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MarkSmith

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  1. Will a Wet Diaper Make a Room Smelly?

    I take nullo pills and this almost eliminates all of the smell from my pee pee. If I wear a diaper pushing 12 hours sometimes I have a faint urine smell. There is definately a big difference if I forget to take my pills and my wife and I both agree. If I have missed some pills the morning time is definately the strongest but I really only notice it when I move around and break the seal so to speak.
  2. 20 Week Unpotty Training Update

    I have reached the 20 week mark of my unpotty training and pretty much the same old same old. I am experiencing longer post void dribbling, maybe a good two minutes or so after a bowel movement. I find that I must be on tile after I get off the potty so that I can wipe the drips up afterwards. Night time wetting is getting easier and easier but it is still all conscious wettings. I find myself awaking so much more to wet and I hope I just start wetting in my sleep soon so I can get a better nights rest. At work I seem to be still turning the tap off so to speak but when it is time to pee pee it comes fast and there is no stopping. The only other thing that is new like I posted earlier I can feel my wee wee start leaking pee pee when ever I am changing. When not being changed by my wife I change myself standing up against the wall. The do put a little pressure on my belly when trying to get my diaper tight but this leaking starts almost immediately when starting to change.
  3. maybe found out

    I completely agree and so does my wife. She recently told me (which I posted here) being 100% truthful with her was one of the most important factors to her accepting me in diapers. Trust me I know that can put you in a scary place but if she already knows you wear diapers then you are already halfway there. Hiding, sneaking, and going behind her back will only hurt both of you in the long run.
  4. Should I start wearing diapers 24/7

    Wearing diapers 24/7 is one of the best decisions I have ever made in my life. Before becoming permanently padded I was miserable, unhappy, and diapers consumed my thoughts. It was unhealthy for me and I thought that it would cost me my family. I know, I know everyone talks about finding a balance to the desires you have of being diapered but for me the reality was I was never going to stop thinking about diapers and being in them. The simplest solution was to answer that desire and wear them permanently. Since making that decision which my wife and I did together I am a completely different person. I am not irratiable and grumpy all the time. My thoughts are not consumed by diapers and it allows me to focus more on my wife and children. Because of this my relationship with my family is the best it's ever been and I am so very happy. Of course you'll find that there are challenges to wearing diapers 24/7 and only you will know for sure if you're up to them. Before you actually try wearing 24/7 you could always diaper yourself for a week or even a month to find out if this is something you truly want. You may find that getting diaper rash is not so fun or being required to change at an inconvenient time is not for you. Only you know what diapers mean to you and how bad they need to be a part of your life. I obviously could not live without them and as a result I will probably be happily wearing them for the rest of my life.
  5. Five days in nappies

    Congratulations. Five days is a great first step. Through my own experience I can promise you it gets easier and easier as time passes to wear diapers longer and longer. Tomorrow will be my 140th day in diapers permanently and I am happier than ever. From the sound of it diapers are continously on your mind and you will find if you make the plunge to 24/7 use it eleviates a lot of mental burden. Should you need any advice along the way I am available to provide you with tips that has worked for me. Wear proud.
  6. 20 Week Unpotty Training Update

    So I have noticed something new recently. Everytime I change into a new diaper and I instantly feel pee pee starting to move through my wee wee. I am not trying to wet myself in any way and it seems to be an involuntary reaction. Has anyone experienced this before during their unpotty training process?
  7. Wearing a Onsie outdoors

    I wear a black one everyday as well. Are you referring to just your onesie or your onesie and other clothes?
  8. I can not even explain how thankful I am to be married to such a wonderful woman. After eight years of being together she has taught me so much about unconditional love and loyality. She has stayed by my side despite my selfishness, irratiability, and lack of empathy. Most woman would have given up on their partner yet she has always been committed to us uncondotionally. Yes, this has included my desires to live a lifestyle as a little girl in our bedroom and underneath my clothes. She has exercised so much patience and understanding. When I could not provide her the answers of what she could not understand she took the time to seek out the answers elsewhere through research and talking to someone. Our relationship has grown so much over the years. I think back to the beginning and it definately was extremely challenging especially when it came to diapers. The desire to wear diapers can be difficult on an individual let alone a significant other. With the ups and downs of binge and purge cycles, feelings of shame or guilt, the confusion of your desire to wear after a sexual release it can be very complicated. My feeling also included desires to be a sissy little girl which made a situation that was already complicated much more so. It takes a strong woman to be with someone like me and that same strong woman could have just as easily decided to leave me. At one time I honestly thought that would happen... 10/17/2011... Titled : My Wife is Going to Divorce me Over Diapers... "My wife and I got in a huge fight yesterday and it of course came out that she can not handle my diaper usage and maxipad wear. What do I do? Do I try and stop. I really do not know if I can. In fact, I am almost positive I can not stop. Please help." "I am thankful for your advice, I really am. I understand the concept of not doing it around her. I have done that in the past and she felt by doing so I was dishonest by going behind her back. I think what it boils down to is that it is all or nothing for both of us if that makes sense. "Its a lot of ups and downs. I love my wife and I love my lifestyle. At one time both were acceptable and now because of change its not. That's why I posted this in the psychology corner. It is hard to deal with mentally. I wish it was as simple as just throwing away my diapers just to make her happy. For whatever reason I can not do that and its hard to understand why I can not" "My wife and I were in huge fight yesterday. Of course she brought up that she wants to be with a man and not a sissy that wears diapers and maxis. I know she wants me to stop but I know that I can not. She let me know that my choice to wear diapers and panties means I love them more than her." These were very challenging times in our marriage for both of us. I honestly had reached the point that despite loving my life more than anything maybe I was better off to be alone. I felt that it may be impossible for a woman to ever understand me and how I felt and that it was unfair for her to even try and do so. Over time and a lot of communicating our feelings to one another we began to grow in our relationship. While doing so the love and respect for another also increased and my desire to wear diapers became less and less of an issue between us. Eventually my wife's love for me became so unconditional that she began to accept me for who I was. Diapers did not matter. Being a lil girl did not matter. All that mattered was being the love of her life and her soulmate. With that acceptance my love grew for her into a love I have never known. I needed diapers and I needed my wife and I was thankful to have both. What I thought would be the last major hurdle for our relationship as far as wearing diapers was when I told her I was ready to wear diapers permanently and would like to be diaper dependant. How many significant others have to deal with their partners wanting to be unpotty trained. What I thought was going to be a problem was not at all. She explained to me it is what it is and I accept you for who you are no matter what. Since that time I have been in diapers permanently and our relationship has actually been amazing. I am such a happier person and concentrate so much more of my attention on my family and wife. I feel as if this never ending desire to wear diapers is over as I wear them all the time and they do not consume my every thought. I have opened up to my wife and shown her a vulnerable side she has never seen in me before. That has only made her love me so much more. So THANK YOU my beautiful and wonderful wife. Thank you for the unconditional love and understanding. Your devotion to me has changed my life and I will spend the rest of my life showing you how much that means to me. Anyone else who is thankful of their significant other accepting that they wear diapers I would love to hear your stories. Those who struggle through a relationship because of diapers read this and know that love can find a way to make things work out.
  9. Question to any one in management or supervisor?

    It is really hard to say. I have held some high level management positions at companies. If I had a go getter like yourself that clearly is taking the initiative and is motivated to become a manager I would recommend him for a position in another division should I have no room for advancement under me. Sure, it would be hard to lose you but honestly that would be putting my work needs above yours. I always took the approach as if I am in the subordinates shoes. What would I do? What is best for their individual situation or family? No matter how awesome an employee is the job always continues on in their absence because there is no other choice. There is also always a possibility that your manager is fearful of you taking his/her job. It seems it is getting harder and harder to find individuals that truly have a drive to advance in todays workplace. I say this based off of managing a 100 man site and it was hard to even find team leaders to volunteer. A weak or poor manager could be intimidated by your efforts. Only you really can sense the answer to this. Regardless do not change what you are. Always strive for the better position and I promise you eventually you will reap the rewards for doing so.
  10. My Husband is an AB/DL

    I absolutely did not suggest anything. A decision has to be made either way. The reality is a lot of us can not change who we are. I know I could not. If that is the case then their partner has a choice to make. Does he accept that or leave. Just as the baby in the relationship can decide to change as well. This is all highlighted in the following post I wrote. Once again I am not suggesting what worked for me will work for him. I am simply stating be prepared that you may not be able to change who your partner is and if so you will have a tough decision to make.
  11. ABDL Diapers - too many options?

    I can remember a decade ago there was only one ABDL disposable diaper the original Bambino Classico. I am so happy all these diaper companies give our community options. A great thank you to the diaper manufacturing plants in China. The prices have started to get much more competitive and there are better sales and deals that are offered as well. I think the complaint will always be the cost until ABDL diaper pricing matches that of the medical brands. Look at the options that little girls and sisses have now. Before we did not have any diapers except either a custom cloth diaper or pink sissy plastic panties to cover our diapers with. Now we have DC Amor, Rearz Princess, Dotty the Pony, My Diaper Princess, etc. It is a sissy dream come true!
  12. My Husband is an AB/DL

    This honestly is quite normal in my experience with talking with people who live the lifestyle with a significant other. I know in my realtionship my wife had to bend a lot more than I did to accept me as a sissy baby girl who wears diapers permanently. Unfortunately as littles we have tendancy to be very selfish. Just like a baby we want our needs to come before everyone elses. It takes a strong and very loving partner to both deal with this and try and set boundries. Littles also experience ups and downs and binge and purge cycles constantly. One minute you are in a diaper and the next minute you are not. This was really hard for my wife to both roleplay and also the thoughts in her mind. Is my husband a man today or a babygirl? Once we decided I would be a full time diaper wearer a lot of these issues went away. Communicate your feelings to him and explain he is hurting you. It seems a lot of what you discussed may be able to be worked out through talking about it. In my personal experience my wife sacrificed more of her feelings for me to live this lifestyle because she loved me so much. Love found a way.
  13. Going out for the first time soon

    I am glad that finding yourself as a little may have completed who you are. Diapers definately did the same for me and I am now so much happier. I try to help people who are nervous to wear diapers in public. I wear one of the thickest adult baby diapers on the market to work and in public every single day and I remain discreet about it. Unforfunately to be as discrete as possible when wearing thick diapers does cost some money. It always helps if you do decide to wear diapers in public that you are not feeling guilty or ashamed of wearing one in the first place. Also, confidence is everything. If you go around nervous acting as if your hand has been caught in the cookie jar then it is a lot easier to draw attention to yourself.
  14. Going out for the first time soon

    You will have no problems wearing those discreetly in public. I confidence and enjoy.
  15. Why do I feel ashamed about wearing diapers

    Your age also works against you here as well in a hormonal sense. As a young man you are producing a lot of testosterone during this period of your life and that can affect your feelings about diapers. This was the only time in my life I did not have any desire to wear diapers. Being a man and wearing diapers in counterintuitive and will allow for confusion and guilt during this stage of your life. Essentially your body and the hormones it produces becomes your enemy here. In time I believe these feelings will pass for you even if it means you have to take your diaper off for a little while.