Mommies and Daddies

Maybe able to relax win? Ah, who am I kidding? I could be called in right now for all I know. (Knocks on desk.) 

Nothing at the moment. Getting ready to get back into Forza Horizon 6, with my favorite radio station, Horizon Opus. (Classical).

Hmmmm..... sounds conservative to me. Of course, I wouldn't find it to surprising that liberals would run on that too.   From what it sounded like, the Freedom Caucus got run out of the legislature, supposedly replaced by "Common Sense Conseratives". I'm more of a politically philosophical pessimist.  I would like to see every single legislator from the top down, open their books and show us where the money comes from.  One of the things that got pointed out during the primary season was that a lot of out of state money was being poured into elections here in Wyoming. There was even a quick little blurb about checks being handed out during a legislative session in Cheyenne. They were supposedly from a donor up in Jackson.   According to AAA averages here in town, 85: $4.16, 87: 4:48, 91: $4.78, Diesel: $5.36. I just found out 85 octane is considered "Rocky Mountain Altitude Blend."

Oh man, I really got into Def Leppard when I was a kid. My very first tape was "Hysteria.", and I still get teased because I still like "Pour Some Sugar On Me". I was pleasantly surprised to find out that they have a symphony album out. Sadly, "Sugar" flopped IMO. I can sort of agree on the standing part. The free concert series here in town is one of those, because my cousin's old lady had to be right up there by the stage. I would have been just as happy sitting in the grassy parts of the depot. Korn, Spritbox and Gojira at Fiddler's Green in Denver was fun, but the seating arrangements left much to be desired. My legs were toast when the show was over. The other venue that I go to, at least there is tables and railings to lean on. Though if you want to go up just in front of the stage, there really isn't a whole lot stopping you. In fact the only act I know of that charged extra for that space was Ice Cube, both times he came out here. BTW, I did remember one show out here that I missed was Bone-Thugs-N-Harmony. I heard that was a great show, and apparently, they went over to the pizza shop next to the venue and started making pizzas, supposedly buying a stake in that pizza place. Despite that, I have yet to eat there.

Chapter 7: Nanny Tales of the Sanctuary: Book 3 - Bargaining – LittleFallenPrincess     A month had passed. I longed for home something fierce. Especially my Mum. I missed her so much. And I still wasn’t used to all this baby stuff. But… Belladonna made it bearable. Somewhat bearable anyway.   I don’t think I’ll ever get used to wetting and messing my nappies. Fuck… I’m even calling them ‘my’ nappies in my own head… maybe I am being conditioned. Maybe I’m worse off than I thought I was… because it feels like all the fight in me has gone. As if I had resigned myself to this new life of mine. I mean… I’m not wrong, there’s no escaping. I’m a normal, powerless, weak human, in a world full of magical creatures who all obey the Queen without question. I’m rarely left alone, and it’s not like I could sneak out whilst I’m asleep, as the bassinet still has that damn enchantment on it that makes me fall asleep instantly. But then I remember that damn garden… and my body shivers with fear. And I remind myself that I’m probably the most well-off right now. Okay… maybe just below those who Titania deems her ‘lovers’. Because as far as I know, from what I’ve learned over the past month… they are still allowed their human lives in my old world, they’re just summoned whenever Titania has… urges. So I’m just below them. Which still, isn’t that bad compared to the stories Belladonna has told me. Those stories, along with the occasional walk around the palace, and the various meetings with other fae nobles, have kept me grounded a bit, and allowed me to keep my sanity. Without these, and some other things, I would’ve lost my mind weeks ago. I had also gotten used to the dresses I had been dressed up in whenever we had guests. If anything, a little bit of that weird feeling inside disappeared whenever I was put in one, so it made the day feel better, despite having to deal with the humiliation from being babied by some random fae noble. But hey, it’s not all bad. No job. No pressure to find a girlfriend or settle down. No bills or anything. I just get to play with toys and sleep. I don’t even have to worry about using the bathroom or washing myself, that’s all sorted for me. I do miss TV though, I wish we had it here. I miss watching movies on friday nights with my Mum. We’d rent a tape, get takeaway, and watch something new every week. It was the thing I looked forward to every week… until my Mum got sick, and we started doing it less and less. “What’s got you all stuck in your head?” I snapped into the present, and realised I was holding a toy horse that was on its way to rescue the Princess, one of my other dolls. Oops. “Ah. Sorry…” “No, it’s cute. You’re cute.” My nanny always knew what to say to make me blush. Which just gave her even more power over me. Magic, height, strength, being a gorgeous woman… and her special power. There was no resisting her. Not like I’d want to. She was gorgeous. And kind. And funny. And sweet. And aside from the first week where I upset her and she went silent… She's been there for me nearly all day every day. Taking care of me, both physically… and mentally. She’s been the main reason I’ve kept my sanity. “N… nuh huh!” I babbled back to her, knowing that makes her smile. “‘Nuh huh’? Is that your response?” “...Maybe…” I grinned. “Then I’ll have to counter that ‘nuh huh’...” she said, as she dropped to her knees beside me, wrapped her large arms around me, and squeezed me. “Eeeek!” I squealed in response. “What’s the matter, cutie? Too little to speak?” “Nuh huh!” “There’s that ‘nuh huh’ again. I did warn you…” She pulled back a second, just long enough to be able to see the look in her eye and the grin on her face… when the Queen interrupted our bonding time by clearing her throat, appearing in the doorway to the nursery. “Your Majesty…” Belladonna called out, quickly standing up straight, pulling me up along with her, resting me on her hip and arranging herself. All in one swift motion. Wow… she’s good. “I see you two are getting along okay.” “Yes, Your Majesty. He was just denying how cute he was… so I was-” “He was, was he?” Titania asked with a straight face. “I… uhhh… yes, Ma’am.” “Well good for him that I have need of you.” “You have need of me? Whatever for? And what about the little one, Ma’am?” “I have arranged for another Nanny to take care of him for the time being. And you are to follow me immediately. Leave him on the floor.” I didn’t get to say anything before my Nanny placed me back down onto the nursery floor, whispering ‘be a good boy whilst I’m gone’ as she walked away quickly to catch up with the Queen, who was well on her way out.   After a few minutes of relative silence, or what could’ve been ten minutes (I don’t know, time is weird in here. It still doesn’t feel like a month, but at the same time it feels like I’ve been here a lifetime already), the door opened once again…  It was at that point that a woman who looked very similar to Belladonna walked in. She too wore a similar maid uniform, but had her pink hair up in buns on either side of her head. Perfect makeup, pretty face… she looked like every other fae I had encountered during my stay here… she was beautiful. All fae are gorgeous… and I have no idea why or how. Maybe it’s just a thing about their race? Anyway, she had the biggest smile on her… and it looked fake. Clearly she didn’t want to be stuck with me. And to be honest… I didn’t want to be stuck with her. I didn’t mind Titania, though she can be quite scary whenever I’m around her. She’s never scary towards me, but she’s plenty scary towards others, and this has made me be very careful around her. Bella, however, I loved being around. She was genuinely lovely and fun. She kept me grounded, read me stories, explained little bits of fae society to me but didn’t treat me like an idiot… or a baby (at least in regards to my lack of knowledge about the realm I’m a prisoner in, not every other aspect of my life), and she likes hearing my stories about my life and realm. Apparently she has never been to the ‘mortal realm’, so she was living vicariously through my stories of my boring, drab life. “So… you’re the little one that I’ve been told to look after for a while. Can’t say I’m impressed…” she said, as she stood over me, looking down with her arms crossed. Well I see we’re off to a great start. She seems lovely. Totally don’t miss Belladonna already… and I haven’t even learnt this woman’s name. “H… Hi…” I mumbled, nervously. I mean sure, I was used to being paraded around other people whilst dressed as an oversized infant… but in such an intimate setting, without my usual Nanny being here for support? I felt… ridiculous. The old shame quickly returned and I felt my cheeks burning up. “So… I’m not here long. So I don’t want to even learn your name, got it, kiddo?” “I… okay?” “Good. You can call me Nanny.” Okay… I guess I don’t even get to learn your name. I really hope this is a one time thing so I never have to meet this rude person again. “Okay… Nanny.” “Good. You follow orders. Now… let's see what other tricks you can do.” “T… tricks?” “Yeah, tricks. Like… Can you roll over?” “I’m not a dog…” “We could… change that…” I felt something different. Like… sounds were suddenly augmented… So I reached up, instinctively, to check my ears were okay… and… and… they were gone! “A bit further up, dearie…” the new Nanny said, clearly trying to contain her laughter and sound as serious as possible… but failing. So I reached up and found what felt like dog ears on top of my head! FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK? “Can’t be a puppy without a tail too, right?” Something burst from my backside, ripping right through my nappy, and I could feel it wagging. Looking back I saw a blonde tail that perfectly matched my hair colour. It was huge and bushy… and looked like a dog’s tail. “What the fuck?” I blurted out. “Yeah. I think this suits you more.” “Why?” “Why not?” “Because the Queen-” “The Queen told me to look after you. So I am doing exactly that. She didn’t say anything about having a little fun with you whilst I’m doing so…” I wanted to start crying, but I had a feeling that’s exactly what they wanted. “Why though?” “Because you’re the Queen’s newest toy. And curiosity was piqued… so I’m here to see what all the fuss is about…” “But…” “Ugh you whine too much,” they sighed, before waving their hand, making my dummy appear in my mouth… firmly lodged and unmoveable. “MMPHH!” I tried yelling at them, or yelling for help, but the dummy prevented it. “No. You’re not a puppy. It doesn’t feel quite right. You feel more like a kitty.” I saw the look on her face and the wave of her hand, so I reached up to find my ears had less ‘flop’ on them, they were more like cat ears. And the blonde fluffy tail had grown and become more sleek and agile as it swished around my sides. “Still not right. Something isn’t right,” she said, with a grin. “Hmm… let’s have a look around…” As I was checking out my new tail and the new sounds that accompanied my new set of ears, the ‘Nanny’ went about checking my wardrobe, no doubt for something for me to wear. “For a boy, you have a lot of dresses…” she said, as if mocking me. Sure, maybe my Nanny and ‘Mummy’ wanted to dress me up in them a lot. I didn’t care though, they were just clothes after all. If anything, it felt kinda… nice. I looked cute, at least I thought I did whenever I was shown off wearing one in front of a mirror. “Mmmph!” I mumbled in reply, knowing it was pointless, but feeling like I had to say something to show my disapproval. “Maybe you’re not a boy. Maybe you should be a little kitty girl instead!” The new Nanny’s head slowly turned to look at me, menacingly, with the biggest grin on her face. It was creepy. Like horror-movie level creepy. It actually managed to send shivers down my spine, giving me goosebumps across my skin. And without breaking eye contact or moving her creepy face, she lifted her hand… and snapped her fingers.   Everything felt… different. I could still feel the cat ears on top of my head and the tail swishing about. But my chest felt… heavy. In fact my whole weight felt… off. Even just sitting on the floor, my balance had to readjust as some parts of my body felt heavier and some parts of my body felt lighter than just moments before. Did she really just…? No. She couldn’t have. I… no. That’s not poss- wait, no, Charlie… it really is. You’ve seen the magic these fae people can cast. This is not that far out of the realm of possibility for them. Thoughts were racing across my mind, trying to process everything. Two new weights on my chest, my onesie not fitting as well as before, my balance having to be readjusted. That was just the start of the list of things that I was trying to process. Because I was pretty sure I no longer felt something between my legs. And it wasn’t just that, everything… felt… different. Smells were stronger, especially the baby powder scent of the nursery. Emotions were heightened. My libido dropped off completely. Everything felt different, so it wasn’t just my body and what’s between my legs… it was clearly even down to a hormonal level. But what surprised me the most was my mind. For the first time in my life… it felt… calm. “Much better. You look a lot cuter as a catgirl,” the Nanny replied, admiring her work, inspecting every inch of me from afar. I was no longer Charlie, the scruffy man. I was… a woman. I was… god, I don’t even know if I look okay as a woman. Her magic had changed me completely, not just on a visual level. Could… Could I be turned back? Surely I can, right? Surely Titania will come in, see what this Nanny has done, and turn me back. It was at that moment that a deafening slam collided with the nursery door, causing it to fly off its hinges and hit the opposite wall, before falling to the floor. My heart stopped for a second and I was about to start panicking as much as my new Nanny was… until Belladonna walked in… looking furious. “PUCK!” she screamed. “Shit… I better go. Have fun, kid,” the Nanny said, before disappearing in a puff of smoke. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a little mouse scurrying away, until it was out of sight. Belladonna looked around the nursery, obviously searching for this ‘Puck’, who I assumed was the ‘Nanny’, but she couldn’t find her, so she quickly turned her attention to me. “Charlie, are you okay? What did that little bastard do to you?” Now obviously, I still couldn’t speak. The magic dummy was preventing that. So Belladonna quickly shuffled over and dropped to her knees, pulling the dummy out and allowing me to use my words once again. “Who… was that?” I asked, stretching my jaw a little after it was held open by the huge dummy. “A little fuck who will get what’s coming to him if he’s not careful…” she said, as she began inspecting my new form. “How are you anyway? He didn’t do anything to you, did he?” “I mean… I’m pretty sure I’m part cat and part girl now…” “Well let’s fix the cat thing first, even if it’s pretty cute…” With a quick wave of her hand, I felt the tail recede and my cat ears were exchanged for my normal human ears. “Thanks. So… he wasn’t a Nanny? And wait, you say ‘he’?” “He’s a little trickster. Pretty sure King Oberon instructed him to come mess with you as he is jealous of the Queen’s interest in you. Puck disguised himself as the Queen, something which is forbidden and he knows it… and he led me outside, only to trap me in a closet so he could mess with you. I broke free, then came to get you.” “I’m glad you did,” I replied, smiling at her. “You look pretty cute as a girl. You sure you want me to change you back?” “You shall do no such thing,” a voice came from the broken doorway. “Your Majesty…” Belladonna replied, standing up and bowing. “It is my fault for falling for Puck’s deception. Please don’t take it out on-” The Queen looked at her subject, then at me. She then proceeded to pull out a little neatly wrapped gift box. “For you, and your new form…” I was a bit confused, but I also knew not to piss this woman off, so as she bent down to give me the box, I smiled and accepted the gift. “Go ahead, open it.” So I did just that. And to my surprise… The same Nanny who had just tricked us all was now lying perfectly still in the box. But she was different now. And not just being the size of a doll, she now also had doll joints and looked frozen. It was obvious what had happened. “Is this his punishment?” Belladonna asked, as she looked inside the box, a smile appearing on her face. “I think this is fair. I caught him trying to run away. And I was told he impersonated me? Then he will spend five years as my babygirl’s dolly.” FIVE YEARS? Jeez… I thought being a baby for a couple decades was bad, being a lifeless doll for five years sounds so much worse.  “‘Babygirl’? So you want Charlie to stay this way?” Bella asked the Queen. “Despite his intentions, I believe Puck has helped me identify what was bothering me so much about little Charlie here. He’s much better this way. Sorry, she.” Belladonna nodded, obediently… and my fate was sealed. There was no going back now. I was going to live out my life here in the fae realm as a woman. There was no transforming me back into a man. Not if the Queen didn’t want it so. But I wasn’t going to tell them this… …I didn’t want to go back either.       ===================================================== If you want to read a month in advance (that's 8 chapters), or just want to support me and my writing, you can do so through Subscribestar! Subscribers get 4 weeks (8 chapters) early access to chapters, and exclusive short stories (Nessa's Tale is currently the only available one). ======================================================== I hope everyone enjoys this chapter! 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