Sissy Room

Didn't say this out loud, but some training at work included the question, "Do you know what an accident is?" To which my inner child immediately responded, "When your bladder decides your undies need a soaking." Inner child was confused by the proper answer which is unplanned injury and damage. "What? Just throw the undies in the washing machine and they'll be good as new. But why were you wearing them anyway? Go back to diapers, problem solved." There's a reason Inner Child doesn't get to talk to people at work.

It’s more of a relief now than a task! It will come. It will come. It literally took me years to feel so relaxed about it.

I've been buying my gas from the local CostCo for some time, which has almost let me pretend the prices aren't crazy. But in the way in yesterday I glanced at the neighboring gas station's price board. $4.99 9/10 a gallon for 87 octane. And to think I thought gas had become expensive when it crossed over into being $3 and change. And it was dropping into that vicinity again for a little while (well, at least at CostCo and I presume Sams).

Kayla quickly put the bottle down as she noticed Annie watching her and giving her that cutesy smile.. She blushed wiping her face.. “Wh-um no i’f rather stay here.” She said stuttering nervously.  No way do I wanna be going out of this house in a stupid diaper.  She thinks to herself taking her a big full bite of pasta.   

The next Chapter 121 will contain ALL rest of May (only one week in any case!) in a reduced Summary format; to allow June  BUT that will be ; still undecided whether to do June in one post (like April);  while I believe this is not necessarily real time I reserve option to jump forward in date beyond now too (24th September 2026 today as I type this) Chapter 120 – welcome to May 2026, Jeff back to work and how many school days off while Lisas fourth pregnancy (third her plus one adopted) and Helping other Mothers and Fathers too – third week of May 2026, part 9 Lisa’s and Suzy’s family, weekend of Saturday 23rd and Sunday 24th May 2026 As Suzy woke from her slumbers at Lisa’s  Suzy (next to her Daddy Jeff) Saturday 23rd  May 2026, she did indeed  muse “Of course the easiest thing would be leaving everything as is; not stopping contraception but keeping any unexpected pregnancies as long as they remain “live” in terns of pregnancies BUT however I agree checking with my  now part time boss / Doctor Reynolds for a more clinical look under my hood ;’ in the (Doctors) Surgery; with probably a TU (Transvaginal ultrasound scan AND OR another one; AND THEN we will go ahead knowing if it is even possible to get Pregnant again myself’, within a month or two we will know; one way or another ??? “ “ Very true  my hunney bunch;  she did say Age Is Just A Number ” “BUT Daddy; IF IT DOES work out, do you think with 9 months at least  (Possibly more if drugs etc required) pregnancy ; how would you feel ? You are the most  important person in my live; Mum; Dad ; Lisa and Steve, and my kids in that order ? What would you say; while I did get a massive increase libido I am still not 100 per cent right 1 year 4 months  AFTER the Triplets ; unlike our earlier days (ED: see Me At 25 story) but  how would  you feel about me trying for a baby myself ; if that is possible ;  in any way possible (even  if it takes a couple of years / IVF / pills)??” “Well first of all   ;  I am glad you said I am your favourite person in the world (they tongue for a minute or so) as I  know you are strong with Mum, Lisa and kids;  secondly I am more than happy with that if all is okay by Daddy  , thirdly fine with side effects and everything else it takes ; fourth I am indeed also happy if it does not go well (calling it a day early etc , terminating a pregnancy and additionally ANY delivery option if more than one kid) ; BUT lets remember we have less sex of course because we have kids?” “Thanks Daddy ; so I will tell the rest  in a bit  PLUS take 10 mins to let everyone else not her know ; luckily Doc Reynolds does not does not go anywhere without  her work and personal diaries; so if all is well we would stop my Pill 3- 4 months away (date TBC post Doc R appointment) AND I will then remind them  not necessarily to get hopes’ as even if I do get pregnancy it might not take? (they walk downstairs).  Ultimately over a series of texts end up booking Suzy in for 11.00 that Wednesday.   Suzy then explained these things (15 mins or so on her Tablet soon too) ;   in addition to  usual Saturday stuff (pocket money spending etc ,.) Lisa them enquired “So you are going ahead then? If it turns out too much damage to your (looks left and right at her and Suzy’s kids and grandkids watching and listening) princess parts (many laughs from kids and bigs alike ; before Suzy joined in laughing before interrupting “we get it’s funny…” before Lisa starts “what will you do??? i.e. if even IVF does not work for you; would you consider either a Surrogate Mother with your eggs and Jeffs sperm?” “That’s an interesting idea; I had planned  another at least four more  kids one way or another with potentially more if room;  as I know you are currently pregnant; so would you even be willing to up to two years side effects; and your fifth pregnancy; are you offering; is that not FAR too intrusive FOR ANY FRIENDSHIP, and you are 100 per cent ???”  ”” “Of course Suzy…. Firstly you got me  introduced me to Littlespace ,we met our Daddies and Hubbies before I decided finally trying for kids in our 30s too?” “Thanks Lisa; I will add that  to the ideas for my appointment as well as letting her know next. ,`; as a Plan Y or  whatever we are up to; that you are in long term, willing to bear another pregnancy of our own , if my own womb is no longer an option” She then picked her up, sweeping her off her feet in giving her a MASSIVE Giant  longest hugged her in the biggest hug ever given Lisa; “THANK YOU for even offering my BEST friend Lisa???””  Questions from her kids  were a few each;  mostly looking forward to another playmate; or possibly even more; one way or another . She reminded kids Monday public holiday no school BUT 19.00 sees Byrony’s 14th Birthday Party, as well as asking Lisa and Steve to meet her for a short time in one of our bigs bedrooms tonight???” which was acknowledge with a nod from Lisa and a thumbs up from Steve Daddy and Hubby ; and possibly your father at the end?” He looked in the direction of Brian Smith and said “should be possible too” sitting down with  a coffee cup, after using the downstairs bathroom!... … she did indeed return to her tablet etc  BEFORE  doing that also adding message to Doc Renolds re Lisa’s offer for a Surrogate Mother ; she replied quickly “That might be the safest   BUT we will see what dealing with under the hood this week and a couple of weeks in a scan; I will get the referral asap . As you will know ; many decades it seems like an ethical pickle; BUT the fact that she offered Before anything else means  I will think BOTH be fine; but bear that in mind Suz…” “thanks , I will.” She then returned to typing up stuff so far in brief; with more details on Monday; Lisa’s  kind offer from no-where and Doc R’s reply re said offer from Lisa”. Soon after that around 10.55 Suzy left with Mumtruck 4 to Dundee City Centre with her whole family ; herself Driving with Jeff riding passenger!” A KFC lunch was done in Murraygate (the Dundee City Centre one) ; a few outside most inside and upstairs; Suzy had a Zinger Tower Burger large meal with Pepsi Max  AND a couple of ice creams , after everyone had all their stuff between so any shops and both shopping centres; they left 14.15 (in theory with PSV Operator licenses fine for most bus-only bar Registered Bus Services only on Commercial Street , they got back  to Lisa’s around 14. 30 not using  many yet BUT with Mumtruck 4 having a good speed   ; up King Street, through Stobswell, Pitkerro Road, passing the former home of Simon and Brian (on left side SO with her on right her Daddy  quietly flicked a few V signs and Wanker gestures ; After telling  kids  NOT to copy BUT pretty much all they agreed their treatment of Simon and Brian was VERY poor! ,  before turning  along Glenconner Drive left  into Mossgiel Place (ED: my ‘former home; BUT in the “Squarey  a small concrete square with  lots of  homes further up next right;  for around eight years 1990s BUT  various members of my family continued way into the late  2010s  or early  2020s )  where Lisa’s family home is around 14.45 ! Around an hour later at 15.50  Suzy left again for Broughty Ferry Goodies (Goodfellow and Steven) to collect Byrony’s birthday cake for her birthday party (Sometimes  closed on Victoria Day Monday; Suzy did not want to chance missing her cakes and some other sweet treats  too. BUT Not this year it turned out!!), getting there 16.15 before leaving soon after arriving around 16.45 at Lisa’s home too.  The picture  chosen for Byrony’s cake was a gorgeously sweet picture of her getting ready to blow out her first birthday cake candles!; on a pink background  after Suzy using her PC changing background close to baby pink,  scanning from paper copies they brought with them the previous Summer. At the same time Suzy was down town (not muff  munching!) ;  she additionally had a pre-booking appointment for collecting the things of Simon and Brian Wilson from round the corner ; as they have previously caused problems before hand, one of the weekend Social Worker and a Police Officer were scheduled before leaving with Lisa, Steve, and both kids plus other two people 10.50 for 11.00 around the corner. However, this time round (and possibly based on last Tuesday saying the system could keep their kids); this time neither parent objected at all, meaning a straight forward collection and leaving there 40 minutes;   with Lisa’s mother doing some Cheese Burgers and chips (all round) from freezer. After both Suzy and Lisa’s families were there ; dinner was a couple giant baked Macaroni and Cheese with salad or chips; followed by ice cream from the freezer (not soft serve like Suzy had at KFC earlier), before both couples of course went upstairs to Lisa and Steve’s bedroom!   They did of course had the aforementioned discussion ; Suzy explained she would never have ever even asked Lisa to carry a pregnancy; BFF or not BFF ;  BUT really appreciated her very kind and generous offer. When earlier this week Suzy told Lisa about  the possibility of more kids; they decided that night to kindly offer her body IF she decided to try again; around 3-6 months after our baby born; scheduled for the turn of the year (technically due date Sunday 27 December 2026  BUT technically a little early or late , ideally hoping for hoping for anything bar Thursdays; BUT Lisa made it clear ANY DATE; ANY NUMBER or ANY TIME for her best friend ; up to two completed pregnancies (Suzy’s jaw hit the  floor multiple occasions) . It was an intriguing offer  first of all and Suzy decided only one first of all ; fingers crossed NO damage down below BUT Suzy only could ever conceive (pardon the pun even she said) one time. NOT JUST as BFF but you Still have something like vaginismus treatment  to allow you two to fuck every night. Suzy giggled saying her pain went back this week; unsure why even Suzy said. Suzy has had a lot of issues with her down below including never potty trained/double incontinence and a VERY elongated 26 hour going through labour with her Triplets too. Her mother suffered PCOS / multiple miscarriages ; Suzy’s first periods were heavy and often erratic ; until starting the Pill at her Mothers suggestion, which eased things and made things much lighter and less pain. Additionally some similar to vaginismus treatment with Dilators  and the like is mentioned above; ever since Triplets labour! Next, Suzy wanted to discuss pills and the like inc. hers BUT she was interrupted  they wanted to pay for the IVF full stop actually ; with her father paying 50 per  cent per her own pregnancies ; with her intending one in Scotland privately to try and beat any waiting lists; in case of any issues as all women naturally start menopause in their 40’s! (her Father walked in after ten minutes proving she was 100 per cent sure re Money); additionally Lisas father family firms explaining close to £1 BILLION in a Lisa’s savings account alone, from effectively company dividends rather than benevolent money, OR her Dad’s money this time; so Lisa did have more than enough for to pay her BFF’s fourth pregnancy; WITHOUT her father needing to pay half!   Additionally it was discussed if Lisa was incompatible for any particular reason OR screws up her womb big time after her current baby bump leaves her body; they would pay for another Surrogate Mother; as well as IVF costs around £100k for the entire pregnancy plus costs (like Will of God)! While she has a good working and friendship with Doctor Reynolds; she of course did  be able to go prescribe medication for both  Lisa and Suzy too. Suzy surmised she would ; more than likely; take Suzy off her contraception probably end of her current cycle  OR next one  (due next period that Tuesday 25th May for a week ) before changing for some fertility pills; there are side- effects of those including possibly making her more likely to conceive herself , it was also mutually agreed that should she would keep any pregnancies though her own body to. Around 6 months from now they would more than likely take a few Suzy eggs and Jeffs sperm;  making many in case first one does not take; and freeze till they were ready (i.e. Lisa’s or another womb free) , if Suzy had not been pregnant (6 months fertility pills etc) they would then go back to her contraception with then waiting after Lisa   gave birth; at a date to be decided around 3-6 months later her IVF would be implanted in Lisa’s womb, with her probably on special pills to help Suzy’s embryo implanted into Lisa’s (or another persons) womb. While the due date would be far , far away  ( late 2027/early 2028 due date AT THE BEST)  ; this might be best option BUT  pending her Doc R the following week; Lisa will probably be asked for Blood work too (probably Ninewells unless somewhere else now) ; I will ensure she asks for that next week too. Double Checking one final time with Lisa; it was said we would mention to everyone we have made this change; i.e. Lisa paying for IVF and if physically possible.  carrying Suzy’s firth pregnancy; all paid by Lisa; was now her preferred arrangement ??? She then pretty much floored all other bigs in the room;  before yelling at Daddy looking forward to a pregnancy BUT IT WILL now; more than likely; certainly happen ; if not Lisa’s body by another woman’s body; so so happy for this VERY unexpected offer” she said to all three!!!   After all that Suzy advised all that to Doc R plus too who she asked not to be offended re private BUT she replied “I think going part private (as Lisa suggested) is best ; genuinely BUT see   you Wednesday and we can start the ball rolling; her family have money and her family more than LOVE you clearly” ??” Towards the end of Saturday said evening at  bedtime; Suzy almost had lockjaw BUT it was BUT that they would NEVER had expected Lisa and Steve’s kind offer!        After Lisa’s bombshell offering her body for Suzy’s fourth pregnancy  the previous day.  Sunday 24th May 2026, was a bit quieter all round on paper too. Suzy did indeed explain discussions from last night and Lisa; or another woman, WILL be carrying my fourth pregnancy of at least one kid ; it is MORE OR LESS happening , so definitely happening getting a another kid; at least ; from Lisa’s body more than likely;  now Do  Reynolds Wed  is to in effect start this process rolling BUT she explained the full process and all the dates in question as well as explaining Your Mummy might be a bit weird side effects etc for six months BUT ALL different from pregnancies and the like we should be able to  ; by the end of the week all should give you dates; BUT I will tell you when these dates are soon; to which then Rose and Jayden were a bit bickering “yay another Rose…” “yay another Jayden” (ED: just picture  the twins Hoot and Toot from Chuggington bickering!)  before Suzy stopped them with the Tickle Monster attacking.  “thanks But I have not decided either way;  Nothing is ever 100 per cent with that stuff BUT Lisa and your Mummy will be trying our best!” Lisa’s kids went out for their Pocket Money spending around 10.05 (inc. Simon and Brian’s first)  ;  returning around 12.00 for Lisa’s  mums Roast Dinner for lunch (Roast Chicken) ;  with the first full week ahead next for Simon and Brian;  they chose a Domino’s pizza selection. Around 19.00 Suzy had left Lisa’s family  home “well that was an offer and a half; and looking her Daddy as driving home “That was also a weekend and a half…” Suzy said to her Jeff “ as they left Lisa’s drive; getting home around 19.15 Sunday; including her Mother and Father putting kettle on for discussions of the kids stuff in details too.