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My reason for waiting for a truck is the RIDICULOUS cost of truck registrations in PA......I'd only have a 1/2 ton, still over $100/yr registration as a truck, believe it is less with DV plates. I'm unaware if I am able to get multiple DV plates, believed I was only able to get 1, but I'll always have 2 vehicles + my hot rod! Hot rod has a vanity plate, so that stays, but my others? IF I can get DV plates for more than 1, I would not care about paying for the 2nd.
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Would genuinely love to reconnect to old friends as well as make new ones! For those who don't know me, I was CptKirk on ADISC forever. I am a lifelong professional mechanic, a substantially disabled vet who is going through living hell at the moment, honestly, very much afraid. Other interest range from bass fishing (lures only), rock-metal music, upper tier stereos (in my house and every vehicle I own), RailRoad history, ATV riding, love my dogs, enjoy gardening....GOD! there's so much to me I'd write a book describing it! I live in NE Pa and should be divorced SOON although that in itself is another hassle in my life I really do not need right now. I have good family, many good friends, but none can relate to what I am going through on the medical front, and THAT'S OK! No one who hasn't experienced similar issues CAN'T understand. In need of MAJOR spinal reconstruction that was all going well until I met the Neurosurgeon and he knew NOTHING about me, worst was not even what his own PA & Residents had been telling me for the past 9-10 months but having zero knowledge of my very complex medical history really turned this into a "I DON'T KNOW RIGHT NOW" situation, but that appointment caused a total breakdown where i had to pull over as I couldn't see through te tears and giess I was in a rage as I bent my steering wheel to the degree the car could not be driven. Good thing I travel with tools, as I needed the 3 1/2' prybar, and had to replace the steering wheel. Since, I have had ZERO appetite, dropped 17ilbs in 17 days. Have not reweighed myself since Thursday but just got back from grocery shopping (had to throw away $100+ in rotten food) and besides cans of soup, had nothing else left. I'm still in a tailspin, TRYING my hardest to break out of it, but????? Losing connections with a LOT of friends on top of everything medical I have going on due to a vindictive little........ HURTS. The spinal reconstruction terrifies me, but is far from my only upcoming surgery, and my body historically responds BADLY to invasive surgeries. I have one scheduled in October (MAJOR sinus, last one 21 years ago landed me in the ICU for 6 days. May also have Necrosis in my hip/pelvis. It's beating me into the ground. Every invasive back surgery I have had left me incapable of moving below my waist from 3 to 20 days, so yes, terrified fits. Pain control is a whole other problem unto itself. OK...that's the bad news. The GOOD? I HOPE to see LOADS of old friends, and make many new ones. HATE I am no longer on my favorite site but must move on. I know how to help veterans get Megamax through the VA, so if you fit the bill and do not know how, please do not hesitate to contact me! I need a group as not only an outlet, but to take my mind off of all of the above. I love losing weight, 260 was my goal since Prednisone & IV steroids sent my once immense, 232lb built like a brick shithouse body skyrocketing to as high as 324. I finally reached 260 (fully clothed, including a wet diaper LOL) in late May or 1st week of June. Thursday, July 16th? 239. WAY too much way too fast and I can't seem to stop it. Began to make myself a reuben, put everything back away, as looking at the food turned me sour. I am in constant communication with all of my Dr's, so no worries there. HOPING to get some conversations going to take my mind off of all of this shit and regain control of my life as right now, I am simply along for the ride. WISH I had a more uplifting, positive post, my apologies for this one. I just need people to talk to right now. I am usually awake all night as my PAIN is 10x as bad, as are my nerve issues. Worsening full IC is NOT my idea of "fun", but so long as it happens at home? NOT the end of the world. I have been U-IC for 22 years in Agust, had issues begin in June 2004 and by Aug/Sept 2004 I was unable to stand or walk (unassisted, walker/wheelchair) and back in diapers. EXACTLY what I asked Santa for 50-some years ago....just took a while for him to deliver (BAD JOKE, dark sense of humor) but I have to be able to laugh at myself or I wouldn't be here today to write this. HOPE to hear from many old & new friends!
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