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I was 16, had my own car and a driver's license. I also had storage (my trunk) that my snooping mother couldn't access. So, knowing that I loved diapers, and feeling like I was the only one in the world that felt this way, I went to the grocery store and bought a package of depends pullups. Not knowing that all diapers aren't created equal, I slipped one on and let go a fulllllllllll bladder. It immediately soaked through and started leaking onto the floor (thankfully the tile floor in the bathroom). I would binge and purge out of lust and disgust of my relationship with diapers. Eventually I found this site and the rest is history!

Cute! Keep doing your thang! You devious little princess!

Last night, although it wasnt in a diaper, it was an accident at work. I have IBS and had accidents every so often, but since I had my surgery 2 months ago, I've had probably 5-6 accidents.

Also, I'm kinda in to the furry thing. I think some of the fur suits are so cute. I dont have a fur suit, or anything like that, but I do like the idea. My only exposure is what the internet provides

Wet and messy. Woke up to my semi usual stomach cramps, rolled onto my side and just let go. Filled her all the way up. Now, I am on here surfin the forum!

I have always wanted to try something like this. Just finding someone else that's in to diapers must have been hard, let alone someone who is actively participating to the level they are. Good for you!

I haven't explored my sexual side too much, but I have stumbled across things that I get in too. I know I have fetishes, but I cant quite pinpoint it.

Wet, swollen, diaper. To the point of leaking, but just not quite there.

Right around 15 hours or do

I feel ya man. When I was around 16 I had the whole basement to myself. I would take my used diapers and conceal them under the stairs and then take them out all at once, when the chance arose that no one was home (I had lived there for 2 years at this point, and no one had been under the stairs yet except for me). Well, one day before I went to work, I was in the shower and my mom knocked on the door and asked me why there was “big diapers” under the stairs in what was essentially my room. I played the dumb criminal card and said they weren’t mine. My moms voice was more out of concern for my health, not a lashing out at me. Every once in a while she’ll bring it up and ask about that event, and I always cringe when she does because it’s something I plan on never telling my parents.

This place is an oasis for our like mindedness. I felt a sigh of relief when I found this website, as I realized I wasn’t the only one in the entire world with this “weird” desire/emotional need to wear and use diapers.

Yesterday!!!

Honestly, not having a “need” to wear diapers, would make my life easier. I have wrestled with guilt from wearing diapers since I started actually wearing diapers again as an adolescent. The guilt would get so bad that I would convince myself there was something wrong with me, vow to never wear diapers again, and then throw out all of the supplies I had. Like a pendulum in motion I would end back up acquiring diapers and using them... rinse and repeat with the guilt. This continued for a while into my early 20s. Eventually I just accepted the point that this is a part of my life, and no matter what I do, I’ll still have an urge for some reason to wear and use diapers. After accepting that, the guilt is gone. So I was able to rid myself of the pesky guilt by a combination of being more mature than previously, and accepting the DL inside of me. Diapers don’t rule my life, and I feel I have a healthy relationship with my desire to wear, or a good balance rather. The only reason why I would say that if I could rid myself of my diaper desires, would be that even though I’m okay with it, due to societal standards, this practice of wearing diapers is very taboo and if caught, ya have a lot of ‘splanin to do!

In retrospect it was pretty reckless and I opened myself to the possibility of some serious scrutiny lol

Hey, just curious, I have no issues wetting while lying in bed, except for when I’m on my stomach as I currently am at this moment. I can sit, lay on my back, my side, but for some reason im unable to go while on my stomach in the prone position. Is there some sort of anatomical blockage, or is this a mental blockage? Thanks!

Granted! You are now the proud new captain of your own starship! But you forget every planet you have visited once you’ve left it! I wish I could get a solid 9 hours of sleep tonight!

Same lol, just popped a couple suppositories and now the waiting game. Pressure is building, and my toes are starting to ache lol

Nice!

I like it when your stomach is sort of bound up and you know what’s coming. After a few minutes of slight pain it just shotguns out over the course of 4-5 seconds just completely filling up the diaper. It’s like an orgasmic stimulation to me that feels like heaven lol.

Welcome!

Nice! Never went to a party, but have worn to some of my college classes in the past. Actually, I was giving an oral example in a foreign language class in which I was standing in front of the class facing them, and wet my diaper.

I have IBS as well. While I can usually get to the bathroom in time, there have been times where I was unable to make it to the bathroom and had a full unload into my pants. This usually only happens once or twice a year. But I will generally have a small accident monthly. I will also experience intermittent bouts of leakage that kind of comes out randomly throughout the day. I generally don’t wear all the time for anticipation of an accident, but there is indeed a pattern that comes in waves (a few days) and I will pad up for those. If I’m just experiencing a “leaky faucet”, I will wear an overnight pad that is similar to the pads women use for their periods (super discreet, and able to do the job with a small presence)

Hi Dean! Well, I can tell you that you are among friends here. This site is a wonderful place for you to explore and learn things about yourself. Ask questions, interact, and enjoy! Welcome to the site!

I totally understand. I will sometimes do a similar routine, except wear a northshore supreme and a northshore booster. I love with roommates who only one of which knows I wear diapers at night for “bed wetting” (I was drunk one night and spilled the beans on my diaper wearing and covered it up with ‘intermittent night time wetting’) so being up and around them with a diaper so swollen they are sure to notice, I dread getting up. Sometime if I know they are all going to work, I’ll go upstairs and sit on the couch and continue to wet for a couple hours until they leave for work. The longest I’ve had the pleasure of being in a single diaper was about 16 hrs. It was awesome lol

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