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I like the bright colors and the character designs. I wish there was a picture of the diaper unfolded so we could see what it looks like on (or maybe there is a picture and I missed it?).

This was a good one. That's definitely one way to celebrate the holiday! 😂 "Did you put that on with a shovel?" Had me cracking up. Poor Brett quickly dug himself a hole he couldn't get out of! 🤣

Very true. There is the old saying "where there's a will, there's a way". So far none of the prisoners have found that way - or if they have, that person or persons mentally haven't pulled the proverbial trigger yet. I usually don't write in first person, and I think it's great for getting up close and personal with a character and their inner workings, but it is also more restrictive IMO. All the world building etc is just from that character's POV. I'm more used to third person and head-hopping around when it's convenient to give different angles and different POVs so that taken all together they can paint a more well-rounded picture for the readers. This story started out as a character sketch (which is why there is a lot of telling and not as much showing) then it developed into a story on its own. I haven't given the main character a name because I wanted to try to capture the "just another brick in the wall" vibe and I thought a nameless protagonist might add to it. I experimented a lot in this story, and I appreciate the feedback. It lets me know any problems or holes that I missed, and it lets me know how the story and characters and their world are coming across. I also enjoy hearing what readers think.

In their shoes, I certainly would opt for it as well. A lot of the inmates, especially when newly incarcerated, have been sent to solitary confinement they call The Abyss since it's total sensory deprivation for 15 hours at a time and after so many trips they get very complacent very fast. I can see them being more afraid of the guards using less-than-lethal methods for subduing them (maybe rubber bullets or tear gas or tazing, etc) and they would end up in solitary for extended periods of time and they don't want to risk it. I think if they knew death would be a guaranteed certainty they'd take the out. I tried to show how the main character has been instiutionalized and is compliant in some ways yet he won't acknowledge it because he's in denial. I think a lot of the inmates are holding out for the hope, too, that the new president's new regime will come crumbling down and the old status-quo would be restored.

Sorry the diapers were dud spuds. I'm diapered this weekend (but I'm always diapered lol pink plastic backed Sunkiss Masterpiece from Amazon). Hope you have a good Independence Day weekend!

in-Depends is only good if you like leaks 😂

Do you think it was a one-off/ faulty diaper? Has this happened at home with the Peekabus? I think the Peekabus are adorable, but it's been a hot minute since I've worn them. Last time I got a bag of them was...oof, a few years ago. I'm glad your coworkers didn't notice. That would be embarrassing! I'd be mortified if a diaper ever fell apart on me at work or out in a social situation. (A peril of being padded, I guess. 😂) I haven't had a diaper fall apart on me, but I've had a few leaks in public, especially when I wear thinner diapers and instead of changing frequently I assume the diaper can hold more than it actually can. 🤣 I've had good experience with Northshore Megamax, it's one of my go-to everyday diapers. I hope you have better luck tomorrow with the Megamax.

I guess diaper-wearers are on the cutting edge of high fashion. This truly has been a wild year. 😂 What's next, actual diapers on the runway? ABDL goes haute couture? Will we have models crinkling down the runway in Rearz and ABU etc diapers? Ngl that would be kinda cool to see and given some of the...um...unique... designs of high fashion, it wouldn't surprise me. Okay reading through that article, some of the clothing seriously resembles diaper covers/ plastic pants. Like this image taken from the article (just in case someone reading the thread doesn't feel like reading the article)

Insomnia is definitely no fun. It always seems to hit me on a work night, never at a time when I can be all "meh I'm off so I can just sleep in".

The only thing that breaks up the monotony of our days is when the new government permits journalists and filmmakers to tour their revolutionary new supermax, the crown jewel in their war on gangs. They proudly display their trophies- us gangsters they’ve captured, the defeated and diapered. The Warden gives the tours personally. He’s the only one brave enough to show his face. The only time we get news of the outside world is when the journalists talk to their cameramen and viewers, or when the Warden brags to the foreign journalists about how other nearby countries are emulating their revolutionary padded prison blueprint and tough crackdown on crime. The diapers are his favorite thing to point out. Before a tour begins, he often makes us take our shirts off to show off our gang tattoos. He has us line up at the front of our cells, our bulging, wet and messy baby diapers on full display. One of his favorite lines is “Our country is now the safest in the solar system. Children can safely play outside and go to school and our vendors can sell their goods in peace. Our streets are clean. Now the only thing these criminals dirty are their diapers.” He always laughs at his own lame joke. Today’s tour begins like any other. While the Warden escorts the journalists and film crew through intake- where they will be thoroughly searched as a matter of protocol to prevent smuggling in of any contraband- us prisoners are ordered by the Deputy Warden to take off our shirts and line up facing the cell front in just our soiled diapers, socks, and crocs. Only a few well-vetted journalists from across the globe and the space colonies get the privilege of being international propaganda. I know all this because I hear the journalists comment into their microphones how rigorous and thorough the screening process is. I sit on my bunk bed- my little space on the long metal slab bolted into the cement wall. From my reputation out on the streets and my tattoos that bear witness to my gang rank, I’ve earned the privilege of the bottom bunk. Another inmate and I stare wordlessly at each other, both our faces blank. Out on the streets, we would be rivals and kill each other on site. In here, all we can do is shut ourselves down, sit, stare, and helplessly fill our diapers. I have no affection for him, and he has none for me. But we do have mutual respect for each other as fellow victims of a ruthless regime. Suddenly the guards snap to attention as if sensing an incoming inspection. They’re always paying attention, the guards in front of the cells and the guards above the cells. Sometimes their stances may relax when their shift was almost over, but their eyes are always upon us. I’ve often wondered how they don’t get bored watching diapered jailbirds do nothing all day. How do they keep their minds from wandering and attention from wavering? Their eyes- those the only thing of their masked faces we can see- tell me. The guards fear and hate us in equal measure, and the flames of that hatred have yet to burn out. When it does, the guards will probably quit or transfer to a lower security prison and someone with a shiny new axe to grind will take their place. And here comes the Deputy Warden. Something is off. He’s sweating profusely and looks harried and nervous, not proud and excited like he usually is. He bellows orders, tone short and clipped and unsure. He keeps changing his mind on what inmates he wants up front. He points at one, shakes his head, then points at another. He bangs his baton on the iron bars when the inmates don’t crinkle fast enough for his liking. It would be so, so easy to grab that baton and bash him on the head. No one dares try. Maybe they’ve broken us more than we’d care to admit. The guards are statues, silent sentinels the Deputy Warden ignores as he prowls up and down both lines of cells. He gets near mine. With a resigned sigh, I stand up. My partially wet diaper with the teddy bear ballerinas on it crinkles then sags, the weight of a full, heavy bowel movement pulling it down. Due to my numerous tattoos, I’m usually selected to be up front. My face, head, back, and arms are covered in symbols of the respect and power I once carried. It’s my chest that draws the most interest. My entire abdomen from pelvic area to collar bones features a large hand in the devil horns pose. But the pointer and pinky fingers are the same length. Instead of human nails, these nails are sharp and pointed- claws instead of nails. A demon hand. It represents rebellion against societal norms and inner strength. The journalists are always fascinated by it and always ask the Warden what it means. The Warden loves to point my tattoo out then points out my diaper, especially if I’m visibly wet and messy. Once I helplessly crapped myself in full view of a camera. It was awful. My bruised pride remembers it so well, the first time I messed myself in front of journalists. The Warden and some nameless, faceless journalist stood on either side of my cell, just outside the damn yellow lines. Just one more step and I could’ve reached through the bars and choked both of them, a hand for each obnoxious throat. The journalist rambled on, spewing the propaganda lies he’d been fed, proclaiming how our forced diaper dependence was good and wholesome, how it supposedly shifted criminal thinking and it was a revolutionary new technique in the rehabilitation of hardened criminals. The Warden smugly nodded along. Like that fucker understood the foreign language the journalist spoke. I did. That language is my second tongue. I knew better than to reply or act like I understood, so I just stared dead-eyed and defiant at the hovering camera drone. Suddenly, no warning at all all, not even a tummy twinge, my butt trumpeted out a long, loud, and wet sounding fart. The microphone picked up every sound, every toot and squirt and squelch. The back of my thick diaper visibly ballooned out as I deposited my noisy, massive load. The cameraman operating the drone’s remote controls zoomed in on my defecation act. Then my diaper sagged with the weight of my shit. The Warden looked even more smug than usual. He explained in great detail the cutting edge technology behind our diapers. He even made me turn around so the camera had a better view of my visibly poopy diaper. This time, just like every time, I am chosen to be up front. I take my spot in front of the bars next to the other chosen sacrificial lambs while the rest of our numerous cellmates line up behind us. A few lucky ones get to stay in their bunks at the back of the cells because there is not enough room up front. We all pay attention because it’s the only thing to do in this gods-forsaken hellhole. Even a religious book would be a relief. The main door opens with a loud metallic echo. We hear the heavy stomps of the Warden’s boots before we see him. The Deputy Warden rushes to his side, stiff at attention. The guards all tense as if eager for a prison revolt or riot to put down. Three cameramen and their floating camera drones with multiple lenses to capture everything from every angle follow. Something is off with the Warden. His chest isn’t puffed out and he’s not strutting around like he usually does. He’s nervous instead of eager to show off. More guards in different uniforms come in. I stiffen at the sight. I know those uniforms. Everyone knows those uniforms. The personal bodyguards of the president. I barely repress a sneer. So the big dictator himself couldn’t resist a chance to gloat on intergalactic social media no doubt. I feel the tension in my fellow inmates, anger, pride, and defiance bubbling up. Unless the tyrant has come to personally announce the reinstatement of the death penalty, there is nothing more that man can do to us. He’s already taken away everything. I do not fear him. Hell, death would be an improvement, a release from the decades upon decades in this hell. Like we didn’t have enough guards already. It’s all a shitshow to impress the sheeple. My country’s elected dictator is followed by high ranking sycophants and toadies. His ministers and cabinet leaders, and decorated military leaders in crisp uniforms dripping with medals. The president is talking to the cameras, addressing the world and the space colonies. The Warden’s normal bluster is gone. He’s subdued, submissive to these men of higher rank and social status. My contempt for all of them only deepens. I don’t pay any attention. My eyes glaze over. I stare across the vast room to the opposite cell. It’s empty, awaiting the next load of victims condemned to diapers. The president is still yapping. I tune him out. No doubt his flapping gums are praising himself and his revolutionary new diaper rehabilitation program. He’s probably going to make some new announcement about it-maybe he’s building another prison or some big, powerful country has asked for help in implementing it. Whatever it is, his ego will not allow anyone else to make such a grand proclamation. What better place to announce any breaking news than the torture dungeon that started it all? While he blathers on, some of his entourage break off and look around at the various cells and the prized trophies on display. I keep my gaze straight ahead, my chin up in defiance and my shoulders squared in pride. My tattooed face is a hard mask, unreadable and intimidating. Despite the big baby diaper sagging with my piss and shit, I’m still a terrifying force to behold. We all are. In the past, I’ve made journalists cringe and stay far back from my cell with just my fierce demeanor. I will not give anyone here to gawk the satisfaction of engaging with them, of acknowledging they exist. I never do. Two of the flunkies manage to catch my attention. Hatred flares hot in my gut, rumbling like an impending bowel movement. How didn’t I notice those miserable bastards as soon as they walked in? I loathe those special operation soldiers more than I do any rival gangster. They wiped out the entire set of my gang. They’re the reason I’m in here. I also know a dirty little secret about those experimental freaks. I tried to tell it but no one would believe me. After the atrocities those two committed, they should be locked away in a cell with us. They deserved to be shaved and forever diapered like us. Instead those bastards are celebrated as heroes. It’s just more fascist propaganda. My gaze focuses on them, bitter revulsion smoldering. They don’t notice me. New medals shine on their uniforms. What makes those government lapdogs such monsters? Glad you asked. Nanites. Tiny robots so small you need a microscope to see them. They’re new, first used in medicine about the same time the moon colony was established. They manipulate organic tissue at the cellular level. I read an article in my smart watch about them once when a drug drop off was late. They’re mostly used in surgery to repair damaged tissue and organs. Cut out a tumor and the nanites will construct healthy tissue. It’s revolutionary and saving lives. Spinal cord injuries that would’ve left someone paralyzed a century ago are now nearly fully treatable with recovery just a matter of time. Some causes of blindness can be treatable. Nanites make the lame walk and the blind see, cancer cured. Friggin miracles. Like many new things, the use of nanites first started off only for the wealthy upper classes in rich, privileged countries then slowly trickled down and spread over the rest of the world to the poor and downtrodden and eventually became a new standard of healthcare. Emergency responders carry injectable vials of them. What happens when they’re used to manipulate and fuck with healthy cells? A top secret government and military experiment, that’s what. Super soldier freaks like Thing One and Thing Two walking down the rows of cells. Enhanced speed, endurance, and strength. And fucking night vision. I found that last one out too little, too late. I’ve heard whispered rumors there’s more of the fuckers, but I don’t really know. Then again, I brushed rumors of nanite experimentation off as conspiracy theories and fake news until I saw it with my own eyes. Many civilians say the tattoos turn gang members into monsters. I know the truth. I’m just a human dealt an unfair hand in life who did what he had to to do survive in a cold, hard, cruel world that wanted him to die. Thing One and Thing Two? They’re the real monsters. My gaze locks onto Thing One. He looks like any young man in his late teens or early twenties. Fit, muscled, a perfect soldier boy. His short cropped hair is dyed cherry red. To symbolize his desire to spill blood? His perfect white teeth flash in a radiant smile I remember so well. Even in the midst of a shootout deep in the jungle he smiled. He smiled as he killed my gang brothers. That red hair. Soldiers, government boot lickers, are not normally allowed such self-expression. I guess the monsters get special privileges for being good little guinea pigs. On his hip he carries a slip of a boy, a little waif around fourteen years of age. The boy is a soft, effeminate version of him with porcelain skin and hair dyed cherry red in imitation of his big brother. No denying their relationship. The boy’s head lay on his big brother’s shoulder. He is a delicate doll. He would’ve fetched a high price on the black market. Rich pedophiles would pay anything for such fine, tender flesh. It’s why I ordered my men to kidnap him in the first place. That was my crucial mistake. He is a pampered, spoiled brat born to wealth and power. I never should have taken him. But he was so beautiful, his flesh worth so much. I was blinded by greed and couldn’t resist. Rich or not, I’d have him spirited away so far and so fast his family would never see him again. I didn’t know at the time about his big brother. I never understood Thing One. How could someone born to such a posh, privileged life end up a military guinea pig? Did his father, a well known and decorated general, volunteer his eldest son to prove his loyalty to the new regime? Did Thing One volunteer willingly out of love and loyalty for his country, his people and stupid idealism? Did he martyr himself for the greater good? Fucking dumbass. The baby brother is quiet and still, clinging to his big brother and obviously terrified of all the diapered monsters in their cages. No double reliving painful memories. I hope the little shit got PTSD. It would serve him right. He sucks a petite thumb, drooling. A white terrycloth bib trimmed in red is tied around his neck to catch his drool. Only one of his big brown eyes moves around. The other is unfocused, vacant. Blind. He breathes through a tracheostomy hole and tube in his neck. A feeding tube is heavily taped to one cheek and goes up one nostril and down his throat. The boy’s pants balloon out in an unmistakable diaper bulge. A perfect circle scar of angry pink and white right between his eyes mars the perfection of his complexion. A memento of when I shot him point blank. He should’ve died. I thought he was dead.

You could get a possum plushy in memory of your little guest. Both my cats are currently outside (it's pouring down rain so they're just hanging out on the porch. They were supposed to be house cats only but they kept escaping + one relative always let them out so they're indoor-outdoor cats) and the house is quiet without them in it. So I can write in peace! 😆

He really was getting comfy in your house! Hopefully he finds some nice possum friends to hang out with, or he might come back! 🤣

I think that baby possum wants to be a pet cat. 😂 He's making himself right at home.

That depends on so many variables, especially you're parents' personalities and tendencies. When I was younger and exploring ABDL I kept a few diapers in an old book bag buried in my closet. Lots of good advice and ideas here already so the only thing I have to add is if you're living at home and in danger of your diapers being found, go with medical diapers over ABDL baby prints. I know they're adorable but an ABDL diaper will raise far more concerns and be far harder to explain than a plain white or solid color diaper.

My personal recommendation is do not do it. Far too dangerous a territory IMO. Many vanillas and even some in the kink community already have the general impression that ABDLs= pedophiles. Some assume that right off the bat. So having a search history of "kids in diapers" or a photo collection of kids in diapers on your hard drive isn't something that I'd want to risk explaining to the police or a jury. (who most likely would be made up of vanilla normies). Even if a potential charge got dismissed or you're found innocent in a court of law, there's still the court of public opinion and being outed to your local community, friends, family etc. For example- there's a transgender artist named Sophie Labelle who several years ago caught some heat within the trans and furry communities for their babyfur art/ diaper fetish and speaking on trans issues to transgender youth? I don't know the details, I just remember hearing about it. Fury as transgender cartoonist who claims to have fetish for nappy art is set to speak to children | Daily Mail Online Then there's the notorious case of a person who if you type their name, some sites will censor it. The name rhymes with Beeker. Just replace the B with a D. Even this site changes the name to [That Site]. Beeker is the Voldemort of the ABDL world for a good reason. His site was investigated by the FBI and I think he was arrested? Not sure on the details. I don't know if he ever was charged with any crimes or the charges were dropped, but I do know even to this day his name and site are an anathema to many an ABDL.

My normal go-to day diapers are plastic backed, crinkly, and bulky. (Northshore Megamax or Amazon Sunkiss Masterpiece in Pink) If anyone has ever seen or heard my diapers, they've never said anyting. I went a size up in pants to accomodate the diaper bulk. Wearing a onesie under your clothing can help prevent diaper sag and help muffle the crinkle a little. I'll wear a onesie under my clothes in the colder months. I wear long sweaters/ hoodies/ cardigans which all help hide thick diapers. In the hot summer months I wear cloth backed disposable diapers for more breathability and discretion though that does mean more frequent diaper changes. In the hot summer months, longer t-shirts or tank tops can help hide diaper bulges. I guess in general guys' fasion is more restrictive. For girls, loose flowy tops like tunics are great, so are skirts and dresses for hiding diapers. I've worn capri leggings with my diapers and a short dress/ long tank-tunic top. Guys could wear a baggy top like a baggy t-shirt to help hide their diapers? Tykables makes some jeans designed for diaper-wearing with extra room in the crotch specifically for diapers. And kilts! Guys can totally wear a diaper under a kilt! (or skirts, dresses etc. Some say clothes know no gender, so if wearing something more traditionally feminine appeals to someone no matter their gender/sex, I say if you wanna do it go for it!) Adult Baby Jeans | ABDL Clothing and Age Regressions Outfits – Tykables I've never tried Tykables jeans, so I can't speak from personal experience. But these might be what someone is looking for so my advice would be to read the reviews and ask around for peops who have bought them etc). Just putting the link here for convenience in case anyone is interested in them.

I've thought about trying the Wellness Briefs in the past but I've heard more bad reviews than good so I've never spent money on them.

I've had a thoroughly lazy Sunday after a super busy Saturday helping a friend out. I was gone all Saturday from 9a.m. until 11 p.m. so today I just chilled. I took the garbage out, and I"ll do the dishes. The most productive thing I've done today is change my diaper. 😆 I watched KPop Demon Hunter on Netflix and had Chinese for supper.

One might have a hard time convincing their doctor to administer it. But I wonder if a doctor who does incontinence surgeries- maybe someone like the hospital or doctor in Mexico featured in another thread on here for someone who travelled to Mexico for incontinence surgery?- maybe someone like that would be willing to give a patient who wanted temporary incontinence a nerve blocker shot? I'm not a doctor so I don't know and can't fathom how well it would work. I assume also there would be some possible risk of long-term side effects? Or the possibility of the continence not returning or muscle function not fully returning? (even if it is just a slim risk). But it is an intriguing idea!

That's a nice dream Daily Di! If there is no hell, then those who committed really evil crimes might be stuck for nearly eternity in a waiting room that's like the DMV. 🤣 I like the Ancient Egyptian mythology- the weighing of the heart against the feather of truth, and anyone whose heart is heavier than the feather gets their soul devoured by Ammit (monster was a mix of: crocodile head, lion front end and hippo back end xD) But that's mostly cuz I like monsters. 😂

This heat and humidity wave had me opening my last bag of Rearz Active Air briefs. Cloth backed diapers are more discrete which is great when it's so hot I'm in shorts and tank tops. They still retain heat but they breathe more than bulky plastic backed diapers. They also mean more frequent diaper changes (though I'm not always sure if there is more sweat or more pee in my diaper when it's changing time lol!) 🤣 I need to find an alternative to Rearz Active Air cloth backed diapers. I'm thinking of trying Northore. Though when it's hot and humid I tend to spend most of my time inside in the AC.

Modern fashion is a lot like modern art and I don't understand either one. I've heard internet conspiracy theories that modern art is just a money laundering scheme and Ii'd easily believe that lol! As a girl I like to look nice (and I like to keep my diapers concealed lol! So no yoga pants + super absorbent, bulky, plastic backed diapers unless I'm wearing a long, flowy tunic top to hide the diaper bulk lol!) but I've never been a super fashionable type girl who has to keep up with the latest trends. I go for comfort and practicality. Most of my clothes come from thrift stores or clearance racks or sales racks.