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By astrodiaper · Posted
Not sure yet. Kind of getting over what I ended up with, but if anything, it'll be light because I'm still feeling icky. I won't see a day off until next weekend, due to bad timing all around. I could have had this weekend off, but I absolutely need the next weekend off. -
By Kitty Angel · Posted
133. Secrets Revealed It wasn’t until Ffrances finally closed the comic book that Tess actually noticed the title. The fans had apparently gotten so used to calling it Golden Ring in the months before the book was announced that the name had lingered on, and almost nobody on the fan forums had paid any attention to the actual name. But as Ffrances reverentially closed it, they could see the name ‘Unterminated Ring’ in bold capitals. “I don’t think I actually knew what the title was,” Tess speculated with a little laugh. “I wonder why it’s unterminated.” “We’ll probably find out about five pages before the end,” Ffrances said. “And then it will seem so obvious, and we’ll wonder why we didn’t understand it before.” Spike and Tess both nodded to that. Kernigan was a master of making you think that you should have seen the twist coming, without any of his fans actually guessing it. They had only read the first part of the book so far, delayed somewhat by Ffrances’s desire to decode every detail, and to understand all the little jokes that you didn’t pick up on the first reading. They were less than halfway through the story, but had decided to take a break from reading when Ffrances observed that they had been focused intently on the text for two whole hours since Gabby’s proposal. “I should be more attentive to my fiancée,” she had said, and nobody could disagree with that. To Tess, the whole situation seemed kind of unreal. Like a dream, and any minute now she was going to wake up. Ffrances had been smiling the whole time, and it was easy to tell that this was a wonderful thing to her. Not just the proposal, but the effort that Gabby had clearly put into it. And Tess found that the cheerful atmosphere was kind of contagious. She wondered if she would be a bridesmaid, and then wondered for a moment if a wedding with two brides required two separate groups of maids for them, or if they were shared between the happy couple. Whose side would she be on if they both asked her? She was a little giddy just thinking about it. She knew she’d had a lot of stressful situations since she had moved in here; nearly half a year already. She’d been a little confused and worried when she first found out the truth about the nursery. But she thought she understood now, and she appreciated that Gabby and Ffrances had both worked wonders to make her feel at home. And as much as she might resent Gabby’s attempts to make her feel like a baby at times, she couldn’t deny that she had pulled out all the stops to help when she found out about Tess’s bedwetting, and had even helped them to come up with the compromise so that Ffrances would feel comfortable using hypnosis to reduce the problem somewhat. Gabby had proved herself a real ally, and Ffrances had moved mountains to help sort out Spike’s problems. Now, Tess could look forward to seeing how much those two would make each other happy. “You two will be perfect together,” she said. “And I’m so happy to be a part of your family.” “Me, my wife, and my baby girl,” Gabby answered. “Hey!” Ffrances protested. “Aren’t I your baby girl?” “Sometimes. Sometimes you’re something else entirely, and I want you to know that you’re my beloved wife no matter which roles we accept. And Tess…” she glanced at Spike, and then hesitated. “Well, I remember babysitting for her when she was just a little tyke. And seeing her happy still brings me so much joy. But I’m not sure how much I can say in front of her young man. I wouldn’t want to embarrass you more than necessary.” Tess looked at Spike too, and for a moment the tension in the air returned. She hadn’t thought about it up until that point, the tiniest hole in her little plan. She wanted to keep the truth of her bedwetting secret for now, and that meant she couldn’t tell Spike the circumstances in which she had first been hypnotised. But more than that, Gabby didn’t actually know about Spike’s visit while she had been busy hobnobbing with Maurice Kernigan. The problem with not discussing details with Gabby was that the older cousin had no idea what she could say or not, and would be walking on eggshells trying not to let Spike in on any of their family secrets, thinking that Tess hadn’t told him yet. But if Tess said she’d told him everything, Gabby would assume that included the bedwetting, and might start teasing her about it again. But if Tess said she’d told him some things but not others, that would just make him wonder what he didn’t know. Ffrances looked over at Tess, and she could see the unspoken promise of help there. Ffrances would be happy to share secrets if she knew everyone was happy with it; but Tess wasn’t sure what she wanted to say now. Telling Gabby that Spike had already seen her as a baby might get her to stop trusting him again; or to see him as a rival trying to take away her ‘mommy’ status in those regression sessions. She let the facts settle in her mind, and thought about what would make it easiest for everyone. The only plan she could come up with was far from perfect; and she was still keeping things from Spike that she would have to tell him later, but it should avoid any problems now. “Oh yeah,” she said. “I don’t want to be keeping secrets. You’re all my family now. So… I should come clean. I think Spike already knows parts of this, but I’m not sure if we went into all the details. So I’ll put it all on the table now. And then if you want me to be your baby, that’s up to everyone to decide. After everything I normally say about needing to be in control, I’m giving that up for tonight. Because I trust that anything you can all agree on is bound to be right.” Nobody else said anything. Tess knew she had put herself on the spot now, and she felt bad about stealing the spotlight from Gabby and Ffrances, and their engagement. But she told herself that there wasn’t really a choice, and she hadn’t known that anything like that was going to happen back when she had made the original plan to have Spike move in today. “Okay. Gabby, I don’t know if you know about where Spike has been staying over the last few months…” Then she hesitated, not sure if she was revealing someone else’s secrets. That felt wrong. Ffrances had already mentioned it before they started reading, but the words could have gone straight over Gabby’s head, so it was like revealing the same secret again. “He’s stayed in my office a few times,” Ffrances said, after getting a quick nod of approval from Spike. “When he’s scared to be at home because Duke is more angry than usual. Never for long, because if he doesn’t go home to do the chores, that guy would take it out on Shawna. But I felt that he deserves a little protection. And while he was there, I think Tess is going to say, he passed some time by reading the books on my bookshelf. So he learned some things about coping mechanisms. We did talk a few times about them in an abstract sense. Such as age regression, occlusion, and the desire for helplessness as a means to relieve stress.” “Exactly,” Tess said, running through the upcoming conversation in her head. She wasn’t going to tell Gabby that she’d been a baby for Spike already. That would just provoke conflict. And she couldn’t let her know that Ffrances had been complicit in something like that, because she didn’t want to create drama between the two, especially not today. So she had to make out like she was telling Spike everything that she was happy for him to know, and then hopefully Gabby would take the hint about not telling him anything else. “Well, I think it’s time for me to be honest, and make sure Spike knows all the bits that he needs to know now he’s living here. So there’s no big surprises.” “If there’s anything you miss out, I’ll point it out to you later,” Ffrances said. “In private, because I don’t know if there’s anything you still want to keep to yourself for now.” Tess flashed her a smile, hoping that it conveyed her thanks. Saying that preemptively meant that she wasn’t telling Spike whether there was still a secret or not, while also making sure Gabby got the hint. “And to be honest, he’s going to find out sooner or later, so I’ll start. I’m an adult baby. I’ve been wanting to regress for quite some time, and recently persuaded Gabby to let me be the baby. So if you ever see me helpless and speaking in baby-talk, it’s not something to worry about. I created a hypnosis recording, and I’ve listened to it regularly until it’s second nature. When somebody says the right words, I have the mind of a toddler, and I can’t help doing or feeling whatever childlike things they tell me.” Tess saw Spike’s eyes go wide at that. If that was him feigning surprise, he was a better actor than she had thought. So when they had talked about regression before, Ffrances must not have mentioned that she used the same recording herself. “I used the same file,” Tess said. “Gabby loves the idea of treating me like a little kid. I think when I moved in, she was expecting me to be the same age as last time she saw me, like eleven or twelve years ago. And sometimes I think that’s the houseguest she was hoping for. And… well… It bothered me at first. I didn’t understand why she would want me to be a little kid. But then I read more about it. And recently I realised that it’s something I’m willing to do. For somebody I really care about, after she saved me from emigration and changing schools again. So… sometimes I’ll be a little girl again. If I’m feeling up to it. And if you want to be the… daddy, I guess, or big brother, or babysitter… you only have to ask.” “Tess is too shy to admit how much she likes it,” Gabby added, and Tess found herself staring daggers until she caught herself. She knew that Gabby had this little delusion where she kept on telling herself that Tess wanted to be the baby, and she didn’t want to make a big deal out of it. “I enjoy…” she said, hoping to clarify, but not entirely sure of what she was saying. “I’m intrigued by the hypnosis part of it. Being able to see how my thoughts are changing, it’s fascinating. It’s like I’ve got an extra window inside my brain, a way to analyse the way I think, by watching how your suggestions change it. That’s why it annoys me when you try to make it so I don’t notice the changes. That’s taking away the fun part for me. And yes. I’m interested to explore hypnosis more. I could be a pet, or some other role, but I guess being a little kid is as good a suggestion as any. It’s what the people I care about want, and it gives me a chance to do something that’s pretty interesting to me. I don’t know if that makes me weird, but…” “It’s not just about being babied?” Spike asked. “No. That’s one part that doesn’t sit so well with me. But it’s worth it overall, so if it’s what you want…” “You don’t need to say things like that,” Gabby chipped in again. “It’s not something to be embarrassed about. And I’ve seen how much it relaxes you when you’re stressed. I really think, after the week you’ve had, that it would be good for you to be little. I would have tried to make you feel small already, so that you can get over some of the things that have been worrying you. But you did put a restriction… Do you want to mention that?” “Okay,” Tess said, and took a deep breath. That was something she hadn’t even thought about. “Gabby thinks that sometimes I push myself too hard. And she says that she wants to be able to… to turn me into a small child without my consent, and force me to stop worrying about adult stuff, if she thinks I’m too close to my problems and can’t see clearly that I need a break. And I can see the logic in that, but I also know that she really likes babying me. So I’ve told her that it’s only acceptable to do that to me if I agree to it. And if I need help but won’t accept it, she needs to get permission from you first. Is that okay? So if I’m pushing myself too hard and I can’t see it, I trust you to have the casting vote. If you think I need it, you can say it’s okay to force me to take a break.” “Me?” Spike asked, seeming more nervous about that than Tess had ever seen him before. “I don’t think I’d be comfortable with that kind of power, at least until I know how it feels.” “That’s okay,” Tess said, trying to reassure him. “That’s just another reason I can trust you to make that choice. So would you want to know how it feels? I mean, I could lend you those recordings Ffrances gave me, but they kind of talk about being a little girl. And I don’t want to volunteer Ffrances for making another one, but…” “I’d be fine with that,” he said. “Don’t want to make extra work for anyone until I know if it’s something I’d like to pursue. And… look… Gabby already said she wants you to be littler tonight. And you said you’re okay with that. So maybe I should give you guys time to enjoy that? Like, if it’s something you’re happy with. And then if it’s okay, I can go to my room and listen to that thing while you relax. And then if it works, maybe I could join you?” Tess was about to argue, but she couldn’t see anything wrong with what he had said. So after a few minutes’ discussion, she agreed. She would be littler, a child for Gabby to dote on, and Spike would listen to the recording Ffrances had made for her. Ffrances would go with him to check that the files were suitable for his emotional state, or maybe to adapt the shape of the trance so that he could ignore the gender-specific phrasing. She said she would tell him what Tess’s trigger was as well, clearly aiming to make sure that Gabby didn’t need to know anything had already happened. “Okay,” said Tess, as two sets of footsteps vanished up the stairs. “I’m getting littler. I’m six years old… -
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By astrodiaper · Posted
$4.25 for 85; 5.79 for Diesel at the corner station. I think I was around $4.5 when I filled up at Maverik on Dell Range.
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