Sissy Room

i hope u had a good trip and welcome back i do hope "big" paul or at least toddler paul is seen agion as seeing him this smol is good but hurts my soul that it has gotten that bad 

Chapter 4 "Morning Mace Ace.” Jake walked by the counter and gave his baby brother a little kiss on the forehead.    “Do you have to do that?”   “Yes. Until you are in high school, I still get to do that. Let me have this last year and change, okay little man?”   “Yes, big bro! So listen, low-key you seem really happy this morning. You and Hunter really made up, huh?”   “Yeah. I mean…. I wouldn't say made up, we weren't really fighting, kiddo! We just haven't been able to get on the same page lately. It happens. It's something we're going to have to practice if we're going to be married. But I think we're in a better place now. We're a team, again!”   “That's awesome. You slept in the bedroom, too, huh? I mean…. Not like that but…”   “Relax. No, I get what you meant. Yeah, I did. All that time I wasn't getting good sleep, I really wasn't thinking about the fact that Hunter wasn't getting good sleep, either. He was waking me up, but also he was waking up to go so it wasn't good for him. I found out that he's been really stressed and he was worried that I was going to leave and take you guys with me.”   “Awww. That's so sad. You told him we're not though, right? Because, I hope you know Luke and I are not going to let you leave him.”   “Of course I told him we aren't going anywhere! I believe you when you say that you two wouldn't stand for it, either. I want to be clear, even if somehow things went south between him and I, he will always be a part of your lives. He knows that and I want you to know that, as well. He's part of our family now, no matter what.”   “Thanks, bro.”   “In any event, It was a Friday night so I could have stayed up late if I needed to, but he really needed his sleep so I gave him something to help him sleep. It worked. He slept like a baby all night.”   “That's great. But then he must've wet-” Mason's eyes went wide. “No!!! You didn't?!”    “I better not say, I have to be fair to him.”   “No. No. No you don't! You're not getting out of this that easily. Jacob Christopher, what did you do?”   “Made sure that he was protected, and that the bed was, too.”   “I can't believe you went through with it. So Hunter is back in diapers now, too. That's crazy. Guess I'm moving up in the world around here.”    “Pause. Okay, I think my comfort level of venting to you last week may have given you the impression that we are somehow equals around here. Let's get something clear…. I greatly appreciate the mature attitude that you have carried yourself with and that I can rely on you, but you are still the youngest around here. It doesn't matter what Hunter or your brother wear to bed, they are still older and you need to respect them.”   “Chill. I didn't mean it like that. I'm just saying….”   “I'm just a little jumpy over this whole thing. I don't want Hunter to feel self conscious about this. I'm going to be honest, he went with it last night because of the circumstances, but just like your brother had trouble the first morning after, in the light of day, with regrets. I fully expect that to happen with Hunter. It's going to be a process and I'm going to have to work on him. In the meantime, I appreciate you being there for me as a sounding board, but keep your mouth shut and do not let him know that we have been discussing this. Please.”   “I told you I would keep your confidence. I will. And I hear you, I promise. Speaking of puddles, though, you may want to circle back and check on him this morning, too. I heard him moving around up there this morning when I was heading downstairs and it sounded like he was stripping the bed.”   “Great! Just what I need! Do me a favor, huh, start making some eggs and toast for everybody. I'll be down a little while to help you cook the rest. Just get it started. I'm going to go check on Lucas.”   “Don't tell him I said anything. I don't want to hear his crap. I already got an earful because I told Hunter about him not emptying his diaper pail last time. Maybe they can take turns emptying it from now on since it's going to be filling up twice as fast.”   Jake turned around and shot him and annoyed glare.   “KIDDING!!! KIDDING!!!” Mason threw his hands up.    Jake started up the stairs, but it didn't take long until he saw Luke walking toward him. Luke stopped dead in his tracks. He looks like a deer in the headlights, he was caught. “I can explain!”   “This is the part where I'm supposed to tell you not to bother, but you're carrying your sheets and what appears to be a pair of shorts and underwear, so I guess I have to at least hear this explanation…”   “It was an accident.”   “That part is obvious…”   “No. I mean, clearly, but like I fell asleep. I swear I only meant to lay down for a second. I was so tired. I went to the bathroom, I promise, I just didn't get the pull-up on.”   “Okay. Cool story, bro. I guess this is really my fault because if I was a good brother, we would have a routine set up where you would put your pull-ups on a little before bedtime, in case something like falling asleep early were to happen…. Oh, you know what, we DID come up with a routine like that. Yeah, so see if we follow the routine then these types of accidents don't happen.” Jake was a good man, but when the rules weren't being followed, he could be quite sarcastic and parental. He was the boys’ only familial “parent”, so it all fell on him. He would rather be their fun brother, but someone had to be the disciplinarian, so to speak. It sure wasn't going to be Hunter. If anyone was the fun brother around here, it was surely him.     “Come on, Jacob. What do you want me to do, grovel? I said I made a mistake, I'm cleaning it up, what do you want from me?”   “I WANT for you to follow the one easy rule that I laid out for you in terms of your nightwear. That's it. Not asking for anything overly spectacular or challenging, nor anything that's that particularly hard to remember. You remember to go to the bathroom, you remember to brush your teeth. You surely remember to plug your phone in, so I know it's not a matter of you having memory issues.”   Luke rolled his eyes, but he immediately realized that was a mistake. He was already on the verge of trouble, maybe being a little humble here wouldn't have hurt.     “Well, maybe you just don't think it's important enough. I think you remember what I told you was going to happen last time this happened…”   The color immediately drained from Luke's face. He didn't really think that Jake was serious about that. He couldn't be. He wouldn't do that to him.    “You can't be serious…. You wouldn't!”   “Put all that in the wash and meet me in your room immediately after. Don't go anywhere else, right to your bedroom and wait for me.”   Luke looked like a deer in the headlights, Jake had a few minutes to decide whether that scare was enough to make it stick or if he would have to follow through on the threat. In the interim he stopped in his bedroom. He walked over and shook Hunter gently. He leaned in and kissed him on the lips.     Hunter woke up, stretched and yawned deeply. He looked at Jake and gave him a slight smile, before a look of panic came across his face. He put his hand down to his private area and winced.   “Hey. Hey. It's okay. It's alright. Nothing to get worked up about. You did exactly what you were supposed to do. Judging by the look on your face, I would say the protection was well needed and did its job. The bed looks nice and dry. How do you feel?”   “Weird. I'm soaked down there. It's been awhile since I felt the sensation of a wet diaper. Probably since I was a little kid. It's…”   “Weird. Yeah, I get it. Trust me I understand. You know I've always been real with you that bedwetting runs in my family. Luke obviously got the worst of it, but I did it until I was 13. Mace finally beat it for good last summer. Sadly I know how you feel. Other than that, though, don't you feel nice and rested?”   “Ironically. I don't think I've slept that well in years. I feel so refreshed. Kinda crazy. I'm not sure the trade-off was worth it, though.” Hunter shifted himself uncomfortably. He didn't like the way he felt. After a few minutes, he got up and Jake took the diaper off of him, promising to dispose of it discreetly, before sending him off to the shower.     Jake left and disposed of the used diaper in the pail in the boy's bathroom. He closed up the bag and took it out. He went to Luke's room to find him there, putting clean sheets on.    “Sit down.”   Luke sat down on his freshly made bed. All of the evidence of last night's mishap was removed.   “Jake…”   “Luke, stop. Look, I know I don't tell you enough how proud I am of you, but I am. You really handled this pretty well for the most part. You're a good kid, too, with school and sports. You're really becoming a solid young man. However, I've been thinking about it and if I just let you scoot off with a warning, you will learn nothing. You know what the punishment is.”   “YOU CAN'T…”   “Last time I looked at the family court paperwork, I have been your legal guardian for the last 5 years. So yes I can and I am disciplining you. Stand up.”   There was a momentary stand still and some fruitless begging that went nowhere. After a few more minutes, tears welled in Luke's eyes. He hooked his pants and underwear and slid them to his ankles. Jake held open a pair of his Goodnite pullups and he stepped into them. Jake yanked them up over his thighs and around his waist.     “Do not ask me when they come off. If I think you've learned your lesson and you don't piss me off, you might be out of them by lunch. Now, let's go down to breakfast.”   Luke started to grab his shorts.    “Nope. You heard what I said. No bottoms. This is a disciplinary exercise and it's just us here. You are wearing them as a reminder that you need to put them on in the evening. I want them visible to make the point stick. There's nobody here that doesn't know that you wear them. Let's go!”   Luke looked like he might cry, but he held his composure. He pulled his shirt down as hard as he could, but it was just short enough that it could not cover everything.     As soon as they walked into the kitchen, Mason's eyes looked up. Luke shuffled in uncomfortably, but at first Mason didn't notice. Luke quickly sat at the table. Jake went over to help Mason finish cooking.     A few minutes later, Hunter came down. He had showered and been so relieved to be back in his underpants and a pair of shorts. He went over and kissed Jake a proper good morning. He also gave Mason a hug and Luke a fist bump as he walked by him.    “Lucas. Please go put some plates and glasses out for everyone and get the juice out.”   Luke was determined to be as discreet as he could be. He slowly pushed the chair back and got up his deliberately as he could. He yanked his shirt down, for dear life, without being too obvious about it. He walked over to the cabinets and tried to wait until Mason's back was turned, before reaching up for the plates. He did the same with the glasses. When he got to the table he bent with the knees to put them down. So far, so good.    Now he just had to get the juices out. He pulled the orange juice from the top shelf of the refrigerator. The apple juice was in the back, but he was able to bend at the knees again and fish it out. He put them both on the counter. He was almost there. Almost home free. He saw the milk was on the lower shelf, he knew that they would want that as well. He tried to bend his knees, but he couldn't quite get the angle. He would have to lean in.    He looked over at Mason, who was talking to Jake. Hunter was distracted on his phone. He had a window! He quickly leaned in to grab the milk. Got it! Now he just had to-   “Oh…. My…. Gosh…. Noooooo. What are you wearing?!” He heard Mason yell out, almost giddy. He could feel that his T-shirt had betrayed him. It rode up his back, leaving his blue night pants on full display to his baby brother. He froze for a moment, but then stood up and pulled down on the shirt again.    “SHUT UP!” He cried out, defensively. He turned bright red. He was almost shaking. This was humiliating. Why did Jake have to do this to him? They could have solved this another way. “You know what they are. Jake is making me wear these stupid things to breakfast, because I forgot to put them on last night. Okay? Happy?”   “Aww. Poor Lukey went pee pee without his training panties on, again. You must've been so scawed when you woke up with your beddie bye all wet.”   “Shut your mouth, Mason.”   “Or what, diaper boy? You're going to pin me down and sit on me while you go pee pee in your pull-ups?”   Jake became frustrated. He always thought that Mason was more mature than this. That he was supportive of his brother. He never heard teasing this bad and he didn't like it for one second.   He only stopped wetting like a year and a half ago and still had a few accidents until last summer.  Who was he to make jokes?!   Mason, in reality, was just liking this power dynamic. With Luke not likely to get out of diapers anytime soon and Hunter going back into them, he could really assert himself as a man in the household. He could become Jake's right hand around here. That moment of power, however, was quickly dissipated. He should have heeded his brother's earlier warning…   Jake took Mason by the arm and quickly escorted him out of the room. He asked Hunter to finish up the cooking as he escorted his younger brother upstairs to have a little conversation about humility and responsibility.    Hunter was happy to jump in, but quite uncomfortable about this turn of events. He, himself, had slept in a diaper last night and peed it quite heavily. Luke's open humiliation in front of everyone, made Hunter uncomfortable. He did not want to find himself in that position, one day. Not that he expected to be wearing diapers more than that one night, but it still gave him a feeling of discomfort.   Regardless, he could see that Luke was hurting. He gave Luke a hug and encouraged him not to listen to Mason. This is just the kind of stuff that brothers do. They tease, but it's usually just rivalry stuff and it will pass. It didn't make Luke feel better, but he appreciated his soon to be brother-in-law having his back.    They finished preparing breakfast and had the table fully set. They could hear yelling upstairs and what sounded like Mason whining. Mason yelled out for a moment and Hunter half wondered if Jake had given him a couple of swats. He had never done that, neither of them really believed in it unless it was for some heinous action on the boys part. However, Mason certainly sounded like he had been given a strong sentence.    It became apparent what his punishment was just a few moments later when they emerged in the kitchen again. Hunter and Luke's eyes went wide. There was Mason, 5 minutes past being a tough guy, in one of Luke's pull-ups and a short shirt that covered none of it. Luke wanted to laugh, he wanted to exclaim out loud and get his brother back, but something in the back of his head reminded him that he is also being punished and that an outburst might leave him in these things all day or even all weekend. He put his head down and laughed quietly himself.    Hunter said nothing. His own self-conscious doubts prevented him from commenting on the situation. It was obvious this had been a battle, but Jake had won. Mason had dried tears on his face and was visibly mortified to find himself in this situation. They all sat down at the table and ate in relative silence.    After they have been eating for a few minutes, Jake opened a dialogue of open discussion about where the boys were at this moment and why. Mason gave a sincere apology to Luke, Luke did the same to Jake for letting him down. Afterwards, Mason and Luke hugged it out as well.   “With that settled, you can both change into your regular clothes at 12:00. If you want to then go out, you're welcome to go out. Punishments will be fulfilled. I have a better idea to help everyone manage this bump in the road anyway. Starting tonight, until next Saturday morning. We are all wearing protection to bed.”   This got Hunter's attention. He was not happy. It was bad enough he had to wear that hot, heavy thing last night. Having to wear them for a whole week was going to be lousy. He would have to talk to Jake after the boys went off to do their thing.    Mason was about to argue, but then he saw the logic in where his brother was going with this. He knew he was trying to ease Hunter into protection and he wanted Luke to feel less embarrassed about his own. It was a good plan and despite Mason's personal embarrassment, he didn't want to derail it. He wasn't going to use them, and they weren't that heavy to sleep in. He could do it for a week. It was worth it.    The rest of the morning was somewhat uneventful. Hunter did try to talk his mate out of this arrangement, but Jake wore him down in his explanation that they needed to somewhat distigmatize wearing protection so that Luke could get over his embarrassment and take better care of his situation. On the surface, it was a perfectly logical and practical idea. Hunter still hated it, but he realized that this was an important step for their family.    An added benefit is that Jake said he would sleep in the big bed with him all week, to make up for the inconvenience. He also reminded him that he would be wearing diapers too. It would be all of them, in it together. Hunter was unsure. Something about all this seemed strange, but he couldn't quite figure out what it was.     That night, Hunter couldn't get comfortable. He hated the way the diaper felt. It was hot and bulky. At least the kids had pull-ups, this was a tape diaper and much thicker. He couldn't understand how Jake just went right to sleep like it was nothing. Then he remembered that Jake wore pull-ups into his teens. Of course this was nothing to him, he had lived it through a good part of his childhood. At almost midnight, he fell asleep.     His eyes shot open and he shook his head. He felt like he had just gone to sleep. He looked at his phone and the time was 5:10 am. So he had slept awhile, but he had to go pee again. He didn't want to wake Jake up. He tried to move gently, but he knew he was gonna end up waking him up. He sighed. This was a no win situation. He wanted to be a good partner, but there was no way he could hold it for another couple hours.   He thought about going back to sleep, but last time that ended badly. Sure, he was wearing a diaper, but he couldn't use it again. There was no way that was gonna fly. If he started peeing in diapers all the time, Jake was gonna say that he wasn't in control and keep him in them. No. He was not gonna do that. He wanted this week to be over as it is. Though, maybe this one time he could just do it. He could tell Jake the truth, that he used it on purpose to let him sleep in. Then what? Then Jake would expect him to do that all the time. He didn't even think he could bring himself to pee while laying in bed. Not awake anyhow.     After half an hour of internal debate, he finally got up to use the bathroom. Jake did not stir, so fortunately he was able to get out without waking him up for once. That was a relief, at least. Once he had done his business, he didn't see much of a need to go back to bed. Why bother Jake? He was rested enough to get away with it. He decided to shower as quietly as he could and then he got dressed in some running clothes. He thought he would take a little jog.    As he quietly left the bedroom, he saw Luke leaving his room.   “Hey, sport, you're up early. Is everything okay?”   “Yeah. All good. I woke up in time to…. You know and I didn't feel like going back to bed.”   “Same, dude. Congratulations on waking up. Does that mean it was a dry night?”   “Yeah. Which feels good, to be honest. It's like I did something.”   “Hey. Keep pushing. You're gonna be out of those things before you know it. I believe in you.”   “Thanks Hunter.  I'm sorry you got dragged into all this.  I know Jake is making you all wear protection at night because he thinks it'll make me feel better.  I can't say anything, because I know he really means well, but it's honestly just more awkward than helpful.”   “I kinda thought it would be, but like you said, this means something to your brother, so I guess we're all gonna have to ride it out for a week.”   “Yeah.  Like I mean…. It was funny making Mason wear them yesterday for picking on me, but we all know he doesn't really need them.  There's no solidarity, because you guys don't really need them like I do.  But if it makes Jacob feel like he's doing something, then whatever.  I just hope Mason doesn't get too upset.”   “Hey.  I was just headed out for a little jog. You want to join me?  We can talk some more, and we won't have to whisper when we're outside.”   “Awesome, yeah, lemme just grab some shoes.”   While they jogged, they began to open up.  Hunter was always very busy with work and it seemed like the younger boys would talk more with their brother than him.  Not out of lack of trust, but more just what they had been used to. Except for that quick chat about the diaper pail, in the car, he hadn't remembered the last time he and Luke really had time to have a long conversation.   “So you really think your little brother will be that upset over having to wear pull-ups for a week?” Hunter asked, as they jogged along the sidewalk.   “He might.  He doesn't like it.  The one thing you have to understand about Mason, the reason he's so mature and that he desperately wants to be an adult is because it gives him the feeling of control. You know how little he was when Mom went to jail.  Yeah, we had Jake and, thankfully, we have you now too.  It's not like having mom and dad around, though, it's a different thing.”   “I know that was hard for you guys.  I wish I was able to make that easier for you. I know that Jake does, too.”   “You guys do so much, we do feel safe and loved, it's not so much that.  Mason was deeply ashamed of our genetic night time problem and he was so desperate to stop. It was like a mission for him. Fortunately, he was able to beat it a lot sooner in life than I did, or even than Jacob did.  Having to wear them again is the ultimate shame for him.  He's likely going to retaliate against me in some way, he'll blame me for this situation.”   “Well.  I wouldn't worry too much about that just now.  He'll get over it, I'm sure.”   “I wouldn't be so sure.  He's a smart kid and he absolutely does not like being coddled or minimized. If he feels threatened enough, he will react in an over-the-top way.”   “Well it's only a week. I think we'll all survive.”   “How do you really feel about it? It must be annoying for you.   I saw those things he's making you two wear.  They're thick.”   “Yeah I guess. I admit they're not comfortable, but I don't know. He's at least been staying with me so there's that.”   “I know it's none of my business…”   “It's not that it's anything deeply personal or inappropriate for you to hear. The truth is that like you my pipes don't always cooperate. I don't wet the bed, but I have to get up a lot to go. It makes it hard for your brother to try to sleep through the night. When I'm getting up so much. I try to be gentle, but he's a light sleeper. Any movement will stir him awake.”   “I'm sorry.  I know that can't be easy for either of you and I'm sure it's a little embarrassing for you.”   “I just hate that something that I'm dealing with, something that I'm insecure about and makes me feel like less of a grown up, that that thing is what's making it difficult on your brother. I just feel like I'm not holding up my end, you know?”   “I know my brother. I know how crazy he is about you.  You are a key part of his life. He told me a little while ago that he doesn't remember what life was like before you were in it. I'm sure, as annoyed as he is when you have to get up, part of him knows it's not your fault and he's definitely sympathetic to what you're going through. He's always been such a huge support system for me with my problems.”   “He loves you and Mace more than anything.  I would never have a problem with him putting you guys before me. I would hope that he would if it became necessary to do that.”   “I know. He also wouldn't want you being down on yourself or feeling guilty.  You can't help what your body does to you.  You have to just own it.”   “I hope you take that advice for yourself, too, Luke.”   “No.  I don't…  But I'm trying to get better about that.  It's still humiliating to be in my position at this age.  At least you can get up and go, the fact is that part of me isn't potty trained and I hate that.  I feel like I could be doing more.”   “Putting stress on yourself won't change that situation.  My best advice to you is to relax about it and just let it come to you.  Right now, all you have to do is slip on a pull-up and sleep through the night.   I'm not saying that you shouldn't still try some little things to help yourself, but don't put yourself in the trap of thinking that you have to be dry by x date.  Let yourself believe it's okay to wet for now.”   “I'm not sure I can totally buy into that philosophy, but I get what you're saying. Thank you, Hunter.  Having you and Jake does make this whole thing a lot easier.”   They smiled and continued jogging.  

I really like this start - I prefer stories with a set up like this with parents who aren't monsters and plots that don't go zero to forced diapers after one wet bed. 

Another excellent chapter! I love how this story is going and pacing, I do love that Martina is seeing the same signs from Jose in Marcus, and do love Amber now has to see and sit in what Marcus truly did and is capable of, id love in some way Paul in his little state slips that Marcus has been bullying him for years, Amber is still not aware of how far the bullying has gone. The ring could possibly be a trigger for Paul and so Amber has to take it off while with Paul, almost that feel of a weight lift but a guilt still there. But overall this story is incredible!

I know that feeling. I FINALLY got the VA to send me Megamax USA V2 diapers. I requested 2 cases per month, but they're sending me 3! The weird thing is when I reorder them I get nothing for like 10 or 14 days. Just long enough for me to forget about them. Then out of the blue they just show up at my door step. It's a wonderful surprise.