Mommies and Daddies

My back decided to lock today and since I literally cant get down the ladders to the toilet without fucking my back up, i put on one of my new tykables camelots [that i fluffed before] and am wearing it rn. Ive defo been treating diapers not as a specialized kink, but an option & even keeping this new fixx paci [11/10 btw] under my laptop stand, so ironically the next day, i have to wear them as an aid Short but frequent wets today and its holding great rn, very thick and swollen I cant lie, im regressing a bit since i HAVE to use the diapers and treating it like normal.

Hey @Reddy I've been following your journey and gotta say I commend you for your efforts, well done getting to where you are and props for the dedication you are showing now trying to get where you wanna end up! So long story short I've been ab/dl most of my life. I always had minor to mild incontinent desires but my life didn't cater for it. Then in 2018 at age 28 I had a bad road accident that resulted in some nasty permanent injuries completely flipped my life upside down.   The interesting side of this within this community anyway, was I ended up with almost complete loss of control of my bladder and bowels. With the way my life got flipped upside-down I've been able to double down on this side of myself so being able to make the most out of the loss of bladder (the result was like, urge incontinence) and bowels control, which for other than people you would find on here that would be unheard of right? Lol   So over the years since the accident, I have been able to hold my BMs until I wanted to pass them, though with the paralysis unable to properly push them out or hold them but from the paralysis in a bunch of muscles down there including my sphincter combined with the copious amount of meds I am permanently on making my BMs most of the time unavoidably on the hard side and at times quite large - my anal sphincters been stretched out and  barely retracts now. So I've ended up with a level of loss that you and others on here would understand. I've been in diapers 24/7 for years now which has been a great feeling.   Anyways.. Since you have been getting right into handling your loss of bowel control and doing so through stretching I thought id give you some hopefully words of encouragement. I say hopefully because everyone is different this might do nothing for you.. lately I have been having these accidents that come out quite fast, when they hit the seat of my diapers and it slows them down it triggers stimulation to my prostate which has made these almost daily events quite enjoyable lol.    I could go into much more detail not just about this but much to do with daily life with this level of incontinence and I'd be happy to chat with you about any of it. I'm a pretty glass half full kinda person all things considered lol so yeah. Just thought I id throw this up on here

Chapter 37 Katie had her hand on the door handle before her mum stopped her from going out in just her swim nappy.   “Darling, I can’t let you go out like that. You’re 11 years old, you need to have something on your top half.” Sophie said as she dug about in her bag trying to find something for Katie to wear. Sophie produced the earlier T-shirt that Katie had on. The bottom of which was still wet from Katie’s previous accidents. Katie pulled a face as her mum walked towards her with it.    “Katie darling, you need to wear a top and you’re going to get it wet in the fountains anyway.” Sophie didn’t give Katie a chance to argue anymore as she pulled the top over Katie’s head and removed her dummy and opened the door. Katie, still full of confidence bolted out the door and made a bee line for Lisa and Esme.   As she ran around with the younger children she could hear some sniggers and remarks about her nappy. She couldn’t care less. She had decided to own her situation and wasn’t about to let comments from strangers change her mind on that. The wetter her T-shirt got the more it clang to her body and exposed her swim nappy.    After another 30 minuets or so the fountains turned off and staff asked all the children to leave the splash pad. Katie and Lisa headed towards Sophie while Esme headed for her mum and into the changing rooms. Sophie removed Katie’s top, wrapped her up in a towel, popped her dummy in and told her to sit on the bench while she sorted out Lisa. Katie sat there giggling as her mum joked about with Lisa as she got her dressed. She did feel a tinge of jealously as Sophie pulled up Lisa’s cotton knickers, adorned with sky from paw patrol. She knew she was about to be put in a much needed nappy and while she had decided to accept it, she still wished she didn’t have to.    Once Lisa was fully dressed it was her time to sit on the bench while Sophie got Katie dressed. She started by putting her towel on the floor and asked her to lay down. Before she started Sophie blew a big raspberry on Katie’s belly causing both Katie and Lisa to laugh. Sophie ripped open the sides of Katie’s swim nappy before lifting her legs in the air and using some of the towel dried Katie’s bottom. Sophie, holding Katie’s ankles, left her legs in the air and slipped a clean Fred and Flo size 9+ nappy underneath Katie’s bottom. Once it was taped up tight Sophie asked Katie stand up to finished getting dressed.    Once Katie was stood up Sophie asked her raise her hands so she can pull her dress on. As Katie stood there, dummy in, only wearing her nappy, arms stretched into the sky Sophie couldn’t resist herself. She started tickling Katie’s under her arms. Katie full on belly laughed and a small amount of urine escaped her but was quickly absorbed by the fresh padding between her legs.    Sophie asked Katie to raise her hands again, this time she fought back her desire to tickle her daughter. She pulled the same unicorn dress as she had on before. As Sophie pulled the dress down she noticed a slight swelling from the padding of Katie’s nappy. She knew her daughter didn’t need a change just yet but thinking back to earlier in the day and Katie’s big accident she did make a decision.   “Katie I’ve decided that from now on I will have to check you and decide if you need changing. Unfortunately you’ve proven that I can’t trust you to let me know when you need changing but I promise that I will do it as discreetly as possible ok.”   Katie stood there, dummy in her mouth, unicorn dress on and just nodded her head to show she understood.    “Ok, let’s find Esme and Lizzy and head back to the picnic.” Sophie said as she opened the door. Katie quickly removed her dummy and held it tight in her hand as she walked out the changing room. Esme and Lizzy were waiting outside and joined Lisa, Katie and Sophie on the walk back to the picnic. James and his friend Andrew were already back at the seating area with Andrew’s mum. They all sat around speaking and snacking on the last of the food before eventually deciding to pack up and head home.    Sophie motioned for Katie to hold back and let the others go ahead on the walk back to the cars. Sophie lifted the back of Katie’s dress and checked Katie’s nappy. She lowered the dress quickly and informed Katie she didn’t need changing. Katie played with the dummy in her hand and felt the desire to slip it in her mouth. She thought back the urge and caught back up with the others in the car park.    Esme was crying with her mum as she didn’t want to say goodbye to Lisa and Katie. Behind the sobs Katie could make out her saying she wanted to keep playing with Lisa and herself. Katie quite enjoyed the freedom of playing as a 4 year old without the social pressures now burdened on 11 year olds starting secondary school. She pulled Esme into a hug and suggested they could meet up again and maybe have a sleep over.      “Can we do it tonight?” Esme asked her mum excitedly.    “Not tonight, but maybe tomorrow.” Lizzy said while looking at Sophie.   “Tomorrow works for us.” Sophie said. “Do you want Katie or should we take Esme?” Sh asked Lizzy.   “Well take Katie, I’m used to changing nappies anyway and I’m sure we have more toys aimed at Esme’s age level to keep her entertained.” As Lizzy finished what she was saying Katie was a bit self conscious that she was talking about changing her nappies.    “Sounds great, would you be able to take her to the potty training class and I’ll meet you there.”   “Of course, come round about 12 and we’ll all have lunch together if you want?” Lizzy offered to Sophie.    “That would be lovely.” Sophie said before saying her goodbyes to Lizzy, Esme, Andrew and Paula. She loaded the car while James jumped in the front passanger seat and Katie positioned herself in the back next to her 3 year old cousin Lisa. It wasn’t spoken about but it was obviously an unconscious realisation of their current standing within the family. James, although younger in years, now the more trusted and grown up of the siblings. As if to cement her current standing Katie slipped her dummy in her mouth as she rested her head against the glass window.    The car had barely left the car park before Katie’s eyes closed. Exhausted from a day of running and playing with a 3 and a 4 year old. A day of ranging emotions she faced from embarrassment to confidence left Katie with no energy left in the tank and she drifted off into a little nap.      She woke up to the slamming of a car door. She looked up and realised she was at her Aunties house. She looked to her left and saw her mum helping Lisa out the car. She shifted in her seat and an immediate realisation hit her. She was wet. Not just in her nappy but her whole bottom half. Her mum noticed as well and told her to jump out the car and she would change her inside. She offered James the choice of staying in the car or coming in. He opted to stay in the car as he was watching a YouTube video on his tablet. Again another situation exposing Katie’s current standing. She was about to go and have her nappy changed while her brother was left alone in the car.   Lisas mum, Charlie, opened the door and gave Lisa a big hug and thanked Sophie for looking after her for the day. She then looked at Katie and realised what was needed.   “Come in and get her changed. James not with you?” She asked Sophie.   “He wanted to stay in the car bless him.” He said as she took Katie’s hnad and led her into the house.   “There is still a changing mat in Lisa’s room if you want to use that.”   “Thanks” Sophie said leading Katie upstairs to Lisa’s room. Katie stayed silent the whole time suckling on her dummy.    Sophie pushed open Lisa’s bedroom door and was treated with very much a toddlers room. Bright colours with pictures of paw patrol characters adorned the walls. A toddler bed was positioned against the wall with a chest of draws against the wall opposite with a changing mat positioned on top of the shelves. Sophie pulled it down and placed it on the floor in the middle of the room. Katie, without instruction, positioned herself on the changing mat.    Sophie started by taking off Katie’s wet dress. Then katie laid down and Sophie got to work on removing the wet nappy and wiping Katie’s bottom clean before fastening another nappy to her daughter’s waist. Once Sophie was finished changing Katie’s nappy she got her to sit up. With her bottom still on the changing mat Sophie explained to Katie that she didn’t have another outfit to put on her and that she would have to go out wearing just her nappy. Katie sat there and shrugged her shoulders, there wasn’t much she could do about the situation and after all she was happy to run about in the splash pad wearing just a swim nappy only a few hours ago. Katie didn’t feel anything about the situation. If she had to label her feelings as anything she would call it acceptance.   She lifted herself up off the changing mat and put it back in its place before following her mum out the bedroom door and back into the hall with Sophie carrying the wet clothes and nappy. Charlie took the wet nappy off Sophie’s hands and said she would put it in the bin. She thanked Katie for playing with and looking after Lisa and thanked Sophie again for taking her with them. Sophie opened the front door and took Katie’s hand walking her to the car. She opened the door that Lisa had just come out from. Katie sat down and her mum put on her seat belt for her. She closed the door before walking round to the drivers seat and starting the short drive home.   Katie started to feel more and more self conscious the closer they got to home. By the time the car was parked on the driveway her heart was pounding in her chest. Her mum and James jumped out the car the second the engine cut off but Katie was stuck in her seat. Her body was refusing to leave the safety of the car and expose her nappy to the world. Sophie walked round to Katie’s door, opened it up and undone Katie’s seat belt.   “Come on, time to get inside.” Sophie again took Katie by the hand and walked her into the house. Katie kept her head down not wanting to see if anyone was about to see her in her current state. Once she got inside her mum told her to go up to her room and wait for her. Katie ventured upstairs, sat on the foot of her bed, still sucking on her dummy, waiting for her mum.       Sophie walked into Katie’s room and took a seat next to her at the foot of her bed and removed Katie’s dummy.   “Looking at you today, playing with Esme and Lisa, you seem a lot more care free and enjoying yourself. You also seemed a lot more confident in your nappies. Did anything happen today that made you feel that way?” She asked as she put an arm round her daughter.   “The young girls enthusiasm is infectious. I actually had so much fun just running around without a care in the world. I’m looking forward to my sleepover with Esme tomorrow.” Katie said with a smile forming.   “And what a bout your confidence with your nappies. That was quite a change from you today.”   “Someone commented how cool it was that I was taking ownership of what I needed and not hiding it. Although it was you who pretty much made me act like it I’m glad that you did.” Kate kissed her mum on the cheek to show her appreciation.    “Now I need to ask you about your nappies and your potty training.” Sophie’s facial expression and tone had a mixture of trepidation and concern about where this conversation might end up but love and care for her daughter. “How much control do you have of your wee and poo?”   “Not a great deal.” Katie said, eyes now focused solely on the floor. She didn’t know why she had suddenly lost her ability to hold it. “Almost instantly as soon as i feel the need to go I’ve wet myself.”   “And what about the other end?” Sophie asked.   “Not much better but I don’t know if that’s because I’ve given up trying to hold it or not?” Katie said,eyes still staring at the ground.   “But i thought the whole point of these last few days was for you to practise holding it before we moved you back to pull ups for potty training?” Sophie enquired.   “Well yeah, but when I’m already wet what’s the point.” Katie said, realising that her answer wast going to wash with her mum.   “But you should still be practising to hold it. The nappy means we don’t have to change you as much while you’re practicing. I’m going to make a doctors appointment to see if there is a reason why you’ve suddenly lost the ability to hold your urine. But we do have an issue going forward.” Sophie pulled Katie into a tight hug as she continued to speak. “Next week I’m back at work and your dad is working. James is going to stay with his friend for a couple of nights but I don’t know yet what we are going to do for you.”   “Can’t i stay home? I am 11.” Katie said in hope more than expectation.    “That was the plan at the start of the summer holidays but I can’t leave you alone. Imagine doing a poo in your nappy within 5 minuets and me or your dad not coming home for hours. How unfair would that be to you.”   “What about aunty Charlie and uncle Paul and I can play with Lisa?” Katie asked   “It’s an option but I’m worried about Claire being there and bullying you again.” Sophie mentioned. All the bad memories from a few weeks ago came flooding back into Katie’s mind. “Anyway that’s an issue for me and your dad to sort out. For now get dressed, remember I’ll need to check your nappy throughout the evening, and come down and join us.” Sophie stood up, planted a kiss on top of her daughter head and left her room.   Katie stood up and wondered over to her wardrobe where she chose a pink hello kitty t-shirt. She looked at her shorts but with her mums words still whirling around her brain. “I’ll need to check you.” She decided that as it was still warm she didn’t need shorts and would head down in just her shirt and nappy. Feeling a bit self conscious she popped her dummy back in and headed down stairs. She was greeted with a big smile from her mum as she took her seat in the living room.   The evening passed without incident and soon Sophie was getting Katie ready for bed. After instructing Katie to have a shower she joined her in her bedroom with the changing mate placed on the floor awaiting Katie to lay down on her. Sophie dried her daughter with her towel before getting her to lay down on the changing mat. She pulled out the thicker Tesco junior plus nappy that Katie was wearing to bed and before long had expertly fastened it around her daughter’s bottom before selecting some pink pyjamas. The top was solid pink with a bunny in a pink top and pink flowing skirt carrying a basket. The bottoms were a pink and white checkered number with skin tight material. The thick nappy was not hidden at all. Katie, who hadn’t removed her dummy all evening, caught a glimpse of herself  in the mirror and smiled and agreed with Albert. She did look cute. She settled herself in bed and was looking forward to another day playing with Esme tomorrow. She was asleep within seconds of her mum closing the door.

I decided to sit and play some video games for a bit after I got up this morning and messed my night diaper again. I just don't feel like changing right away today and really want to stay stinky in this loaded diaper for awhile. 

That's interesting—so what now? Adam is still in mortal danger.