Mommies and Daddies

I’m wondering what’s coming next also. I have an idea that Betsy might very well get breastfed in the coming weeks. Sounds like a great idea, I can hardly wait to see the next chapter. So much fun.

Maddison let the tears flow; she cried for a few minutes with snot on her face. Sniffling, and while hugging Camilla, she began to pour out what was in her heart: "I know it wasn't my fault, and I can't blame yesterday's meds—they really messed things up, sure, but my body betrayed me." Maddison sniffled again. "When I say I don't want to be like Alice, it's because I still want the independence of knowing when I need the bathroom—being able to use the potty whenever I want, but also wearing a diaper." With teary eyes, Maddison looked at Camilla. "I really want to be your mini-teenager—that's why, Mommy, I don't want to be a baby. But I still want your milk, your lap, and your cuddles, so..." She didn't quite know how to say it. "I want to be your little girl, not a baby."

Hopefully everyone can see this now🙃   Chapter 36   We are sailing    There was some excitement at lunch, one of the older kids was paraded into the dining room all dressed in his punishment dress and bulky nappies.   He had two big house parents escorting him in, one on either side, not holding him or anything, just walking beside him and showing him where he was going to be sitting.   He looked more than a little sad as if he’d been crying, but despite the whispers and stares he was getting in his direction, he calmly walked towards his highchair and stood in front of it. I could see he was more than reluctant in climbing up but climb up he did.   One of the guys fitted his tray and the other put a bib around his neck.   I watched the scene as did most of the room and I felt sorry for him. That had been me a few days ago, on parade with all my finery showing, but unlike him I had been playing to the audience, he was just really sad.   I’m sure I saw what must have been a few tears running down his cheek as he sat there perched high on his chair.   The room returned to normal when everyone could see that there wasn’t going to be a show to watch, and lunch continued.   Believe it or not we were given Burgers and chips, oh and some salad on the side.   The burgers had cheese and some sort of sauce in them. It reminded me of a small sized Big Mac.   “These are really nice” I said to James who was sitting in his now customary seat next to mine.   “Yes not bad, I’m not keen on the sauce though”   “Give it to me then, I’ll eat it”   “What give you my dinner, no bloody chance”   “James! Language please” Tony obviously overheard what he’d said.   “Sorry” He replied.   “No just the sauce, not the burger”   “Ok”   He pushed his plate over, and I picked up his burger bun and took the top off. I picked up the burger and started to lick the sauce off of it.   “Oi!” What the fuck are you doing?”   “Last warning James”   “Sorry, won’t happen again. But did you see what he just did, it was disgusting”   “You said you didn’t want the sauce” I replied.   “Don’t mean you can just lick it off though, does it”   “I ain’t got cooties or anything, you ain’t gonna die because I licked your burger”   “But it’s grosser than Grosse, that’s like letting a dog lick your plate and then eating from it again without washing it”   “You calling me a dog?”   “No, but it’s not the right thing to do, I thought you were going to scrape the sauce off, not lick it.   Tony. Did you see what he did?. Can I have another burger please”   “Go check with the ladies to see if they have a spare one”   James got up and headed to the kitchen and spoke with a lady at the door. She disappeared into the kitchen and came back out and James was given another plate with a new burger on it.   He came back and sat down.   “You’re not going anywhere near this one” he said.   His replacement didn’t have sauce on it anyway.   “See I did you a favour, that one has no sauce on it”   “Bugger off” he said.   “James!” Said Tony.   “What? I said burger off”   Tony gave him a stare.   James and I didn’t speak for the rest of the meal. I think he was really upset.   As he didn’t want to talk to me, I struck up a conversation with Elizabeth who was sitting on my other side. We spoke about our treatment and experience so far and some things about home.   Turns out that she didn’t have a dad, only a mum, and her name was Carrol. Elizabeth said that her mum told her she was going to stay at a hotel while she was away to have a little break.   “That’s funny” I said. “My mum and dad were going away for a break as well. You recon they were going to the same place?”   “Dunno, she was very secretive about it, she wouldn’t tell me where it was or anything”   My mind was weighing up the information I knew and the stuff she’d just told me. This has been a total set up from the start, all the parents had got together to trick us all to come here and be forced into this.   I turned to James   “Look I’m sorry I thought it was just a laugh, I didn’t think you’d be this pissed off, (the last piece was said very quietly) What can I do to make it up to you?”   “Well for one thing don’t be a scum bag again, what you did was totally disgusting and very immature, the sort of thing you’d expect a baby to do”   “Well, we are dressed as babies aren’t we, can I use that as an excuse?” I said.   “He looked at me and laughed, I suppose you’re right, baby Simon!”   “Ok baby James. You done a baby poo poo yet?”   “No! You done a big baby pee pee yet?” “No but it’s nearly ready to go”   “James!”   “Yes?”   “When you went home last year, what happened to you when you got home?”   “I’ve told you, I’m not allowed to say anything about Happy Summers”   “Ok, Ok, just one thing I’d like to know, it’s not really about happy summers though”   “Try me” he said.   “Did your parent’s go to some sort of meeting while you were here”   He stared at me for quite some time, obviously thinking about his answer.   “This is the only thing I’ll say and please don’t ask me anything else. Yes they did”   “What was it about, you must know?”   “Look I’ve told you more than I’m allowed, please don’t push me for any more information, you’ll end up getting me punished or sent home”   James looked in Tony’s direction and Tony was looking directly at James with a frown.   Is he some sort of lip reader or is his hearing that good.   James now looked more than a little worried having seen Tony’s expression.   So, the parents got together for a meeting while were away, what the bloody hell are they plotting? what can we expect when we finally get out of here? I thought to myself.   My brain had gone into overtime now, worried that things might never be the same ever again.   Lunch was over and Tony said that we could go outside for a bit before our afternoon lessons began.   Daniel led our table out before any of the other tables. Tony was standing at the door and pulled James and I up before we left the room and took us out into the corridor.   “I’m going to ask you both a question and I want the truth. I’ll know if you’re lying so don’t even try it. James what were you and Simon talking about, was it something about what goes on at Happy Summers that you shouldn’t be telling him?”   James didn’t answer.   Tony then looked at me.   “Simon, were you and James talking about things that happen at Happy Summers, things that he shouldn’t be telling you?”   I didn’t answer either.   James and I just glanced at each other with guilty looks.   “Ok, so I take it then James that you were, am I correct?”   He still didn’t answer.   “Well by not answering me, and going by the look you gave each other, I can only assume that you were telling Simon something, and you know what that means don’t you?”   “It was my fault, I forced him to tell me, please don’t punish him, punish me” I was shit scared that I’d got James kicked out of the school.   “Well James, is this true, did he force you to tell”   “No”   “So, he didn’t force you?”   “No “   “So, you told him freely”   “Yes”   “Please Tony don’t send James’s home. He’s my mate and I don’t want to lose him just because I did something wrong”   “What did you tell Simon James”   “He asked me if the parents had a meeting while we were away and I said yes”   “You told him nothing else”   “No!”   “He didn’t Tony, he told me that he’d get into big trouble if he did so all he said was yes! Please, please don’t send him home”   “James you fully know that you’ve broken the pre camp agreement you signed?”   “Yes” He replied, his face now breaking down and his eyes were welling up.   “What do you have to say?”   “I’m really sorry, and I promise that it will never ever happen again”   “You know that I could send you home straight away don’t you”   “Yes” He replied. James was so near to tears by now.   “Right the pair of you need to listen up” Tony had a really angry stern tone to his voice.   “So, Simon, you would rather take James’s punishment than have him sent home correct?”   I wasn’t sure what I was letting myself in for now, but I said a worried “Yes”   “Ok so be it” said Tony. “Neither of you will be sailing this afternoon. Instead, you’ll both be on punishment for the next twenty-four hours starting now. Come with me the pair of you”   “Thank you Tony” said James.   I didn’t say thank you, I just cried a bit.   Tony took us upstairs and into the nursery dressing room.   Ann was in there putting away clothes into the wardrobes.   “Ann, can you prepare James for punishment please, I think three should do it”   “Yes no problem” She replied.   James walked over to his table and climbed up and laid down.   “Simon over here please”   I dragged my feet and made my way over to Tony, still crying a bit, half expecting a spanking or the cane or something not nice.   “Lay down please”   I hopped up onto the table and laid down.   Tony removed my clothes, sandals, and nappy, but left my socks on. He then took out three terry nappies and folded them which he then placed under my bum. He took some cream and smothered my bum and balls with it making sure he put plenty around my anus. He then opened the little drawer under the changing table and took out what looked like three little white pills. One by one he pushed them in my bum as far as his finger would allow.   I winced as he did, I’d never had anything up there before, it always came out not in. He took six nappy pins from the drawer and proceeded to pin the first nappy on as tight as he could, once he’d finished the first he then did the same with the second, again as tight as he could and again the same with the third.   Next were plastic pants which he took from the trolley.   He went to my wardrobe and took out my punishment dress and frilly pants and proceeded to fit everything on me. This was my second punishment in these clothes, so I know how ridiculous I looked.   I looked over to James and he looked at me. I mouthed a sorry, which he saw but didn’t respond to.   Next came some white trainers that had Velcro fastening tabs. I didn’t have these on last time, but they felt quite comfortable.   “Down you get” Said tony.   “From now until tomorrow evening you are both on punishment. There will be no play times. Every time a lesson ends you’ll report to the baby’s room together and you will spend each and every break in that room, while everyone else is outside. Do you both understand?”   “Yes said James”   “Yes” I replied.   “Thank you Tony” Said James “I’m really really sorry that I broke the rules and I thank you for not punishing me further” He sounded choked up and really, really sorrowful.   “Tony”   “Yes Simon”   “What did you put up my bum?”   “You’ve both been given suppositories”   “What’s a supositry thingy then?”   “It’s a pill that will make you poo weather you like it or not. The nappy you’ve got on will hold everything in until your next change which will be at bedtime tonight. You won’t receive a change before that, even if your nappy is full to the brim.   Now follow me downstairs please”   He led the way backdown the stairs and to the baby’s room.   Tony opened the door and beckoned us in.   I headed for one of the playpen cages expecting to be placed inside like before.   “I’m not putting you in the playpen’s boys, I think this is punishment enough. You can amuse yourselves with the things you have to play with”   He left the room and closed the door with a definite click behind him.   James and I wandered around the room not speaking, not a word.   “Look I’m sorry” I said.   No reply.   “I shouldn’t have pushed you”   “You didn’t push me, I caved in too easily, I knew what I was doing but I stupidly told you something that I shouldn’t have, and it wasn’t the first time, I’ve been chancing my arm every time I told you something and stupidly I got caught.   It was my stupidity nearly got me sent home and I’m cross with myself for doing it.   It’s not all your fault though, it’s really all down to me, I knew the rules of the agreement, but thanks for sticking up for me I do appreciate it. I think what you said made Tony not send me home”   He came over and gave me a big hug.   We must have looked a right pair, two twelve-year-olds dressed as toddlers hugging like babies do sometimes. And no, I didn’t want a photograph to remind me of the scene.   We talked and played with the toys that had been put into the room to help pass the time, Stupidly we built a tower from the wooden building blocks in the room, and I pushed it over just like a real toddler would once we had finished it.   Well, we were dressed as toddlers why not play like one.   We had been playing and chatting for what seemed hours and then I suddenly felt the urgent need to poo. It was as if my bum muscles had no control anymore and without warning a warm soft flow of slushy poo escaped into my nappy.   “I wondered who would go first” said James.   “You lost” He smiled his usual grin.   “I dunno how you can be so happy fella”   “I’ve just had the biggest runny shit I’ve ever known, and It’s trapped next to my body, and there’s nothing I can do about it”   “Get used to it” he said. “You’ll be stuck like that for the next six hours at least”   “Oh crap” I said, I hadn’t thought of the time scale.   “Look on the bright side though” said James.   “What fucking bright side” I asked.   “Well at least it don’t stink. Can you imagine when I do my business what the stink would be like with two kids in shitty, full nappies”   “Did this happen to you last year?”   He gave me a hard stare.   “Are you really looking to get me kicked out?”   “Oh sorry, I didn’t think. Hang on though who’s going to know if you said anything?”   James didn’t say anything, he just pointed to a spot in the corner of the room.   I looked over and saw a bloody camera positioned on the wall.   “Sound?”   He nodded a yes.   “Fuck, everything we’d spoken about, everything we’d been doing was being recorded. Even the baby hug.   “Don’t worry” he said.   “Nothing you say in here will be taken down and used in evidence” he grinned.   “What’s said in here, like swearing, isn’t taken against you, but expect a dressing down later when were finally let out. You know what to expect, a bit of no swearing nagging from whoever finally comes to get us”   All of a sudden his face changed and I could see from his expression that he had let go a load in his own nappy.   He smiled. Well, were equals again now”   We both laughed.   Next up it’s back with Daniel in     Chapter 37.   We are sailing. Hopefully! Chapter 36.docx

Being the youngest, one trip I was allowed to lay down on the 'shelf' behind the back seat under the rear window.  🤣🤣🤣 But hey, our generation also had fun riding a tobogon being towed behind dad's car in the winter.  And somehow, despite drinking copious amounts of water directly from the garden hose.... I'm still here.

Camilla knowing that she had to be brave and be a rock for Madison gently lifted the girl up and sat her on her lap letting the girl sobbed in her breasts, "It's all right Madison I'm here for you, mommy is here just let it all out, you just had an accident it's okay it happens to anyone." But Madison didn't think it was just an accident her mind drifted to what Alice said, how her brain and body betrayed her, unlocking some secret desire to be small to be a baby and other desires like being spanked also made themselves known to Alice which scared the hell out of Madison and only made her crying worse.