Ceras

We had mine built

I don't really have to worry about diapering cause I have my mommy to handle my diapering and changes.

Primarily Humiliation and Bondage.

The best idea is to definitely start with smaller plugs. Trying to use bigger plugs when your butt isn't trained runs the risk of hurting yourself, even with proper lubing, Start small and gradually increase size as your butt gets used to the plugs.

Don't really see the need when I have diaper covers and plastic pants.

There was one moment I've dreamed about going back and changing. When I was younger, I spent an entire Summer punished in diapers and treated like a baby after getting caught stealing and using diapers from the nursery of the daycare I went to. After getting out of them, my parents told me that if they caught me wearing diapers again, they would not only put me in diapers permanently, they'd also turn my room into a nursery. At the time, I didn't want my room to be changed, and I didn't want to risk other kids finding out and teasing me about it, so I made sure to be more stealthy with diapers, but looking back now, I kind of fantasize about deliberately getting caught so that I could have my own nursery and be treated like a baby again by my parents.

Yeah, it's rare, but it happens. While not 24/7, my gf/mommy will treat me like a baby every weekend and some weeknights.

30 minutes ago, while I was playing in my nursery. then mommy changed my diaper.

I'm an AB, but I don't want to be fully incontinent. I have trained my mind and body to recognize when I'm in diapers so I don't hold it in when I go, but I don't spend all my time in diapers, so I wouldn't want full incontinence.

Oh, I'm well aware it was abusive. Honestly, I could probably say had they kept the original conditions of the punishment going, I probably would've ended up turned off to the idea of wearing diapers again. However, because the caretakers in the nursery were so nice to me while I was in there, I ended up enjoying the experience as a whole, and I came to terms with the fact of wanting to be treated like a baby again. In fact, during the last month of the punishment, I was enjoying my time in the nursery so much that I had actually started letting my mind go and start acting like a baby. The caretakers in the nursery were aware of this and chose not to tell any of the other caretakers out of the chance they might change the punishment again because they thought I was really cute when I was acting like a baby and thought the punishment had gone far enough.

I can sometimes get annoyed when mommy checks me when I'm playing, but I know she just wants to make sure I'm not in dirty diapers for too long.

Permanently? No, because I like cuddling up to my mommy at bed time.

Mommy decides when it's time for my diaper to be changed

What's the point in wearing diapers if you're not gonna use them?

"My Little Baby Girl" It's simple, but I love hearing that and knowing that I'm mommy's baby girl.

Mommy will grab the crotch of my diaper to feel if I'm wet, and then look over my shoulder and stretch the back of the diaper out to see if I pooped.

When I'm in little mode when we have to go out, I will wear diapers out in public. What I wear over it is dependent on mommy. If I'm being good, she'll let me wear leggings to keep the diaper quiet and a dress that covers over the padding. If I'm being bad, she'll make me wear just a diaper cover over the diaper and a dress that, while it doesn't fully expose the diaper or cover, will make someone notice if they're looking long enough.

I could probably say I have a spanking schedule, but it's not written anywhere. Mommy basically keeps the list in her head and decides how many swats I get during my spankings. The only thing I know is however many swats I get is split into two sets, one set with my diaper on, and one set with my diaper pulled down, unless I pooped my diaper, then she'll take me to my changing table, change me out of my dirty diaper, clean up my bottom, and then, before she puts me in a clean diaper, she grabs me by the ankles, lifts my bottom into the air, and begins the second set of spankings then.

(Real) The story of how I got caught also has to do with how I discovered I enjoyed being in diapers and being treated like a baby. From the time I started school up until I was 10, my parents would leave me at a daycare during summer break. When I was six, I had gotten curious about diapers, so one morning I has snuck into the nursery part of the daycare and took a diaper and went to a bathroom in an area of the daycare that wasn't used in the morning and put it on. I ended up liking the feeling and sight of me in a diaper, so I stated occasionally taking more diapers from the nursery to wear for the day over the summer (I would take them off and throw them away before my parents picked me up). One day, right after putting it on, I had to pee, so I decided to just use the diaper, and ended up liking it, so I would start using them. While I didn't get caught that summer, I guess the caretakers in the nursery made note of diapers going missing and so were keeping track. At the beginning of the next Summer, I had taken another diaper to put on, and immediately used it. However, after I had finished, the bathroom door opened to one of the caretakers standing there and seeing me in a stolen and now very wet diaper. She quickly dragged me out and into the room with the rest of the kids my age, put me over her lap, and gave me a hard spanking with the diaper still on. Afterwards, instead of putting on my regular clothes, the caretakers got a fresh diaper, some wipes, and baby powder, laid me on a table in the same room, and gave me a diaper change in front of all the other kids and then left me in just my shirt and diaper for the rest of the day, and told my parents, and after all them talking, they decided my punishment. They decided since I was taking and using diapers, I must not have felt confident in my potty training, so said I would be kept in diapers through the summer while I was "re-training" to use the potty, and that I would be kept with the toddlers in their play room. I was told that I had to tell a caretaker whenever I needed to go potty, and if I used my diapers, I would get a spanking before having my diaper changed. However, they apparently had no intention of letting me go when I needed to. Whenever I told a caretaker I needed to go, they would "ignore" me and tell me to go play. The only time they would let me go is if I told them I had to poop, and even then, they wouldn't let me use a regular toilet. Instead, I was made to sit on a potty training toilet. However, when I didn't need to poop, I was forced to hold it until I couldn't anymore, so I was constantly wetting my diapers, leading to repeated spankings and diaper changes. They would also stick a pacifier in my mouth so they wouldn't hear me crying during the spankings and changes. After a few days, I realized what they were doing, so I gave up asking to go pee and just started wetting my diapers the second I felt the need. Turns out, this was a mistake, cause after a couple of weeks, the caretakers said that I apparently didn't WANT to be potty trained, so said if I wanted to use my diapers like a baby, then I would be treated like a baby. So I was then moved from the toddlers area and into the nursery. First, I was made to dress like a baby, meaning onsies, diaper covers, bonnets, and booties. Second, ALL of my bathroom privileges were removed. So, not only was I wetting my diapers, but I was now pooping my diapers too, with the only positive being I wasn't getting spanked for using them cause "Since you're a baby, using your diapers is expected." Lastly, since I was now a baby, I was given the full baby treatment, meaning when it was lunch time, I was fed formula from a baby bottle and made to eat baby food by the nursery caretakers, and when it was nap time for the babies, I was put into a crib to nap, otherwise I would get a spanking for acting up. Meanwhile, at home, while I wasn't being treated fully like a baby, my parents were keeping me in diapers and also took away my bathroom privileges, so, after I was moved to the nursery, I was basically 24/7 wearing and filling diapers for the entire Summer. My punishment ended by the time I went back to school, but my time in diapers didn't, because spending the entire Summer basically just using my diapers as soon so I felt the need had caused me to lose control of my bladder, so for most of that school year, I was still in diaper and training pants as I had to ACTUALLY go through potty training again. While the whole situation was humiliating, I found myself enjoying my time in the nursery as they were giving me the same care and attention as any other baby in the nursery and making sure I was comfortable, even though being babied in the nursery was suppose to be a punishment.

Yes I have. While I usually like getting spanked, my mommy has found a way to spank me in such a way that I end up crying like a baby by the end of it.

Both. What my mommy does is when I act up or I don't tell her I need my diaper changed, she'll split my spanking up into two sets. The first set of spankings will be with my diaper on, and then the second set she'd pull my diaper down and spank my bare bottom.

She's the one that puts me in and changes my diapers, so no, I'm not really shy about it. ?

I was lucky enough to find someone. After a few months of us dating, she had told me she wanted to be a mother, but wasn't interested in guys so pregnancy wasn't an option (she also didn't want to go to a fertility clinic), and there wasn't an orphanage nearby for adoption. I sat on that info for about a couple of weeks, and then one night, while we were watching tv together, I asked her what she would think about being a part time mother. When she asked what I meant, I took her to my bedroom and showed her my stash of diapers and adult baby clothes, and told her if she really wanted to be a mother, then I could be her baby sometimes. While she was a little weirded out by it at first, she said she was willing to give it a try. So we gave it a try with only basic stuff (diaper changes and feedings). After a couple of months, she told me she enjoyed being my mother and wanted to get fully into it. We then sat down and discussed everything that would happen from then on. 5 years later, while everyone else sees us as two girls in love with each other, the two of us see each other as not only that, but as a loving mommy and her baby girl.

Mommy checks my diapers all the time, though she will take me somewhere private to check me if we're out in public.

I had come to terms with my interests in diapers and being babied years before I got personal access to the internet. The internet just allowed me to put a name to my interests.