS!!!” I shouted and broke free from Roses grasp to run to the glass, the meerkats scattered as I reached the glass but this didn't bother me, I was ecstatic, beyond ecstatic, there just simply wasn't a word big enough to describe how happy I was to finally see meerkats in person “Were you surprised?” Rose asked knowingly “Most definitely” I didn't take my eyes off the meerkats as they slowly came out of their hidey holes, Rose was kind enough to just let me watch the small creatures in silence and I was grateful. As the excitement started to die down it occured to me that I had been trying to avoid acting like a child the whole time I had been with Rose but this brought it out of me naturally and with no acting required, it was sheer joy that I could not contain and Rose had seen “They are just so cool” I said as if Rose had been reading my mind, my voice still full of excitement “I can see why you like them” replied Rose in an equally happy voice, unlike almost every animal I had seen here today so far these meerkats had not changed in size, they remained standing a foot tall, if they had turned Amazon sized I don't think I could love them as much but just looking at them now, unchanged it was great. Squatting down I placed my hand on the glass and to my delight one of the nearby Meerkats spotted it and tentatively came closer “Rose, look look” I near squealed with joy, one of the things I most wanted to do some day was coming closer to my hand, closer, ever closer, then it happened, the meerkat placed a paw up to my own on the other side of the glass, we were separated by meer inches “Thank you” I mouthed to the meerkat, he cocked his head clearly not understanding what I was saying but that was ok I like to think he got the meaning all the same, as one of the meerkats fellows made a sound my now favorite meerkat scurried off back to the pack, I was sad to see him go but I was still happier than I had been in a very long time. I got about another ten minutes before familiar voices greeted us “Oooh look at the rats” I turned to see Kaylee and Abby running to join me at the glass “They are meerkats” I said correcting them “Really? Well they look funny” said Kaylee pressing her nose to the glass to get a better look, I proceeded to telling the two of them everything I knew about these adorable creatures and was vaguely aware that the Amazons were talking to each other in the background. What a surprise Rose was right at the beginning of the day when she said I would get tired, with all the walking and food I ended up back in the stroller and found myself nodding off here and there not completely sure where I was dreaming or seeing the real world with some of the stranger animals that were present in the zoo “How much longer do you think she will be asleep?” I heard the distant voice of Gwen ask in my foggy mind “I hope not much longer, it's almost time for the last surprise” came Roses reply, I opened my eyes to the sun just starting to touch the large buildings “We could always help things along” came Wendys voice “No let's let them sleep for a bit longer” Rose said, I could see her and the other Amazons from the side and realised that the stroller wasn't facing them nor away, it was side on to the Amazons “No need…” I said with a stretch “Look whos awake” said Rose now beaming at me and turned the stroller so I could see everyone better, I was greeted to the strangest sight, both Abby and Kaylee were asleep in their Amazons arms “I guess I got the more comfortable sleeping area” I said in a now whisper, Rose put on a mock hurt look “And how do you know I’m not more comfortable?” I rubbed my eyes then grinned at her “I guess I don't” I replied simply “I think we had better compare” said Rose and she bent down to unbuckle me from the stroller, in moments I was scooped up and resting in Roses strong arms “This is warmer” I said making myself comfortable, Rose chuckled and we waited for another couple of minutes. “Kaylee…” “Abby…” “It's time to wake up” “Waky, waky” said the gentle voices of both Gwen and Wendy to their Littles, it was funny to watch both of them slowly come back to consciousness and realise what was going on “Is it time?” asked a sleepy Kaylee “It is Kaylee bear” Kaylee went from the look of wondering where she was to fully awake in less than a second “YEY!” she cheered and was bounding onto the ground ready to run once again. The six of us walked yes walked towards the spot that I remembered the random Amazon telling Rose about during my diaper change, the lights of the zoo turned on and I was starting to wonder how a certain area could make for a better photo at night than in the day when I saw it, just up ahead was an old time looking caracel just like I remembered from my younger days back home when the town had a festival, the lights hanging around the interior made every polished surface shine like many winking stars “That's beautiful” I said in a whisper, Kaylee giggled “We saw this before remember?” “Emy was asleep” cherped Abby “Oh right” she shrugged and continued walking to the small group of people lining up, Rose gave me a light nudge breaking me out of my trance and getting me moving towards the line. The line moved very quickly and in no time at all we made our way onto the carousel “Which horse do you like?” asked Rose, I had been watching the various horses and had not found a single repeated design and in that I did find one that I liked over the others “This way” I said and lead Rose over to the least ornately decorated horse, to me it was beautiful in its simplicity like finding a diamond among stones “Upsy daisy” said Rose as she lifted me up on the horse, I took hold of the leather rains and placed my feet in the fixed stirrups then smiled to myself as pleasant memories of a time I had done this exact thing with my mother when I was younger “Smile” said Rose, I looked in front of me to see Rose holding out her phone for a selfie of us, I smiled and heard the click of her camera going off “Lovely” said Rose and she showed me the picture of the two of us, I nodded and smiled. It didn't take long for the Amazons to get the Littles on a horse or seat then the music started back up and we were on the move, as my horse started to move up and down Rose tightened her grip on me slightly. I loved it all, the music, the movements and the lighting all came together perfectly and sent into euphoria, I closed my eyes and felt the motion “Rose if every day was like this I could see myself wanting to stay” I whispered, Rose heard me “I promise to make every day I can as good as this” she finished and kissed the top of my head before my horse rose once more.

Chapter XXII "Nattie?" It wasn't Sam. It was Cora. She poked her head in my room before giving the door a light rap. I looked up from my phone. "We're having dinner in a moment. Please come down." "But Sam always brings me my dinner up here," I explained, like she didn't know that already. "I've decided to try something new, darling." She'd decided. She'd made the decision. A very clear choice of words that wouldn't go unnoticed, Cora was certain. Also certain was the fact that Natalie had changed out of the diaper she'd been given, because she was still quite willful. A shame. I looked nervously at my employer's wife. Our deal was simple. She makes decisions, I listen. But we hadn't come up against a situation where that had happened yet. I was already dressed in my pajamas - a long cotton nightgown - and I didn't want to leave my room. But I never left my room, honestly. Maybe a change of pace was good for me... "Alright. I'll be right down." Trial number one. "Good girl!" Praise. Praise was important - Cora would always prefer to praise than to punish. Once Cora made it to the dinner table, she sat down and took a brief moment to confer with her husband before their company arrived. "She's not diapered right now, but she did agree to come down without argument." "Progress is progress," Ando said casually, taking a look at his phone, before turning off the device entirely. Dinner was a peaceful time. "It was risky to dress her as such." "It worked out," Cora said casually. "Don't be so flippant. One mistake spells disaster." "And risk reaps rewards, too - we wouldn't be in a position of success without taking some risks, darling husband of mine." Ando didn't seem annoyed at that comment per se, but he did seem mildly bristly in his reply. "Let's not get overly confident, wife of mine." All in all, Cora was right. Risks had to be taken. This one was dangerous, but it was calculated. Cora's sense of math was always impeccable. "Do you know how dinner will proceed?" he asked her. And as he expected, she had an answer. "We will talk about our day. Her leaving work early." Ando nodded. So he would continue to play Bad Cop. A role he was good at. "I'd like to admonish her for not being diapered at dinner, but also wonder if letting her conceal the secret from you for a while longer might benefit her." Cora mused. But perhaps they were jumping the gun… The two continued their diatribes, fantasies and stories of a good little girl in their home. But though their interests aligned, that didn't mean they were equal. For Cora, this was maternal. A needy girl who relied on her. For Ando, this was uplifting. Someone weak he had power over. Diapers symbolized both: needy and weak. But dinner was nearly here, and they both knew they would have to be a little more patient. This was Natalie's first time letting Cora make her decisions, so everything had to go in Natalie's favor. Conditioning. I was underdressed. Cora was wearing a gorgeous blouse and Mr. Gladstone was still in his work suit. I looked down at my nightgown with a little embarrassment, but Cora ushered me over to the table all the same. I took a seat across from Cora, with her husband to my right. It was strange seeing him around the house. I had lived here for about a month and I only ever saw him in passing. Dinner together... this was weird. "I'm so glad you're here for dinner with us, darling." Cora reached over and squeezed her hand reassuringly, then sat back as the kitchen staff began to bring serving plates to the table. A simple dinner; chicken marsala with some crisp vegetables sautéed in duck fat. Wine glasses were filled, but not Natalie's - Cora made it quite clear to the staff that Natalie would be having juice. "Yeah, of course..." A plate was set in front of me with... chicken and mushrooms or something. But if I'd learned anything in my month of living here, it was this: always eat the food. Not only was it required by my employer, but it was remarkably delicious. This chicken was not an exception. I took a minute to bask in the delight dancing on my taste buds, but it was shattered when Mr. Gladstone spoke. "Mabel said you missed the afternoon at work." When I looked up at him, I caught his eyes. I felt my stomach sink, my heart race... "I... um..." "You left a new hire alone in your office, with your machine logged in." Those words weren't accusatory, because they didn't need to be - this was a time where simply stating the facts was more than enough to carry across any implication as to their meaning. "I... she..." Anxiety was filling me up, like Mr. Gladstone was a waiter at a restaurant, holding a pitcher above an already full glass of water. What was I supposed to say? She scared me? I swore at her? She had me rubbing her feet all day? Tears started welling up in my eyes. But Cora stepped in. "Nattie wasn't feeling well. She called me to check on her, and it was my decision to bring her home." Her decision. Mr. Gladstone looked at her, then nodded his head. "I understand." He... understood? I looked at Cora, dumbfounded. "She's going to have an extra productive day tomorrow, darling, you'll see - I bet she won't even leave her office for a bathroom break; that's how much she wants to do well for us." Cora ate a bite of chicken and winked at Natalie with the eye that her husband couldn't see. Ando considered those words and nodded his head, seemingly satisfied. "As long as it was your decision, my dear, there's no trouble at all. I hope you feel better tomorrow, Natalie." ...this was unreal. Was Cora really so powerful, just because she was married to Mr. Gladstone? She could change my entire life, if I asked her to. Could I get a raise? Not that I saw any of the money I was making anyway. Half of it went to room and board for Sam and myself - as per our contract - and the other half went to debt collection. Then I was hit with another unexpected question, but this time from Cora herself. "Mabel... that's the new girl you're training? What do you think of her?" I stared at her like a deer in headlights. "Is she sweet?" Cora knew quite factually that she wasn't, and Ando made sure to tighten the screws on Natalie a little bit with a follow-up question. "She's quite lovely, in my experience," he began, "headstrong, perhaps, which is a little bit of an undesirable trait, but I think she has potential." I took another bite of chicken and looked down at my plate. I knew they were both talking to me, but I felt like... like I had no place in this conversation. Appeasing one of them would only displease the other. It was a lose-lose. But Cora forced my hand. "Nattie? What do you think?" I shrugged my shoulders. "You can be honest. I'm asking." I looked at her, then at Mr. Gladstone. For some reason, I felt like she was telling the truth. Maybe I could be honest... "I don't like her very much." Cora had told her to be honest, she'd made that decision for her, and the two of them followed through on making sure she was rewarded for that faith and obedience. “You don't, darling?" Cora sounded surprised, and Ando nodded his head. "She is rather willful, isn't she? Maybe she isn't quite as good a fit as I'd hoped she would be." Not that she'd be going anywhere, but Ando wanted Natalie to feel heard. "Really?" Mr. Gladstone nodded his head and I felt like I'd tumbled into an alternate dimension. For weeks, I'd been completely terrified of this man. But now he was listening to everything I had to say. I looked at Cora again and she nodded to continue. "She thinks Mr. Gladstone and I are sleeping together.” "Please, Nattie. Ando is fine when we are at home." "...oh. Okay." Ando. Wow, that felt super wrong. I mean, I knew his first name from the plate on his desk. But... well, that would take some getting used to. "You do have an unfortunate reputation, my sweet girl." Ando conceded, clasping his hands together under his chin. "Reputations are not so easily cast aside, unfortunately. They must be broken down with time and energy. You and I both know the measures you're taking to fight your reputation, but those are not known to others. I'm certain Cora will be willing to help you redouble your efforts, however; she's an excellent decision maker, should you need advice." I bit my lip and looked down at my plate of chicken. This conversation was getting so out of hand, going a mile a minute. I almost felt sick from the whiplash. “Um, there’s something else too. I swore at her. And… I think the whole office trusts her more than me, now.” Suddenly, I didn't feel like such a good office manager. “We can figure that out together,” Cora said with a smile. “Tomorrow you're going to wear your new outfit” —and that meant the diaper too— "and you'll see how quickly the others will rally beside you.” I didn't want to wear that onesie. I really, really didn't. But after everything Prin had said, after the way Mabel threatened to tell Human Resources, I... I was considering it. It was stupid. It was infantile! But it was, as Cora said, a rallying point. Soft, cute, childish. They couldn't be mad at me. “Okay," I muttered. It was only one day, right? "May I be excused please? I'd like to lie down." "Of course sweetie." Cora touched my hand and gave me a reassuring smile. Weirdly enough, it seemed to help. I made my way up two flights of stairs and fell down on my bed, looking up at the low ceiling. Tomorrow would either be the best or the worst decision of my life. But it wasn't my decision - it was Cora's. If she could somehow get me out of all this, I'd never doubt her again. ----------------- Like & Comment! Please consider supporting us on Patreon! Thank you for reading!

This says it all. Unless you live alone 24/7, it is nearly impossible to change a diaper and then if you wear disposables, get rid of it without someone finding out. I wear cloth, which would be equally difficult to change, wash and store. I do wear around other people, but I have to be ALONE in my house to change and do laundry. I can only do it part-time because my brother is at my house in the evenings when he gets home from work. By then, I'm back at Mom's house. I do wear a diaper overnight but don't actually "use" it. I put on a fresh (cloth) diaper with a booster and soakers early in the morning and leave for my house after breakfast once my brother leaves for work. (Our houses are around the corner from each other). I have lunch at Mom's house and wear a (clean) diaper then and it's back to my house until just before dinner.

When I am covering gauze diapers with vinyl panties I always put on a clean, dry one. Up to bedtime I immediately wash the removed vinyl panty in luke-warm water with a couple of drops of dishwashing detergent. However, when I change my diaper after bedtime I defer washing the vinyl panties until after I get up in the morning. The same is true when I change my loving husband's diaper or when he changes me. We both find that washing panties delays getting back to sleep.

No I do not always change my plastic pant if I change my cloth diaper. On the other hand I do like to switch around. I have a wide variety of plastic pants and it is fun to wear another type with another feel every so now and then.

I don't fit into them anymore...just a little too small to be wearable anymore. ? I do know what you mean @Joep, making a mess in them is so much fun. I remember one time I was driving in a Goodnites, and I had the heated seat on. I hadn't even planned on going at the time (I'd been wearing in the store just for fun a half hour before). Suddenly the heat of the seat got my tummy rumbling, I farted with force and, whoops! I made such an 'awful' mess. At first I was sure it was contained, but being the little things that Goodnites are, it wasn't. Good thing I was wearing track pants and not shorts! When I stood up outside of the car, I felt my pants sticking to my butt, and I knew I'd really messed up lol. When I got inside I went to take my pants off and realized the damage..yikes! My favorite track pants were stuck to my butt! Safe to say that was a wonderful experience, aside from the cleanup.

It was a few years later when Pampers introduced Cruisers size 7. That was early 2007 I think. What my friends at Pampers told me was that they had to invent a whole new kind od diaper making machine to produce larger than Size 6. Actually those new machines can make far larger than size 7. However, the lack of customers for size 7 shocked Pampers marketing folks. There had been a sample run of Size 8, but those trials were ended. Huggies even gave up their trial of size 7. I had been talking to parents of exceptionally large children who were not ready for toilet training. Those kids could not use pull-ups. I went so far as to hire the leading consultant in baby disposable manufacturing, Carlos Richer of Monterrey Mexico. My husband and I were willing to fund making size 8 and even larger if Pampers or Huggies would market them. Pampers would not take our money, but they did give the proposal polite consideration. Their UK operation has just introduced Baby Dry size 8. For use by adult men Baby Dry should work as well as Cruisers.

Well if she wanted to keep it "nobody's business" she wouldn't have put it on the internet. Her Tumbler page wasn't private.