Alwaysenjoyed

I’m a male, 39 and have been a DL since I was young. It’s always been there but I’ve never really acted on it but always been on the fringes of the forums looking in. Tonight I brought my first diapers for me. I don’t know how I’d be classed. I kinda like to wear what I like to see. It’s the feel, the look, the kink of it. Day to day I consider myself quite ‘manly’ but as I type this I’m wearing dry night pull-ups with pink panties and a white short skirt - and I love it. I don’t especially want to be mothered, well not solely, equally I’m happy to be a daddy but not exclusively. For me it’s more sharing a part of me that’s me with someone that her. It’s my ultimate fantasy that I can have on my own but would love to share. I like pull-ups rather than large diapers, I don’t mind water sports. I like the innocence but also the trust and the love that comes with being so open. I find it a massive turn on both physically and visually. I’m here to be me or the part of me that i can’t be all the time. Thank you for providing a place I can do that in.