Alyeskabird

It gets weird in part as some get very vocal about there paticular flavor of what sissy is, and are quite willing to use any means needed to shut up anyone that disagrees with them . Really I find it kinda sad.

This has been an issue for me as well, I rather enjoy the fluffy clothing, the ribbons and lace and bows and all that, plus all the ruffles and skirts and stuff. Its adorable. I love it. But I have no interest in the humiliation that seems to be a major part of the whole sissy thing now days. You might want to look into the ALG, err Adult Little Girl, they do a lot of the same sorts of clothing, not quite so extream, aka not likely to see the puffball maid outfits in ALG, but you do see it in sissy. ALG can have lots of diferent sorts of clothing, from newborn style dresses, to schoolgirl outfits, so lots of veriaty, depending on your tastes. I should point out at well, the desire to wear female clothing does not mean your homosexual or transgender, or any of that. I used to know a lot of drag queens, and a bunch of them are straight as an arrow, they just really enjoy playing the role, and playing a female well is actualy quite a challange. Plus a lot of transvestites also just enjoy wearing womens clothing. They have no interest in being a woman, they just enjoy the clothing, heck, some just like the way skirts feel around there legs, and dress that way for comfort. To be honest, yes, you seem more like an ALG rather than a sissy. There is a bit of cross polination with the sissy community and the alg community, so might be something worth looking up. Used to be a couple really good sites, but I do not remember the names, Never mind how much fun camp was, back when it existed.

I mostly wake, pee, go back to sleep. That way I do not fully wake up and I can go right back to sleep. It really does help with getting better sleep.

There is a freecycle thingy here on the message board if you want to make sure they end up in the hands of another diaper lover. Folks will also sell stuff through the messageboard too. I would be rather leary of donating obvious abdl diapers to goodwill, depending on the group running them in your area, and even local laws, some would classify abdl diapers are sex aids or the like. Yah I know, stupid, but, its how things go. Hanging onto them as an incuragment to help you loose waight is also a good idea, done that myself with verious things over the years. Heck, got one of thoes dependico cloth diapers with a cute MLP print on it just for that reason. I can wear it now, so, hey it did help incurage me to loose a bit more inches around the waist. I also have issues with having a non standard body shape, skys, its allmost imposable to get plastic pants that fit right. I gotta get like 5x size so I can fit them around my legs, and then its so loose around my waist that they just will not stay up. So I have had the the make sure to try before buying thing rather sharply pointed out to me a few times.

Oddly, I allways wanted to make something like the old school pampers, super thick, lots of fluff, the fan fold, one tape per side, but, a tape tab that holds good and strong. In truth that would be more a play diaper than a real one. It would have all the issues the old pampers did, leaks like a sieve, and all that, but, there is enough interest I think that it might be worth giving a try. Second I would want to try and make something that was like the old school huggies or loves? Not sure wich brand it was, they where rather simu.lar back in the day. WHen they ran adverts about how thick t here diapers where, and how good they where on containing messes. Heck remember one comercial was a contest of wich kid could fill the diaper the most. Again, more a play diaper than a real one. Then a third one, same basic concept at the second, but, with the modern improvments, SAP, wicking pathways so fluids would use more of the diaper, tall standing leg guards and the like. Still nice and thick though. Would probably have to work on that design more, and eather go with a two tape system, or make it a very wide single tape. Even then, well, would have to build it and test how it fit, and wore. Ahh too much letting my mind drift and thinking of things I would like, then trying to figure out how to make it a reality. Sorta like trying to figure out how to put clothes on a bird.

Diapers, a nice plushy, and a warm drink have allways been good things for me. Course, most times its hot coffee, or tea, or cocoa or cider. I sleep with some plush in my bed every night. and when I can, I tend to go to bed diapered as well, though I have been trying to use cloth more often.

I would seriously sudjest Geordanos stuffed pizza, but, they take a while to get, is like an hour just for the pizza to cook so no time.

ORD? IIRR thats O'hare in Chicago. What to do really really depends on how much time you have to mess around with things. ALso depends on the amount of money you want to spend. If you got several hours and want to rent a car or something, there is I think Tykables, in a sub thats not too far from the airport, but, it would be a bit of a trip from the airport. Elsewise, theres a couple of things you can do at the airport, but, less your really got a lot of time to mess around with, there really is not much to do, other than maybe grab a bite to eat, or see a movie. Heck, if you got like 6 hours plus, you can hop on the train and head into downtown chicago and hit the shops, is lots to do downtown. It really depends on the time you have there.

Gotta remember, a lot of women will use a few squares to wipe after urination. Most times you sit the pot males do not use paper at all, only when they poop. When working out an average, gotta figure what data they are using to get that average to start with.

Oh I know, but, it puts stuff up and out of price range. So been waiting for the v2 us made stuff from northshore to give it a try when they get my size

Yah but a 70 buck shipping fee for a case of diapers is kinda extreame

That looks lovely

Looks cute, but the sizes are all so small.

In a more rural area, but, we got thee diferent strands of fiber running down the street, but none of it is turned on.

Last we checked they wanted 50k to hook us up, and 5k a month for a t1 equivilant.