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    • @Frostybabythank you! Man what a cliff hanger....wow! Hope you have a great trip my friend. 
    • Enjoyed this story,  Is it finished?
    • All of the above and during an MRI, CT scan, ultra sound of my bladder (i peed that diaper as she was pressing on my bladder)
    • I think you're overthinking it. I've been in diapers for 7 years now, as an adult, but I have experience as a bedwetting kid, as well, and when I was a kid, the idea of anyone finding out about, or knowing, that I wore diapers at night, was, in my mind, a social apocalypse scenario. Life as I knew it would be over, I'd probably have to change schools, or just not go to school again, and my parents would have to let us move to another city or something. So, I totally know where your head is at.  But the reality was that people did find out, where and there. I thought that all my aunts and uncles and most of my cousins had no idea, but then we'd stay over at their places on vacations, and there's be an arrangement regarding disposal of my diapers, so that I didn't have to leave them in the washroom trash can, or under my bed, in the mornings. But I thought that my mom had set up the bag on the bag behind the entrance to the garage, or wherever it ended up being, without explaining why, which of course, I know now, was naive.  When I was maybe 7 or 8, I'd walked downstairs in my usual sleeping outfit in the summer, which was a diaper and a t-shirt, and I plopped myself on the couch for my Saturday morning 7 AM appointment with cartoons (back then, there was no cartoon channel, so kids could only catch them at certain times). I heard footsteps coming down the stairs, and thought it was my brother or sister, but instead, it was my cousin who was (and is) about a year younger than me - she had arrived with my aunt the night before, after I'd gone to bed, and I had no idea she was in the house. I got up and ran out of the room, and locked myself in the bathroom, crying, distraught, that now she knew, and my aunt would know, and she'd tell all my cousins, and they'd probably tell their friends, and it might get back to my friends - life was simply over.  Except that my mom talked me out of the bathroom, and I went upstairs and put shorts on (or whatever), and when I came back down, my cousin and my brother were parked on the couch watching TV, and she never said anything about it, or asked any questions. I assume, now, that she must have already known, but at the time, I thought that my mom or dad must have told her not to say anything, on pain of death. But of course, that wouldn't likely have been the case. Maybe they asked her to be discreet about it, but she was 7 - if it had been big news in her world, it would have come up.  Fast forward to where I am now, coming up on 7 years of being 24/7 in diapers, and a few people do know. My immediate family knows, of course, but I've also either been inadvertently found out, or I've had to "come out" to a few of my friends over the years. I just got back from staying over at a buddy's place, after a birthday beer session for one of our group, at a local pump, that went late into the night. He, and his wife, know I'm in diapers - they've seen evidence of them a couple of times over the years, and I've shared rooms with him on some guy's trips, and also adjoining rooms with both of them, on a trip a couple of years ago. I never walk around in just a diaper in front of anyone, outside of my house, but I've sat on their couch or on their bar stools, in a decent ABDL diaper under clothing, that I know is not completely camouflaged. It just is what it is. I was worried, when they first found out, that it might be awkward, or that I would have a hard time forgetting about what I thought was the elephant in the room, being that while we were talking about sports or politics or parenting or whatever, I had XXL Pampers on. But after a while, it became apparent that they didn't care. I'm still invited over, we have animated discussions, sometimes friendly disagreements, lots of laughs, and what I have on under my jeans just doesn't matter. And buddy comes from a tradition of friends mercilessly taking the piss out of each other - we call each other old and ugly, all the time. But they've never said anything about my being in diapers, other than his wife dropping a light, friendly joke a couple of times, but not in a mean way, and being very careful not to "out" me to anyone else.  A few weeks ago, my diaper leaked while I was sleeping over at another friend's house, and I actually got up, panicked, and fled the scene, after trying to clean it up with a towel. I got home, and I was a wreck - what the f*** was I going to do? There was no way it wasn't going to get noticed, sooner or later. And his kids were bedwetters, his younger one basically just getting out of pull-ups at night, so... would they get blamed? I was hoping that maybe they'd think it was the dog, or something, but a dog that peed under the covers of a made bed? That's one sneaky dog. I couldn't take the chance that they'd blame their kids, or, figure out it was me, say nothing, and then just blame me for being an awful guest,  so I had iron butterflies in my stomach when I took the fateful trip back to his place, later that day, to explain to him that I wore diapers to bed, and that mine had leaked, and I had panicked, but now I was back, and I wanted to do a load of laundry for him, and remake the bed (it had a protective cover on the mattress, because of his kids' history, or else I would have been buying him a mattress...).  I was worried for a while after that episode, as to if he would ever want me back - he lives in another city, so if I go there, I have to stay over, if there is going to be any beer in mix. Well, he reached out to me a few days ago, to say that the hockey season was starting to get interesting, and that I should come over to watch a game, and empty some beer bottles while we're at it. SO, there you have it - I will be going over there, back to the scene of the crime, probably in the next few weeks. I won't say I'm not a little bit, let's say, aware of the change in dynamics - but I'm going to go, because he's a good friend. I'm sure his wife will know, as well, but I'm betting that I will really be the only one who has to get over it. They'll be fine.  So it goes with you, and your advisor is in exactly the same position: she isn't judging you, and she doesn't care, other than caring if you're okay - the fact that you have Goodnites on under your pajamas does not phase her, or make her think less of you. You are the one who has to get over it, not her. 
    • Does anyone have experience with holey foley hole placement for someone that has had gender confirmation surgery(mtf)? If I do at 4 inches it’s actually outside of the urethral opening and in full exposure to the environment of the diaper. What is the furthest back I can put the hole and have it still useful for the flow?
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