Goodniteswearer89

@Havelockno I don’t remember where I saw them pee outside, but I’m thinking it was sometime during the summer when we would camp out in my parents camper/ rv in the backyard and it would happen later at night when our parents went to bed. When I did try to squat to pee I would do it when no one was around so I could either squat or stand up.

I can remember when I was younger and I would do the same thing from time to time I think this all started cause I saw either my sister or some female cousins do this so and I wanted to try and pee like a girl. I can even remember for a while I would even do it inside I would sit down to pee cause I wanted to be like a girl.

Like others have said my first time was also with my fingers I would then move on to using tampons and I would even try to use my moms dildo that I found when I was a teen I would eventually once I got my own place buy a small vibrator and now I have a few plugs some that vibrate and some that don’t. The first time I did it I liked it but just didn’t like how I would have poop on my fingers or anything that went up there. It took me a while to realize that I need to give myself an enema before I do anything back there.

Part of me wants to tell someone about my diaper fetish and part of me wants to keep it a secret just cause it gives me such a thrill with it being a secret. The part of me that wants to tell is the part that wants to tell my girlfriend and see what her reaction would be and if she would be into it also and If I could get her to diaper me and be my mamma.

Like everyone has said use powder and lotion. The only issue I have with wearing diapers in hot weather and it’s because I wear pull up type diapers is when I get sweaty or my legs are damp it gets kinda hard to pull up my diapers and the waistband tends to rip a little other than that and just getting sweaty down there when I have one on those are the only issues I have when wearing when it’s hot

I am the same way I have days were I want to be a girl and days were I like being a boy. On days were I want to be a girl I like to pretend I’m a teenage girl just starting puberty and the same when I pretend I’m a boy.

I would attend. I would like to meet more abdl people in real life.

Hi. I hope you enjoy yourself here and find plenty of people to talk to on here. You can message me anytime you like.

Welcome to dd @AlwaysenjoyedI hope you enjoy your time here. I too am the same way I have liked diapers since I was young too and didn’t buy my first diapers for me until I was in my mid 20s I’m 34 btw. I see you also like pull ups rather than large diapers. As my name suggests I like to wear goodnites training pants when I can. If you want to talk or know about me just message me.

Welcome. Hope you enjoy it here. Feel free to message me anytime you want to talk and I will respond back as soon as I can.

Hi and welcome.

Hi and hope you enjoy it here. I too have had a diaper fetish for a while now and no one really knows about it. I’m a closet wearer and closet abdl. I too have done both the parent and little role play. I would like to find someone to role play with also.

Hi and welcome hope you enjoy it here. If you want someone to talk to just message me.

Nice pull up

Update I decided not to wear a diaper to my doctors appointment the other day even though I could have cause I didn’t have to disrobe at all. The only thing they did when I went was check my blood pressure, look in my ears and down my throat and listen to my breathing and draw some blood.