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    • NO CLUE *HOW* I knew this was wrong, just did....and I fought back as HARD as I could....someone must had seen this, instead of stopping it, they told everyone what they saw, which added to my HELL growing up, and put me on that course I never once deviated from....become THE fighter NO ONE (not claiming I am the toughest, I know a few I certainly wouldn't want to fight BUT, under the same token, IF I HAD TO? NO WAY I EVER BACK DOWN! Even if they kick the shit out of me, they wouldn't be the first (no one that I ever fought could since I was 11...somehow, EVERYTHING around me slowed WAY DOWN and I somehow moved 5x faster than i naturally could.....someone began to explain this to me but I was banned from SPANDI before he could finish, worse, for things *I* NEVER said! I KNOW WHO did though, just can't prove it plus that is in the past anyway) but that event turned a "Happy-Go-Lucky" timid kid into a monster that grew into one of the strongest men on Earth.  That day RADICALLY altered my life, for better or worse.... the self shame, the sense it was my fault (I know, sounds stupid now, only I believed that for 40+ years!) and outside of that day, i really have no regrets....I never went around bullying anyone, GOD HELP those I found bullying others, even if I had NO IDEA WHO those others were...something inside of me "clicked" and I saw myself, cornered, "outgunned" and took out 1,2,3 and once 4 others in MAYBE 2, 3 minutes tops. EACH was lucky it wasn't 1-1 as I had ZERO self control until I was around 15 or 16, and even that was minimal. The GOOD is I still have several lifelong friends I likely never have had I not been in the wrong place at the right time! I "protected" a LOT of smaller, weakr kids including one of my friends who I knew he was gay long before I knew what "GAY" even was...I knew he was very effeminate...he is one of the funniest, intelligent guys i have ever met and odds are we're never close friends had I not stumbled across 3 guys who were going to "smear the queer"...ALLL 3 2-3 years older but by the age of 13 I was 163 lbs of chiselled granite and well versed in "HOW TO" fight. When it is 3 on 1, there is no "FAIR" as I was a FAIR fighter 1-1, but outnumbered? I was as dirty as dirt. I ABSOLUTELY *HATE* ANYONE who looks at a child in a sexual manner......IF I HAD TO DIE to stop it? IN A HEARTBEAT!  There is NO WAY that did not drastically change me forever since. I've done a LOT of good, coached football (mostly as a volunteer) for 26 years, wrestling for just shy of 15 full seasons, same as a lifting coach as I LIVED IN GYMS, and my coaches growing up would literally beat on you IF you didn't use PERFECT FORM, do as they say or else and honestly, I am grateful for them doing so....not like they would punch you in the face, but they'd take you on the wrestling mat and have you BEG FOR MERCY inside of 30 seconds......100% made us LOYAL, and WOW did we have a team! 3-6 deep at every weight class, won the only district title in the school's history and missed by 1/2, 1 1/2 and 3 points the other 3 years I was on Varsity.  Wrestling was my "special advantage" as when I had a guy equal or better with his fists than I was? Well, their legs are WIDE OPEN and I specialized in GROUND & POUND! I recall asking strangers who started on me or one of my friends if they ever wrestled and to a man, they almost always responded with "I am no homo" which was MUSIC TO MY EARS as THAT ALONE told me they CAN'T win!  The other thing I learned is that 99.9% of bullies CAN'T fight! Sure, they walk the walk and talk the talk but come time to take a punch or 50 and they were like little girls, crying over their lost doll!  I did grow up in a BADLY economically depressed area and it was ROUGH.....I clawed my way to the top of the hill (I was not alone, but NEVER ONCE saw a GENUINE tough guy start a fight....I saw them finish lots of them though! THAT, was NOT ME! That was what I was forced to become. I am naturally a friendly guy with more true friends than a an deserves in 5 lifetimes.....and I'm NEVER looking to fight (can't say that was always true, I'd be lying..just I never physically started one) so that half hour? (GUESSING) radically altered the course of the rest of my life. I know I am not directly responding to your response...just trying to articulate the WHAT/WHY behind this. I hope it makes sense. I tried SO HARD for SO LONG to forget that I did forget most of the details..... One thing about how life works...this scumfuck was caught molesting another neighborhood kid months later (yes, i know him) and was made to go live with his father. I assume he took his father's last name as the name I know him by does not exist....i am certain it does somewhere, only I (and several of my friends who are/were police) never found what his current last name is...which is good as I believe I would had driven cross country to slowly kill him had I ever found him. Believe me, one of the first things i ever did when i 1st was online in '96 or '97 was look for him...and repeated that search countless times. The good is I never did find him, as I'd be forever entombed in a cell if I did and I can GUARANTEE he would had died as slowly as I could have made it happen, with PAIN and torturing that I won't go into, but it is "disturbing"! GOD! Had I had access to therapy, Psychiatrists etc. way back wehn? There is no telling what my life would have been.....
    • I have been officially diagnosed with autism by a qualified doctor and psychiatrist. Due to a congenital heart defect, I was never vaccinated against childhood diseases—including measles—during my childhood or later in life. So, no: vaccinations and autism have nothing to do with each other. Those who claim otherwise are lying. I do not know why. Based on my own experience of autism, it must be hereditary. My biological mother believes my late father was high-functioning autistic, just like me. I know many autistic people whose parents or other close biological relatives are also autistic. Personally, I believe the answer lies in our genes.
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