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RaiOfTheFlame

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  1. While I think many good-hearted ABDLs do definitely have a perspective of such things as a way of projecting and wishing it were them, there are definitely a lot of sickos in our midst making comments on media with children that are clearly of an ABDL nature as well. One only has to look at some of the messed up questions on Quora (or Yahoo answers for the dinosaurs) to find the answer to why videos of children typically have comments turned off. Sad but true.
  2. Very odd website. I'd say it's a scam but it doesn't look like any of the contact info leads anywhere. It's like a dummy website. I wonder why someone would go through all the trouble to make this?
  3. I have talked to a therapist about my ABDL interests in the past. Honestly, your therapist will probably work with you on whatever result you are trying to get. I do not think a good therapist would push you to embrace or reject these feelings. They are not there to sculpt you into who they think you should be. They are there to help you be who you want to be. If you are trying to embrace this side of yourself in a healthy way they will work with you on that, and if you're trying to focus less on these feelings they will also respect that and work with you on that. So, if you are seeking a therapist, do not expect an easy answer. Don't think they will push you down a path you don't want to go down.
  4. I had a roommate that knew about my diapers and was ok with me wearing around the apartment. At the time I suggested he try it, but he declined. That's the only time I've ever suggested diapers to someone else.
  5. Absolutely, having the big squishy warm poo makes my bottom super comfy. Comfy always makes sleep better!
  6. It's definitely a super comfy and babyish experience to slip off into dream land with your diapers nice and warm and squishy. Plus it seems like the only time I can stay comfortable wearing a smushy load for that many hours! Win-win!
  7. My guilty pleasure in life is that I love the silly, unrealistic things you often find in ABDL stories. Suspension of disbelief is just another way to live in a fantasy. However... Here are some of the more egregious ones I have noticed that I personally hate: A kid having a single accident will immediately result in diaper punishment Anyone put into diapers against their wishes will discover they enjoy diapers Sisters all secretly want to diaper their brothers A serious injury that renders someone completely incontinent and only able to crawl A person with an otherwise healthy bowel or bladder losing control after mere minutes of desperation Using a diaper on purpose for the first time results in sudden loss of control and a slippery slope into inevitable incontinence
  8. Ah, it's such a double-edged sword. One of the best memories I ever have of filling my diaper was walking home from school when I was 15, needing to poop the whole way there, and getting home so desperate that I barely had time to strap on the diaper before I pushed out a hot semi-soft load, filling the seat. The biggest poop I have ever done in my life was probably after deliberately holding for 4 days, however, the experience was dreadful. The entire 3rd day, all I could think about was how badly I needed to poop. The entire 4th day, I could barely concentrate on anything except holding it in. I was in agony. I really enjoy big poops, the bigger the better in my opinion, but putting my body through that much misery to achieve it is surprisingly not worth it to me.
  9. I lived with my mom until I was in my mid 20s, so over the course of that time she caught me doing various things, found my stashes, opened my mail on accident... We really only ever had one confrontation about it and she didn't really want to get too into it. She basically just wanted to know if I was physically or mentally ill. It's been many years since that incident and never once brought it up. Part of me is glad she doesn't want to be involved, I'd rather she knew nothing at all, but part of me wishes she wanted to understand given what she does know. Oh well.
  10. What a nice setup! Who wouldn't want to have diapered playtime like that?
  11. I actually never dared to do it as a child, although I always wanted to. That's why when I age play now, I'm much more daring as a youngster than I really was.
  12. I think I stopped watching new cartoons around 2007, and transitioned to anime (Adult Swim) and a lot of stand-up/sitcom comedy programs (Comedy Central). I remember the first cartoon to come out that I just decided to pass on was Chowder. Before that, I have to say I was watching an even mix of Nickelodeon and Cartoon Network. Toonami 1999-2007 was the best TV ever, hands down. I did watch plenty of rerun shows like Scooby Doo, Tom & Jerry, Looney Tunes, but I would say my favorites were the cartoons that came out between 1992 and 2007. when I would have been growing up till when I was about 15. This may be me just being an old fogey, but I think what I have seen of newer cartoons is completely un-watchable. I can definitely say a lot of cartoon toilet humor/diaper scenes did have an interesting effect on me growing up.
  13. I have been getting into several card games lately. I've been a long-time Magic player / collector since around 2010. I mostly like to play Commander and Modern, although I have Legacy and Pauper too. I recently started playing Yugioh again. I played casually up until 2006 and then competitively around 2012, now I'm starting to play competitively again. I also play Pokemon TCG now which I find to be the most fun/casual TCG of them all at the moment.
  14. I had an interest in diapers and messing before I found anything on the internet about it, but resources online helped me define what I enjoyed better and make friends along the way. Without the resources I may not have dedicated as much time to this fetish and let it fade. I do believe the more time spent on this kind of thing early on the more you enjoy it. So, I might have become a lot more vanilla.
  15. Yep! Pants pooping is an integral part of how I enjoy age play. It's so childish and naughty. I love it.
  16. My favorite outdoor activities as a kid were swinging, sliding, kick-ball, tag, climbing on the jungle gym, Four-square, creek-exploring, merry-go-round, and walking the balance beam. These activities combined with play-pretend imagination could last a kid for an eternity. The only activities I would really add to these in my ageplay fantasies that I did not get to do much as a child is see-saw and rocking horse. I think I am among many that second this opinion. The McDonalds play-place was heaven on earth. Sanitation be damned, it was awesome.
  17. Potty-training is a great game for me as an ABDL because potty-training implies training pants and underwear. As much as I love diapers, I also really enjoy messing my pants, and it would be a great suspense-builder to have my 'mommy' sit me on the potty and have me 'try' to use the potty, only for me to end up filling my pants later. Anything that emphasizes that I'm deliberately choosing to be naughty and go in my pants is a bonus in my book. I also am a fan of potty charts that show that I've been having accidents every day. On the flipside, as a switch I would love if my babygirl did the same to me. I'd be the responsible daddy and ask her to sit on the potty and try to go, only for her to go in her pants as soon as I let her up and off to play. How adorable.
  18. School-day accidents is actually what likely first got me interested in this whole AB/DL stuff! Not mine, however, but my classmates. Many of these were also at afterschool daycare, which was a service my elementary school provided. I remember one ~5 year old boy announcing to the teacher that he 'pooped in his pants again', which delighted me the way he said it. There was one girl age ~6 who regularly pooped in her pants, although I never saw her do it, I saw the teachers approach her 3 or 4 times and ask her if she pooped, and her go-to reply was 'only a little'. One boy of about the same age was asked to sit with me after he pooped in his pants while the teacher got things ready to change him. I didn't smell or notice anything, but it was enjoyable to know he had gone in his pants. I escorted this same boy to the bathroom once during recess on a teacher's request. I think he was afraid of the toilets. I witnessed a separate occasion of a teacher pulling back the waistband of another boy to look down the back. It was a cute thing to witness, and really the only time IRL I have ever seen anyone check poopy pants that way. This last occasion was the only one which I was actually involved in. My friend had returned from a field trip while my class was at recess, and they ran out to play with us. He had peed his pants and was acting very proud of the wet patch on his pants, like he had done something funny. It was a hot sunny day, so I actually peed my pants too to be like him, and we played for a while before going inside. I remember the sun actually dried our pants so we never got caught, but I do remember sitting in class later that day smelling of pee. After all my experiences, I would say that being a school-aged, poorly toilet trained child is one of my favorite fantasies.
  19. I had an ex that would toy around with the idea of peeing in her diaper but we never experimented with it. She was not so much an ABDL but very into being humiliated and made a slave so the idea of her wearing a diaper that I would then pee down the front/back did excite her. Nowadays I would like to adapt it, as I'm not much for degradation anymore but would still humor my partner by peeing in their diaper. As for messing, I'm too greedy to share a nice poop, so I would not mess a diaper just for someone else to wear. However, under certain circumstances I would 100% put on a diaper my partner has messed, provided it's a mess that would be nice to wear (squishy, warm, and a tolerable kind of stink). It would have to be one with the mess in the seat, though. I would want to sit in it, not have it just spread against the front. Messes are best for warming up bottoms imo! My version of this kink however would probably be having my partner sit on my lap, just wearing normal clothes, and peeing or pooping her pants. Basically using my lap as a chair to sit and squish to their little heart's delight.
  20. That would be pretty incredible. I think you might be able to achieve it if you had a long session of playing with yourself while needing to go badly, making sure you were close to climax, but not going all the way. Then you could strap your diaper on, fill it up, and I would expect that the pleasure of doing so would push you over the edge into squishy bliss.
  21. I get such a thrill being poopy around other people. Not that I am trying to stink up a place - normally I don't linger. But to be walking around other people, feeling a warm mess against my bottom, and the fact that they don't know about it, makes me feel so small and innocent. ? I've done so just a few times. At the park, at college, in the grocery store, at the gas station. A lot of the times it was not planned. I just ended up needing to go suddenly and decided to poop in my pants. One time however, I did put on a diaper and went to the store to buy some LEGO, and filled it *really* good before going in the store. That was an experience...
  22. I don't rub the mess over my privates, but sitting in a nice mess does make the usual fun times even better.
  23. I was potty trained for daytime by 2.5 so I only have one foggy memory of getting my diaper changed. I would love to have had many fond memories of pooping my pants and having them changed up to the age of 9... I'm jealous!!
  24. I'm a switch so I would enjoy having a baby girl but if I was to have a mommy I would really enjoy that as well. Someone who would check and change my pants whenever I went in them and preferably a woman with large breasts who I could nurse from.
  25. I always had an interest in witnessing others' messy accidents as a kid, I wanted to do it myself so bad but was afraid of getting in trouble. Eventually when I was a pre-teen I began pooping in my pants secretly and developed a fetish for diapers as a way to be more clean about it. As I got older I came to love the ABDL aesthetic but still have a big fetish for underwear pooping. I like to fantasize about being young again, but this time not afraid of doing it in my pants.
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