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  1. I have to request that this conversation be closed out and deleted It sounds a bit too much pedophilic to me and these boards are not about pedophilia Being a foster parent makes me a mandatory reporter nation wide. Yes, I will admit that I have been a foster parient for my state, and I have taken care of many youg children in diapers. I simply took care of their needs, including my adopted son's needs while he wet the bed. end this convo now.
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    Do i have your attention?

    That was four minutes of my life I will never get back.
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    Abu rules

    I have not tried ABU diapers yet. I have tried Rearz and Bambino. And lately I have been exclusively been ordering Crinklz from northshore.com. I have been wanting to try out the ABU preschool or Kiddo diapers.
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    What kind of paci?

    I like the mam 16+ month. They don't hurt my teeth and they stay in my mouth. Plus I don't feel like I am gag on something like with the nuk size 5.
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    Waking up to my little side

    Every morning I wake to a paci in my mouth, a very wet diaper and hugging my plushi rabbit. I just feel so calm and relaxed waking to my baby side that it is difficult for me to get out of bed and accept the fact that I have to go out into the adult world and suppress my baby. This feels like such a downer everyday. Although I do always were a diaper and a onsie under my adult clothing with a paci in my pocket every day out in the adult world, it is still a downer for me. Does anyone else experience this?
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    losing control?

    Yes, I have noticed since I am now almost 2 years of 24/7. I bed wet almost every night in my sleep now. There have also been times when I have been doing air out time without a diaper for a short while at home and I suddenly get the urge to go and I cannot hold it back or stop the flow.
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    Do you REALLY Want to become Diaper dependent?

    well, I have been wearing 24/7 for about a year and a half now and I don't find it a hindrance at all. On the very rare occasion I am going into a situation in which I have to wear regular underwear instead, I find that it just feels weird and un-natural without a diaper and a onesie on under my clothes. I don't wear 24/7 because I need to physically, but I need to emotionally. I do however now have to wear at night while I sleep because I have truly regressed back to being a bed wetter while I sleep. It is a rare morning now that I wake up dry now.
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    Do you regularly wear diapers out of the house?

    24/7 and also with a onesie on under my clothing and a paci in my pocket.
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    What Else Do You Wear To Bed With Your Diapers?

    A plastic back Crinklz diaper. In the summer a light weight cotton footed sleeper, in the fall/winter a heavier fleece footed sleeper. A paci strapped to my pjs and my plushy with my musical mobile playing and projecting stars onto the ceiling.
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    Caught by mother due to my own mistake

    Well, so far so good. My mom has still not said anything. We talk or text almost daily. I think in some way she has known all along. I was a bed wetter until about the age of 7 or 8. When I was in 1st grade, my mom used a cloth diaper as punishment and sent me to school with it on under my clothes. I was begging her to let me go back to diapers after that. So she no longer used that as a punishment. After that I would steal diapers from my cousins stash when the would come over to our house for overnights. I thought I had them hidden well, but then I would find them removed from the hiding places and once again my mom would never say anything. Then my cousins grew out of diapers so I started to make home made ones out of trash bags and female pads, and those would disappear from the hiding spots without a word from my parents. Then I got a job and my driver's license and a whole lot wiser to buy diapers and hide them elsewhere in the house along with my underage whiskey (I wonder if the bottle of Jack Daniels that I left in the attic or the diapers I left in the crawl space of the basement of the house we lived in Chicago have been discovered). Yeah, I think my mom has known for a while that I am an ABDL. I am still embarrassed about my mistake though.
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    Caught by mother due to my own mistake

    That was my thought all day today. Back in the 90's up in Chicago, I caught my dad with "Depends" while my Mom was out of town back in St. Louis. Little did my parents know then, that I had a love for diapers.
  12. Crap, I was caught by my mother today due to my own carelessness and mistake today. My mother arrived to my house last night from St. Louis last night (I live in the middle of the state of Missouri) and I had hidden all ABDL. I didn't put on my nighttime diaper until I was sure my mother was at rest. My mom does know I where footed PJ's (that look a little juvenile) as she had hers on last night as well. Well crap, I had a plan of hiding diapers from my mom. I woke two hours before she told me she would wake. Took a shower and worked on configuring her new computer. Planned to throw away nighttime soaked diaper before my mother woke. Opps, I forgot about it, and my mother showered in my bathroom and made up with it balled up on the bathroom floor. I went into my master bathroom and saw it sitting there... Palm/face.... shoot. My mother did not say a single word about it all day, but I am sure she recognized it for what it was.
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    How Long To Train Yourself To Bed Wet?

    It took me about a year and a half to become a bed wetter again while I sleep. What I found worked for me is the need to have absolute confidence in your protection (plastic sheet, good nighttime diaper). Even with that confidence you will still have to mentally accept that you might occasionally leak and that it is ok. The hypnotic training file from baby-pants.com and listening to that while I go to sleep, driving, or at work also helped me achieve this and I still listen to it often. Keeping a daily log, I have also found to help encourage this and increase the frequency of sleep wetting. Once I was to the point of being able wet laying down, I would wake in the middle of the night and with some concentration be able to wet while in bed, then go back to sleep. Then that started to become I would wake, simply wet with little effort and then right back to sleep. If I leaked, then oh well, I wet the bed and now I have to sleep in it, no big deal. I keep the mindset "real babies have to sleep in a wet bed until checked upon in the morning so I have to as well". Now I am to the point of wetting 5 to 6 nights a week while sleeping. I am also noticing that it is becoming multiple times in the night as I will wake sometime in the middle of the night and find my diaper is a bit wet and then when I wake in the morning it is filled to near capacity like a balloon. So yes, as a lot of people have said before me, this is something your have to be sure you want, and there is a lot of mental retraining you have to remind yourself of daily.
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    My wife's new requirement of me

    It is awesome that you have a family that knows about and is understanding of this side of you life.
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    Going To Bed At Night: Wet Or Dry?

    Dry in a fresh Confidry 24/7 that I put on just before bed.