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    • Atta boy @Diaper Duck! You haven't been a let down in the way you might think. Starting and stopping and having doubts is very common with people who want to untrain. It's all about mindset and expectations. If you can afford to wear diapers 24/7, that takes care of the prerequisite. You've done the first step and put on your diaper. The second step is to cement your conviction and live day by day with your decision. You can stop at any time, though, but in doing so the only one you will disappoint is yourself. If you falter again, we'll be here to help pick you back up and try again. Another way you can look at this is: this desire to become incontinent is clearly not going to go away. You can use that, mentally, to help you keep moving forward. It's sort of like the usual binge/purge cycle. Eventually, ABDLs have to make the decision not to throw their diapers and baby stuff away out of shame because it's a huge waste of money. They know their desire to wear diapers will never go away, so they make the determination to get right with themselves mentally, eventually. Same thing here, I think. A lot of small baby steps (pun intended) will yield for you your own success story eventually. Remember that this process is a marathon and not a sprint, and I think you'll be alright. We're interested in hearing about your progress, the ups and downs, and the journey as a whole. Good luck bud.
    • ORCHID CIRCLE TECHNICAL SPECIFICATION Mk4 “Trainer” Neural-Bowel Interface (Declassified for Legacy Members & Senior Handlers Only – 2040 Revision)  1. Physical Description Overall length deployed: 10.8 cm Widest diameter (bulb): 4.5 cm Shaft diameter: 2.8–3.2 cm (slightly tapered) Material: medical-grade liquid-silicone outer sheath over a flexible nitinol core Color options: baby pink, pastel blue, medical white Weight: 38 g (feels warm and soft, like living tissue) 2. Power & Connectivity Internal lithium-ceramic battery: 5-year life (inductive charging through skin) Wireless range: 800 m line-of-sight, full island mesh coverage Charging node: 8 mm titanium disc flush with perineum (visible as a tiny metallic dot between anus and genitals/cage plate) 3. Core Functionality Layers Layer 1 – Bowel & Bladder Override (Weeks 1–4) 4,800 micro-filaments deploy in the first 30 minutes Map and latch onto: Internal & external anal sphincters Detrusor muscle (bladder) Pudendal nerve, sacral plexus S2–S4 Real-time continence inhibition: 0–100 % adjustable by handler remote Default schedule reduces voluntary control by ~25 % per day → 97–100 % functional incontinence by day 28 Layer 2 – Reward / Punishment Engine (Day 2 onward) Reward pulse: targeted oxytocin + dopamine release directly into limbic system Wetting = warm, full-body “hug” sensation Messing = deeper, almost orgasmic wave (stronger in rear-stuffer zone) Sucking pacifier/bottle = gentle pleasure loop Punishment pulse: cold cramping, nausea, grief response Clenching, resisting, attempting to be “big” triggers escalating discomfort Spitting out pacifier = instant level-3 punishment Layer 3 – Desire Rewriting (Month 2–6) Long-term neuroplasticity protocol Gradually links: Diaper warmth → sexual arousal & safety Thickness/bulk → feelings of being loved/protected Smell of urine/poop (after 60–90 days) → comfort & happiness Result: resident actively craves thicker, wetter, messier diapers Layer 4 – Oral Fixation Module (built-in) Tiny sensor in pacifier or bottle nipple syncs with Trainer Continuous gentle suction = low-level reward Removal without permission = punishment After ~90 day's most residents cannot fall asleep without something in mouth Layer 5 – Remote Handler Controls Smartphone/web app for any authorized user: Instant wet/mess trigger (forces immediate release) “Good Baby” reward burst “Naughty Baby” punishment escalation (1–10) Lock/unlock continence (for rare medical windows) Odor-release command (for public humiliation events) 4. Compatibility & Upgrade Path Mk4 is fully forward-compatible with Mk5/Mk6 shells (swap outer casing, keep neural mesh) Mk5 adds voice suppression & forced lactation triggers Mk6 adds full identity overwrite and voluntary muscle lock 5. Insertion & Removal Insertion: single 3-minute procedure under mild sedation Removal: impossible after day 21 (filaments integrate with tissue; surgical extraction causes permanent bowel paralysis) Average lifespan inside host: 12–18 years before planned replacement 6. Safety Overrides (for the Circle only) “Mercy” switch: instant painless cardiac arrest (used <12 times in history) “Preservation” mode: drops resident into medical coma if vital signs fail 7. Official Circle Statement (Sarah Morrow, 2039) “The Mk4 does not break people. It simply removes every reason they ever had to stay unbroken. After six months, the diaper isn’t a prison. It is the only place they still feel safe.” Current Deployment (2040) 3,847 active Mk4 units on the island 0 successful removals 0 residents have ever asked to keep continence after 180 days The Mk4 Trainer. Warm. Patient. Perfect. Once it is inside you, the only question left is how quickly you learn to love what it teaches. Because resistance is painful.
    • Outside, the night held its breath. The air was thick with the golden residue of a performance that had meant more than anyone could explain, the kind of glow that clung to skin and hair and eyelashes long after the lights dimmed. Even the gravel along the drive seemed to hush itself as the car waited—engine humming softly, headlights softened to a gentle amber—as though it knew not to disturb the moment unfolding. Miss Emma walked Beth and Alyssa toward the curb, one arm looped through each of theirs. It wasn’t a guiding gesture so much as a quiet tether, steadying them as though the world was rocking just slightly from everything that had happened. Beth hadn’t spoken much since the final bow. She’d hugged Dylan—held him tightly, her hand trembling against his cheek—but the words she whispered then still felt impossibly small compared to what had swelled inside her. Even now, standing at the edge of the drive, the emotion seemed to sit too close to the surface. A single breath away from spilling. She paused beside Miss Emma and really looked at her. “Thank you,” Beth said, and her voice wavered in that soft, honest way that comes only when the heart is full to the brim. Miss Emma’s answering smile was warm and certain. She squeezed Beth’s hand with gentle firmness. “He did beautifully. You raised a good one.” Beth’s breath shivered—not from sadness but from the kind of pride that unsettles, that makes you feel both lighter and heavier all at once. She held onto Miss Emma’s fingers a moment longer, as if borrowing a steadiness she’d forgotten she needed. Alyssa climbed into the car first, sliding into the back seat with the quiet poise of someone who understood the importance of letting a moment have its space. She looked up immediately, waiting for Beth, her expression soft with something protective. Beth followed, pausing just one heartbeat before ducking inside. The door closed behind them with a gentle click that felt like the end of a chapter. For several long seconds, no one spoke. The silence wasn’t empty. It was sacred. Then Beth exhaled—one sharp, shaky breath—and pressed her hand over her mouth. Her shoulders trembled in a way she didn’t try to hide. Alyssa didn’t rush to comfort her. She simply leaned in, sliding her arm around Beth with the kind of quiet confidence usually reserved for much older souls. Beth folded into her shoulder, not collapsing but surrendering—her tears soft and warm, the kind that come from joy and relief meeting in the middle. “I just…” Beth whispered, breath hitching on the words, “I didn’t expect that. I didn’t know he had that in him. That he—he could be that brave.” Alyssa nodded, her own eyes bright. “He was amazing. I didn’t think he could do that either—not because I doubted him; he just… he doesn’t always see what the rest of us see.” Beth laughed, a tiny, trembly sound, wiping her eyes with her sleeve. “He did it anyway. Even scared, he still did it.” She shook her head gently. “That’s what gets me.” The rest of the drive passed in a quiet kind of awe. Their fingers tangled naturally across the seat between them, as though holding on helped both of them adjust to the new shape of the world.   Back on campus, the night was still buzzing—softly, like a leftover hum from a stage speaker. The girls padded barefoot across the quad, their heels swinging from their fingers, their dresses catching the moonlight like strands of spun glass. They hugged each other in loose, lingering ways that made it obvious they weren’t ready to let go of the evening. Plans for brunch, naps, and borrowed sweaters drifted through the air on tired laughter. Dylan stayed close to Dana, Rachel, and Libby. His steps had slowed, the energy that once pushed him forward easing into something gentler, steadier. His clothes were rumpled, his hair a little flattened on one side, but there was something different in the way he held himself now. Like he had grown an inch somewhere between the opening note and the final bow. When they reached the dorm’s front door, Miss Emma was waiting—hands folded, expression soft, the kind of soft that saw everything and judged nothing. She pushed the door open with a warm nod. “Dana. Rachel,” she murmured, touching each girl’s back as they passed. “You’re both off-duty tonight and tomorrow morning. You’ve earned your rest.” Dana blinked in surprise. “Wait—really?” Miss Emma smiled. “Really.” Rachel leaned in to kiss Dylan on the cheek, whispering something too gentle for him to fully catch. Dana gave him a tight hug—the kind where her arms squeezed just a second longer than expected. Libby lingered last. She didn’t hug him, not exactly. She just gave him that slow, knowing smile—the one that meant she’d seen everything, understood even more, and wasn’t going to say a word about it. As Libby headed upstairs, Dylan felt a soft tug at his wrist. Alyssa. She stepped close—close enough that the hallway light caught the tiny shimmer on her cheeks, close enough that he could feel the warmth of her breath mixing with his. “Hey,” she whispered, her fingers curling gently around his. “Before you go…” He swallowed, suddenly aware of every heartbeat. She rose onto her toes, the movement small and certain, and pressed a kiss to his lips—soft, warm, unhurried. The kind that didn’t try to make a statement, just sealed one that already existed. Dylan kissed her back, instinctively, shyly. His hands hovered for a moment before settling lightly at her waist. When she pulled away, her forehead rested against his. “You were amazing tonight,” she murmured. “I’m so proud of you.” His voice wobbled. “I—thanks. I’m… really glad you were here.” Alyssa gave him one more tiny kiss—barely more than a brush—before stepping back with a soft smile. “Go on, before Miss Emma comes looking.” Dylan nodded, dazed in the best way, as she slipped up the stairs after the others. She didn’t hug him, not exactly. She just gave him that slow, knowing smile—the one that meant she’d seen everything, understood even more, and wasn’t going to say a word about it. Then the door eased shut behind them with a soft, definitive thud. Miss Emma turned to Dylan. He stood there fidgeting with the hem of his shirt, looking like he wasn’t sure whether tonight had made him more brave or just more vulnerable. “I’ve got our star performer,” she said gently, her voice wrapping around him like something warm and well-worn. “Come on, sweetheart. Let’s get you sorted and tucked in. You’ve had quite a big day.” And just like that, the night released its final breath. The applause faded. The music quieted. The magic softened into something intimate—something meant not for an audience, but for home. Dylan followed Miss Emma into the hallway’s warm glow. The soft thud of the door closing behind them echoed like punctuation at the end of a chapter. It felt like an ending. A lovely one. A deserved one. But as he climbed the stairs—Libby’s laughter drifting faintly from above, Alyssa’s embrace still warm on his skin, his mother’s pride settling into the quietest part of his chest—something else flickered there, too. A spark. A question. A beginning waiting just around the corner. Because stories like his don’t end. Not really. They change shape. They turn toward new doors, new mornings, new versions of who you think you are. And somewhere ahead in the dim hallway, in the soft rise and fall of footsteps and voices he knew by heart, something warm and bright was waiting for him. Whatever came next… wasn’t far away.
    • I listened to a podcast with an incontinent guest stating that she believes ABDL has benefited incon by increasing the demand for BETTER products.   I imagine this could be true. Although, AbDL as a fetish could be taken as a negative by incon folks, focusing on the “creepy” label and factor the fetish lifestyle seems to draw. two sides to every debate. Joey
    • This is an interesting topic.  I’ve got a fairly healthy HSA, been maxing it for years (family limit) and have over $50k in it, most invested so it keep growing.  I spend very little of it, on occasion for glasses (mine are about $700 pair even with insurance) and recently $2k for a colonoscopy (what a hoot).  It’s not free money, it’s out of my pay but it is tax free which is about 32% at my tax rate.   I never considered using for diapers but that would be a nice benefit. joey
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