Cute_Kitten

You'd wear a diaper to work and use it and continue to try and get used to keeping your muscles uncontracted. Bladder untraining is training to become incontinent, which means diapers 24/7, everywhere and anywhere. At work, at school, out golfing, at a relative's birthday party, at your highschool reunion, at a funeral, an amusement park, the doctor, the museum, on a bus, etc.

Trying something new is always fun. It's good you used paragraphs. Watch the run-on sentences. When there is a new speaker, use a new line. Otherwise, the speakers get mushed together and it may confuse readers.

A huge thank you to my subscribers on Patreon! This story is complete on Patreon. Another story, Beach Baby, is near completion, and next week I'll be posting the first part of a new story. https://www.patreon.com/Cute_Kitten Prissy lay on her bed as always, legs spread eagle. No home care aide was on duty at this hour. She only wore a pink fleece nightgown that velcroed close in the back and had lace around the collar and cuffs- a garment for an old lady, not a young teenager. Over top of that, a plastic bib hung off her neck to catch her drool. Her legs were bare, bulging baby print diaper with happy cartoon clowns on the front panel fully exposed. The diaper was swollen, the white plastic tinged yellow with her pee in the front and brown in the back from a bowel movement. At the sight of her, Lili felt the old hatred stir. She wanted to go across the room to Prissy and jeer at her. She hadn’t been in to see Prissy for quite a while, ever since her talk with Asha. Her feelings had not changed, but that didn’t mean she had to act on those feelings. Now, she couldn’t act on those old feelings either, not in front of Cameron. She didn’t want him to see that nasty side of her, the monster she kept locked deep inside. Cameron was her priority. She was just here to get him a new diaper. Yet her eyes still glared daggers at Prissy. At the sound of the door opening, Prissy’s head rolled as she tried to see who her visitor was. Her hated cousin. She hadn’t seen that awful bitch in ages. Prissy moaned in distress and anger, drool running down her slack jaw. Lili smiled like a shark at the sounds, at the enraged fear on Prissy’s face. She turned her head, completely ignoring her cousin and kissed the top of Cameron’s head. Cameron clung to Lili’s arm, too terrified to look around the room at all. He stumbled blindly after Lili, trusting her to guide and protect him. The rational part of his brain knew Prissy could not hurt him ever again, not in the state she was in. But the old fears, old hurts and memories bubbled up, threatening to overwhelm him. Only Lili’s touch kept him grounded. His knees shook, but he was determined to stay in this room with Prissy no matter how scared he was. Cameron, terrified of Prissy. Prissy, terrified of Lili. And Lili, struggling to keep her focus on Cameron and not gloat in Prissy’s misery. She snorted; life was a cosmic joke. Living proof God had a sense of humor. Lili walked straight to Prissy’s diaper supplies and grabbed an open bag of clown diapers, a tub of wipes, tube of diaper cream, and a bottle of baby powder. Arms full, she headed back to the door with Cameron still clinging to her, slowing her down. If she moved too fast, he stumbled and that exacerbated his fear. It took everything the fragile boy had just to be in this room with his old tormentor. Prissy’s eyes widened at the sight of Lili with her diapers. What fresh horror was her diabolical cousin going to unleash upon her? She whimpered, drool running down her chin. Lili’s head turned towards her with a nasty smirk and a playful wink. Cameron’s whimper echoed Prissy’s. Lili froze, his soft whimper slapping the maliciousness off her face. She immediately kissed the top of his head again. “Shh. Cam-Cam. It’s alright. You’re doing so good. So brave. I’m proud of you.” Lili met Prissy’s eyes. “You don’t even recognize him, do you? God, you’re such a fucking cunt.” She paused. “I guess I am, too. For what I did to you.” Prissy’s jaw went slack in shock, more drool trickling down the corners of her mouth. Was that an apology? Or Lili just acknowledging what a horrible, abusive monster she was? Lili smiled at Prissy’s expression. “Oh, I’m not sorry. You fully deserved it. I’d do it all again, with relish. Plus more. It’s just disgusting, thinking that you and I are alike at all. Y’know what the difference between us is? He didn’t deserve any of it. You did. You do. Aww, don’t look like that. I’m not gonna do anything to ya anymore. That includes helping you and changing you out of that icky diapee. Tootles.” She tugged Cameron to the door. Cameron stayed rooted to the carpet and tugged back on Lili’s arm timidly, holding her back. She could easily yank him forward and into compliance, but his soft hesitation held her full attention, caught her off guard. “Cameron?” Lili’s brow wrinkled in worry. “What’s wrong?” He raised his head, looking right at Prissy. He shook all over, pressing his slim body into Lili, using her as a human shield. She felt his trembling and feared he was having a mental or emotional breakdown. “L-Lili, that’s not nice.” He spoke so softly the girls had to strain to her him. Prissy stared at the pretty boy, still not recognizing him in Lili’s clothes. Taken aback, Lili stuttered at his timid reprimand. “But-she’s not nice. She deserves it. You can let her have it. Go on, Cam. For everything she’s done to you.” Inwardly, she winced; she’d never wanted Cameron to see even the claws of the hate-monster that resided deep within her. “She does deserve it. She’s a monster. I don’t forgive her- I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to. But this...would you make fun of me for being a baby? For my diapers?” He spoke softly to Lili, but never took his eyes off Prissy. “Of course not!” “Then we shouldn’t make fun of her. Even if she deserves it. You’re not a monster like she is. You tell me I’m pretty. You kiss my scars. She got all the other kids calling me Freddy Krueger.” His voice was soft and shy, no malice in his words. He shook from head to toe like a leaf in the wind, but he never faltered. He stayed cowering behind Lili, keeping her between him and his old tormentor. His rational mind knew Prissy couldn’t hurt him anymore, but his fear of her was a primal instinct he couldn’t shake. Lili made him feel brave, grounded him enough to push back against the fear and face his old bully. He just stared at Prissy patiently, waiting for recognition. Prissy gasped, jaw going slack. Spittle dribbled down her wet chin and onto her slobber covered bib. Freddy Krueger?! What the hell? But he was dressed like a normal teen now, minus the obvious diaper bulge. If he never said that nickname, she never would have recognized him. Dressed like this, he looked...good. Pretty. So appealing she would’ve flirted with him if she’d been normal. Now, the big baby diaper shitting freak was normal and she was the diaper shitting freak. This had to be some horrible, cruel joke. This was worse than when Lili brought Max over. She looked at Lili, narrowed her eyes and growled. Drool sprayed out. Lili snorted but said nothing. Cameron kept talking, still staring at her. “You won’t even look at me, will you? After what you did….I’m still hurt. I’m still afraid. Of you, of other kids. Because of what you did, everything you put me through. But I’m looking at you. I didn’t think I’d be able to. And...it feels...good. I never thought I’d be able to say these things. They’ve all been trapped inside for so long. It’s like...letting a bubble out of my chest. You don’t have to look at me. That’s okay...this...maybe this isn’t for you at all. Maybe….it’s really for me.” He bit his lower lip and trailed off, feeling selfish and wrong for speaking up. But wrong had never felt so right. Lili had taught him that. He buried his face in Lili’s shoulder, uncertain and shy once more. Lili laid her head on top of his. “You really surprise me, baby- big boy. My big boy.” She smiled and led him out of the room. Neither one glanced at Prissy again.

Northshore Care's response is rational, well-balanced and thoughtful. They've handled this situation well. They're looking at the facts, not feelings.

The website wearing clouds sells diaper samples. I've ordered from there before, I like them.

That's a lot to deal with, on top of having financial struggles. I totally empathize. I hope you can find the resources you need. Have you tried connecting with government assistance programs to see if any of those would be of any help? There's federal government assistance programs, and state ones (maybe even local ones, depending upon your area). Another areas to look at are to see if there are any local charities that could help you. Another place to look could possibly be some local churches- they might have some charities/ volunteer organizations/ etc. You usually don't have to be religious or a member of that church to ask for help- at least not with any of the ones I've worked with. Or try getting in touch with a Social Worker office- they might be able to direct you to local resources. It's a lot to deal with, but don't give up. If you ever just need to vent/ peops to listen to you, we're here for you. ETA: Here's a website for the department of health and human services. I hope this can be of help to you. https://www.hhs.gov/programs/social-services/index.html

I think that's a very well-balanced and appropriate response. "We had a different experience, but we hear your concerns and we're going to research this further."

I love this idea!

Canned genius, just add baby formula? ? (I joke, I joke. I couldn't resist) ?

This reminds me of something unusual I saw when I was away with family for Memorial Day- we went to a Civil War tourist site, and outside of a shop that sold a bunch of souveniers and Civil War themed stuff, including costumes, was a rainbow flag flying alongside a confederate flag. It was very weird seeing the two flags side by side- but the confederate flag was to attract customers "Hey! We sell Civil War stuff! Buy our souveneirs!" and the Rainbow flag to support the LGBT*. I thought it was kinda cool a small shop like that was into showing support.

Before mixing pills, even over the counter stuff, you should talk to your doctor or a pharmacist to be safe and make sure there won't be any unintended consequences/ side effects. If you do decide to go ahead and roll the dice sans expert/medical consultation, at the very least, staying hydrated is important (and not just for the amount of pee going into your diaper). Before playing with pills, I'd recommend trying natural diuretics and adjusting your diet/ hydration levels along with the 12 month diaper training program, or hunting up a bedwetting training program. Throw in some subliminal messaging/ hypnosis files (you can find free ones on warp my mind). ETA: If you really want to play with pills, you could always just take a sleeping pill and drink a lot of water just before going to bed, that way as you sleep your bladder will fill up. (But still, even just taking one type of pill, even over the counter, I always recommend consulting with the pharmacist just in case because everyone's body is different, you never know how your body will react, especially if you're on doctor prescribed medications)

I want to say thank you to my supporters on Patreon. I really appreciate it! ? This update has been available on my patreon for a few weeks. There's also updates to Bad Seed and a new story, Beach Baby. https://www.patreon.com/Cute_Kitten

I wonder if Rearz, if the trademark gets approved, will try to go after ABU, Tykables, and Bambino for having dinosaur printed diapers. (I'm partially kidding, partially curious)?

There's always castor oil.

I've never been to either one, but I know one person whose con to capcon and they really enjoyed it. I know a few people who went to Teddycon-online friends who met up IRL- and they all really enjoyed it. I would've gone to Teddycon but I couldn't afford it, and even if I could, I couldn't get that time off of work.

wunderbar!

Some fun but not super baby diapers I'd recommend are: ABU Lavender, ABU Kiddo (Name aside, this is one of my favorite prints- blue and green owls with stars!) Rearz Rebel (skull and crossbones! Edgy + diapered!), Rearz Violet (all purple diaper! yas!) And the North Shore Lites in color (purple is my jam) and these ones aren't as thick as the Rearz/ ABU, which could be good if you don't want to wear long/ don't need that much absorption. As for pullups....only thing I can think of is Good Nights for Girls in the bigger sizes, depending upon your body's build. I hope you find a diaper you like! I've worn the Rearz and ABUs and loved them! ETA: And DC Amor. I got a few from wearing clouds. They're pink with a fluffy white kitten on the front. Might be a little juvenile, but I thought I'd mention them just in case you'd be interested.

I'm excited to try these. I like that the Tykables is scented, but the ABU ones look so cute.

I've heard of it happening, too. You might want to be upfront about it though. If you don't tell them the truth, and they find out, the results may not be pretty. https://www.cbsnews.com/news/change-my-diaper-man-pretends-to-be-helpless-infant-in-outrageous-scam/ https://www.abc15.com/news/crime/pd-gilbert-man-fakes-down-syndrome-hires-caregivers-to-bathe-him-and-change-diapers

that's lots of fun, too. Maybe she'd like him as a baby and decide to not un-shrink/ un-baby him!

Guilty feelings can be hard to deal with- I think for some ABDLs that's what sparks the whole binge and purge cycle. Being different from "normal" or "mainstream" for any reason can have it's hard times. Sometimes it's hard to tell that little voice to shut up. I've often argued with it myself. Stories motivated by love instead of force can be fun. But forced stories can be fun, too! Force just kinda didn't go with the Valentine vibe I was after though. :3 That would be a very fun story! Maybe she could be a mad scientist!

Not a literature genre, but there's yuri hentai of the manga/ anime world. ?

Any form of body modification or self-injury should be carefully thought over, contemplated, then contemplated some more. Collateral damage and unintended consequences can easily happen, and not all of it is repairable. Give it a good, long, and hard thought before rolling those dice.

This was very cute regression story, and I like the hinted-at dark undertones (hinted at through connection to the previous Dependent story). Cute with just a dash of sinister.